Demon-hunter

I love that feeling... One time when Tykables had there revamp in 2015, I held in my poop for like 3 or 4 day til my order came in, and let me tell you it was hard to hold it in... but it was worth it big time. I let it all go and I filled my diaper from back to the front. I was unable to control my bowel til it with emptied. And it heavy and so soft... and I lost control with my bladder as well. I would love to do that again...

Lol agree.

Other then the abdl stuff, I'm stressed out with finance ( it been an uphill battle for us for years ) and idk what I want to do with my life career wise. I'm going to be 30 in 6 months and I'm just annoyed

True, I would like to try wearing to work and stuff

Do you think stretchy wing help with active work environment?

i dont know why but i become very uncomforable when i watch other abdl to little head space thing. is that odd idk why i do tho

me too, i want to start wearing to work, but im an order filler at a Walmart DC so idk what brand to get ( prefer pullups ) , But luckily i work in the freezer so i got layers to cover up with any ideas?

Hypothyroidism and PCOS does affect her sex drive, and the other side effects are not good aswell

Now I it sounds like my wife is very abusive a narcissistic but she's really not mean and her and i do have great times and everything and me and her always have a blast with each other and I really can't live without her feels like some days, but it's just I wish she would just at least the minimum of letting me do my abdl stuff and she does not need to be involved with it. we are both lost

wehn i was living by myself i liked the idea thought on wetting the bed, but i had a loft e with all my PC and PS4 under me, so opted out on it sadly. now i wish i did just to un train my body

im debating on that. but she well only to a therapist that is a Christian (which im fine)and only supports vanilla sex and doesn't support fetishes and kinks. plus when it comes to sex though, she's not very into it that much she had a very low libido and a very low sex drive. so flash back to the part where she lost her father days after I proposed to her. She has ended up developing a thyroid disease called hypothyroidism (that means that the thyroid is underperforming on developing hormones to the body) and it did not fully developed until 8 months and by that time we were 1 months into our marriage, and during that 8 months we are experiencing a lot of roller coaster not with each other completely but outside of our relationship. Such as 2017 develop H1 N1 and I was in a coma of pretty much of the whole February and barely survived, then my first ex abdl friend ( who I met in early 2016, and in August of 2016 his father found his abdl stuff and also his father was a pastor of their Church, so my friend was forced into intense therapy and basically was kind of brainwashed) send an email to my pastor announcing my abdl stuff to him tell him that we should not be married, granted the way of me and my wife responded to it was not good but the. And then her grandmother was having a heart attack and almost died month before we got married. on top of all of this we were down with wedding problems, friend problems, work problems, unknowing health problems, money problems, and so on so forth. All in an 7 to 8 month span. And when we got married is when she was okay on my abdl stuff and there was a time during our engagement like a few weeks after I was out it out for my ex abdl friend she why is not supportive at all and wanted me to give it up but I was trying to do anything I can to compromise but then she gave me an ultimatum, but I begged her not to leave me. But early in a year in Valentine that she gave me a big abdl care package basically of nothing but Paw Patrol stuff, and baby food and everything, with a love note that was that was written from her as my mama. So if anything she has a Binge and Purge cycle as a spouse of an ABDL, because they're in that whole engagement span which was 7 months or so she has rejected my abdl side three times and she supported it three times. Sorry if this is all random disorganized information about my engagement but I use voice to text I had to brain dump every single thing I have my head

one advice dont over think if someone can see, hear, or smell you. nobody will know or care. and its good to invest in good low-profile diapers so you can have some good confidence in them and not worrying about them leaking. and if you want, get some samples put them on on you days off and do some activities around the house and town and see they're comfortable, discrete, and holds up. Don't over think, it will make the experience stressful. r

my wife will rip my head off and make me throw my stuff out, and lecture me on what im doing is bad this sounds a bit dramatic, but its the truth

5-7 years old, but needs diapers to wear and stilling playing with baby toys, watching nick jr and Disney jr shows, while wearying paw patrol and pj mask cloths. and playing video games and having outdoor fun

1 Corinthians 13 New International Version 1. If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast,[b] but do not have love, I gain nothing. 4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10 but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11 When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12 For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. 13 And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. this whole Chapter is about love and verse 11 is talking about spiritual maturity and the only way to be is to fully understand love.

i feel like high fiber meals with glass of prune juice, and alot of coffee may work, but also holding in your poop will help make it bigger, I've done this once years ago i held in my poop for 2 days and ate fiber foods. it was difficult to hold it in those 2 days, but the results were amazing in my diaper. i couldn't stop pooping and i empty my entire bowel into my diaper and it was HEAVY. you should try it,

you can always get a vibrating bullet and insert it in the front of your soggy diaper, they too powerful to damage the diaper and its hands free minus the controller. https://www.spencersonline.com/product/blue-petite-pearl-bullet-vibrator-3-inch-sexology/13865.uts

@Dee Cee well for starters i love being an abdl , but my wife now hates it and wants me to move on from it and matbe is some therapy for it which i disagree with. when we was dating i told her before we've started dating and she actually was ok with it, but once we've go engaged is when she started changing her mind, grant it we've been going through alot. her dad died the morning after i proposed to her. we had a few wedding plans issues, one of my first ex abdl friend outed me out to pastor and he would not marry us until i got therapy for my porn addiction and abdl life (agree with the porn but not the abdl) and she tried to stand up for me but then started siding with them, but has always has been bouncing back and forth on supporting my abdl life or not. sorry, i have to pause my brain is over loaded and Yes im in the Spectrum a bit it got ADHD and untreated, and i dont want to be treated i believe its a gift.

and i need a hug.... with all the stress ive been going thro i have a hard time opening up, cause humanity say that i need to man up and bottle your feelings and i dont know where to start...

Heck that's me now.....

i live like 45 mins away

One of my friends on instagram took pictures of all the pages for me and I read them. I loved it

Dude I'm just jealous of kids 5 and under in general! They have amazing diapers and pullups with cool designs like paw patrol, pj masks, lion guards, and stuff. Amazing cartoon shows on nick Jr, Disney Jr, and other channels. Flat out adorable cloths. Just better things and I'm jealous

Thank you.... I need alot of prayers

Oh it is, I honestly can make a movie about my abdl, especially the dating to now part. I can't make this stuff up And my looking at my profile pic now, I would anything to go back in time to that day I took that pic