Back into diapers as a child

[herb330]

Some  or many of us were placed back into diapers by their parents as a child.  Of course after a while of being potty trained and wearing underwear this is a bit of a issue.  But it happened to me as a child.  It was around 6 or 7 years old.  I had been having accidents and the dr did not see any issues.  After a while my parents decided that it would be best to be back into a diaper.  The first day after school it happened.  I was escorted from the entrance way into the bathroom, told to clean up and that I was  go into my room and sit their.  My mother then walked into the room with a changing pad, powder, pamper and wipes  I was then told that I would be wearing a diaper .  It was a moment that I will never forget.

 

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[willnotwill]

It never happened to me, but it did happen to my sister.    I remember one evening my mom going into the closet where the diapers were kept to put one on my sister who was potty trained at that point.   I don't recall how my sister took it, but I was mortified that we could end up back in diapers.   I think it was one of the events that contributed to my diaper tendencies.

[DailyDi]

I was threatened with diapers, but my step-dad preferred beatings for accidents.

[Little Sherri]

I was never specifically put back in diapers on one occasion, because my issues were primarily overnight, so I just continued wearing diapers to bed, after I was potty trained and pretty reliable during the day. But I had a couple of incidents where I fell asleep in the car and peed my pants (car seats were vinyl then so I don't think I hurt the car much...). So, I recall one afternoon when I got home from school when I was in grade 1 or 2, when my mom said that she was pulling us out of school the next day (a Friday), so that we could take a long weekend at the cottage. The occasion is emblazoned on my memory because it was pretty rare to get a day off school that wasn't either a holiday, or, for a doctor's or other appointment. She said that my dad was coming home from work early and we needed to pack up and be ready to leave as soon as he got home, to beat the rush hour traffic. Then, she pulled a diaper out of the box in my closet, turned around and said "Your dad and I talked about it and we decided that it would be better if you wore a diaper in the car - we'll be getting up there pretty late. So, drop your drawers." Wide-eyed, I started to protest, and she said "Let's go!" in a sharper tone, so I very reluctantly slid my trousers down and hopped up onto my bed, like it was bedtime, except that after I was diapered, I put the same pants back on and headed outside into the afternoon sunshine. I vividly recall that a couple of my friends were playing ball hockey out in front of our house, and I deliberately went the long way around the cars so that I wouldn't have to walk past them, because I felt like the diaper would have been immediately spotted, with devastating social consequences. 

[gmcchamp99]

Bring put back in diapers as a young child was definitely one of the big contributing factor of my use and love of diapers today. Luckily my event began after the results of a urology test as a child. When my pediatrician got the results, there wasn't any medical resolve or route to medication so my pediatrician recommended either bedding protection or diapers/pullups. This was either 1993 or 1994. In the next couple days my mother ended up buying diapers and when i came home she sat me down and explained to me that it was in everyone's best interest for me to wear a diaper to bed to keep my clothing, bedding and laundry dry. I cried and cried. I remember pleading with her and my mother literally was teary eyed and that night she called me into the family room and told me to go to the bathroom and then meet her in my room. My heart sunk, i was so upset and sick to my stomach as i had a good idea as to what was going to happen. I did my business and walked into my room where she had a diaper laid out for me. She patted her hands on my bed and said come sit. The conversation was very explanatory but i cried the whole time. She diapered me and then gave me sleeping pants to put over it and i crawled into bed full blown in tears. 

 

The next morning i woke up to a swollen diaper, bed dry but somehow my pants ended up on the floor at sometime during the night and i wasn't happy at all. It took months for me to really get on board and not take the diaper off during the night. I did that several time and would wake up to a wet bed and then ultimately my mom finding out. It wasn't a fun time. At one point she had to use duct tape over the two tabs of the diaper to keep me from attempting to take it off. That conversation sucked and my mom told me if I couldn't cooperate then she get me a diaper cover with a clasp lock on it. She even mentioned this to my grand mother who is a whiz at sewing and she actually made one and luckily it ended up used only a few times. At that point, i stopped fighting it. I wasn't accepting that i needed a diaper but figured out that it helped me and the household from doing bedding laundry daily. It wasn't until around 9 or 10 that i really accepted diapers and actually started enjoying wearing them. I'd purposely drink copious amounts of water to try and max them out and did several times. 

