JonBoi65

Without a doubt, doing a poopie is of immense pleasure to me. The moment I feel the first hint that a poopie will be happening I begin to pay close attention to my lower tummy area

I would be a bit leery of using a laxative as it could lead to dehydration problems, but then if only used say once a week or so, it should be fine. Now having said that I have given thought to using a laxative so that I could fully experience for the first time the tummy spasms telling you that you are about to have an "explosive movement" and then just let it happen with no effort made in even attempting to control the result. The only reason why I am contemplating this is in how out of the clear blue I seem to find it rather stimulating to feel my diaper rapidly filling with a much more "watery

Oatmeal and/or mashed potatoes are such lovely ways to enjoy that "soft messy feeling" if you would rather be wearing

While I have wetted numerous times while driving, I have never had the pleasure of enjoying a poopie while driving. Just never seemed to work out that way. And now that I no longer have a car I shall never get to enjoy that pleasure. Unless of course I am a passenger with a most willing and understanding boi play partner

Boredom does not enter in my mind for wearing my diaper at all. However, relaxed and feeling so comfortable does

It means having

I can now say that I finally had a full nights sleep in a very poopie diaper, probably the kind of sleep that "Poobottom" makes mention of. The actual act of doing a poopie sort of woke me up in a rather hazy fuzzy way but it felt so wonderful to feel all that soft warm poopie filling my diaper, and without any assistance on my part. It felt so warm, so soft, so cozy comfy that I promptly went right back into a deep sleep. Surprisingly I did not wake up a couple of hours later feeling sticky and uncomfortable which in the past is the norm. Quite the opposite actually and I was most pleased.

I stopped into my favorite thrift store yesterday on the hunt for camera patch cord and of course I had to go over where diapers for all ages are on display. Now, there were Tena, Prevail, Depends available at very nice prices but all were XL. However there were diapers in a clear plastic bag, 12 to a bag, for $4.99. No name, no markings, just plain diapers with sort of a pink plastic outer shell. I purchased a bag and of course when I got home found that I just can't fit into them. More suitable say for a young teen, a girl obviously because of the pink outer shell. But not is all a lose as they well make a decent booster for my diapers.

After all kinds of interesting "trail & error" scenarios I have found that ladies briefs, full or cut are just the right fit for me, especially since I am a firm believer in the "tucked in" look. And the boy boxer style for ladies works well also.

I would have to say that those would make excellent boosters. Well, that is my opinion anyways....I have from time to time found some awesome diaper bargains in thrift stores. There is one thrift store that I visit at least once a week and without fail I visit the "baby" section to see what may be available. Makes total sense to me have adult diapers in the baby section

There are times that I just rather wear my plastic panties

Everyone here is most understanding and quite friendly. I would be happy to be a friend as well. I am a loving and gentle seasoned senior of 64 who is most comfy with his diapered ways and sense of inner femininity. Enjoy this lovely little community

While I am generally content with my "big" girl feelings and feel quite comfy in my diapers or pullups, there are times where that sweet little girl just has to come out and have her way. When that happens then out come those cute little girl patterned pullups and matching plastic pants

I commend you for you decision to go forward in your efforts to fully embrace your femininity. And with that said I for one appreciate your "sizing" questions for I too have troubles with simple things as bras, camisoles, and panties. So the links that you have received so far will certainly aid me as well

It was some years back when I had my first "visual" experience of watching a person doing a poopie. I was most surprised with my inner reaction in watching his soft looking poopie making a nice warm looking pile on the grass by the tree. My penis most certainly confirmed that reaction. It was such an intimate moment both for him and myself. While it does not happen anywhere near as much as I would like it, I find it most pleasing in such an intimate way to watch a boi lover fill his diaper with soft warm poopie, and even his cute sexy undies. Not only is this moment so intimate, it is also so vulnerable feeling for that person to display such intimacies. But if both parties are so understanding and appreciative of such a moment, then that deep sense of shyness is lessened. At such lovely moments I find myself most willing to cup that part of his diaper to feel the press of filling warmth, and then to gently and intimately massage and caress so that he can feel the spreading warmth of diaper messing. And if he is only wearing those cute sexy undies of his, I tenderly offer the same caressing massage so that he can become very messing feeling and looking in those undies of his

While I happily train myself to become more and more diaper wetting dependent, I have found that if I enjoy a lovely moment of masturbating into my diaper I tend to wake up in the morning with a much wetter diaper than normal. I can only attribute this extra wet pleasure to how it may be possible that masturbating just makes you feel more relaxed and comfy in your diaper for the night

That indeed sounds like a most lovely poopie play time in my books. I like to wear a bra with a cami when I poopie play

Glad to read that you had such a lovely first time poopie adventure. And I can certainly relate to your time in the shower! I too lack a removable shower head but that shall change shortly. Having one of those most certainly aids in a speedy but still full clean of your diaper region

When it comes to just wetting myself

The first time is always the most apprehensive because you really do not know what will happen. But the key is to be slow and light about it because you want to enjoy it. And once you have enjoyed your first one, then the second becomes easier. At that point to you can do some experimenting to see just were you level of enema comfort and pleasure lays. Use warm water to start with, and you can use soap if you care. Use only bar soap like Dove or Ivory. Just swish it around in your container of warm water until you get that cloudy look. Put it in your douche container and then you are ready with your warm enema mix. Remember to put some slippery lube along the douche nozzle, and it even helps to get some down there against your wrinkly gate. Go slow, go easy, enjoy the sensation of entrance, enjoy even more the small filling sensation of soapy warmth. Make certain though to keep the bulb end squeezed together until you have removed it from your bottom. Otherwise you will just suck back in that mixture you put in.

While I wish you the best of luck in your goal, are you not concerned that your plumbing

Ohhhhh goodness me! Very much so. I find just putting on my diaper can start causing me to feel all warm and fuzzy. I find wearing either dry/wet/messy/messy wet to be quite stimulating to me. No matter what I am doing I always tend to find myself caressing the front of my diaper, however I make no effort to stop myself. The only drawback is when out and about in public and wearing my diaper. The "itch" is the there, the "need" is there, but no way in hell shall I succumb....lol. Would be extremely embarrassing to explain to the police, let alone a Judge!