My wife gives me pacifier to soothe me and also keep me quiet so I can be in my headspace and enjoy the touch feel and smells otherwise I get nervous and talk too much and don't quite relax completely
Good luck I ended up with ablations I didn't do so well with the shots myself , I was more anxious than usual the staying padded help me a bit but mmj helped me recover from the pain. ??
I DID IT! I got the Johnson and Johnson and I had little side effects other than little bit more pain in My Arm It's a little time to get and I only had To get one shot
They are medical 50mg you can they are made with cocoa Butter and cannabis Indica, sariva, or cbd, I try a 3 on separate occasion and could feel them begin to start warming up my pelvic area in my diaper !!!!!!!
I Am all for sharing with your wife, Not all roads to the real truth are perfect believe me I haven't approached the way you did but for myself I down played my intererst in this fetish,