Rainbow Diapers

In a wet tykeables Waddlin, good to have when working on drawings for the week. (I alternate between my break week and art making week) (always diapered at home regardless but still good to have nonetheless)

I grew up in cloth diapers. I use disposables during the day because they are not as bulky. Cloth works very well for me at night, because I'm a side sleeper. Though I will often use disposables at night and I do wake up, roll onto my back then go back to sleep. 

Hope you’re doing well.  Living vicariously through Tommy/ Tammy.  Love it.

Yes. I have a good sized stash, and prefer them for night time use. Too bulky for day use.

22)     The Birthday - Part 2 As we walked into the bedroom, I laid down on the bed whilst my mother brought over a pack of baby wipes and some powder. She leaned over and lifted up my dress before undoing my diaper. As my mother opened up my messy diaper, she barely even reacted and I could tell that she had become accustomed to cleaning my dirty bottom. I lay there whilst my mother cleaned me with baby wipes. All of a sudden, I heard somebody flush the toilet in the bathroom across the hallway. I listened closely as the person left the bathroom and approached the bedroom. My eyes widened in shock as Jenny walked in. ‘Everything ok in here?’ she smiled. ‘Ooh I’m glad you’re here, Jenny’, replied my mother, ‘could you bring me over a clean pair of Pampers please?’ ‘Sure’, said Jenny and went over to my stack of clean diapers. She picked one up and held onto it whilst my mother finished wiping my bottom. I was absolutely mortified that Jenny was watching me having my messy diaper changed. She stuck her nose up as she saw the contents of my poopy diaper. I wanted the ground to open up and swallow me. As much as I loved Jenny, I avoided eye contact with her and stared at the ceiling whilst my mother finished changing me. Afterwards, the three of us headed back downstairs and into the living room. Sophie was sat on the carpet watching a unicorn cartoon. Jenny and I sat on the sofa whilst my mother went to help Lana tidy up the kitchen. For a minute or so, I was completely silent. I was still trying to process my humiliating experience. ‘Are you ok?’ Jenny asked. ‘Not really’, I sighed, ‘I feel so ashamed’. ‘Don’t be silly’, Jenny smiled, ‘there’s no need to feel ashamed’. ‘Yes, there is’, I replied bluntly, ‘you’ve just seen me having my messy diaper changed’. ‘I mean…I assumed that you did that sort of thing in your diaper anyway’, Jenny admitted, ‘it’s really not a big deal’. ‘Well, it is to me’, I said, ‘I feel so embarrassed’. Jenny could tell that I was upset and started to gently rub my back. Unfortunately, it didn’t make any difference and I sat there feeling completely defeated. Suddenly, I saw a cheeky grin appear on her face. I wasn’t sure what it meant until, out of nowhere, Jenny lifted up her left leg and let out a loud fart. My eyes widened in shock and I wondered if I was dreaming. ‘There you go’, she giggled, ‘you’ve just heard me fart, now we can both be embarrassed’. I started smirking before bursting into a fit of laughter. ‘I can’t believe you did that’, I laughed. ‘Trust me, Tommy’, she grinned, ‘you never need to feel embarrassed around me’. Just then, Lana walked in and handed a sippy cup to Sophie before giving me a bottle of juice. As she came over, she sniffed the air. ‘Do you need changing again, Tommy?’ she asked. ‘No Auntie Lana’, I replied. She walked over to Sophie and checked her Pull Up. When she couldn’t see anything, Lana left the room looking confused. Jenny and I burst into more fits of laughter. She was truly amazing and I was starting to feel much happier. Jenny took the baby bottle from my hand and ushered me into her lap. I gladly accepted her invitation and got comfortable. I gazed helplessly into her eyes as she started to bottle feed me. She gently stroked my cheek which put a big smile on my face. ‘You’re such a good baby’, she giggled. I would always be the best baby that I could possibly be whenever Jenny was around. After finishing my bottle, my mother came into the room and announced that it was time for me to open my presents. I sat in the middle of the carpet whilst everyone else surrounded me, holding onto my