[wetbedmo]

I was put back in diapers two times just after I was trained. the first time I was three and still had cloth training pants and I got wet playing with the hose and my mother had no clean clothes for me to wear, so she laid me on the bed and opened the dresser drawer and I looked to my right and saw her pull out a diaper then heard the clinking sound of the pins that were in a dish, I started to protest but she told me to lay back down, she folded the diaper and put it next to me and by memory I lifted up and it was slid under me I went back down and spread my legs. While she pulling it up I said do I have to wear plastic pants? She said no its just for a little while. The second time I was four and a half and I got into my brothers medicine ( Witch he took for bedwetting, ) I was taken to the emergency room to have my stomach pumped. A nurse put me on a table pulled of my pants and trainers and picked up a cloth diaper and I said no, no, no, I dont wear diapers anymore. She took me by the  ankles and pinned on the diaper then slid on some plastic pants. The last thing I remember was puking my gut out. Then asking the doctor if I could go home.

[AbabeBill]

I never did experience this, mom wanted me done with diapers ASAP, never to return. Quote, diapers are for babies! So, I was led to believe that, and what kid wants to be thought of, as a baby? The irony was, I was attracted to diapers and plastic pants, even back then. 
I was a bedwetter too, but no diapers, just a plastic sheet to protect the mattress. My mom thought, I would never stop wetting the bed, if I had diapers! 
I look back now and I think, diapers would have been better, even if it meant wetting the bed for a longer time. I stopped around 6, or 7. 

[Little Sherri]

58 minutes ago, gmcchamp99 said:

The conversation was very explanatory but i cried the whole time. She diapered me and then gave me sleeping pants to put over it and i crawled into bed full blown in tears. 

This is tragic, and I think it's an example of the unintended consequences of the pressure that we put on very young children to leave diapers behind them, as quickly as possible. "Diapers are for babies", we either suggest with our actions, or say outright, as kids with varying levels of development struggle to gain control over their bodies, sometimes successfully, sometimes not. When I was being potty trained, staying dry and getting out of diapers was a very big deal, so when, at the end of the day, it was time to go back into diapers, it was in essence a failure. This was reinforced for me when I watched my younger brother get potty trained, with stern lectures for accidents, and ticker tape parades for success. He didn't have the overnight issues that I had, so he was done with diapers completely at the end of the process, with high fives and a big celebration. Then, it was time for me to be diapered for the evening, and I was 3 years older. They never said it was "bad" that I still had to wear diapers, but, their actions spoke volumes. And when I had to wear one during the day, such as when we drove to Florida or to the East coast, heading to my room to be diapered before we left was a gallows walk for me, with a lump in my throat. 

 

1 hour ago, gmcchamp99 said:

I wasn't accepting that i needed a diaper but figured out that it helped me and the household from doing bedding laundry daily. It wasn't until around 9 or 10 that i really accepted diapers and actually started enjoying wearing them.

I knew when I was young that I liked being in diapers, by myself, with nobody around, sometimes, but the social pressure around wearing them as an older kid more than overwhelmed whatever nascent DL tendencies I might have had. It wasn't until I outgrew needing them that I realized I actually wanted to wear them. For most of my childhood, wearing diapers was a very anxiety-provoking experience, which I think at least partially explains where I am now, on a 24/7 journey that I think is to, at least in part, take back that experience and live it again on my terms. 

[Little Cub Pants]

3 hours ago, DailyDi said:

I was threatened with diapers, but my step-dad preferred beatings for accidents.

What the HELL?!?!?!?! that's awful Mikey!!!!??????????☹️ You're stepdad sounds like a piece of shit!????????????

[DailyDi]

3 minutes ago, BabySpiderBoy said:

What the HELL?!?!?!?! that's awful Mikey!!!!??????????☹️ You're stepdad sounds like a piece of shit!????????????

My first step-dad was! My grandmother told me that once when I was 3 and we came for a visit I had a hand-shaped welt on my face from being slapped so hard for wetting my pants.

[Little Cub Pants]

13 minutes ago, DailyDi said:

My first step-dad was! My grandmother told me that once when I was 3 and we came for a visit I had a hand-shaped welt on my face from being slapped so hard for wetting my pants.

I'm SO SORRY that happened to you Mikey!!!!!????????? You deserved better than that. Is that how you become interested in diapers and being a ABDL?!?!?!????

[DailyDi]

12 minutes ago, BabySpiderBoy said:

I'm SO SORRY that happened to you Mikey!!!!!????????? You deserved better than that. Is that how you become interested in diapers and being a ABDL?!?!?!????

I think my first diaper-interest came later, but honestly I don't remember much of my childhood so it's hard to say. At any rate, I was 15 before I got my first diapers.

