DiaperedTechAgent

I've gone through several cycles of on-and-off diapers. I am currently trying to get back on diapers, and get used to it again by forcing myself to wet the diaper. However I wonder if this would actually strengthen the bladder muscles and actually make it harder to lose control. I would appreciate your insight.

I read an article "The internet guide to unpotty training" that basically suggests to become incontinent that peeing every 20 minutes is a good way to untrain your bladder. I've been doing it for about 3 days and have been really pleased today. I've used 4 diapers fairly full with minimal effort. However tomorrow I have to go into work. I would as a tech agent on the phone all day. I can very easily wear a diaper but changing it in the restroom is going to be extremely difficult. Bathroom breaks are strongly discouraged thru extensive phone metrics (how long each call is - "average handle time", total time on phone, total time processing phone tickets...). There are short breaks but the bathroom really isn't all that private (which I'd say is subtle encouragement) and it is busy. I rather not lose all my progress. I can wear a diaper, but at my rate today I'd need one or two changes during work hours. The company can fire anyone at any time for cause simply by surveying all your calls and find one customer that wasn't happy with the answer and fire you for it, even if you completely followed company policy (if you've never worked support or retail - some customers are from hell and cannot be satisfied and will always complain despite being given excellent service). The company I feel would almost certainly find it easier to fire me for some customer rather than try to adjust company policy for me. I'd like to continue my untraining program and become somewhat dependent on diapers. I have used diapers before but have always been disappointed in never being surprised, I'm always aware of it. I have never woken up in a wet diaper without remembering it. I realize that incontinence is a serious issue, but I would like to achieve it, at least once, and get the wow factor. I make progress during the weekend and lose all the progress during the work days. I'm looking for some way to have both - a job that pays the bills and diapers. Hope this is the right forum. Anyone have any ideas? Thanks in advance.