dprtodd

Sorry to hear of your loss. Loosing pets is always so hard.

For me around 3 years old (1974 ish). My Mom says I was very uninterested in training and by the time I was going on three she was feeling a lot of pressure as three was old in those days for kids to be in diapers. She said that suddenly one day a couple of weeks or so before my third birthday I just 'got it' and had no accidents or anything, that it was like turning on a light switch, but she kept me in diapers for bed for a couple of weeks to make sure I was staying dry at night. As this was a time before disposables were common (or very good) I been in cloth and plastic pants mostly, but we had used disposables on car trips and such. So for those couple of weeks she wanted to use up the disposable diapers we had on hand, so that is what I wore to bed, and I loved it, I loved the way the tapes worked (weird eh? - but back then the tapes had a backing you peeled off like a bandaid and I remember my mom handing them to me to hold on to after she peeled them off so I could 'help') I remember being in bed and sticking my hand in my pjs and under my waterproof pants and loving the feeling of the disposable diaper. From this same time I have another memory of a morning waking up, and seeing the dust motes in the air in a shaft of sunlight coming in around my bedrooms curtains, It was the first time I ever had noticed something like that and I was amazed, I went to put my hand out from under my covers and drag it through the sunbeam, but when I did so I guess I moved my whole torso a bit and I was suddenly aware of the disposable diaper I was wearing. I laid there in bed with one hand in my pjs and the other hand trying to catch dust motes, the feelings were so raw, so intense, that it was like I was molded into 'me' right then and there. After a bit I got up and went to my parents bedroom door and knocked on it until my mom woke up and answered me. I told her I wanted changed and she was kinda mad at me for waking her up so early and wanting a diaper change. She told me in no uncertain terms that I was a big boy and that I didn't wear diapers during the day anymore. I remember feeling so very conflicted, I loved being 'a big boy' - I was always a little adult in some ways and hated to be treated like I was 'less than' by virtue of being young, but I wanted my diaper changed too. From that point forward I was always jealous of anyone else in diapers which included all my younger cousins, my parents friend's children who were younger than me, etc. I always pretended not like them, but I always made sure and watch them get changed if I could do so in a way that didn't seem obvious, and I noticed every diaper commercial on tv ever and loved them all.

I will be stopping by soon too.

Like so many others I gotta say this is not something to be cured anymore than liking broccoli or chicken. Can you like broccoli or chicken to much? Sure, but that isn't a problem with the broccoli or chicken, it's a problem with your impulse control. When I was young, and felt alone, and didn't know there were other people like me, then yea I thought I was defective. Now I'm older and a lot more accepting of me, and I wouldn't change this about me for anything in the world.

lol. Okay. Moar soon then if you folks want to waste more bandwidth

After all this talk of bad stories that just ruin it for everyone I was inspired to bang randomly on the keys until more drivel came out. My deliberatly awful diaper story Kyle Shay should be .this for every post on here. http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?showtopic=22422

so this is the chapter where I finally answer reader mail, sadly since no one has ever written my with any mail I am going to answer whatever is in my inbox. This brings me to my first letter, and I might be taking the bull by the horns here, but shouldn’t I at least have a girlfirend before I satisfy her all night? Not that I have anything against satisfying anyone all night, but really I’m still trying to figure out keeping my pants dry. I think I should take this one step at a time. ************************** Next chapter Kyles gets meta. “Kyle Shay! You get your disobedient ass down stairs this very instant