gifts. My Mom handed me her gift first. As I started to open it up, I wondered what it could be. I thought it might be the new video game that I had wanted. However, as I tore off the wrapping paper, I was presented with three large colouring books. Each one was full of babyish pictures. ‘I heard that you enjoyed colouring during your trip to preschool’, my mother said. ‘Erm…yeah…thanks’, I replied and wasn’t sure how to feel about my gift. ‘Don’t worry’, my mother smiled, ‘I’ve ordered some bigger presents to the house. They should hopefully be there tomorrow’. I wasn’t sure what she meant by ‘bigger’ gifts but I guessed that I would soon find out. Lana then gave me a big box. ‘This is from Sophie’, she smiled. I opened the box and looked inside to see that it was full of teddy bears. ‘We know how much you’ve been enjoying your teddy bear and so Sophie has kindly let you have the ones that she doesn’t play with anymore’, Lana said. ‘Erm…thanks Sophie’, I said as sincerely as possible. Sophie just smiled at me but didn’t seem to understand that teddy bears were not your average gift for a fifteen-year-old. Lana then gave me a card and a gift. I opened the card which had a picture of Dora the Explorer on the front and I did my best to look grateful. I then opened her gift which was a selection of bibs and a pack of baby bottles. ‘Check it out’, Lana said enthusiastically, ‘they’re a matching set. They’ve got the days of the week on them’. As I looked, each bib and bottle had a day of the week on them. When I looked around at my babyish gifts, I started to wonder how long I was going to be kept in diapers for. ‘Now you won’t forget what day it is’, Lana grinned. ‘I guess not’, I smiled politely. My final gifts were from Jenny. She handed me a birthday card. As I opened it, there was a big picture of a teddy bear holding some balloons on the front. I opened it up and read the inside. To my favourite baby,  I hope that you have the best birthday ever.  Lots of hugs and kisses Love Jenny xxxxxxxxx   As babyish as the card was, I couldn’t help but feel all warm and fuzzy inside. I was going to treasure that birthday card. I opened Jenny’s first gift which was a brand-new pack of colouring crayons to go with my new colouring books. She also gave me a little gift bag. I reached inside and was shocked as I pulled out a bright pink dress with Minnie Mouse patterns all over it. ‘What a lovely dress’, my mother commented. ‘Thanks’, Jenny replied, ‘it’s another one of my dresses that doesn’t fit me anymore. I’ve noticed that Tommy has become quite attached to that love heart dress and so I thought it would be nice to have a slightly different one to wear’. I wasn’t sure how I felt about it. Despite it feeling soft and silky, I really didn’t know how I felt about wearing girly clothing. However, as I examined the Minnie Mouse dress, I could smell the same scent as I did when I was in Jenny’s bedroom a few days ago. It immediately reminded me of her and I held it close. ‘Aw, I think Tommy likes his new dress’, Lana giggled. ‘Thank you, Jenny’, I smiled whilst ignoring Lana’s comment. ‘You’re welcome’, Jenny replied. ‘Come on then’, said my mother, ‘let’s see how it looks’. She instructed me to stand up. As I did, my mother came over and lifted my dress over my head and put it to one side. I was left standing in the middle of the living room in just my diaper. I lifted my arms up as my mother put the Minnie Mouse dress over me. She quickly adjusted the bow on my head before pulling the dress down a bit. It seemed to be a little bit shorter than the love heart dress and most of my diaper was visible. My mother took a step back so that everyone could admire me.   ‘So pretty’, Lana commented, ‘we should take some birthday pictures’. Before I could protest, she took out her phone and snapped a few pictures. I wanted to kick and scream but desperately tried to keep it together in front of Jenny. My mother handed me my teddy bear to hold onto and clipped my pacifier onto the dress. ‘Give us a big smile’, Lana said. I swallowed my final bit of pride and did the biggest smile that I could as Lana continued taking pictures. ‘Okay, let’s all get a selfie together’, she said. The five of us crowded around as Lana held up her phone. Jenny put her arm around me which immediately put me at ease. ‘Everyone say, ‘Birthday Girl’’, Lana grinned. ‘BIRTHDAY GIRL’, we all cheered. She showed us all the picture. As ridiculous as I looked, I loved that I’d had a picture taken with Jenny. It was still an odd picture. I recognised everyone in the photo apart from the cute baby girl in the middle. It was hard to believe that it was me. ‘I’ll send you the pictures’, Lana told my mother. ‘That’ll be great’, she replied. - I spent the rest of the afternoon watching Dora the Explorer on the sofa with Jenny. I rested my head on her shoulders and she rested her head on top of mine. She had her arms wrapped around me and I embraced every single moment. It had certainly been a strange birthday but it had also been one of the best birthdays ever. Later that evening, my mother came down the stairs holding a few bags. She saw me looking at her and smiled. ‘Come on cutie’, she said, ‘time to go home’. That should have been like music to my ears but I didn’t want to leave Jenny. ‘Can’t we stay a bit longer?’ I asked. ‘I want to get home before it gets too dark’, my Mom insisted. ‘Please’, I begged as I held tightly onto Jenny, ‘just another half an hour’. ‘It’ll be your bedtime by the time we get home’, my mother said. I saw that it was only 6pm and hated that I had to leave. I sulked as Jenny let go of me and I started getting ready to go home. As I was putting my shoes on, Lana helped my mother load up the car. I watched as she packed my presents along with the big box of teddy bears. I wasn’t even sure where I was going to put them all. ‘I’m going to miss you’, Jenny said, ‘don’t be a stranger’. ‘Hopefully, I can come and visit again soon’, I replied. ‘I hope so’, she grinned. She quickly looked to see if my mother and Lana were watching. When Jenny saw that they were distracted, she leaned in and gave me a big kiss on the lips. I felt myself go weak at the knees. ‘W…w…w…what was that for?’ I stammered. ‘It was a birthday kiss’, she giggled, ‘take care of yourself’. ‘Yeah…y…y…you too’, I replied whilst trying to remember how to speak. Lana came back and gave me a hug. ‘Goodbye, my sweet little angel’, she smiled, ‘and thank you’. ‘What for?’ I asked. ‘For taking my mind off of everything’, she replied, ‘you’ve been a great distraction and I hope you’ve enjoyed your time here as much as I have’. ‘Erm…yeah I’ve had a great time’, I said although I was still processing how I felt. As we said our final goodbyes, I got into the car and sighed. When we started driving away, I had a slight tear in my eye as I waved goodbye to Jenny, Lana and Sophie. It had been a crazy two weeks but I was really going to miss them. I spent most of the car journey quietly sucking on my pacifier. However, I took it out as I started to wonder about next week. ‘Mommy?’ I asked, ‘I’m going back to school on Monday’. ‘I know you are, sweetheart’, she replied. ‘Well, I was just wondering’, I said nervously, ‘will I have to wear diapers to school?’ My mother quickly glanced at me and smiled. ‘You don’t really think I’m that mean, do you?’ she asked, ‘I wouldn’t make you go through that. I want you to stay focused at school and I think the diapers would be a big distraction’. ‘Oh ok’, I replied with a sigh of relief. ‘That doesn’t mean that you’re getting out of diapers though’, she added. ‘What do you mean?’ I asked. ‘I know that you’ve been enjoying this baby stuff, haven’t you?’ my mother asked. I didn’t reply and silently nodded my head. It felt like a silly thing to own up to but I had started to get used to being babied. ‘How about this?’ my mother suggested, ‘I’ll let you be a big boy when you’re at school, but the second you get back home, we’ll take your school uniform off and put you straight back into diapers so that you can be my cute little one-year-old baby for the evening’. I was completely in shock. I had wanted to have the best of both worlds and now it seemed that it was about to come true. ‘What do you think?’ my mother asked. ‘I think…um…I think that I would like that’, I said nervously. ‘Perfect’, grinned my mother, ‘in that case, I think you’re going to like the big birthday presents that I’ve had ordered to the house’. I started to wonder what they could be. A crib? A highchair? Was my bedroom going to become my nursery? My mind was racing. ‘What if I want to see my friends after school?’ I asked. ‘Well, that’ll be your choice’, replied my mother, ‘you’ll still be put into diapers after school. It’s entirely up to you whether you want to go out and see your friends with a diaper on’. I knew that it was a risk that I was going to have to take. I nodded in agreement but couldn’t help grinning at the whole prospect of continuing to be babied. My mother noticed the look on my face and knew that she was making the right decision. ‘Happy Birthday, sweetheart’, she smiled, ‘I think that Mommy and baby are going to have lots of fun this year, aren’t we?’ ‘Yes Mommy’ I giggled. ‘Pop your pacifier back in sweetheart’, said my mother, ‘we should be back home in half an hour or so’. I put my pacifier back into my mouth and sucked on it happily as we drove down the highway, ready to start my new life.                                                                                                                                       Epilogue - 9 Months Later ‘Are we there yet?’ I asked whilst sounding no older than a toddler. ‘Not much further, sweetheart’, replied my mother, ‘another twenty minutes or so’. I was so excited to be going back to Lana’s house. I had really missed everyone, especially one person. ‘Is Jenny going to be there?’ I asked excitedly ‘Yes, I believe she’s joining us tomorrow for a picnic’, my mother replied. I couldn’t wait to see her again. I had planned to tell Jenny how I felt about her and hoped that she would accept me as both big Tommy and baby Tommy. ‘Does everyone know about…my situation?’ I asked nervously. ‘They know that you’re still in diapers’, my mother smiled, ‘I believe that Lana has made the crib up for you as well’. I sighed with relief, knowing that everyone knew about my baby side. I was pleased to be sleeping in a crib. The one at Lana’s house wasn’t quite as big as the one in my bedroom but I didn’t mind. Over the past few months, my teenage bedroom had started to disappear bit by bit until it had become my nursery. It had started with my bed being replaced with a crib. I had been used to sleeping in a crib at Lana’s house and so it hadn’t bothered me too much. I found it difficult when my TV and games were taken out of the room and replaced with a changing table. My Mom allows me to play my games at the weekend but for the rest of the week, I had gotten used to playing with my large amount of teddy bears and colouring books. As we pulled up to a set of traffic lights, my mother lifted up the bottom of my Minnie Mouse dress. ‘Oh my goodness, you’re completely soaked’, she exclaimed. ‘Sorry Mommy’, I replied. I had wet my diaper the moment we had got into the car. I wasn’t planning on wetting myself straight away but I was starting to find that my bladder didn’t resist as much as it used to. ‘It’s not a problem’, my mother smiled, ‘we’ll get you changed when we arrive at Lana’s house’. As we continued driving, I put my pacifier into my mouth and rested my eyes. I had reached a point where I craved my pacifier during the day. It was always a relief to get home from school and get back into baby mode again. As I continued sucking on my pacifier, I almost fell asleep until I felt the car stop. When I opened my eyes, a smile appeared on my face as I saw Lana standing outside of her house. Sophie was stood next to her, looking a lot more grown up than I remembered. ‘Hi’, Lana beamed as we got out of the car. She came over and hugged my mother. ‘How was the journey?’ Lana asked. ‘It was pretty good actually’, my mother replied, ‘although someone needs their diaper changing’. Lana turned her attention to me and grinned. ‘Hello my little one’, she said whilst giving me a big hug. ‘Hi Auntie Lana’, I babbled with the pacifier still in my mouth. ‘Have you got a wet bum?’ she cooed. I nodded my head whilst blushing. ‘Let’s go and get you cleaned up whilst your Mom unpacks the car’, Lana smiled. ‘Thanks Lana’, my mother replied as she handed her my changing bag. ‘Not a problem’, said Lana, ‘I’ve sort of missed all the diapering now that Sophie is toilet trained. With that, she took my hand and led me into the house. Sophie followed us in. I felt slightly