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nitewets

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    London, ON
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  1. post mess cleanup

    A trick that my mother used to prevent stains in my cloth diapers (and this also works with panties) is as soon as you can after being changed, to first rinse them out as much as possible (or you're inclined to rinse) and then put them into cold water so that the stain doesn't set. Again, as soon as possible, hand wash your diaper with hand soap
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  3. Pooping in private or public?

    I thought I would add a little more about exploring the pleasure of pooping when out and how to create the most pleasurable circumstance whether being the intentionally naughty child pooping to make mommy or daddy mad and thus earn a spanking or other discipline, or being the unfortunate baby not yet quite toilet trained or the unfortunate teen whose unfortunate public accident will necessitate a return to diapers. ut is really subjective. It can be wonderfully tittilating to be away from the safety of the house. I suppose it's all about the frisson1 of a public place and the perceived risk of being discovered and shamed. By being subtle and carefully staging it, pooping in public can be a wonderful fantasy come true. It should be spontaneous and beyond your control within a chosen time and place, thrilling but not so much as to trigger adult control, caution or fear. This is achieved with an enema. I plan a time and place, perhaps a walk in the park or even a visit to the store. For the latter, I choose a time when it is not too busy. Personally, it is the shame of pooping in public uncontrollably and the possibility of someone realizing that I am in diapers that makes it so exciting. As others have said, it's unfair to the public to impose my fetish on them. I use a very modest enema to trigger an uncontrollable bowel movement during the period I have planned. I use about a cup of warm soapy water. It is the soap which is a mild irritant that triggers the bowel movement. A small amount of mild shampoo, a few drops of dish detergent or a few drops of liquid hand soap are sufficient. The objective is to trigger the most natural sensation just sufficient that you cannot hold it. The water serves to lossen your stool so that it is a very soft, oozy, babylike poo which, again, makes it impossible to hold in. "Forcing out a log" is anathema to the experience I'm creating. A soapy enema will usually trigger a bowel movement within a 5 to 10 minutes. The pleasure of the experience is the subtle discomfort of an impending bowel movement while I am out. I blank my mine and envision being a little girl, too old for diapers. As I walk, it is the struggle to not poo, that becomes the challenge. My discomfort slowly builds, the struggle becomes more difficult as I try to concentrate on other things. There are the waves of pressure to void. A flush comes over me. Ultimately, inspite of my efforts, the shivers and queazy stomach, the twitches of nerves in my knees and groin, my bowels uncontrollably move and helplessly I feel creamy, soft poo fill my diaper. Soon after my bladder voids and I am left with my shame. Masking the wadddle of one in a poopy diaper, I make my way home, knowing that this is why I should be kept in diapers. ------ 1. fris-son noun a sudden strong feeling of excitement or fear; a thrill
  4. Pooping in private or public?

    I am so pleased for you. Do ask your mommy to take you out in your diapers the pleasure and excitement of truly being a little one and pooping whereever you are is delight and so wonderfully addictive. Even as I am replying to you, now, I was just outside in my front garden. I gave myself a wonderful enema with a bit extra water because sometimes our diapers leak and we become messy little babies. I wore just my diaper and bra
  5. Pooping in private or public?

    I am so pleased for you. Do ask your mommy to take you out in your diapers the pleasure and excitement of truly being a little one and pooping whereever you are is delight and so wonderfully addictive. Even as I am replying to you, now, I was just outside in my front garden. I gave myself a wonderful enema with a bit extra water because sometimes our diapers leak and we become messy little babies. I wore just my diaper and bra
  6. Pooping in private or public?

    Hi Honey. I love pooping. For me it is such a wonderful feeling especially in the early in the morning. I wake to morning sun as my bedroom window faces east. I have trees along the edge of my property and nothing beyond so the sun baths my room in a warm dabbled yellow glow. My diaper is always wet in the morning and my two cats snuggle next to me on the covers or even sometimes on my stomach and crotch. It is such a lovely warm, safe moment. Most often, as I lay there, I start to feel that twinge of my stomach and bowels, sometimes like warmth, sometimes little butterflies. For a moment, I think I should rise but the temptation is greater to just stay as I am. I stretch, relax and close my eyes snuggling deeper under the duvet. There is gentle insistent pressure from a more urgent fullness. My diaper fills with the warmth of poo. It pushes from me, between my cheeks and sometimes my legs and across my bum. As I lay on my back in gentle pleasure, I void a soft trickle and feel it tickle down between my legs. It is all sublime. In bed in the morning, I have the time and I feel secure enough that I can enjoy this special moment. Sometimes, though, I get up and take my dog for a walk. I live on a large park and have only to cross a road into the park. In the summer, I wear only a shorty tee and cutoff jeans. And my cloth diapers and plastic panties. We walk as long as Sam--that's my dog--wants to explore and together with few other people in the park, it is inevitable that the urge comes over me. At first, my stomach knots as the irrestiable temptation overtook me. I should walk briskly home, I think. But the urge, desire sets in and is now so strong, that it is easy for me to continue our walk. My stomach and bowels twinge and turn. I know I'm am flushed with embarassment but also an overwhelming desire and burning excitement. There is a jogger far off and further on some older women walking together. Step, by step, by step. Shame at my desire warms my face. There is a nearly painful tightening deep in my stomach. Soft warm poo pushes into my diaper. Then more so that my heart flips that my diaper cannot hold it. It is a delicious humiliation
  7. ... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.

    This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.

  8. ... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.

    This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.

  9. ... continued/ off and on over the years. How easily it became a feature of my life, I've been wearind diapers for over 20 years now. Anyway, I had emotionally prepared myself to be acknowledged as diaper dependent by my one doctor but she has referred me back to my main doctor. For some reason, I was ashamed that I had asked because I struggle with my dependence on diapers and also the very real issue that when I wear diapers more, I become increasingly dependent. Anyway, I decided that it had been really silly to take the step of going to my doctor so I decided that I needed to take a break from wearing diapers. That lasted all of a few days.

    This is particularly so at night, because I've worn diapers long enough that I barely wake when I feel the urge and if I've diapered, it's just so easy to relax and wet. Consequently, I'm restless without a diaper or, like last night, even knowing I should get up, I simply wet the bed.

  10. JamieBoi

    Gosh! So handsome.
  11. Well, it's been nearly a

    1. babyboypat

      babyboypat

      being dependent on diapers isn't the worst thing to happen to you. It will work out diapers aren't bad. after time you will like them . hang in there baby

  12. Well, it's been nearly a

    1. ruffledpanties

      ruffledpanties

      I am sorry for your struggles and dr decision about emotional vs physical need for padding.

    2. BabyWendyMarie

      BabyWendyMarie

      This sounds familiar to me. I'm borderline trans and my diaper "fetish" is due to emotional reasons as well, as, like you, I have never been a bedwetter. I do love the emotional sense I have when wearing a thick cloth baby diaper with plastic baby panties, esp. when dressed as a baby girl. Thank you for sharing your story, that took courage to be able to be so up front about it. I always enjoy hearing about what other people are going through because this is what makes the lifestyle so important to me, these important online connections. Please keep us posted, because we are listening and we do care about whatever you may wish to share about yourself. hugs!

  13. Trans and bi and dl. I'm very, very good at roleplay. Lots of fun.
  14. Hi neighbour

    1. nitewets

      nitewets

      Hey. Yes, we're neighbours. Was sailing in port Stanley a couple of weeks ago.