DiaperedAllTheTime

Not really sure what is happening today. I have experienced intense bladder spasms all morning which is suprising as I have not felt them regularly for months. Hmmmm....

I had just started dating my wife. We had known each other since teenagers but were never intimate with one another. At the time I was married to someone else so getting with her was wild and taboo. Of no surpriese the first time we were intimate I was unable to get completely hard. For whatever reason she loved me despite my sexual incompetence. A week later I had to make a big decision to leave my wife at the time. Diapers would be a major deal breaker. I was in South Carolina in the parking lot of a car stereo shop and straight up told her I need to know if you can accept a fetish I have or not. She asked what it was and I said I love to wear diapers. She seemed relieved that is all it was. She said she could accept that and we have been together since. Now of course my diaper desires changed over time and so did her feelings. Diapers almost cost me our marriage. After ten years of dirty diapers and wearing diapers permanently now for the last two years diapers will never get between us again. Love found a way.

For me the hardest thing to overcome wearing diapers permanently was the desire to remove it after a sexual release. That is where my wife comes in. I politely asked her to force me back into diapers after I made my sissies and she surprisingly obliged. Within a few weeks the desire to remove my diaper simply completely went away even after releasing my gooies. I thought this would be impossible to overcome but it was not so bad at all. Now I feel naked without a diaper on and sexual releases no longer matter. I am glad you have an understanding woman. That is so important in your quest to diaper dependancy. My wife took a long time to accept her husband needed to wear diapers fulltime too. It was a difficult road but love found a way. Starting process is simple...diapers, diapers, and more diapers. Since your s/o approves ask her to help reinforce diapers all the time. You have experience with diapers so it should not be so difficult for you.

Welcome and you most certainly came to the right place to ask for advice. There are a few of us that have the same desires as you. No matter how hard you fight against it the desire to be in a diaper is a constant need. For me personally when I was not diapered my thoughts were constantly consumed with getting back into a diaper. Not wearing diapers actually impacted my life negatively and finally decided like you it was time to be padded forever. This is a long journey. It is time consuming, costly, and something that demands sheer commitment and determination. You are at some point are going to be embarrassed or be practically crying because you have developed diaper rash so bad. These are the times that will test your padded resolve. It is diapers all the time now...remember that. That means at the high profile meeting at work, at the doctor's office, and on that vacation to Costa Rica. Eventually you will reach a point when you will no longer have a choice as you will develop incontinence in some form or another even if you are not completely diaper dependant. Do you have a significant other? If so what are their thoughts? If not are you prepared to mess your diaper while on a romantic dinner date? These are all questions that need to be thought about. I am not trying to be the padded pessimist here. I know without a doubt you can happily live for the rest of your life being diapered permanently. I encourage everyone that desires to pad up fulltime to do so. I have learned so much from great people here. Some like @rusty pins do not even wear diapers all the time but still take the time to give you advice and his unbiased thoughts about diapers all the time. When I first began this journey I used to get negative about someone questioning my desire to be diapered permanently. Now I understand they were simply giving good old fashioned, sound advice. I hope you find peace by being permanently padded and please do not hesitate to ask me any specific questions about wearing diapers all the time.

I wear diapers permanently but still do my messy business on the potty. That would still make for an unsuspecting bathroom trip. When on long road trips with coworkers I must admit I have found it necessary to take fake potty breaks sometimes. I would think working the night shift would make it easier. As you said though, everyone's situation is different and at the end of the day the only person's feelings that matter are yours. I do believe though that work should not be the reason anyone suppresses their desire to wear diapers permanently. It can be done and done discreetly but it does take planning, logistics, and commitment. I used to think I could never wear diapers at work with an industrial maintenance job but I have done so with no major issues for the last two years.

I voted. That was a simple poll. I was hoping that it extended to other products as well such as barrier creams or powders. Since wearing diapers permanently I have settled into the products I use almost exclusively. Diapers: ABU Simple, ABU Simple Ultras, Rearz Inspire + Incontrol, Rearz Princess, DC Amor Clothing: Abena Fixing pants, Gary Activewear Briefs Creams and Powder: Calmoseptin ointment and Johnson's baby powder Misc: Nullo pills

Understood. I always contact the sellers and see if they offer deals on bulk purchases or veterans. Most are willing to work with you.

You are making it too complicated. You can find everything you need in the comfort of your own home either on Etsy or Ebay generally customized to your heart's desire.

