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She asked me if I ever had worn around her without her knowing, and I hadn't. She didn't say anything when I asked what she would think if I had though. I did make the mistake of saying it would be noticeable; I wouldn't want to wear without her knowing. We'll see what happens. Haven't heard from her today yet. No bueno.

Thank you all for the support and your advice. It all makes sense. No I absolutely will not force her into it. I don't mean to force it by asking if I can wear around her. This morning I told her that I am completely ok with our conversation and how it went, and that relationships are about much more than sharing fetishes, a point she shared last night. I will not bring this up for a while. Part of the reason I told her this is to understand how to treat it going forward, if I should begin to try and wean off of it completely or go full force with it or whatever is in between. I told her I will give this up the best I can if it is for the relationship, and I do believe I could if it was for the relationship. I tried to tell her it would be extremely difficult to do this, however, so wearing on my own or even around her was a compromise I don't think I should have offered, because it seems like I went back on my word. I didn't think she would have such a strong reaction against it. I hope that as time goes on and with some exposure, she will relax a bit about it, not so that she will participate, but so that her reaction is not so strong.

I opened up to her about a month or more ago about my love for diapers, and a fairly brief discussion ensued that night, and it was never brought up again. I thought that was strange so I brought it up again today, how it was strange to me that she never asked me anything else about it. So we don't have sex for religious reasons, so her reasoning was that it isn't relevant to discuss it, and that it's a pretty straightforward fetish. But I asked her straight up, do you see this playing any kind of role between us at all? And she said she definitely isn't comfortable with the idea. So then I gave reasoning that if we don't incorporate it into our sex life to any degree, I'll basically have to drop it, and that it would be hard, and that I wanted to understand before she made her decision final. Like there's a boogie man about diapers in her head that I wanted to clear up, and that I have recourse to all sorts of reading to help her understand, if it's on the table. She said it's 100% not on the table. She wants no part in it whatsoever. So I have no choice but to respect that, of course. I asked her if she would mind if I wore every so often around her...I made the biggest case that this is something really special to me, and that it would mean a lot if she at least considered diapers having some role. Very reluctantly she said she might be ok with the idea of me wearing around her. Really couldn't have gone worse. All I have wanted in life is for this to be experienced with someone else and I thought she would be the one to be ok with it. It really hurts that she would rather it not exist. I can't help that I like diapers...she has certain things in her life that mean a lot to her, and I compared those things to diapers but she hardly budged. This sucks. I like to think I won't leave her over this, but I will have to meditate on how much I truly want to fulfill these strange desires with someone else, and if it's worth throwing this perfectly good relationship away.

I am Catholic and take my faith very seriously. I have immense guilt every time I partake in this fetish, although nowadays it's taking a form of pornography rather than actually wearing. I frequent the confessional...and I wouldn't have it any other way. Those who don't know the salvific grace of God will never understand what makes the desire to renounce diapers, at least outside of marriage, worth the struggle.

You don't have to explain in my opinion dude, I totally get what you mean. Maybe most others here haven't had those moments when a girl showed mutual interest? Jk. If she wasn't married you should have had more guts in the moment but much easier said than done for sure. There will be more chances though.

You never know. I wouldn't ever encourage a woman to cheat on her husband though.

Glad you said this, I just deleted a lot of potentially identifiable info from my DM profile, and put in a burner email. Still going to keep it because I like my odds there. I saw a woman who lives 45 minutes from me on that site. That being said it's dead anyways.

It really depends. Classical and chant I listen to Sviridov's Hymns and Prayers, and Chamber Music Ensemble Kukuzel's Early Chants, and other chant groups. Contemporary artists are mostly just Audrey Assad, Wovenhand, and 16 Horsepower, loosely. Just getting into cont worship music so that list isn't long.

I'm wearing some crappy noname diapers and then some Rearz Rebels when I have a long while to myself.

I don't really remember the first time I wore real diapers, bought from a store, but I do remember the first time I bought them. They were crappy pull ups from a chain pharmacy. The girl at the register knew they were for me, I blushed so damn hard. She just smiled, as if she was just as embarrassed as I was. She found it kind of cute, no doubt. I was sweating at the time but on the way home I was thrilled at the experience.

A few hours ago. Took a vid and sent it to a certain someone who likes it as much as I do.

I live just west of Asheville. You should post to the Newbie Nursery forum before doing anything here, just fyi.

I have. This past Easter. I was baptized. Was all sorts of stuff before, Pagan and occultist being the main ones. Couldn't be happier and I can't see myself leaving Christ ever.

It's better to say that looking at women in diapers is lustful and thus sinful. Not wrong per se, just sinful.

Newly Catholic. Although the state of the church is regrettable, I don't think any other church out there holds the presence of Christ more legitimately and simply than the Catholic church. OG Christianity for 1500 years!