Transfusionelle

Phil you are a part of this family and you mean a lot to me. Eve trusts you with her life and I see why. You gave her a thumbs up and you knew me for only about an hour. You were with her during hard times and good times. You are the rock we lean on in times of need. We all love you here.. Make it home safe and I am keeping Jade company. Don't work too hard baby love you !!

The first time having diaper sex for me was something special and it took me over 20 years to accomplish. It was something wonderful and yet so new to me. I had fallen in love with diapers around the age of 22 and never even attempted anything with my wife with diapers. That was a whole lifetime ago. let me jump to 2017. I was in diapers for over 20 yrs already and never even knew there was such a thing. I had just started seeing a woman 12 yrs older than me that is and has been a diaper lover over 40 years. We spent our first week just kissing, and rubbing, and dry humping. Four dates into this she spent a weekend at my place. I still get tears in my eyes when I think about how gentle and loving she was to me. I'd never in my life had a diaper on during sex and she asked me to leave my diaper on. I was all game for it. She opened one side of my diaper and gave me a glycerin enema. and she had a pink strapon dildo. she spread some A&D ointment on my anus and gently stuck the head of the dildo into my awaiting anus. I've had anal sex many times with men,, but this was a first for me. The sensation of the dildo made me moan and squirm. It didn't hurt because she was so gentle and I figured she must have done this many times. My god once she hit my prostate, I lost my mind ! She continued to rub my prostate until I pooped and came at the same time. The wildest thing was she knew I was cumming and hugged me from behind with the dildo still buried in my rectum. I have never felt that kind of an orgasm before. I'm sorry to say but most gay men are wham bang thank you mam'.. I needed at least a good 10 minutes to clear my head. My gf kissed me and hugged me and wiped tears from her eyes and held me tight. she told me it has been years since she has done this, the last time had been with her husband. I didn't know what to say but kiss her madly and ask her to get on all fours. She handed me a glycerin enema and asked me to do the same for her. I untaped one side of her diaper and gave her the enema and rubbed some A&D ointment on her anus. I proceeded to enter her slowly and she slapped my ass and pushed into me so I just thrust into her, she moaned and started humping my penis faster and faster. Oh my god I have never been so deep in a womans anus (I am very well endowed) and thought that I was hurting her. Then she did the ultimate !!! She released the enema on my penis and balls ! I came instantly! There was no holding back at all. This was something I can honestly say I have never in my life expected or felt. What made me laugh was that she expected everything. She came prepared. I've never pooped my bed. She had covered the bed with a tarp which was new to me. Now I think back to the first time we had sex and this to me was something special. Three years later we were married and we are inseperable. @Evelyn Dellcerro You have opened my eyes to a whole new level of love and I will be there for you to witness life as I know you will be there for me.. I have never loved anyone this much, and I never wanna stop loving you baby !!!!

Kinky I have spoken to you many times in chat and you seem like a nice, quiet and sweet person. I have been here only seven short months and have made many friends and people to chat with. If you stay in a chat room ten minutes at a shot you aren't going to make many friends. You're saying you feel worthless before you even started to get to know anyone. You have written 76 posts and expect people are gonna jump by the droves to answer. There are people here that have written thousands of posts and haven't gotten any type of recognition. Some of them don't dare go in chatroom for fear of ridicule or being shunned. I have written only over 100 posts and have gotten minimal responses. To be very honest I sometimes question going in the chatroom because there are many that will refuse to speak to a sissy. Yes the year 2020 is here and Many people still find being a sissy and proud kind of twisted. There are also many homophobic people that refuse to read anything written by a sissy. I read many and probably all of @AbabeBill greetings to new comers here, and I applaud him for being so welcome and genuine in his words. @kinkygaybottom I wear diapers for a completely different reason than many here but in doing so I grew to love them. I wear because I work long hours standing on my feet and seldom get to use a bathroom. I am a bartender by trade. Being there for my patrons is money in my pocket, and dressing is part of what I do, and I am damn good at it. Don't be discouraged by a few bad apples !!! I have given you advise on many of your posts, though we don't agree on some things we do share our love and comfort of diapers. My wife @Evelyn Dellcerro has also spoken to you many times and has given you words of encouragement. Saying the community is worthless is not gonna get you any friends sweetie. No one is ignoring you and please respond to me if you really want to have a chat. I love my wife and I love this site and wont let no one or anyone get me down. I will go down fighting baby !!!

Thanks so much for calling me pretty !! A girl really appreciates that ! Anytime you wanna chat or even chill and have a convo, drop me a message. I give great chat lol

So true ! I am addicted to diapers and I really dont think I can stop if I wanted to. I have been wearing for over 20 years. I wear home and in public and I have to wear at work. I dont like taking breaks and lose money. Main reason I wear is for work. Growing to love them came so natural. Its like wearing panties for a woman and undies for a man. Great topic @square_duck!!

