diapercj

Grounded by roots of science or not, I have been helped before with depression by the psyciatric community. In repayment, as they seem to have so little knowledge of us and the different "subspecies" or our fetish, I would like to see a pysciatrist about my own fetish. Unlike most of you, I actually do want to stop. I dont want to be wierd or different anymore, but I find myself unable to stop liking it. Whether or not this will ever change, only time will tell. But in the process, at least I can give the psyciatric communtiy a bit more meat to put in their books.

I was one of those that wet until about 7 years old due to small bladder size (thats what the doctor said anyway). Anyhow, sometime between six and seven I remember it being bedtime and my mom coming into the doorway of my room and as routinely as ever (as it had been for the 6 years before) unfolded the diaper and proceeded with the diapering. When I sat up I drummed on the front of my diaper while trying out the phrase "diaper! diaper!". At this point I already loved them, but as I recall I said I didnt need them anymore shortly after because I wanted to make her proud.

The method that worked for me and your use of it depends on how squeemish you are about pee. If you dont mind peeing on yourself, than go for it. I would lie down in the bathtub (submersed in water of course with ol' johnson out of the water) pretend I was wearing a diaper and just let go that way. A little practice and this transferred right over to lying down to pee. Then of course there is the bed thing to get over, but that just comes with time.

I havn't posted in a while, but this one caught me in a provocative way. My opposition to this thread is thus; you are on a site thats main theme is diapers, yet you would rather not be talked to about diapers. This is making very little sense to me. If this were a site called "gettoknowher.com" then I could understand not wanting to talk about personal subjects. Or if you only posted in a forum called, no diapers just RL talk, I could understand not wanting to discuss personal subjects. The fact is, this is a diaper site. People come here to understand themselves and talk about diapers. If you are a girl here, be prepared to be talked to and questioned about diapers constantly. Above all, your treatment should be expected. As women, you complete the largest fantasy of 98% of the guys on here which is to roleplay as a twin diaper loving sister, a big sister, or a mommy. In short, get used to it, it isnt going to change. C

If the gun were never invented, we would be outlawing swords right now. Its a simple fact of human society; some people are bad, some people are good. Go ahead, take the guns. The bad will get their hands on them, and the good will find a more inventive way to defend themselves. I do want to quote my favorite pro gun quote though, "If guns kill people, then pencils cause misspelled words."

Im all for it, I think it would be great. However, I think we need some sort of handshake or motion we would do if someone were in the company of others instead of just being like, "Hey, i wear diapers too! "

I've been thinking over the past few days that I want to go 24/7 finally. I have always thought about it, shooting the idea down because of it's many obvious inconveniences. Now I have started thinking that my life is in fact finate and I don't have all the time in the world. I thought to myself, "Why repress who you are based on the oppinions of others and your own fear? I don't want to die with the regret that I never got to be who I really was." I am not ready just yet, but the day is fast approaching when I go out and buy a case of attends and put them on like my regular underwear and let the world find out in their own time what I am doing. In closing, I have one question; Which would be the best diaper(s) for 24/7 wear? I am fond of attends but maybe there is something better for this particular application. CJ

The thickness I am sure would be great, but Im a plastic man; cloth-like outter covers just dont do it for me. CJ

I got TOXIC TEARS. I wonder how they come up with that. Cool name though I guess. CJ

Maybe we should make Halloween our holiday. It would be the one day a year we could wear fully exposed and no one would be the wiser. We'd have to wear one of those heart pins so other AB's would know who we were, but I think it would be cool. I know what my costume is gonna be this year CJ

I couldn't have said it better myself. CJ

I like to bury myself in the covers and writhe into the matress, kind of like snuggling with a giant teddy bear. Not exactly rocking, but it feels wonderful.

I dont own mine, but the rent is 650/mo. You can buy them for around 50k but you have to pay space rent. Other places let you buy the land and the trailer so you are free of space rent, but those cost anywhere from 125-165k CJ PS. Space rent usually goes about 500/mo

I think, and this is just because I know the way people who done want roomates act, they are using the diapers as a legitimate or non-legitamate way to shove you out. No species forces their children from the nest gently. (Birds just up and shove their young out) Use the internet to find cheap places for rent, consider a roomate. I live in So Cal myself and live on my own in a trailer. Its not much, but its home and I have it to myself. CJ

a new member is always a treat. Enjoy cj

Just plain funny man, I dont usually laugh without bottled laughter, but that one got a chuckle out of me.

cool art man, I look foward to seeing more of your stuff.

this seems somehow remincent of prostitution...

That had to be fun. I admire that you have the courage to wear outside the house. I have yet to work that kind of courage up, mainly for the opposite reason your diapers seemed to employ. Im trying to attract girls and I would figure that if they saw that I was wearing a diaper it could be a real turn off. Anyhow, to go with the 2.5 million pm's you have already gotten no doubt, Ill just throw in the possibility of perhaps getting a cup of coffee sometime. Im 23 and live in San Marcos. (kind of makes me feel like a hypocrite as Im usually bashing guys that say that kind of thing on the forums, but I have to try once in a while.) C

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Interesting idea, but until they make diapers biodegradeable this wouldnt be feasible. Could you imaging the polution in landfills if everyone started wearing diapers. There would have to be a special dumpster specially for diapers so they could be treated before disposal.

The sad truth of the matter is that we dont get enough spotlight for the media or the general public to make those distinctions. We could make a thousand different nomenclatures and people would still believe we are all wanting mommy to change us as we laid on the floor kicking our feet drinking from bottles.

Not that Im any guru or anything, but I liked it. It was touching, kind of funny how some of our most poetic moments are those when we feel upset. Good on you man, keep at it, I think you have talent. CJ

Im sure its on every guy's mind here, so Ill voice it "I wish there was an episode with Melissa Joan Heart in diapers" there, I said it. BTW...Does anyone remember Clarissa Explains it All? CJ

That was one of my biggest fears when I first got into wearing diapers again. I thought that I wouldnt be able to not wet the bed because I had been a bedwetter until seven and didnt stop until I told my mom I wanted to try sleeping in regular underwear. Needless to say, I stay dry even while wearing a diaper at night. But the fear was there until I put it to rest.