I figured I may as well update here, as it's the most on-topic, but a slight contrast from @Little Sherri's update... I've gone from 24/7 during the majority of the pandemic down to something like 18-7, which I suppose isn't that drastic of a change, but it speaks to how much this desire is still linked to my libido. As the days grow shorter and colder, I've always found myself less horny in total, and generally find myself "not in the mood," for a diaper more often. I still don't mess myself unless I'm otherwise inconvenienced- Or I want to- so the mornings, and when I'm drinking coffee, I'll stay diapered till things move, role-play a big boy, and then not change back. Depending on coffee and my diet, I might be visiting the can again soon anyway, so it's more convenient to simply stay commando. Sometimes, since it can be a hassle changing when I just want to quickly run out, or when the wife wants to do a quick "getaway" to get coffee.
But, I've also grown to enjoy the feeling of wearing a diaper, and I absolutely love the convenience they provide. I'd much rather stay in my warm bed and wet my diaper, but I've known that forever. I've recently learned the ease of wearing a diaper during meetings, so I've found myself trying to arrange my coffee and subsequent toilet use to be complete before my morning meetings start. And since I control meetings now, that's quite easy!
Now that I've gotten some daytime weight diapers, I'm more likely to change into one of them when it's the end of the day, but I'm also as likely to simply take a shower, fish out my underpants and quickly get dressed. I'm not going to stop by any means, and as Covid rages, I'm just reminding myself that I don't need to wear diapers (yet), and can wear-or-not as I feel like it.
I don't quite remember where I first encountered the concept, but I've heard ABDL desires described as both sexual and sensual. I've recently been exploring that line, though my usual partner's libido has been hit quite hard by the ongoing crisis, so I suppose I've been leaning more on the sensuality angle more. The cold months mean the wife and I assemble a veritable bed of blankets on the couch, and snuggle together while playing games or watching TV. Working at home means we can rant about our work issues more easily, and it's common for one of us to ask the other for a hug as the day goes on.
Maybe I'll get myself some pullups for quick trips...