Notme

And now you can appreciate it that much more because of going through those hardships. Good for you buddy!☺️??❤️?????????❤️

****Gives you a HUG before going to bed ?

Awwwww!??☺️? Thanks buddy!??❤️?*Gives you a big tight hug back and rubs your back!*?❤️?☺️???❤️??Sleep well buddy!??

Thanks guys ❤️ yes it's been a great few days. My wife actually wants to be my daddy lol, but that's ok with me. She's always taken good care of me, but now I get to be little not just a wife ???

@Notme

I am very glad to hear this! I hope you have a wonderful Christmas, and that you were able to spend time with your wife in a meaningful manner, and that she and you are able to deal with any issues that may arise, and that you are able to enjoy yourself with whatever you and her decide to do. Because you have come clean to your wife, and she understands, and is willing to indulge you, now it is time for you to be able to relax and enjoy it and “let it ride“.

I have a really good feeling about this one:  Open communication and honest communication are very important here. Continue to do this, and everything should be OK. Enjoy every moment that you get from this, and just let yourself go. Act as if you were exactly as you want to act, or however old you think you are. Let her do as much for you as she can, and just relax and enjoy it. Sounds like this is something that you have earned, and I am proud and happy for you.

Merry Christmas you your wife and your family! I hope you have an awesome holiday, and that you were able to gain a wonderful experience from this.

Brian

Thank you. Hope you have a good Christmas and holiday as well ?

@Notme

You’re welcome! I think I will have a pretty good holiday! In spite of the things that of happened in the past, I think most of that will be taken care of. My problem is is that I still feel like garbage, and not sure whether I will go home for Christmas or not. If not, I’ll have them come down here. I don’t want to end up overdoing it and hurting myself.

2021 will be extra special for me: this will be the first time since the pandemic started where I will have seen my brother ERIC and his wife and my nephew from Dallas Texas.  I think he came down in 2018, and the reason why he did was because I asked him, and I think he said that he wasn’t going to do it, and then he thought that it would be a good surprise to show up at my house after work. Let me tell you that was one of the things that surprise the hell out of me that Christmas! This will be the second time that all of us will have the ability to get together since that time. I love all my brothers a lot, and I miss them, and this will be a good opportunity for me and my brothers to get together and do things together like we used to. As long as my brothers are here, I should have no problem. I just hope that I am able to clear my medical issues, because all this pain is beginning to bother me. The doctor instructed me that I could take up to 4000 mg of acetaminophen tablets per day if necessary. I was for some reason under the impression that he said that acetaminophen would “ruin my stomach“ but he said instead that aceta medicine would not ruin my stomach, but ibuprofen would if taken at high-dose us, because it would ruin my stomach lining. Thank God I asked him, because taking 4000 mg of acetaminophen didn’t sound smart, but he knows what he is doing. I always ask if I have a question on my meds.

for some reason, I’ve been watching clips of “baby geniuses“ on YouTube. Particularly the ones where the two men are after sly, and he uses the ski bag to knock them down. There’s also another piece of that movie where he reprograms all of the Robots in the store, and the baby says “baby want to hug “maybe want to hug “and he does that four times, and then when he doesn’t get a hug when the bad guys are in front of them, so I start having the baby start throwing left hooks in right crosses.  I watch that in my life for an hour. However, because of the rules of DD and the way they have to be observed, I cannot post that because each of those inns have minors in them, which would be against the rules.

I digress, and I guess sometimes regress:  with all the things that I’ve happened to me, I sometimes look for ways to not worry about things. I find that most times I worry about things that I shouldn’t, and that causes me stress, so I try to find ways to destress. Hopefully when your wife returns, you will be able to do the same thing, and she will help you to get there. For some reason, during that YouTube video, I kept envisioning. The big baby getting even with the bad guys, and when he didn’t get his hug, he kick their ass. Imagine what would happen if your wife came home, and you asked for a hug and you ended up re-creating that scene?  Instead of saying “what no hug that make baby mad“ and punching people out left and right, you could end up pouting, looking cute, stomping your feet, and waiting for her to hug you. I know I’m crazy but today I need some to laugh at, and that type of movie always sets me in the right mood, especially after the guys are walking Around and unable to move very fast, and when the girls ask what happened one of them says so I kicked him in the  “forbidden zone”

I hope you have a wonderful time with your wife, and enjoy your Christmas. I know I will at least because my brother ERIC and his family are here. I am glad that he is here, because without that I probably would not feel like I was going to have too much fun this year, unless I was going to see my brother JAMES at my fathers on Christmas. We will have to see what happens, because we will probably do some interesting things while they are here, and I look forward to that. Anything to get me out of the dumps, and make it worthwhile to feel like myself again.

Brian

LOL!?? are you?? I don't have a Southern accent. I've been told I sound Canadian though. LOL!????

I do!!! I didn't even notice where your location was but in my head you have a southern accent lol. I'm southern so sometimes I have a bit a twang myself but also get told I sound Midwestern by other southerners lol