For me it is mostly about humiliation although I have always had poor bowel control since I was a kid. My lack of bowel control led to abuse from my stepmother and in some weird and twisted way I desired to wear diapers both sexully and emotionally. As I got older I began to start to have sissy desires which quickly transitioned into the desire to be a little girl particularly in the bedroom. I craved and needed constant humiliation and diapers filled that need. Every second not wearing one consumed my every thought. For years I told my wife that I am going to start wearing diapers permanently and become unpotty trained. The night my wife cuckolded me I decided was a great time to begin wearing diapers permanently and I have not taken them off since. Best decision I ever made in my life.

I will unfortunately never get to feel a cock in my mouth as my wife's boyfriend does not want me anywhere near them when they make love.

Just got out of the shower and padded up into an ABU Simple. Unfortunately I have to work tomorrow so not a lot of excitement here.

Generally what I do to snug up the top is fasten the two bottom tapes first and then one top one. For the last tape, I take the wing of the diaper with one hand and stretch it backwards as tight as I can while I tape the last tape in place. If it still feels loose then adjust the other top tape tighter.

Part Eighteen On the way back towards the car his wife began to fantasize about later on. Her excited pussy began to melt and run down her legs and she felt the primal need for an immediate release. "Let's hurry up little girl and get back to the car. Mommy needs to give her baby a little snack." Confused, he picked up his pace as they rushed hurriedly back to the car hand in hand. Once at the car his wife opened the back door and laid down onto her back in the backseat. She was completely intoxicated with lust for her husband's best friend. Just as she started to pull her dress up to feed her little girl she suddenly remembered that her pussy needed to be saved for her new lover. The next time her husband would get the privilege of seeing it was when his best friend's cock filled it completely full. She quickly sat up and got out of the car. "Sorry little girl, Mommy almost forgot. My pussy no longer belongs to you. You will get to see it later as it leaks the evidence of Mommy's infidelity. Get into the backseat." She opened the driver's door and suddenly had a crazy idea. She needed relief and she needed it right this second. Without another thought she quickly lifted her dress up, moved position so she was facing her little girl in the back seat, and straddled the stick shift of their car. Her dress was lifted just enough for her husband to get a glimpse of her inner thighs and nothing more. Her pussy needed this and she slowly lowered herself down onto the stickshift right in the parking lot of the mall. He could not believe what was happening as he watched his wife, still fully clothed, fuck the stickshift of their car. As she started to ride it he noticed that the black leather quickly started to turn white with her cream. She rapidly started to pick up the pace, fucking her own personal hot rod with passionate lust. She bagan to moan and started to scream his best friend's name. "Oh fuck me. Fuck me hard. Take your best friend's wife and make me yours. Oh my god. Uuuuuugggggghhhh. I am cumming....oh....ahhhhhhhhhh....ugh." She stayed motionless for a few seconds as she fell back to earth from her sexual high. She slowly lifted her spent pussy off of the soaked stick shift and looked down in disbelief. She could not believe how soaked she had made the car. "Little girl, Mommy made quite a mess didn't she?" "Yes Mommy." "Mommy cannot have her hand getting all sticky as she drives home so I think it is time to teach my little one how to suck on a stick. You want to clean Mommy's mess off of a stick don't you baby?" "Yes Mommy, so bad." "You are such a good little sissy bitch. First and foremost get onto your knees like a good little girl." He did as she instructed, moving his face closer and closer to the mess his Mommy freshly had made. "Okay little girl. First I want you to stick out your tongue and slowly lick up and down the shaft. Be sure to start at the tip and work your way down to the base." She watched excitedly as her husband began to lick the stick shift coated in her thick juices. "That is a good little girl. Now put your lips around the tip of the stick and slowly start to suck." He did as she instructed. As he started to slowly suck on the stickshift he felt as his wife's hand rested on the back of his head. She gently yet forcibly pushed his mouth farther down the used stick shift. "That is such a good little girl. I guess Mommy should not be surprised that you would be such a natural at sucking on a stick. Now relax your throat little girl because you are about to learn the hardest lesson about sucking on a stick." With that said she pushed his head down farther onto the shifter and he began to gag as it invaded his throat. "Just relax little girl and accept the stick down your throat. All of us girls have to learn this lesson and tonight Mommy will demonstrate her skills on your best friend." He tried his hardest to obey his wife but soon began to panic and quickly raised his head up for a breath of fresh air. "It's okay little girl. You will be getting plenty practice. The next stick you suck will be easier for you because it will be a little softer and will taste oh so yummy." He finished licking up his wife pussy juices from the stick shift and sat back into the back seat. Was all this really happening? His marriage went from boring to unimaginably crazy in one day all because his wife caught him wearing a diaper. He did not know who this new woman was he was married to. Even though her new demeanor scared him he felt so excited about the attention he was getting. Would she really keep him in diapers for the rest of his life?

