So im bad at these things but here goes, Im Arctic a furry of course :3 a folf for anyone curious, I havnt been on a forum for this kinda thing since i was about 9 or 10 and using DPF before it went belly up and figured as ive been lurking for a few months id poke my muzzle in and attempt to make some new friends.
For those of your curious to know about me, I am a trucker so i dont really have a fixed "home" such as it is i either stay at my parents or drag my travel trailer to a new work site and live out of that, Afterall there is no point in paying rent when i spend 99% of my time locked in a 8 by 11 box with wheels and only get to enjoy my house 2 or 3 days a month.
I am gay but....i throw most people because unlike the sterotype i own a pickup, collect guns, enjoy offroad driving ect and am your pretty basic redneck, i do however enjoy computers video games and reading when i can not so much for movies though its funny to see the looks of abject shock on my few irl friends faces when they find out :3
As for my diaper side i have always loved diapers and stole them from my younger brothers and sister until i got caught and punshed pretty hard and told its not normal for a 5 year old to be in diapers blah blah blah, i still craved and longed for them i however only first found out about both the abdl community and furry community when i was a small pup of about 9 or 10 and stumbled across dpf and a rather nice fox after an aol group mentioned dpf and found others enjoyed it and i wasnt a freak as my parents put it after all.
I used to buy depends or walgreens/rite aid local brand diapers with my allowance when i could get away with it right up till my brothers and sisters found out somehow and made my life a living hell so i stayed away from them for years though they never let me live it down even at school due to there abject hate for my being addopted and not "blood or real family"
Had my first real diaper experince when i was 14 and mom was in the hospitial for a minor surgery to remove her appendix and i managed to swipe a "real" diaper from a cabnet a nurse left open it was puke green with lavender wetness indicators, i never did learn what brand it was but compared to a depend it was night and day and i was hooked again.
Had a few more binge purge cycles always super ashamed, i swore them off many times especally with the hate and ridicule my siblings gave me even years later and one particular time they told everyone in school....that was not a fun year not to mention the stress of hiding and getting rid of them.
Finally got a good pack of abenas when i was 17 and again drew me back in hard, even met up with a local baby/diaper fur group though only went twice....first time was a blast lotta fun, old cartoons pizza just chilling and enjoying not having to be stigmatized, but the second time.....ehh went bad, it was a diffrent group and they were all about sex drugs and booze, i never went to another meeting and kinda dropped out of the abdl scene till well...today though ive kept up my love of padding and wear whenever i can get away with it, even had a few jobs i was 24/7 as a driver.
i mostly use a mix of abu little paws and dry 24/7 as they fit the best and as a driver they need to hold a LOT and not leak....for obvious reasions.
Anywho sorry for wall o text like i said not very good at this :/