Always_Diapered

Two days after being put in diapers the person has already lost control and is now incontinent 🤣

Warm welcome to you friend, I hope you enjoy your time here.

I've recently tried period panties and they really are extremely good for light to semi moderate leaks.

I'm sold !

The next step is to wear panties underneath your diapers, but thats probably for another post

Congratulations ! I've been wanting and planning to untrain for quite a few years so I know the feeling of having something you feel you need to make you complete. I've tried a few admittedly not professionally made hypnossis files in the passt but it really didn't do anything for me, it's either the files were just garbage or more likely I suspect I am just not very open to hypnosis, but it could just be that I would need a professional. Either way congratulations and I hope this brings you all that you have hoped for.

I don't think there's anything in Earl Grey tea that would cause this except for the Caffeine. Maybe you are just making the tea stronger and hence taking in more Caffeine then you are with Sodas ?. But either way Earl Grey is a lovely tea, enjoy

Also just joined, never miss an opportunity to make new friends.

Personally I wear quite tight control top panties over my cotton outer plastic panties and they have been really great at not only muffling noise but almost completely hiding the typical VDL* *Did I just make up (Visible Diaper line) ?

Hi and welcome. Good to hear you have accepted yourself and your desire or need to be in diapers. I have also been having the diapers or no diapers argument with myself a LOT over the last 10 years. I seem to desire nothing else but permanently wearing diapers and stay in them 24/7 for usually about 5 days to a week only then to have the purge feelings return and suddenly I'm back in underwear again. I always found this so frustrating to constantly be going back and forth and to be honest I think it causes a lot of us a great deal of unneeded stress. I really wish I could just be at peace with my diaper wearing desires and not keep going back and forth but it is what it is. I have found this especially hard in the last month after just breaking up with my fiance of 8 years but I think I will write a longer post about this soon when I work up the courage. Anyway I hope you are at peace and stay padded and happy for many years to come. Best of luck my friend

Personally even though I desire incontinence and do go through spells of binging/untraining where at the time I would want nothing more than incontinence and would immediately take the pill I know I have purge times too where I may regret that decision. I think the fact it takes such determination and more importantly time to truly untrain is a very good thing because when you do get there you can be sure its right for you.

Personally I used to use Cannabis quite a bit in my younger rave days but back then it was hugely stigmatized because it was a 'gateway' drug and all sorts of other nonsense. I continued smoking off and on after that for many years but then my life took a turn and I moved from UK to Germany as my Dad had been diagnosed with Cancer and the town I moved to was very small and I knew no body I could get Cannabis from. After my Dad passed I developed terrible Insomnia ,Anxiety symptoms then after my g/f at the time left me for someone else I started down a path of depression. I went to the doctor to at least get something for the insomnia and she gave me some sleeping tablets (I forget what they were). While the sleeping tablets did help a bit in that I woke up less during the night they also made me feel like I had a hangover every morning and it would take a good 60 minutes to not feel groggy and almost drunk. When the tablets ran out I decided not to get more as they really are a bad long term solution. At this point I started hearing a lot of talk about Cannabis and the health benefits so off to the deepweb I went and ordered myself some. From the day I started smoking again I had wonderful sleep, I could fall asleep within 20 minutes ,sleep right through the night and wake up completely fresh. I also now have anxiety and while some days are OK others are not and I can feel panicky sometimes. Well Cannabis helps with that too and if I feel a panic attack coming on if I smoke a joint 80% of the time it doesn't develop into an attack. Cannabis isn't for everybody as it can make some people feel paranoid or even more anxious. But for ME it very much helps me. From the experience you described it sounds to me that you were extremely stoned due to you having smoked so few times. I will say that's not how it is for me. The body does build a tolerance to Cannabis fairly quickly and to be honest even though I smoke regularly I can't really remember the last time I felt really stoned. Diapers themselves make me feel calm and more relaxed and so I suppose Cannabis just enhances or reinforces those feelings for me. If you can say that the experience you had was enjoyable or reinforced the ABDL feelings for you then awesome !. The mental aspects of Cannabis are only some of the positives, there are many more benefits and I am glad there is a natural plant that can help as much as it does. Good luck and take care

Thanks for posting that, I can really sympathise with her feelings as they are almost completely the same as mine. It's nice to read something so positive that leaves you feeling that things maybe aren't as hopeless as you sometimes think they are.

Yeah this happens to me too sometimes, not always but certainly a lot of the time. I do believe it's psychological.

Update looks great. But I just wanted to make you aware that the "Diaper Punishment" set of photos gets blocked by Malwarebytes due to a trojan. This is obviously nothing to do with the site update as its an external site but I just thought I would let you know.

While I'm not AB,I am most definitely a DL and I've personally been dealing with a lot of binging and purrging over the last year, even though I do have a goal of untraining and becoming diaper dependent. The problem is I get REALLY into the untraining idea and tell myself that this time I'm going to stick to wearing 24/7 and then usually about 2 days later I find an excuse to get back into my panties. What I did four days ago was take all my panties and put them in a small box which was then taped shut, that box was put into a strong back pack and a lock put through the zippers, that was then put in the attic. Lastly I took the key and encased it in some Instamold (modelling putty that is malleable when heated but rock solid when cool. Is this setup impossible to cheat? Of course not but the hassle of getting to my panties has seemed to be enough to keep me wearing as I only have diapers available as my underwear choice now. I am sitting here in my night diaper drinking my coffee and about to head off to the bathroom, in the back of my head I feel like wearing panties today but knowing whats involved is enough to resign myself to the fact that it will be straight into another diaper after my shower whether I like it or not :). So yeah that's just what I personally do and it seems to work for me,maybe you could try something similar ? Good luck and stay padded !

I'm also continually getting the coinhive blocked popups from malwarebytes.

I have to say that for me diapers are an integral part of who I am as a person and I honestly couldn't consider spending my life with someone who didn't understand and accept that. Loving someone is about accepting them for who they are and accepting them for all their good and bad points. I am lucky enough to be with someone who not only accepts me wearing diapers but actually encourages me, now that's someone I want to spend my life with. If I was in your position I would be wanting to have a big sit down talk with my partner explaining how important this aspect of my life is and asking why she cannot accept that.

I too have been wearing in public for many years and can honestly say I have NEVER (that I'm aware of) had anyone notice. I remember the first time I went out in public I was super anxious because I believed everyone would know I'm wearing a diaper. The thing is that got less and less over time as I realised that people are too wrapped up in their own affairs and just going about their business to be checking me out and wondering if I'm wearing a diaper. I will say obviously try and be discreet, I mean if you go out in an M4 and cycling shorts, well yeah that might be a bit visible but if you are somewhat sensible in your clothing choices it will be fine. The more you wear in public the more the anxiety goes away and eventually you will put on a diaper like normal underwear and go out and not even give it a second thought.

Just to update.

Looks like I'm spoiled for choice Thanks again for all the recommendations.

That's great, thanks very much for the suggestions.

Hi All I'll be travelling to the States to stay with my g/f for 10 weeks in September and I would like to continue my 24/7 wearing. However I'm unfamiliar with what the best online store is in the States. I checked walmart.com

I see what you did there