Craisler

My questions would be who did the terrorists steal the weapon from (I’m assuming the government) and why did it exist? This story isn’t in the DD series, so I’m wondering what kind of military or crowd control operation it was developed for.

It’s beginning to look like Peter’s future is pretty hopeless. With an increasing likelihood of him never being able to live a life commensurate with his adult intellect, in his situation, I’d be saying goodbye to Lucas and his parents. Just give in to the infasia and sink in to the grave of infancy and pull the warm fuzzy cover over me.

Just guessing, but unless you are fastidious about sterilizing your genitals and the catheter, your UTI’s are probably a result of your catheterizing.

Like many of the others who have posted here, I was definitely a DL long before there was an internet, before personal computers existed, and before I had any way knowing that I wasn’t the only teenager in the world that preferred to wear diapers. Back then, I thought I was the only one since no one I knew expressed any similar attraction to diapers. The internet has made it much easier for DLs to communicate and realize that they aren’t the only ones with this fetish. It’s nice to know that you’re not alone in the world.

No pressure. I understand you’re going through some major changes in your life in addition to working on a PhD. I’d just hate to see such a good story abandoned like so many others in this forum. I wish you success and happiness in the new year.

I’m wondering if there are going to be anymore updates to this story or has it been put on indefinite hiatus due to events of real life?

For myself, I have to agree with @cathdiap. I’m also purely a DL and have no interest in infantile activities or loss of my adult independence. My reason for wishing to be incontinent is to justify my psychological need to wear diapers. While growing up, my family’s living situation made it more convenient for me to remain diapered well beyond the normal age of toilet training. As a consequence, I became habituated to wearing diapers and using them for my eliminations. When I become old enough that my continued use of diapers was no longer socially practical, I transitioned to normal underwear. However, regular underwear didn’t provide the comfort and security I felt while diapered. So, whenever possible, I acquired diapers and used them clandestinely. After I started working and living independently, I began wearing diapers with increasing frequency. However, this had nothing to do with trying to avoid adult responsibilities or lose my independence, diapers are simply a more comfortable form of underwear for me. Today, I would have to honestly say, I’m not truly incontinent, but am diaper trained. While wearing diapers (which is most of the time), my bladder and bowels empty naturally with little conscious intervention. However, when I absolutely have to, I can remain continent while wearing regular adult underwear on those occasions that require it. So from my perspective, AB’s and DL’s have distinctly different reasons for desiring incontinence and needing diapers and I definitely fall into the DL category.

I haven’t done any research, but those numbers sound ridiculous. Can you imagine standing, sitting, even lying down wearing a diaper with 12 liters of liquid in it? Even the derated 6 liters you suggest would be impossible.

There are several factors that affect whether you'll have problems with leaking diapers. A couple of them, the quantity and force with which your bladder empties, are far more important than where the urethral outlet is located. If you are quickly emptying a full bladder, any diaper will have problems coping with that no matter whether the flow is coming from the end of the penis or from a urethrasotomy on the perineum. A the point of the flow, the diaper will quickly become locally saturated and unless it has time to wick the urine away from that area, you can expect to have leaks. Diapers work best if the bladder empties small quantities frequently. That provides the time for the diaper to move the urine elsewhere. When I was younger, if I emptied a full bladder while lying in bed, I would frequently have leaks. If lying on my stomach and the penis was aimed upwards, the leak would be at the waist. When sleeping on my side, then the urine would run down the inside of the diaper and leak on the bottom side. By concentrating on keeping the sphincters relaxed, over time I've trained my bladder to empty itself frequently with just small quantities of urine escaping at any time. Since then, I seldom experience any leaks. Personally, I'd recommend analyzing when and why you are having problems with leaks before jumping to a surgical option that may not solve the problem.

The one “cloth” backed disposable that I haven’t had a problem with is the Seni Quattro. However, that isn’t an ABDL diaper. If you’re interested, they are available from Amazon.

I wish you well with what is to come. By the way, unless you’ve spread yourself around the world, diaspora should be replaced with dysphoria.

I find it interesting ( and maybe a little hard to believe) that physiologically all other aspects of her body have regressed to her apparent physical age but not her bones. I'm looking forward to seeing how the story progresses.

Borax is a powder laundry additive used for reducing odors. Dreft is a laundry soap commonly used for washing diapers.

Do your clothes actually smell? If so, that could indicate that your diaper is leaking. Maybe only pinhole leaks, but leaking none the less. i found that wearing a snug fitting brief over the diaper keeps the diaper closer to the body and reduces air circulation which can allow the smell to escape. Wearing just a disposable diaper alone allows too much air to escape. Many people wear a waterproof pant over the disposable diaper to contain the smell.

Removing your public hair is a good place to start. That makes washing up easier and more effective. Use a good detergent and borax when washing your clothes.