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haha, no I think thats plenty enough. You are right in every aspect of that, I do feel ineffectual at times, and I dont value pretty girls much at all because Ive never had one take any interest in me, so therein lies the reason I feel animosity (at least on some level) toward them. Also, I havnt had any relationship (intimate that is) that lasted more than a month much due to the fact that up until a year ago I was saving myself until marriage. When I did finally "give it up" it was to a long time friend that said "There, you're not a virgin anymore" after we'd finished and walked away. I do get angry at people when I feel they are judging me as less than them, and well, why repeat everything you just said lmao. I guess Im just born for redundency. Anyhow, thanks, CJ

Alright, miss Freud (Runaway), Ive got a doozie for you. (My dreams are the strangest Ive ever heard of, and no Im not making this up, just want to see if you can figure it out.) Im working at the AM PM I worked at until yesterday and this really pretty girl walks in and walks up to the cash register to buy some saltine crackers she grabbed. I ring her up and the drawer opens but there is no money in it. Nobody minds for some strange reason that there is no money changing hands but we go through the motions anyway. So, she opens one of the bags of crackers and starts crunching them up in her hands and stuffing them up her (innocent whistle), ya know. I for some reason think this is hot and in my mind am thinking, "Please dont stop" Flash over to another girl walking in who drives a school bus, again, attractive. Her bus is green (strange I know) and she leaves the kids in the bus and decides to hang out because she is on her lunch break. I help her with something where I am only head high to her waist as if im a couple of stairs below her and see what looks like the flap of a diaper coming out through her short cutoff jean shorts. I reach up to make sure it is what I think it is, and yes it sure is. I dont tell her what I saw, because she might be incontinant and I dont want to come off like a weirdo, so I swallow my nervousness and ask her to coffee. Through some unseen force, the place sort of melds with a large living room built like a small version of the colesseum (spelling) and I sit down and start playing a race car video game and am doing really well at it. I suddenly remember that she is still there and I am nervous that she will get board with me and not want to go out to coffee because Im caught up in this stupid video game. I dont remember what she said but it seemed as if she was ok with me playing. So, help me out, if you can

I was listening to Rock 105.3 today at work, which is a san diego radio station. Like most hard rock stations, they have that guy with the really deep mean sounding voice to make themselves seem like the biggest fish in the pond. Anyhow, the voice came on and said, "Last night, I slept like a baby. When I woke up, my diaper was full and I wanted to nurse on a double D breast....really bad.....Rock 105.3" I said to myself, this had to have come off one of our forums.

Well my friend, the buck stops here. There will be no more abuse, at least not from any of us. Welcome, and that was quite a story I must say. Id never have made it were I you. Id have hung myself in the front walkway, just so those who wronged me would know my blood was on their hands. But Im a vindictive coward like that, and you aren't, which is commendable. Again welcome, and you are officially one of my heroes now. (No thats not said sarcastically)

Can you put my sexuality completely out of my mind. Im tired of being attracted to girls. Not that I want to be attracted to guys either, I just want to be asexual and someday I want to be androgenous. So, maybe the mindset is the first step. If you think you can manage something like that, get back to me on this post.

As I said before, and still maintain, Heidi Lynn is a hero. Not just to us, but to all people who are afraid to be themselves. If it takes turning a few peoples worlds upside down, than thats too damn bad. In my oppinion closed minded people should all be slaughtered like some subspecies of humankind anyway. Dont forget who the real enemy to our lifestyle is here, and it isnt an individual who has unabashidly shown light in such a way on who we are from the correct standpoint, it is a society that is bent on being fashionable and cool, brainwashed from a young age that "this is the way it should be". Human life, evolution, and purpose through the ages has always been about breaking new boundries, and in all that breaking there were always the closed minded that stood in the way and were eventually trampled beneath the feet of those who wanted to move foward. THANK YOU HEIDI FOR MOVING US FOWARD!!!

I think the poll was taken from improper sources if anything. Not to mention, most people are closed about this subject and arent going to admit to some random person what they do.

Do you have pics of, or links to the stories for all this. I beleive you, Im just interested to see.

Looks good, I wont be sure until I try them, but they look cool.

The time period has to be very extended for heidi's lack of control to be achieved. I went for 5 days 24/7 once and had no problem getting back into big boy pants again.