While I do completely agree that those that decide to wear diapers permanently should exercise discreetness you can do so in any diaper you choose. I hide thick diapers everyday. Even after sharing with close friends I wear diapers full time they still could not tell I was diapered. Rearz Inspire + Incontrol, Rearz Princess, and ABU Simples are primarily the only diapers I wear. All are very thick overnight diapers. I personally believe wearing thick diapers at first when you begin your journey into permanent diaper wearing is important. Before your bladder is trained to release frequently and in small amounts you will be flooding your diaper all the time. Having diapers that are thirsty enough for those floods are important as you will be much less likely to experience frequent diaper leaks. Time should be spent finding the right diapers. When I first started my journey I tried almost every diaper on the market. Fit and capacity are both crucial and in my opinion are important if you want to stay the course towards diaper dependancy. Lastly, the only right answer is what YOU feel is best for you. Only you can make that decision. Sure, I wear diapers permanently and I can share with you my experiences. @rusty pins can look at it from a different perspective. He does not wear diapers permanently and can give you his unbiased opinions. At the end of the day you are the one that will be wearing diapers for the rest of your life. It is a major commitment and a long journey and I hope you find the happiness I have found by wearing diapers full time.

I have unfortunately never had the pleasure of swallowing cum directly from an actual cock but I have swallowed another man's cum that was leaking out of my wife's pussy. My wife's lover is so vanilla and would never in a million even permit me to watch them making love. Often times after he had planted his seed deep into my wife she will rush off to the bathroom, insert a diva cup into her pussy so none of his cum leaks out, and returns how to me for my feeding. I am pretty sure my wife would never be comfortable with me sucking a cock. I suspects she already fears that I am gay because I love the taste of semen and like for her to peg me. Nonetheless I do wish that I had her lover's cock in my mouth as it exploded.

For me I stay very active during the warmer months. Hiking, creek walking, artifact hunting, and fishing are all things I do frequently when the temperature is up and all while wearing diapers permanently. I do not shave my diaper region as for me personally I feel that my pubic hair actually helps with prespiration while diapered. In the heat I personally produce a lot less pee pee which is great because it means I can last all day in one diaper. Since I am peeing less I use an excessive amount of baby powder despite the fact I know it reduces my diaper capacity. This helps a lot with sweating inside my diaper. I find it important to wear loose fitting shorts and a diaper that is not excessively tight to allow for some airflow. Avoding an extra layer of protective panties if possible is beneficial as well but should you need to wear them make sure they are made of some breathable material such as PUL. Diaper rash is inevitable so make sure you have a good barrier cream such as Calmoseptin ointment when it does occur.

My wife also had similar feelings than your significant other feels now, particularly when she was pregnant. How can I have a husband and a baby in diapers? Eight years later I have been wearing diapers permanently for the last two years. As love grows feelings about diapers can change. The most important thing is that you and your partner communicate and that you are honest with her. As others have said here your desire to wear diapers will never go away. It took a lot of time for both my wife and I to understand that. If we were to be a couple and truly become soulmates then the reality of the situation was diapers had to be accepted by her or we needed to move on. She often shares her feelings with me about this and what she tells me at the end of the day diapers do not matter. It is who my partner is, what he needs to be happy. That is the partner I want to spend the rest of life with.

I wrote this a few years ago and I think it covers extensively some of your questions.

Before my relationship turned into a female led one my Mommy was very nurturing. One thing she would do is give me a bath. There is something so infantile about having your dirty diaper removed and then bathed as your Mommy coos you with baby talk. We had bath toys and lots bubbles.

Unfortunately much of the requirements you need in a diaper are found in the thicker ones. Have you tried North Shore? They have a range of thinner diapers. The orginal Rearz Inspires are an option but I do not think they will be as crinkly as Attends. You will be hard pressed to find such crinkly diapers as what you were wearing. You literally posted that as I was writting the same thing!

Hello and welcome. This message boards is an awesome place to visit and a place to feel safe about your diaper desires whatever they may be. You can find support and advice on almost any subject related to diapers and members here go out of their way to be helpful and respectful.

I have just been really busy. I will continue soon.

