KyleABDL

im about 50mi away from middletown, id be willing to meet halfway near harriman or monroe

very nice, keep up the good work.

home + littlespace, onesie so moot point, sometimes boyish low ride shorts with obvious signs of diaper poking out the whole way around, size too small shirt for even further diaper obvious status. i dont try for a bulge, anything that compresses even more than the diaper itself is a no go for a little boy. im more of a "peek" kinda guy. out and about im very well covered up and no tell tale signs.

grew up in early 90's momma bought store brand and rarely with coupons huggies/pampers some might say BS but i member the packages from when i was 2yrs old just before potty training. red packages (google says huggies supreme, and pampers ultra dry, they look super familiar too me) the other store brand was generic white package, no clue where she got them from but im sure they were cheap. the diapers themselves were just plain white, essentially what "the next leading competitor" looks like in the commercials.

up strictly at 6am every day no matter what for fluffy puppy kisses and a morning walk. the only "me" time i get is after 9pm, so naturally i stay up till 12am most nights like a POS and average less than 6hrs, and thats my normal. rarely do i go from 10pm-6am, only when i've had a long day. any more and i kick myself out of bed for wasting time. i know this might be wrong of me..... but less sleep more play time! no naps!

name "Adult Babies Super Care" (all littles needs found here) [no ambiguity in the name, has to be blatant and somewhat off the main roads so locals dont get upset] id set up a half daycare/playroom, half store. no photography rule. separate rooms ofc. store up front rows for diapers, then pacifiers, feeding needs, clothing, lastly "other" which is a catalog to flip through for various furniture, wallpaper, carpet etc, with some display of the big ticket cribs and highchairs. store decor would be standard white walls and metal shelving like any other store, as to not detract from the products. i might have a soft nursery tune overhead to break the silence. have "commercials" on a tv showcasing different products and listing their top qualities. make your way over to the back solid door "playroom" and its just a straight up daycare. check in at the register first, 10$ an hour to come play with all of our appropriately sized toys and use the stocked furniture. ball pit included, changing tables in the corner. family (locking) restrooms on the other side. rocking chair + books for story time. big ol toybox. stuffies and dolls scattered. big playmat for tumbling and action sports. "events" every hour, snack time, nap time, bottle time, potty/change time etc. decor would be again white walls with two solid striped rows around, lower row for nursery prints for all the babies crawling around, filled with a repeating bottle, paci, diaper, etc clip arts. the upper ring would be nature clip arts with basic trees, animals, sippy cups, caterpillars, and other things you might find outside. for our more toddler guests. tbh it would probably need to be big, warehouse big. and no way could it ever be staffed for the amount of care that would be needed. but thats what makes it a dream store after all

i think its just straight impossible to wear around the house 24/7 without eventually getting caught or just deduced. whether its the lack of bathroom trips, the diaper bulge, extra garbage, a single peeking out moment, or the laundry give away "one outfit, no. undies, strange". you can get away with a day a week, max. clothing has to change to concel, so sweatshirts, baggy jeans, size up, general thick winter clothes would be a start. the best discreet abdl diaper is cloth backed preschool IMO, any other cloth back will help with noise and crinkle. you can wear underwear over plastic backed diapers to help muffle the noise a lot. as for when to change that depends a lot on your personal diet, im basically a camel and only go 2x a day so if i use the diaper i have to change right away, could stay in that diaper for a while after but will definitely change when it starts to smell which is like 3 or 4 hours after i wet. change right away when messy. if you're unsure of your diapers capacity definitely put it to the test. wear until they leak (preferably in a safe space in a bathtub) count how many times you can use the diaper before it leaks with your general regular usage, not drink a ton and force usage. the best way to carry spare diapers as a student is..... a backpack!(duh). even easier if you also have a laptop bag and carry that with you everywhere. separate compartment for your diaper supplies, locking is prefered so you dont accidentally open it while looking for a notebook. ultimately i would not advise 24/7 unless you can support yourself or have your own space away from your parents. so just be patient, graduate, get a job, move out, THEN experiment 24/7

ive been visiting youtube for a while now for kids stories, read alouds or story time. the two that really take me back are peter rabbit and rainbow fish. nothing gets me into little space faster than someone who can make that immersive story and isn't just "reading outloud"

i rated them as a solid choice, before buying i said to myself "even if none of the tapes worked at all, i have a roll of duct tape handy" but then i was surprised, out of 14, only 2 had issues after extended wear, and at that it was the same top right tape, not all of them. i was happy with them, but i rate others over them in quality feel and look. but i would use them as a more budget friendly buy in mind.