All I can say to that is WOW !! I remember that scared little boy there once was. Junior my baby you are a man, The sharpness in your tone says it all The decisiveness with which you speak is uncanny. You are still my sweet junior and always will be, and as I know as all parents must do we have to let go and let you be yourself. You have proven to myself and Eve what love can accomplish and just how far a hug and a kiss will take you. Baby life will take you to places you can't even imagine, and we both have the faith that you will face them head on and with the tools you have come into. I am so proud of you Jr and you will always have a special place in my heart. Thank You So Much For Being In My Life !!

I am Evelyns wife and anything involving children and sex would violate our code of ethics and humanity. I met junior at age fifteen and he was well on his way to a better life under the guidance of my wife. We all come from a very Hispanic Catholic community and have never involved children in any of our fetishes. I am her wife and also take pride in the upbringing of a great man and without our guidance and help we don't know where he would be today. I say my wifes intrevention saved his life and turned him into a college bound man.

I never had a problem holding my poop and have held for at least 3 days. After that all bets are off. I held one night at work and really let loose when I got to my truck. I felt my stomach rumble as I opened my door and tried to hold it back to no avail. It wanted to exit and there was no way to stop it. I am glad I peed before I left work so I had plenty of room in my diaper. I eat very healthy and lots of cereal and oatmeal fruits and vegatables, so never really have a problem with volume. I stood there with my door open for at least 20 seconds and just filled my diaper to capacity. It felt so good though. I had an instant erection and got in my truck before anyone saw me. I squished it down and just made it barely 3 blocks before I ejaculated in my diaper. Not bad a # 2 and 3. I got home and just enjoyed it for about an hour or so before taking a good shower then bubble bath.. Opened up the windows to air out the house and took a good nap. I wished my wife was home, she would have been very proud.

I do admit I love some of the situations you all have mentioned. About a month or so ago my wife and a few diaper loving friends of ours went out hiking and camping all while being diapered. We all had stopped at a diner to eat a hearty breakfast and my pullup was quite wet already so I decided to go commando to our hiking trail. Little did I know my wife the prankster had put some laxative in my coffee. We just made it to the site and I jumped out of the truck and made it about 5 steps before I totally unloaded a barrage of soft serve poop in my gym shorts. Lets just say I am glad I wasn't wearing shoes. I mean it was all down my inner thighs and all I could hear was my wife laughing. She came up behind me and hugged me and kissed my neck which did make it all better. The best part about it there was a lake not less than 50 feet away. My wife and our friends helped me out of my shorts and i went for a swim and bath in the lake. I love my wife and our friends and they all dried me off and diapered me up for our hike. That to me was an unforgettable moment in my life. We had so much fun changing each others diapers and just enjoying each others company. I can't wait for next summer to see what lies in store. You all have to try it with friends or that special someone in your life. Nothing wrong with a little dirty fun. This wasn't a fantasy but it was something I will always remember, and love my wife all that much more for.

I have to agree with you @Evelyn DellcerroI remember the first time I held for almost 2 days. I didnt quite make it and that reinforced my faith in good pullups. I know pullups can't hold much pee but poop I commend them !!! I held for 36 hours and had just finished work. I was driving home aand stopped off at a store to pick up a coffee. I was walking back to my truck and I stopped as I opened the door and my stomach gave a good grumble and that was all she wrote I let out 36 hours of holding, in a matter of seconds. I admit it was a whole new feeling and I instantly had an erection. I was wearing a short skirt and I know this filled my pullup to yhr max. I had poop all over my lower back and all over my balls. I got in my truck and carefully squished it down and drove home. Just on the drive home I ejaculated in my diaper it felt so warm and good. I learned a few years later when dating my now wife how good it actually felt. My accident wasn't planned but well enjoyed for sure. So when you say urgency, it just came out and I had no control that fateful morning.. Evelyn I love you baby ! @diaperjack101 you are a sweetheart and bless you for this topic !

Gotta love a partner like that for life !!

It is kind of hard to get those kind of answers. Many religious groups tend to stay away from medical studies. If you want to read further there are many articles. https://www.health.harvard.edu/mens-health/ejaculation_frequency_and_prostate_cancer

Welcome and hugs to you. We spoke in chat and I would just love to give you a big hug and hope you enjoy the sight. You are a cute guy and I am sure you will have no problem meeting like minded people. Peace and love and hope to chat again real soon !!!

If I am not wearing diapers and at home just a simple pair of gym shorts. Now if I am out dancing and having fun with my wife I carry a few pullups in my bag. If dressed to impress I wear thongs and silk panties and stockings under my mini skirts. I love the feel of a thong and I love silk rubbing against my privates.The stockings are just so lady like and so damn sexy.

Now those are hot buns !!

Wow times have changed a great deal. I am the television watcher, my wife not so much. But yes the new commercials for Tenna(silhouette) and Wearever incontinence briefs and Always discreet. I can keep naming so many. Here in the states yes the rise in commercials of adult diapers has risen, only because its a problem many adults are ashamed to speak about. I have never had a friend walk up and tell me they have to change their diapers, and they will return. Its unheard of. I have a few co workers that do wear diapers for comfort and to keep them from peeing themselves during the busy nights. It is a growing agenda thats needs to be addressed. I see them many times on most of the big networks here and there should be more. We diaper lovers are still the minority.