embarrassed knowing that she was toilet trained whilst I had a thick pair of Pampers poking out from under my dress. As we headed upstairs, I was confused as we walked past Sophie’s bedroom and into another room. When we entered, the first thing I saw was the familiar crib, complete with mobile and some fluffy toys inside. ‘Now that Sophie is older, I’ve bought her a new bed and so I’ve moved the crib into the spare bedroom where your Mom will be sleeping’, Lana explained, ‘that way, she can keep an eye on you’. I was slightly shocked knowing that I was going to be sleeping in a crib next to my mother’s bed. I was instructed to lay down in the crib ready for a diaper change. When Lana started cleaning me with baby wipes, she couldn’t help but smile. ‘I didn’t realise how much I’d missed this’, she said excitedly, ‘I get to have a whole week of changing diapers again. Has your Mom told you about the picnic tomorrow?’ I nodded my head as I continued sucking hungrily on my pacifier. ‘I’m really looking forward to it’, she smiled, ‘Jenny will be there as well’. A big grin appeared on my face until Lana delivered a crushing blow. ‘I think she’s bringing her friend, Laura’, Lana said. I started to tense up as I remembered the torture that I had gone through with Laura. She was the reason that I wore dresses. She was also the reason why my mother shaved my pubic area every few days. I just hoped that she would be a bit nicer to me with everybody else there. As Lana sprinkled some baby powder over my hairless crotch, she looked up at me. ‘Are you thirsty?’ she asked. I nodded. ‘I’ll just finish changing you and then I’ll make you up a nice warm bottle of baby formula’, Lana smiled, ‘I’ve also bought plenty of prunes and broccoli so you can have a nice big bowl of that later’. Suddenly, I started to wonder if I wanted to spend the entire week as a baby. After applying a clean diaper, Lana pulled my dress back down although it barely covered anything. However, as I stood up, Lana immediately wrapped her arms around me and picked me up before resting me on her hip. It was actually quite impressive that she could do that. I was too shocked to say anything and held onto Lana tightly as she carried me downstairs. When we reached the living room, she put me down on the carpet in front of the TV. I saw my mother heading upstairs with some bags and wanted to tell her my concerns. Did she know that I was sleeping in the same room as her? Lana put on an episode of Dora the Explorer before disappearing into the kitchen. I had seen most episodes of Dora the Explorer countless times but it didn’t bother me. Over the past few months, I had started to enjoy watching her adventures and I always found it frustrating that I could never speak to my school friends about it. If they found out that I enjoyed watching it, I don’t think I would ever live it down. Lana returned shortly afterwards with a bottle in her hand. Rather than handing it to me, she led me over to the sofa where I was laid across her lap. When the nipple was put into my mouth, I started gulping down the formula. I occasionally drank it at home and had slowly started to get used to the taste. I much preferred warm milk but that was rarely an option. ‘Aw, does baby Tommy like his formula?’ Lana cooed. I couldn’t reply and continued drinking. ‘After your bottle, we’ll put you down for an afternoon nap’, Lana smiled. I was very confused. I never took a nap at home. ‘We don’t want you to be cranky’, Lana giggled, ‘we want to make sure that you’ve got lots of energy for the fun week that we’re going to have’. That was when I started to piece it together; my crib being in my Mom’s bedroom, being carried on Lana’s hip, having to drink baby formula, eating mushy food, being put down for a nap. I wasn’t just a baby to Lana, I was a newborn baby! I had a funny feeling that the week ahead was going to be very different from my last experience. My trip to babyhood had been a long one, but now it seemed that I had finally arrived.                                                                                                                                       THE END   Thank you for reading my story. I hope you’ve enjoyed it. Any kind comments or feedback are always appreciated.