i was 8 or 9, at my friends house, he had a baby brother, i didnt, my friend shouts "mom, ______ made a stinky and needs a new diaper!" there was a box of pampers just out in the open. she walks in picks him up, and a diaper and walks off with him, comes back with him some time later smelling fresh. so i go home and google diapers, what are they, trying to figure out why babies need them, and why i didn't, made my way to that website, which is no more, that had stories of kids my age in diapers. i was enthralled and then i wanted to try it. i guess my natural curiosity led me to this point. i never stopped asking myself "why" and what i came up with was large family, not enough attention, just wanted a second chance at being a kid again. im so thankful for being smart even as a kid, and not getting caught, i would have never heard the end of it from my brothers. been able to keep this secret for over 15 years now.

of course

ive tried it three times now, from full natural to clean as a baby. its just not for me, i didnt feel any more babyish even freshly powdered and taped up, it was different, but not better. first time was uber itchy, second and third mild and nothing. so i thought it wasnt so bad on later tries. now my take is its too much effort for nothing extra. it takes me a good 40 minites to clean everything away, if i did touch ups it would still take me 5mins 3days a week maybe. shaving is just too much of a grown up thing to do, the little in me says dont give it any thought at all if theres hair down there or not. if im ever IC ill reconsider.

since Nov ive gained 1 pound ffs >.> i bought 1 10lb wt and have been using it 4x a week. my intent was to burn extra calories without any diet change. i guess its muscle so i should be happy, i can feel the effects at least a little bit.... but that was not my intent with it. my calorie goal is 1900 w/ exercise, which i am true too, but 173 to 174. grrrr, want to hit 155 but dont want to starve myself on 1300 or less for 8months.

granny from looneytoons erza from fairytail lola bunny ned stark from got sebastion from black butler (10/10 would give soul to for that service) orihime from bleach stu from rugrats (all the inventions)

im squinting on my phone, but that face looks like cringe, idk. if its smiley ill take your word for it. but the face looks straight.

i know how it sounded, thought we were in baby talk =/ when im in littlespace i just drag it around with me. from my own mothers stories of me when i was that age thats just what i actually did with it. "shrugs"

i try to keep a modest rig of 1080p 60fps with upgrades available, dont like swapping for the latest and greatest everytime something better comes along. i5 8400, 16GB ram, RX580, 1TB HD 7200 rpm 6gb write. garbo 1080p 60hz monitor, doesnt even have an hdmi plug. i know my next two upgrades will probably be an external ssd and a newer monitor but im not up for paying more than 100 ea, so ill stick with what i have for now and wait for both to drop in price. im super jelly of people with 1080s or rtxs, but at the same time im like "is it worth it" i guess if you game at 4k.

first up, businesses know that all IC products sit, unless their clients are on retainer with a monthly order. second, if a health center wants to stock ABDL products they see it in 2 ways. 1, sell a more expensive and more lucrative product to the people you already sell too. 2, attract more buyers, whether they are into ABDL or not. they dont have to buy it, we sell "normal" stuff too. third, the intended focus is towards the handicapped and their carers, if you're changing diapers all day long theres no reason they shouldn't be cute or functional. (completely unlike most medical diapers and in store shelved types which demand 8+ changes a day, which is absurd) fourth and last, it simply looks nicer in the store than the blank white attends or green depends. it actually improves the store in both publicity and appeal, even if people stop and gawk with their mouths agap in disbelief... more than enough will have a positive take away, "oh they sell that too, oh this store has big onesies for your disabled kid i remember because i couldnt beleive it myself." (wheres that person going to go looking for onesies for the first time, not shopping around, but the first place they heard of) overall i think its a good thing to stock abdl products, which actually function, over cheap store brands whos only function is to tax women over 50 or 60. as for onesies im not sure how profitable they can be, but i know clothing and it has a high waste rate and low buy rate, but huge mark ups from cost to make and what people are willing to pay for what they "need" i literally had this conversation with my grandma, she bought cheap store pull ups, she was up in age in her 80s, (shes passed on now, rest in peace nana) she complained that they nearly always leaked, asked her why she still bought them. "its better than nothing and its that much less i have to clean up in the morning" i asked her why doesnt she buy something better. "because i already tried everything else that was on the shelves, none of those worked either, these are at least easy to get on" needless to say it was an awkward conversation that she had started and felt obliged to explain to me after i stumbled upon them while cleaning her house for her.