Magical Tranformations - You know when a character, usually a teenager leaves the house one morning and comes home only to find that their parents had somehow; 1) packed up their bedroom 2) Removed all the furniture 3) Found a place to store said furniture (or thrown it away in a manner that otherwise does not tip off the protagonist that their room had been ransacked) 4) Painted or wallpapered the room as a nursery 5) Sourced and installed baby furniture for a 12 lb infant that can support a 120 lb teenager. 6) Unpacked the contents of the room 7) Purchased a wardrobe full of teen age sized diapers and baby clothes. Horrible Dialog If you learn no other writing skills, please learn to write decent dialog. I yelled at her that I am not baby and I dont like diapers and then she changed me and saw my erect penuses and siad you do like diapers and I said I did after I got a spanking. is no where near as good as the following "I'm no Baby!" I screamed at her before grabbing my crotch and finishing "And I don't like diapers either." "We'll see about that" She purred, pushing me down onto the changing pad. Embarrassed I stared at the ceiling, hearing each tape rip as she pulled them. No sooner had I heard the fourth tape and felt the cool air over my nethers than I heard her gasp. "What the fuck! You have more than one penis! Wow! Penises. Wow! How?" The smoldering sexiness of her bedroom voice had been replaced with the wonder of child seeing an ice cream truck for the first time that summer. "Well it said so in the bad example above, see there where it says 'penuses'?" I explained to her tiring of the stupid example even as I said it. Poor attention to detail It's one thing if your story had it's own internal logic, or it's own mythology, but if you are going to violate the rules of common sense then explain that shit. See magical transformations. Parents, lovers, teachers, etc can't just pop off to Walmart and buy a changing table for someone above the size of an average toddler. Similarly most grown ups can't wear Pampers or Huggies, and chances are you're not going to get 'thick' or decent diapers at store. And this is by far not a constant or anything, but I would say it is safe to assume that in general most people do not do the following a) Automatically poop or pee in a diaper simply becuase they are wearing it. Diapers sadly do not confer magical incontinence on those who wear them, so please skip the character who has never worn a diaper before, but suddenly after being placed in one, they poop it uncontrollably. Most middle aged women are probably not wishing they had an entire cadre of children beyond the normal diaper age to clean up after regularly. If only there was a way they could handle more feces in their day to day lives they must wisfully think. c) The normal reaction of a parent, when finding out their child was diapered at a sleep over, you know 'just in case' is not to say 'well that certainly sounds like a good idea, what we need is large expense like diapers for no other reason than 'just in case' I think this horse is dead now....

Hey nice little story I enjoyed, thanks for sharing. For non dialog paragraphs I am not an English teacher either - but I think the rule of thumb is that the first instance in a paragraph should be the proper name and then using a pronoun is fine after that, as long as there is not another person of the same gender to offer confusion. Good John thumbed through the book not really reading it, he just let his eyes wander over the pages picking out a word here or there. He wondered what his friend Bobby was up to. (All along we know who 'he' is) Incorrect. Sally and Jill took turns on the swing. Later it got dark and she said "I have to go" (Who said "I have to go?" it could be either of them) Corrected Sally and Jill took turns on the swing. Later when Jill was pushing the swing she noticed that it had gotten dark. Panicked at the thought of being late she said "I have to go!" For Dialog and Conversation Now when dealing with conversation you identify the Speaker by name the first time they say something, and then you need not name them again during the conversation unless another person who would use the same pronoun has spoken and would make the pronoun use ambiguous. Good "My diaper is a mess!" Kyle told his mom, his cheeks reddening to have to say it out loud. Janice looked at her son thoughtfully as she asked "Didn't I just change you?" "No, that was back before lunch time." "I guess it was" she told him with a shrug. Incorrect Sam was grumpy from waiting in line and he let everyone know it "what's taking so long?" "Chill out" He told him "Dude don't tell me what to do" He said back to him "That's $12.32" the cashier said. "Here" He told the cashier as he pulled a small wad of bills from his wallet.. Corrected but redundant Sam was grumpy from waiting in line and he let everyone know it "what's taking so long?" "Chill out" Bobby told him "Dude don't tel me what to do" Sam said back to Bobby "That's $12.32" the cashier said. "Here" Sam told the cashier as he pulled a small wad of bills from his wallet.. Best Sam was grumpy from waiting in line and he let everyone know it "what's taking so long?" "Chill out" Bobby told him "Dude don't tel me what to do" (We know it's Sam doing the talking) "That's $12.32" the cashier said. "Here" Sam told the cashier as he pulled a small wad of bills from his wallet..

I used to be a big prevail fan, the Prevail overnights were a favorite of mine. When they made them prevail pm and changed to cloth backed I lost interest in them as cloth backed disposables just don't do it for me.

When I travel I use a reusable mattress protector (smaller than a full underpad) I got mine from walmart - it has a sleeping child on the package. It is vinylish material on one side and a felty absorbent material on the other. I simply leave it on the bed and housekeeping puts it back after changing the sheets. If I do leak (Kinda rare) I can send it to the hotel laundry as it is machine washable, and tumble on low. Works like a champ and lets you sleep better knowing there is protection for leaks.

I get to wear pull ups or trainers during the day if I am going to have easy access to the restroom, other wise I am in a diaper (esp car trips or situations where access to a toilet is variable). I am diapered at night before bed.