I travel to Europe all the time, sometimes for over a month. You should be able to buy adult diapers in France at a local store. What I generally do is pack an entire suitcase full of diapers and when I arrive I place an order with ABU Europe. They ship diapers to me in Sweden, delivered straight to my hotel. I believe in France they have an online ABDL merchant called Diaper Minister that you can order from. One good thing you may not know is that most airlines will not charge you for a bag full of incontinence supplies as it is a medical necessity. Generally you can fly with two free bags internationally. If you have one bag dedicted solely to diapers you can have three. I have never needed a written doctor's note either. You simply tell the airline agent that the bag is full of incontinence supplies. As far as airport security, it is truthfully nothing to worry about. Out of hundreds of flights all across the world wearing diapers permanently I have been pulled aside maybe a total of fifteen times. Out of those times I have only been sent to a secondary screening in a private room five times. I have never had to remove my diaper but I generally do have had to drop my pants to show airport security I am indeed wearing a diaper. On all occasions the security personnel were very understanding and respectful. The best way to wear a diaper through airport security is dry. I have never been flagged with a dry diaper or even a lightly wet diaper. Typically the rule of thumb is the fuller your diaper the more likely the scanner will flag you. I will say on many occasions I have gone through airport security with a completely saturated diaper and was not flagged. If you do get flagged they will tell you that they have to pat you down in your groin. Generally they will ask you if you would like to go to a private room but sometimes they just commence with the feel down. For me if we reach this point I always tell them I am wearing a diaper as they are going to be asking once they feel it. They always feel in the waistband of my diaper but generally try and be more discreet about it than if you were not wearing a diaper. At anytime you can request for a private screening. Hope this helps, have a great trip.

I have now been wearing diapers permanently to work for almost two years. I understand how you feel. The nervousness and the angst of being padded at work can be real and stressful. Like you I had the never ending desire to become diaper dependant and made the decision to commit to those feelings. What I can tell you for me personally is that all of my fears and concerns about being diapered at work were mostly all in my head. First and foremost you can keep your diapers hidden from those around you. If becoming diaper dependent is as important to you as it was to me then take the time to buy quality disposable diapers that do not require an immediate change. I primarily wear either Rearz Inspire + Incontrol or ABU Simple diapers which are both some of the thickest overnight protection money can buy. Despite wearing these very thick diapers my coworkers, bosses, and customers have no idea that they work with a potty pants. Why? Once again, I took the time to buy clothing that keeps the fact I am thickly diapered a secret. First and foremost you need leak protection particularly in the work environment you described. Your diaper at some point will most definitely leak and leak while at work. Containment of that leak for up to a couple hours even is paramount. I wear Gary Activewear PUL briefs. These are both very comfortable and do a great job with containing pee pee that leaks from the leg opening of my diaper after a long day's work. The average cost of these are $14 a pair. Over top of my protective panties I wear Abena fixation pants. These in my opinion are an absolute must and are the most important piece of clothing I wear to keep the fact I wear diapers hidden. What are they? They are basically compression style pants that slim out your diaper bulge and keeps your diaper where is firmly belongs. This mitigates both leakage and chaffing and trust me there is a big difference when you do not have a pair on. Lastly, I wear a onesie. I work industrial maintenance and I am always up, down, in, out, and sideways. A onesie is absolutely essential for me personally to prevent accidental diaper exposure. They can be custom made for $25. If a onesie is not practical for you a very long t-shirt with a safety pin works as well or you can attach shirt stays from the bottom of your t-shirt to your socks. How do I know this works? Since I have worn diapers to work I have told two people that I work with that I am incontinent and diaper dependent. Both indviduals were very observant and one even had a background in the medical field. None of them had a clue and I worked around them and next to them everyday. One of them even told me that even though I know you are wearing a diaper I can still not tell. As far as diaper changes at work the most simple thing to avoid changing exposure is to change off site during your lunch time. Around my work within two miles there are five restaurants and two gas stations with single, lockable restrooms that allow me privacy to change if I need to. Take the time to find these places around where you work. It is all about logistics and planning. Always have an emergency backup plan for the unthinkable. If work does find out what are you going to tell them? Does your doctor know you wear diapers? It is good to tell a medical professional. You do not have to share with them the reason you need diapers, just that you need them. This will help in the event that your workplace asked for some documentation. What happens if your diaper fails? Always have a change of clothes and packing tape should a diaper malfunction exist. Lastly and most importantly be confident. If you go around being nervous about the padding between your legs you will draw unwanted attention to yourself.

For me preventing chaffing is a balancing act. The honest to god best chafe protection is wearing diapers often as you skin starts to toughen up. Anytime your diaper is loose and you are moving about consistently you increase the chance for chaffing. Compressing my diaper with fixing pants or compression pants helps reduce chaffing for me drastically. When everything is held firmly together your diaper has nothing to rub back and forth against. This is a slippery slope however. You can have pants that are too tight and cut into your skin or enter the leg band of your diaper and result in a leak. A thicker barrier cream such as Calmoseptin ointment helps as well.