kiki goes with me everywhere. we do everything together, he helps me color, watches tv with me, hes the bestest listener, we snuggle at sleepy time, and above all hes there for me when im feeling sad. mommy says i used to suck on his paws instead of my thumb, not any more though, I have a paci now.

id rather abdl be related to entomology and compared as a hobby, known, "accepted" still shuddered when thought about. the entomologist keeps everything in their basement, isnt seen walking the street showing off their collection or shoving their tarantula in random strangers faces. pretty sure abdl is more commonplace than entomology too. so my take, commonfolk will never be OK with abdl because its not taught until adulthood as its often a bedroom topic. unlike how you can introduce bugs to children. LGBT NEEDED a movement and group support to prevent basic public services and rights being taken away, ie employment, marriage, home ownership. abdls fortunately do not have those issues. entomologists, also, do not have those issues. be real here, who likes bugs by a show of hands? now who here is uncomfortable being in the same room as a bug enthusiast? why is that?

you can safely wear most of the time, would opt against it on nights out clubbing incase someone gets lucky..... as for around the dorm you're restricted to locked doors and changing in the bathroom. for garbage disposal you have to double bag with some odor spray and keep that bag separate until garbage day, diapers cant be visible or smelled so if possible put them in a big bag of chips, food, wrapped in crumpled paper, or have colored or black garbage bags. i got away with it all the time, then again i had my own door with a lock that connected to a common room for everyone so i could safely keep diapers and supplies in my locking bag.

its because theres no tangible outcome and theres cheaper, less stigma attached, hobbies + interests to have. if i could i would. not because of guilt, (Forget What Other People Think) but to be more successful and take all the time i spend on ABDL and turn it into something more productive. like learn a new language, spend more time with friends or family, or volunteer. but i know my POS self, id just replace all that time with more video games or books =/ so i wouldnt better myself anyway, so i just accept it at this point. afterall, it could be worse.

i think palisades is great for a first time vanilla meet, would you like to direct message?

looking for friends or playdate partners. online or offline, any age or gender is fine. looking a little closer to home. feel all lonesome unwilling to commute hours each way willing to go as far as paramus south, poughkeepsie north, middletown west and not across the TZ bridge. sorry, but i just really dislike bridges and traffic so that basically cuts off east of the hudson and the city. i know i know, "but thats where everyone is" but its so exhausting and draining for me to make those trips. so what are all of you up too?

i have several ways to "force" myself to essentially pass out before bed. caffeine drink 6hrs prior to when you want to sleep (not any closer). for me this is swiss miss hot chocolate ( 5mg caff per 6oz mix serving, they make larger packets which have 10mgs and makes 12 oz drink). for reference starbucks has 25mg in 16oz hot choc. their coffee has over 80mg caff pending what you order. try to stay under 20mg. i love nestea, dont drink it often though, its loaded with caff so just a mouthful will do, as will other sodas. next is to work out before bed time, seems strange, but some pushups is more than enough. the goal is to make your body exhausted. for me i just do some pushups and curls nothing much. lastly ill set my computer to play white noise (space heater) for 20minutes before it auto powers down. if ive done all that, theres a 0 chance i keep my eyes open for longer than 2-5minutes and i am out. as for "sleeping in a diaper" which seems unusual at first the best way to acclimate to it is to keep it on and just practice sleeping. it only took me 2 or 3 attempts before i was comfortable either way, diapered or not. if you need to be forced or encouraged to keep it on then id suggest locking plastic pants (expensive as ever) or just throw on your shoes, seems strange sleeping in shoes, but i guarantee you wont be thinking about your diaper AT ALL and its much more of a familiar bother than the diapers are. you can acclimate to sleeping in shoes much quicker than the diaper. another method to encourage you to keep your diaper on is to pretend you're a bed wetter with a full bladder going to bed and you dont want to risk waking up to a wet bed afterall you drank not too long ago.