[gmcchamp99]

2 hours ago, Little Sherri said:

This is tragic, and I think it's an example of the unintended consequences of the pressure that we put on very young children to leave diapers behind them, as quickly as possible. "Diapers are for babies", we either suggest with our actions, or say outright, as kids with varying levels of development struggle to gain control over their bodies, sometimes successfully, sometimes not. When I was being potty trained, staying dry and getting out of diapers was a very big deal, so when, at the end of the day, it was time to go back into diapers, it was in essence a failure. This was reinforced for me when I watched my younger brother get potty trained, with stern lectures for accidents, and ticker tape parades for success. He didn't have the overnight issues that I had, so he was done with diapers completely at the end of the process, with high fives and a big celebration. Then, it was time for me to be diapered for the evening, and I was 3 years older. They never said it was "bad" that I still had to wear diapers, but, their actions spoke volumes. And when I had to wear one during the day, such as when we drove to Florida or to the East coast, heading to my room to be diapered before we left was a gallows walk for me, with a lump in my throat. 

 

I knew when I was young that I liked being in diapers, by myself, with nobody around, sometimes, but the social pressure around wearing them as an older kid more than overwhelmed whatever nascent DL tendencies I might have had. It wasn't until I outgrew needing them that I realized I actually wanted to wear them. For most of my childhood, wearing diapers was a very anxiety-provoking experience, which I think at least partially explains where I am now, on a 24/7 journey that I think is to, at least in part, take back that experience and live it again on my terms. 

I knew it wasn't meant as a punishment but being so young i didn't know what to do with myself. I didn't know I enjoyed wearing until puberty. From then on the use of my diapers were need and fun. Still to this day I still 100% need a diaper at night time and to be honest during the day as well. I've worn 24/7 for 10+ years now and my control has degraded a good amount in that time frame.

[Kawaharu]

I got put back into diapers after my teenage years because I couldn’t handle being in underwear and my parents along with my doctors, put me back into diapers and has since I was 21 years old. Since then I’m kept in adult diapers permanently and I have never been allowed or able to potty train ever again. Now I’m kept in diapers and kept like an adult baby because I don’t potty like an adult, big kid or grown up. Now instead of potty training, I’m diaper trained because I know I’m not potty trained and I’m trained to go in my diapers. 

[rusty pins]

Never was "put back" in diapers after I was toilet trained, but like many others I did wet the bed.  Every night until I was almost 6 years old, and I was diapered in the living room standing in front of my mom.  Cloth diapers and plastic pants and I was always afraid she would stick me with the diaper pins.  Diapers were always brought along on vacations at that time as well, and cloth diapers.  No disposables back in the early 1960's for me.  I know 100% that being diapered for bed every night is where I got my diaper fetish, but as I was never punished, humiliated or treated like a baby for bedwetting, I have no interest in AB stuff.  Just diapers.  I'm so glad my parents always treated me as any other child and encouraged me to learn new things and be the best at whenever I do.

[Little Cub Pants]

3 hours ago, DailyDi said:

I think my first diaper-interest came later, but honestly I don't remember much of my childhood so it's hard to say. At any rate, I was 15 before I got my first diapers.

How did you get your first set of diapies when you were 15, and how did you go about getting them? Did you ALSO get a PACI too buddy, or no????? And how did your mom find out you like to wear diapees?!??????♥️????????♥️?

[Little Matt]

My memory of it is fuzzy. I think I was 4, maybe 3, but most likely 4. I'd had a spate of accidents and my parents decided I should wear a diaper for the rest of the day. It wasn't done angrily, or as a punishment, just out of perceived necessity. They told me I was out of clean underwear. I don't know if that was true or just said to make me more accepting.

It was embarrassing, but I was young enough that it wasn't devastatingly embarrassing. I was mostly concerned with getting some pants to wear over them so my older siblings wouldn't see and I quickly got them. Again my memory is fuzzy but I don't recall using the diaper and I'm pretty sure I was back in underwear by the next day if not the end of the day. I didn't wet the bed and didn't really have a lot of accidents after that so it never came up again.

Interesting that they'd kept that box of Pampers around though. Those things took up a of space in the day.

 

 

[DailyDi]

39 minutes ago, BabySpiderBoy said:

How did you get your first set of diapies when you were 15, and how did you go about getting them? Did you ALSO get a PACI too buddy, or no????? And how did your mom find out you like to wear diapees?!??????♥️????????♥️?

