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My first time I was reluctant to put a finger up in there, but I found something I wouldnt mind tossing if I used it there, I went with a sharpie marker, maybe around half an inch in diameter, I wrapped it inside of a plastic grocery bag, slathered some lotion on it and went to town, I did enjoy it, I got spooked about the possibility of the sharpie exploding like pens do so I ordered my first plug of similar diameter. I then tried a vibrating half inch anal bead thingy that an amazon seller was selling for just under $10usd which may have been a price error as soon after it was up to nearly $50usd. I have worked up to 1 inch diameter plugs, I am now looking into training aids to try and get past an inch because I have a 1.25in vibrating plug that I cant get into me fully yet. Along this time I have eventually used a finger in there every now and then and now have no issue covering up my toys that will get poo on them. Sliding a finger or plug in and out repeatedly is also fun.

I get the impression that for a tunnel plug, if you want to pass stuff out through it, you would need a wide enough plug which may be too much for a beginner, but it feels like the tool dlmoicares suggests can open you up wide enough without pain or at least until you reach the pain limit to let stuff pass through.

A lot of times it will say it requires a signature, for UPS, I have maybe signed 1 thing in the past 2 years and many others saying it needed a signature delivered which were just left at my door. If its a super expensive product then maybe the sender will force a signature to be acquired.

If I urgently need to hydrate, I go with Powerade Zero

If you dont plan on being in the restaurant for more than an hour, all you get is a can of coke and a little thingy of pretzels, no alcohol will be served to you.

They only have little plastic cups for soda, and they give you a dirty look when you ask for them to leave the can.

Just finished Apollo 13

Bonus to being a messer, it has desensitized me to being able to pick up fresh dog poop as I have found out this week after dogsitting for a neighbor currently in the hospital.(I obviously use a bag to pick it up). Being a 4 year cat hooman, I have nothing against sifting and cleaning my little guys litter box, although if I accidentally touch litter or other stuff, I do have a religious hand washing routine as Ive heard you can get an infection if unwashed. Back onto topic, I have a little problem with my behind which results in a little leakage, not enough to warrant full time diapers, but when showering, there is the risk of coming into contact with that leakage, I just lather up my hands and go to town up in there, as others have said in here, you can immediately wash your hands right after

I do the take off diaper in the shower, roll it up and place it next to the tub then shower, get the bulk of the mess with the power massage stream, then lather up my hands and go hands deep into my crack, then deep clean hands before continuing to the rest of my groinal area as there will be more times of using soap, then when I get out of the shower, wash hands in sink. I dont think I could ever take the time to hand wipe my behind like I think happens during a caregiver diaper change. I do have gloves and pads but this is not a priority.

Are you responsible for all this smoke invading the USA? loljk, Welcome!

An order of ABU Cushies Cloth just got in, This feels like the first time I have ever had a proper stash. I have never ordered designer diapers on this scale before. Now I dont want to open any of the packs 😢 lol

If you live in a decent sized apartment building or complex, see if you can get one from your buildings management under the guise you want to prevent a chance your bed becomes bed bug infested. I actually came under an infestation maybe 6-7 years ago, did the treatments, after which management offered me a cloth like bug resistant protector, a bonus point of it is it also was liquid resistant, They gave it to me for free, But I cannot guarantee they will give you a multi-use one like they gave me for free, but if anything, maybe at a price that you wont see them go for in stores. Mine was going for around $120 at the time. Mine is washing machine capable but its king sized so I have to take it to a laundromat that has large machines. I am now remembering they gave me another one shortly after I got my (new to me) couch that has a queen sized mattress inside of it, ATTN: Anyone who might put one on a folding mattress..: Try and remove as much air inside of it before you fold it back up into the couch, mine popped first time...

Earlier in the story, when it was mentioned that the Headmistress had an interest in Judy, it made it seem like she knew Judy in the past and I felt some sinister undertone.

I have a few friends in my adulthood who may be in the know, 1 girl I told, 1 friend I accidentally sent a wrong photo to, his girlfriend at the time, neighbor who saw something of which shouldnt have been seen. A girl I was letting stay at my place until she gave birth may have seen a bag of diapers while she was staying, never mentioned anything Another friend who was using my computer to show me something on the internet, I was over his shoulder when he started typing in "d-a" and of course this site showed up in the url bar as one of those bookmarked or recent visited sites, he is a proficient typer so he didnt need to look at the the keyboard as he typed... But nothing ever came of it. This friend will be in town this week staying at my place and I am expecting a delivery from ABU which got delayed to a time he will be here at my place. But, a few years before, we were in a grocery store and we were heading to checkout, our path took us down the protective undergarment aisle, he stopped and pointed at a pack of Depends and proclaimed: "Old people pants" then we went to checkout. The girl I told was ok with it but shortly after I told her, she mentioned she would never wear a diaper. Friend I accidentally sent a photo to, I meant to send a different image but the messenger app I used, you selected your photo, and without thinking I hit ok and it automatically sent it. It was one of those professional AB site photos, I did some immediate damage control and he was all cool about it, But he did tell his girlfriend and the next time I saw them together, she mentioned if I wanted, she could change my diaper, that alone was amazing! she was training to be a nurse at the time and bonus points for her being Asian <3. Nothing else came up from her, a few years later my friend brought it up but not in any negative view. I was casually lounging in my apartment expecting to be left alone for the rest of the day, I was diapered at the time, a friend in my apartment building suddenly needed me for something in his apartment, I was bending over to pick something up, I guess my shirt pulled up on my back and a little something peaking above my pants waist... He joked about it for a while after that but never out loud so others could hear if we were in public.