Incontinence doesnt come from constant diaper wearing, only mental incontinence such as training yourself not to pay attention to the warning. That and more frequent wettings because your body doesnt need to hold its waste very long, so if you decide not to wear one day, you may end up in the bathroom three times as much as usual. There are hypnosis tapes, but from what ive heard, and to agree with the rest of the people here, most who do achieve incontinence try at some point to reverse it. There will come a point where it will be inconvenient for you, if not embarassing. Trust me, the point you are at is the wild craving for this transitional object, work through it and you will get to a point where they are simply recreational. Remember, for people like us, diapers are kind of like drugs. We are addicted to them. But its as simple as this, some guys have a hit of weed in the evenings to unwind, taking it in moderation and being healthy. Others become junkies and screw themselves up. Dont be a diaper junkie. Be a diaper recreationalist. Just ask some of the incontinant people here about the pros and cons, and I can guarentee you, the scale will definately tip more one way than the other.

(Gets in line) I love the idea of these diapers. Of course, I fall into the subcatergory of AT (adult toddler) leaning more toward DL so I love the smell, and print is cool too.

I understand where you are comming from. I just dont think that these people would feel the same way if they knew someone who was ab/dl. It can totally change your thinking on the subject of you have a close friend you know and love who is into it. Sure, people find it weird, but weird just means out of the ordinary. I think weird people are the ones that dont have fetishes at all, wheres the excitement in that.

This was sort of an experiment, to which I already knew what the answer to it would be. That is, that women have little or no problem meeting men on the personals (new or old, yes I was a member way back when before there were assigned member numbers and the old personals site with hundreds of unattended female profiles mixed with males trying to get looked at). Whereas men have almost no luck at all meeting females in person. I too have e-mailed back and forth with a couple of girls but they eventually fall of the face of the earth. (Sigh) I just wish that the sex ratio was more even.

I was curious about this, cause I have emailed back and forth with a few girls on the personals area of this site but have never physically met anyone from there. Has anyone ever met someone from diaper personals and made a relationship out of it. Fill me in, give me hope....please.

he'll be back, same as I left and came back, but only under a different name so no one knew i ever returned. Sneaky, I know.

Ive read a lot of your story before on which website I cant remember though. And, as I said in a reply to your website before, you are completely awsome. I couldnt think of a better spokesperson for us. (With the exception perhaps of turtlepins because his way of wording things makes me laugh) Good on you man, I hope that story airs here in San Diego too.

The set of the jawline and the part of the hair clearly makes this person male. Also, and maybe its the haircut and the attempt at being androgenous (dont get me wrong, thats a good look) would, speaking from a standpoint of common oppinion, would think the person mildly unattractive. Myself, being one who likes those who are androgenous and thinks the world should be sexless, thinks its sexy.

Welcome, you will get no ill treatment here I can assure you. Have fun, and feel free to open up. If it helps, we cant see your face.

In reply to your first set of questions, Id say seek help now. Nowhere in this fetish should children be included at all. As far as the second question, I remember myself running past my parents bed and trying to fart and filling my diaper, but there was no huge change there.

I could give you a bunch of that "Silver Lining" nonsense, but I know that, when you feel the way you do right now, it doesnt mean crap. All I can say is that Im sorry, and thats just the hand life deals us all once in a while (just sometimes different flavors of crap) But, you must know as well as I do, that all things get better as time passes. I may be young, but as Ive found throughout my short time on this planet, most things in my life, relative to how big they are, are usually forgotten about in about 2 years. Im sure you will meet someone else with time, but my advice for the time being is to find comfort in yourself. Become ok with yourself and by yourself again, and trust me, women will come flocking. To put it bluntly, when women get older and are divorced or still unmarried they are kind of in a state of despiration to find someone...anyone to spend their life with, so your chances of finding someone that is willing to look past your fetish are much greater now than ever before. I hope this helps man, and on behalf of everyone here, you have our support.

I like this post man. Keep us updated, its kinda like that post about disappearing diapers that kept so many of us hooked for a week.

the only one that I know of is either secure xplus or abriform xplus

HAHAHAHAHA! True or not, thats the funniest thing Ive heard in a long time. Rock on Turtlepins.

Absolutely fantastic chain of events. I was hooked, almost like I was watching a reality show. We need more good posts like this one. Also, welcome to the site if you do indeed decide to check this place out.