Have any of you seen the new Men's boxers at walgreens. Completely a knock off of the good night's boxers, but these are white with a star print on them. I kinda searched the boards and didn't see anyone posting on them -so if these are new I'll try and get pics of em up. Initial impressions are absolutly what one would expect from a store brand product - but they are kind of fun to wear since I am way too big for good nights. Novelty factor of 9, practicality factor of 3 - target audience of old men who dribble these will probably be just fine. -Todd

I havn't read the entire thread, but I'm just getting around to trying Dry 24/7 and they are okay. Plastic is a bit noisier than secure (yay! love me some crinkly diapers) No waistband on mine which is a bummer.... and the biggie.... I hate the tapes. Two stage tapes bite big time.. Overall a nice diaper and one I will continue to use. Also never been super happy with the fit of any diaper that expects you to angle the bottom tapes up - but these do better than most and I don't leak out the back of the leg. I sleep on my Stomach and I have leaked out the top (pointed fown to boot) and leaked around the side once, but those were really my fault for over taxing...

Drynot, my experience with Dry 24/7 is just the opposite! I find them to be very crinkly, much more so than secure and bambino. They are the top on my crinkle list.

I'm mostly a kid too, I tend to feel 8-12 years old, although I do regress further sometimes. I am resigned to having to wear diapers since pull ups leak, and I am grudgingly accepting I am going to have to change myself too. Sure I don't need a sippy cup, but I do use a sports bottle and I won't fuss too much if an adult ties on a pocket bib if I am wearing nice clothes (as long as my friends arn't around) Other than that I want to play video games, ride bikes, and do the same thing other kids my age do, except I wear diapers too. I have some cool kid PJ's with cuffs and I like to wear graphic t's. I personally couldn't imagine being a 'baby' but that's okay it's different strokes.... and I think the babies outnumber us anyways Still wer're all ageplayers so it's all good.

See I am stuck between both worlds here - I'd love nothing more than to have a late 80's/early 90's (Before cloth back and thin) Huggies in adult sizes. For this reason I love dry24/7's and Bambino Biancos. That said I do love the look of modern diapers (look not construction) My problem with teddies, cushies, classicos's etc are the prints, to me they are awful - they are either a simple repeating block (Baby, teddy bears, etc) which is way to ham fisted and heavy handed for me. Then there is cushies, which has the color scheme down pat but the print itself is poor. I know they tried to make a product that would appeal to everyone, I just don't want flowers hearts and butterflies on my diapers. BMX looks to be another step in the right direction, but they are on a crappy diapers from what I have read. I fully realize I am going to be one of those super hard to please people when it comes to the look of these products, but I am anxiously awaiting and all over print diaper that I like.

My turn! My age play age varies a bit depending on my mood. It is more of a range than a precise value, but in general I am usually between 8-12 years old. I'm still in diapers at night and sometimes in the day too (Or diaper analogs like trainers, pull ups, or big boy underwear that inevitably gets wet). Otherwise I am a normal kid who does the same kinds of things a kid his age would do. Now my little self kind of likes to be treated like he's younger than he is, like maybe getting a sippy cup, or knowing his diaper isn't really hidden under his pajamas, or even something like wearing a pocket bib at dinner, but that's his secret he doesn't want any of his friends to know and he tries to keep the fact that he likes that from Mom and Dad. I also like being diapered around other 'kids' who who might tease me a bit, but only a little. But like Rickibrat2 said I am also into independence and being a big kid too - the inner conflict of feeling like a baby beucase of pants wetting vs feeling like you are growing up is cool - I think these desires for me are all attributable to erotic humiliation in various scenarios.

I have been looking around at cloth pull ups - I wish they did AntsyPants in adult sizes I would love some. Might have to get with someone on Etsy to see if they can make them for me... http://getantsy.com/

Do you want to wear the diapers for the diapers sake? Cause rock the diaper in that case. If you are looking toward utility then Swim Diapers and or Little Swimmers do absolutely nothing for wetting, they let water flow in and out, so it is like wearing nothing at all if you pee you'll pee right through it the same as swim trunks. Swim diapers serve only one purpose and that is to keep stool out of the pool, that's it, nothing else. (except they look awesome) I think someone on here once called them fecal tea bags and that is pretty spot on. I'd wear little swimmers if they were in my size for the whole 'swim diaper' thing and all - knowing I had on special protection under my suit, etc - cause that would be cool. But if you are looking for something to absorb pee while you are in the pool you can find sealed swim garments those probably wont work well (They are more designed to keep water from a wound more than to keep water in like a diaper)