Pink is just awesome and pretty Love it PowderMike !!!

I was totally caught by my wifes nephew when he was 15 yrs old. I had just gotten to her house let myself in and was in the livingroom in the process of putting my pullup in a bag. I didn't know he was standing in the doorway watching me. I've known the boy since he was 14, so he must have heard me come in and wondered why I was there. I turned around and saw him look at me and then look at the diaper with wonder. I was covered and I sat down on the couch and motioned him to come sit next to me. Being 15 years old he wasn't new to diapers, and I didn't know that. I explained to him about my work and that I have no time to use the bathroom when I am busy so I wear diapers. I know my gf (at the time) wears diapers and living here she can't really keep it that much of a secret from a nosey teen. He just looked at me and smirked and said don't worry Titi wears diapers too. As he stood up I could hear a crinkle. He looked at me and said he wears them too when he plays video games. I was totally in awww. I kissed him on the forehead and he went back to his room. For 3 years now I have been wanting to tell my wife and I mentioned it to her and she just put her finger to my lips and said not to worry. He is a future diaper lover and there's no question about it. I don't know when, how, or why, but knowing it put me at ease. Now being married and knowing that my nephew is a future diaper lover. Maybe one day he will be here writing stories of his own.

I just want to know if it scares you ? I personally would be terrified if I lost an erection or lost the ability to have an erection. I may be a sissy, but I satisfy my wife almost everyday. Weekends are special for us. I have read so many things on prostate cancer and to be very honest it scares the chit outta me. { personally try to ejaculate twice a day even if one is masturbating I will save the other one for my wife. I just want to know if you fear the loss of an erection or prostate cancer ?

As a man that dresses as a woman masturbation is a form of stress relief for me. My first marriage only lasted 8 years and it ended in a bitter hate for me. My first wife caught me several times masturbating and she berated me to the point that sex with her became a chore. She was a jealous, envious, resentful, selfish, and believe me I could write a book on her. The woman that actually got me into the sissy life was actually jealous that I looked better in a dress. She was a bit vanilla in a sense. I had caught her many times masturbating, but she never let me in on her fun. It was hurtful to be left out and we drifted way apart. Being alone for the better part of 9 years and surviving sexally on one night stands and masturbation was a very lonely life. I can't see as a man being non sexual. I just can't see myself in a sexless relationship or marriage. Being a bartender I hear some horror stories of marriage and sex and I always thought to myself why would people get together and then spend months apart without sex and this is the norm ? The number one outcome is infidelity and coming in second is divorce. I have heard countless husbands and wives complain that their spouse don't touch them, they don't make love or even take showers together. The third thing is what happened to me and thats total resentment !! I had a feeling my first wife was unfaithful and I was correct and thats the straw that broke my back. Now being in a totally new marriage I have a new outlook that takes me by surprise. To be with a woman that will actually join me in masturbating and masturbate along with me was a total game changer and formed a rock solid place in my life. There are moments where I dont even wanna go to work and just spend the days cuddled in her arms. No longer having the feeling of isolation, deprivation, or being a failure. I feel proud that my wife at 55 looks great and takes care of herself and wants to look good for me. I in turn do the same, I go out jogging I exercise and eat right. Diapers is just another form of our expression and love for each other. I never want to be one of those angry men that delve so deep into depression and come and tell me their life story and how when they first met they were sexual dynamos, and how they don't know what happened.. Life happens and many don't know how to handle it. I am 43 yrs old and have a wife 55 years old that I have to keep up with, it feels great that we spend our weekends together and anytime we can in between our schedules. I cherish my wife now and give her 100% of my love as I know she does the same. There is nothing wrong with masturbation, mutual masturbation, or incorporating masturbation into your forplay. Life may not be all fun and games or sex, but when it does happen, make it count !

Hello Alana welcome to the site and so glad to have a young lady join. I have seen you a few times in chat and believe me no one will talk to you dirty. Not if I am there. So I hope we can chat and become friends. Enjoy the site there are many nice and fun loving people. Kisses and welcome once again

Thats exactly what I am saying why on earth would I want my penis to retreat ? that just sounds like you don't want your penis. I use a cage to have a more powerful ejaculation without the erection, when I am being rectally stimulated by my wifes strapon. When I have sex with my wife whether its anal or vaginal, I have no problem with an erection and ejaculating is usually very powerful because I practice ejaculating with a cage.

Why on earth would anyone want to risk prostate cancer by not ejaculating for a month or more ? I wear a cage but only to have a more powerful ejaculation without having an erection. My wife enjoys using a strapon and even with a cage on I can hit my shin with a good ejaculation. I want to reduce the risk not raise it. For example, according to a 2016 study, males who ejaculate more frequently are less likely to develop prostate cancer than those who ejaculate less frequently. The research followed a 2004 investigation that came to a similar conclusion. Both studies found that males who ejaculate 21 times or more per month may have a lower risk of developing prostate cancer than males who ejaculated four to seven times per month.

Even if I tuck I need extra material on the crotch area of my panties. I love the Vanity Fair extra wide crotch panties also. Covers the diaper well and holds diaper snug on me.