Rachel Emily

I've occasionally entertained the idea of coming out to everyone as an AB, but I don't want history to repeat itself. I told my home-health agency about me in the nineties, which backfired. They were so creeped out they didn't want me as a client after that. Of course, I was also transitioning male to female at the time, which didn't help. The two together were a bit high on their "weird" scale.

Gotcha. Do they live with you 24/7? It really is no different from anyone else living with someone else who doesn't know and having to hide things. Granted I don't know your full situation, so its really hard to give any advice.

No, they don't live with me--they're here only an hour a day. But since they do the dishes for me and various light housekeeping, they do open my cabinets and drawers quite a bit. Consequently, I don't have very many hiding places that they never look through.

No, I don't mean anything like a nursery, though that would be nice. I mean like a cloth diaper service, a service that will either supply you with freshly laundered diapers once or twice a week, or at the very least wash ones that you provide.

Here's an example of what I'm talking about--the "diaper cleaner" segment of this program: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R7hAyCZokJE. I wish there were an online list of places like that, that wash diapers for both adults and babies.

I can see how that might be a good service

OR a good booster like a bambino quattro, those things are practically a diaper unto themselves!

square duck: I'd use Bambino *diapers* exclusively if I could afford them, let alone the boosters. Cheap Attends are all I can get through Medicaid, though.

There is really no such thing as a good disposable diaper. There are too many components that must interface each other, fluff, backing, SAP, gathers, tapes and landing zones; I think I countes seven componets. And it is soooo flimsy. It is a playground for Murphy. I have just diaper, pin and panties (granted I double up on the diaper and panties which you can do if you wear skirts and dresses). Disposables with 3-4 tapes on a side are not even convenient any more and there are so many differ...

Eat good, dark chocolate. Very little sugar, good fats, and the compounds that tease the reward centers are extra concentrated. Probably the best way to indulge a needy sweet tooth without messing up your diet much.

Pop some stovetop popcorn, add a teaspoon of cocoa powder and give it a shake!

I don't diet. I just eat a little of everything so I get a full compliment of nutrients without overdoing anything or underdoing anything

Actuall I eat something each day from the five food groups: Pzza, chips, chocolate, beer and Rolaids

I've had cerebral palsy all my life.

That's great, little stuff like that always gets me. I actually just got plastic pants a few months back to make leaks less likely. Where did you get it from?

I got it through my local med-supply store. About time--I'd been requesting one for years.

Burn it, Burn It with fire.

I live in a Dollocracy. I get in trouble with Andrea, Lisa and Cassandra if my skirts are so much as a smidggeon longer than halfway to my knees

I only have three dollies, so there aren't enough of them to stage a coup....

I am strictly a Dolly person. They are exclusively Little Girl

So true...but stuffed animals are too irresistibly soft not to love. =)

The human shape and features of a doll's body, even it it is made of hard material, makes her pretty cuddly. Also, if you name them personally Like I do, the names give them a sense of being a perosn, which is also loveable. I have no trouble cuddling Andrea or Lisa. I love to look into their sparkly eyes as much as anything. In fact, if a doll wants me to pick her up, all I have to see is her eyes sparkle. And when I had real cats, they used to sleep with me at bedtime

Good for you I hope you have lots of fun with her

You should probably just collect all of them xD

At $6.50 apiece, I'll have to do it very slowly....

She was probably thinking "aaww yeeaahhhhh that's my favorite MLP" xD

Yeah, that's probably it. Who wouldn't love Rainbow Dash? =)

I don't watch MLP, but he seems to be a favorite =p.

I could: No tiara?

Well, how can we see the skirt? or at least tell us about it: How long? What color? What kind of material? is it a full-circle

A picture will be forthcoming,I assure you. If I send it to you personally rather than posting it generally, it won't be picked up in image searches, will it?

And thanks, by the way, for re-sending your friend request. My intention was never to disappear, only to take a sabbatical of a couple of days.

What happened was when I was going to send you a message, I hit "Romove me as a Friend" by accident. so I had to re-add you

As long as you do not use a recognizable part of you, it will not matter if it gets picked up by an image search engines, You could post it to the forum and it would not matter. It would help if you could remove the EXIF file by using a photo editor like IrfanView to Rename and Save it

Those should bring you tears of joy. Remembering the wonders that you mother did and the experiences you had with her. I like to honor those who have pasted by remembering how they lived, not how they died. <3

I went to my grandfathers grave a few months ago and paid my respects and noticed 2 things... no one else has been placing stones but me and I too cried because he was the only father figure I've ever had and he is truly missed

hugs u emily

Isn't this the same story you told a couple months ago?

Same issue, different person....

Unlike the first person I spoke of, I don't think this person made the leap to my being an AB, or indeed knows such people exist. Should she ask, I'll probably fall back on my "therapeutic reasons" excuse.

What does

It's a type of weave, like birdseye.

Ah ok :)

I'm right there with you. My participation with this site has decreased 10 fold since the "update". Everything is more confusing, posting has become more difficult, and my desire to participate has come to a halt.

Worse--and I realize DD is working on this--if I click on "New Content" to check on updates to topic I've already posted to, I find myself waiting as the site hangs...and hangs...and hangs. It used to be so easy to look that stuff up. Now I'm lucky if the page will load sometime that day.

You are really supposed to wash them before you use them

I did. I meant a few

Sounds just like the outfit I wore to the Halloween play party at the soft play centre.

Of course I was copiously padded.

The new baby bouncer was an absolute hit on the night!

Oooh, it seems as though I would have had more fun at your party--I love all the play equipment! Did you bring your doll too?

I did worry that someone at the party might have been kink-aware enough to get that I'm an adult LG. Maybe it's better that I chickened out of bringing my pacifier.

I do not have that problem, the right size rubber panties helps to keep them up

Babykins rubber panties (over the Gary snap-one's) keep mine up pretty well

I was wondering the same thing. I hope everything is ok.

Thanks! We'll be back soon enough. Thanks for taking the time to inquire

Besides, it would do a lot to eliminate some of the lingering odors....

Go to fetware dot com & consult the "Product Care" section. They have extensive information for exactly these kinds of questions

Do you have one of those fancy fill-able pacifiers so you can suck on it and get coffee at the same time?

No, but now that you mention it, that wouldn't be a bad idea. =)

I have not had one of those for 34 years. At least I get to go out

Mine is Tuesday and I will turn 69 and be in Broolyn tossing mattresses out of a truck after 4 hours on the road. At least I have been invited out tomorrow to eat (Chinese). I guess when I get back Tuesday, after a nap, I will do something with my Dollies

Hey girl, I had an aluminum bottle with a flip-nozzle on it when I first got my CPAP.

Drinking in bed isn't so crazy, but it does lead (for me) to waking up a couple of times to deal with the consequences.

Well, I like to keep water handy, because I usually wake up with a dry throat from sleeping with my mouth open (at least when my pacifier drops out). I suppose I could use a more conventional flask like yours, but a baby bottle is a bit more fun. =

The struggle is real.

Only ONE? Not really. Look in my About me or Gallery http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/gallery/album/2813-christine39s-tiaras/ Tiaras are not just part of my wardrobe. They were my second or third girlish attribute, the first being my attachment to dolls and the other, from about the same time, being my first name. As such, they are part of who I am as a girl