So I went to bed last night at 2am, popped in a suppository hoping it would do something this time, my first 3 tries didnt do anything, wore a cheapish diaper since thats all I had, took a dose of zzquil then settled into place on top of a changing pad for just in case. About an hour later I had my first BM, around 6am I am still awake and felt a tummy rumble and I let go a second time, 8am rolls around and still no sleep, another tummy rumble and I released myself a third time, but this time it felt like everything that could go wrong did go wrong as what came out went up towards my backside, I was afraid to get up and see if I leaked, but I did leak out the top onto my bed sheet, My position on my changing pad ended up not being ideal, I massively leaked out of the sides of my crotch all onto the pad but the only damage was where my lower back was laying off this pad. I admitted defeat that I wouldnt be able to fall asleep this way so I very carefully got up out of bed and carefully walked to my shower hoping not to leave a trail of drippings behind me, deep cleaned myself then went to go try and clean up the mess on my bedsheet(oh I should mention it was nearly liquid that came out of me this last time) But luckily it didnt seep onto my mattress pad under the bedsheet. I stayed up for about another half hour in the guise of starting my day, but after this time, the urge to sleep was kicking in so I went to bed but sleeping on the other side of my bed. One question about suppositories if anyone can answer, I know to stay still for 10 to 15 minutes after popping it in, Do I need to keep a finger up in there the whole time or is it when I cant feel the thing anymore is it safe to bring my finger out?

Popped a suppository and padded up to go to bed, I will not be doing that again...

So tonights venture didnt exactly work out, Felt the urge but may have been constipated a little...

I would only join a DD discord if Mikey approves of such a thing.

A little background: I dont eat a lot of fiber, not that I hate it or anything like that, it just never comes up in my favorite foods that I eat often, as such, no real solid BM's. Back in May, I had a tooth removed and for a week was on a non-solid food diet, My food of choice was applesauce, I ordered a bunch of it and ate it here and there. This month I ordered a bunch of it again and it makes for a great here and there snack. I go for the cinnamon stuff. This past week I have been noticing proper solidish BM's and a quick search online pointed to applesauce having fiber in it. If I can find several hours of alone time this weekend, I may put this to practice while wearing a diaper.

1 half case of cloth Cushies inbound!

I have a friend who I am sure might have seen a blurb of something while using my computer while typing in a website url and the dropdown list showing bookmarks and history starting with a certain letter(D for this site) in the url bar while I was over his shoulder. He hasnt mentioned anything, He is coming in from out of town next week and I am prepping my browser by removing bookmarks and history related to this.

Cannot think of a better way to send them off. Sat in the bathtub wearing one of them and just let loose the flow, Crazy scary how I was able to relieve myself instantly without much thought since I knew I wasnt pampered.

Got a pic from that day. Yes, not fun to steer those things when pushing them. I had a friend who had a broken chair that got fried by the power outlet in the wall, He couldnt walk far so he stayed in his chair, but he still wanted to go outside and smoke, I pushed him a few times, a few days later, he would go to the hospital and never set foot in his apartment again, He died back in January of this year. Where the elevators let us off at the main entry floor of the building, there was a ramp we had to traverse up to get to the main front door entry area, not fun, and then coming back in going down that thing, one would think that would be a breeze, but heavy chair plus heavy guy in the chair which could have gotten away from me behind it.

Some of these power chairs have lock levers near the main wheels where you can unlock them and be able to push them, but if you parked far from the station entrance, it wouldnt be fun to push it all the way, but if you were to have had a dead battery, thats pretty much all you can do.

Well, more like in one of his mobility chairs. He needed someone to go pick it up and bring it back on the bus. Of course I couldnt pass up being pampered for this. I have operated some chairs like this in the past but usually for very very short amounts of time. This day was a first for me getting a chair onto the bus, maneuvering it into place to be secured, getting through the tight space that is between the wheels getting on and off the bus on that what seems like now a very narrow ramp lol. My skills at this may not have been the best but no toes were devoured on this day. It might also help a little to know some details about the chair you are using, I didnt know where the secure points were on the thing but my friend obviously knew. It gave me a new respect for what their users and the drivers go through when a wheelchair needs to get on a bus. There was a feeling of guilt though, I felt a little like a fraud, I have no business being in a chair and I have seen in recent years people who dont need them using them to get all around town. But, I do hope I never need one of those chairs if I make it to old age. I didnt shy away from bringing plenty of soda with me so I came back a bit wet. We had a little over an hour to wait for the bus back home so we had some delicious burgers near the bus stop.