Please forgive me for saying this, and it is not my intent to attack or put anyone on the spot here. Would any of you accuse Thomas Harris of Murder or Cannibalism because he created Hannibal Lecter in The Silence of the Lambs? By that logic Stephen King must surely want for horrors to walk upon the earth and people to die a horrific death. Merely writing something is not the same as engaging in something, I think people loose sight of that when the topic is such an emotive hot button topic like child welfare. Are you saying then that if you read a murder mystery that you then condone murder? I myself am morally opposed to murder, but I am not morally opposed to a good whodunit. I am morally opposed to torture, but that didn't stop me from reading The Count of Monte Cristo. I am morally opposed to real life instance of child abuse, a few words typed on screen however much I might not like them cannot be given the same weight. From what I read of the story it was not my cup of tea, and I can understand people not wanting to associate with content that makes them uncomfortable. DD has every right to dictate the type and nature of the content on this site, and I can understand people thinking that such content could lead to a misunderstanding about the nature of our community (Becuase you know grownups in diapers has no other way in which it can be misinterpreted) All of those points are valid and have merit on their own. With that said, I can't help but think that when you give an story, a story that is made up and involves no real people and harms no one, the same moral equivalence as real child abuse that you detract from the real thing. Thanks Todd

I certainly hope Stanley is able to get help, but with that said (And I hope this doesn't seem too callous or insensitive) as a taxpayer I find it disturbing that someone is living off government assistance and engaging in what can be an expensive pastime. There have been times in my life where I had to choose between paying my bills or buying diapers for playtime and my bills won, I would never have expected someone else to buy my recreational diapers, much less expected everyone else at large to pony up. I kinda have a problem with someone using public assistance in such a frivolous fashion. I'm sure there are plenty of people who would like to purchase the material for a high chair or crib, but the reality of supporting themselves or their family prevents them from doing so. I feel pretty resentful that my money is being taken involuntarily from my paycheck and given to someone so he and his girlfriend (Who also doesn't work) can play baby with it. Duck it sounds like you know him, and you seem like a stand up guy, so I will take your word that he is incapable of undertaking traditional employment, but I can't help but feel that someone who has the wherewithall to maintain a long standing website, makes his own furniture, etc can't find SOME way to make enough money to where the taxpayers arn't on the hook for his paraphellia (YA YA alot of folks will probably chime in about ABDL not being a fetish for them - but getting down to brass tacks this is a, voluntary, non essential activity. It is not food, shelter, or medicine and at the end of the day, sexual or not, it is recreation). Why should 'we the people' buy this guys diapers, crib, high chair? As an individual I have compassion him and for his situation, but as a taxpayer I think a review of his disability payments is in order.

I'm somewhere between 8 and 11 depending on my mood. I'm still in diapers but otherwise a perfectly normal boy who likes to do age appropriate activities. I love building and construction toys, video games, model cars, all the things you'd typically expect. I do like my sippy cup even if I am too old for it (it embarrasses me if my friends see me with it though - so mu sippy cup is a secret) and sometimes I have to wear a pocket bib too 'cuase I'm kinda a messy eater.

I fall into the Mayberry camp here. I had two great, supportive, loving parents, I was an only child and had lots of attention. None of the usual bogeymen, no abuse, no pressure, and no traumas. Nadda. I used to think that maybe I felt pressured into growing up, but after some honest introspection I'm not so sure. I do have some memories of being in diapers and being potty trained around 3 yrs old. I distinctly remember not wanting to give my diapers up. I can remember being jealous of my younger cousins still in diapers, but I don't know how much if any this contributed to my desires? Perhaps I just liked the way diapers felt, or the attention of getting changed and wanted more? But that line of reasoning comes close to sounding like "I liked fried chicken as a kid and I never got to eat enough chicken and now as an adult all I want is fried chicken. How could my parents do that to me!?!?" when maybe the answer is really something more like "All my life I've loved fried chicken - couldn't get enough as a kid and still can't" So with that in mind I'm going with the born with it crowd. I used to be really concerned with the why? Why am I this way, why do I want what I want. I spent a lot of time, effort and energy trying to find out why I have the feelings I do. I think that need to know why we are not 'normal' drives a lot of people to draw conclusions not from a preponderance of evidence, but out of a desire to have a handle on the situation. Understanding why can help you chase the guilt monster away - it's almost like a backhanded form of acceptance. "Well yeah this is freaky, but in my case it is understandable because I can explain why I am this way"

Even though I am a bigger kid (My little is 8-12 yrs old) I would use a sippy cup too from time to time and since I am also a messy eater, For real , so I might rock one of those vinyl pocket bibs to help keep my clothes clean.