I walked to a local drugstore and bout Depend diapers, which were actually decent back then. No paci.

Mom knew I was hiding diapers for some time, but I confronted her when she threw out a hundred bucks worth of diaper pants from Babykins and made her understand I needed them for minor leaks, and wanted to wear them anyway.

[Glennie]

as many of you know my mother punished me with diapers for many years.. it was pretty much from the age of potty training until I was 12. According to my father my mother had me in cotton training pants on my first birthday and the accidents happened from then on. I really struggled with both bladder and bowel control. my mother felt I was doing it on purpose, so her goal was to embarrass me as much as she possibly could. Warmer months of the year, she wouldn't allow me to wear pants outside. For the record kids are really cruel to the weird kid in diapers, well past the age they normally need them. My mother would make me pulled down my pants and show all of our relatives my diapers and tell them why I was wearing them. I still vividly remember standing in front of my grandmother, with my pants down and my diapers and plastic pants on full display,  my grandmother telling me she was ashamed of me.  

looking back at my time in diapers as a kid actually made sense. I was commonly found in muddy underpants or at least wet ones and very often wet the bed. yes diapers for me made a ton of sense. The mental damage came from making it so embarrassing.  I've been told by several therapists that my mother probably made my problems even worse. her constant demand for my success caused too much mental strain to be successful.  Yes it create a diaper fetish. and by the time I was actual out of diaper, I was hopelessly in love with them too.  

As an adult I have struggled with diapers. I hated them for so long. I just couldn't stop wanting to wear them no matter how hard I tried. I have a bunch of medical issues that have gotten me to wear diapers 24/7.. I question just how much of my incontinence is really just in my head.. the mind is a very powerful thing and can create problems just to solve other issues. I an a insulin dependent diabetic and have watched my ability to stay dry, get worse and worse as I aged. 4 years ago I finally made the move to diapers full time. doing that helped quiet the constant desire to wear diapers, to settle down a bit and in turn, made my life a lot more peaceful. I know I will be wearing diapers until the lid on my casket is closed and I am ok with that now.. I've found my peace with who I am. 

[Little Cub Pants]

3 hours ago, DailyDi said:

I walked to a local drugstore and bout Depend diapers, which were actually decent back then. No paci.

Mom knew I was hiding diapers for some time, but I confronted her when she threw out a hundred bucks worth of diaper pants from Babykins and made her understand I needed them for minor leaks, and wanted to wear them anyway.

How did she find out you were hiding the diapies? Why did she threw out a 100 bucks worth of diaper pants, was she MAD at you?!??????? BIG HUGS!!!!!??????♥️?????♥️????♥️??♥️?????♥️??♥️? And just to be clear, you TOLD her you WANTED to wear them anyway?!?????☺️??????????? How did she react buddy?!??????

[herb330]

In addition to being back into diapers.  The smell of baby powder and baby lotion could be smelled by friends and family.  That made it more obvious.

[Little Cub Pants]

3 hours ago, herb330 said:

In addition to being back into diapers.  The smell of baby powder and baby lotion could be smelled by friends and family.  That made it more obvious.

But did you EVER learn to like it buddy, being a baby and being in diapers I mean?!????♥️???????♥️??

[DailyDi]

11 hours ago, BabySpiderBoy said:

How did she find out you were hiding the diapies? Why did she threw out a 100 bucks worth of diaper pants, was she MAD at you?!??????? BIG HUGS!!!!!??????♥️?????♥️????♥️??♥️?????♥️??♥️? And just to be clear, you TOLD her you WANTED to wear them anyway?!?????☺️??????????? How did she react buddy?!??????

Being nosey like most moms. She threw them out thinking I didn't "NEED" them. SO yeah, I told her everything to protect my stash, lol.  She knows I run diaper sites and have many many diaper friends lol.

[Little Cub Pants]

18 minutes ago, DailyDi said:

Being nosey like most moms. She threw them out thinking I didn't "NEED" them. SO yeah, I told her everything to protect my stash, lol.  She knows I run diaper sites and have many many diaper friends lol.

You have MORE than ONE diaper site Mikey?!??☺️??

[Little Cub Pants]

44 minutes ago, DailyDi said:

Several in fact, though less than I used too.

http://www.diapermates.com

http://www.4ab.me

Http://www.menwearingdiapers.com

 

What happened to the other ones?!??? I LOVE You SO MUCH Mikey!!!!!???????????♥️??☺️????????♥️?????♥️?⭐✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨? *BIG HUGS!*☺️?♥️?♥️?????????????????