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  1. Mike has gone down the wrong road in his life and now finds himself being sent to a government run institution as an alternative to prison. Little is known about these institutions except that people who pass through them are never the same again. This is a sissy story that will have diapers involved. I have a few chapters written and if the response is good I will continue it. --- This first part of the story has been posted on my Patreon for one week just like every story update I make. For $5 you can get exclusive early access to everything I write. For $10 you get the early access plus exclusive Patreon only stories. There are other tiers and rewards available and every single supporter is greatly valued and help me to continue writing a new post every four days. A big thank you to: DannyDazzler, Daniel O, Pierre-David G, Vincent, Struggle, Kit, Sith, Daniel, ak, M, Sophie S, Earnest B, Jack O, Joshua M, NunyoBC, Txdiapered, Kim, P74_1986, Chris, Dre, Mike H, Kei, Dorian G, Persi S, Ceneroz, Rob, Darrell, Jack C, S Millard, Cheryl C, Carlota C, Ron M, Tsidt, Britnee L, Trenton M, Geoffrey J, Robert J, Chris, Tim F, Chris B, WillNotWill, Jerry J, Orion F, John, Kevin H, Tom H, Sterling W, Ryan, Jens B, Thomas R S, Matthew S, Pierry L, John D, Nate J, Tomy, Infouneed2know, Daniel W, LuvsSissy, Guilyn, Erik P, Bojack D, Shihouin10, Scott S, Diapering Daddy, Miguel A, James B, A Random Patreon, Ben R, Lin J, Ben F, Kent J. --- Venus Institute By Elfy Chapter One - Arrival “Please Mom, don’t make me go!” Mike cried whilst sitting in the back of the car. Speeding down the highway, the small family car was heading away from home and towards what Mike only know as the “Venus Institute”. Mike didn’t want to go, nobody wanted to go to the “Venus Institute” but then the people that travelled this road rarely did so by choice. “You heard the judge.” Lisa, Mike’s mother, said sadly, “If you want to avoid jail this is what you have to do.” “It’s not fair!” Mike sobbed as he slammed his fists on the seat. “Not fair?” Lisa repeated before adding, with exasperation, “Honey, you were dealing drugs. You knew they changed the laws, you did this to yourself.” The law Lisa referred to had been passed three years beforehand, it was brought in as a response to the overcrowded prisons that were now reaching critical levels. It meant that anyone over the age of eighteen who was convicted of drug and other non-violent offences could face being taken to these new facilities rather than to prison. The facilities very quickly gained a big reputation for being horrible places, to the point where people begged to go to prison instead. “But it was only a small amount of drugs…” Mike sobbed. Mike had always been getting into trouble with the law. As a juvenile he had been in and out of court for all kinds of different things. He had fallen in with a gang and had subsequently gone off the rails. Vandalism, gang violence, criminal damage… It sometimes seemed like if there was a law against it, Mike had broken it. Lisa had tried everything in the book to get her 18-year-old son to straighten up and start getting his life in order. She had got him jobs, let him stay at home rent free and had generally tried everything in her power but she could not stop Mike from ending up in the sort of situation he was now in. She was sad it had come to this, but Mike had made his bed. Lisa had told him he would eventually regret his crimes one day and now it seemed today was that day. Mike had faced a stark choice at the court. Either go to prison for a long time or go to this Facility for “re-programming” as they called it. They adjust behaviour through pretty extreme measures and that was all Mike knew, anything that happened within the rules of these institutions was very secretive. Mike would never survive in prison, since they had become so overcrowded the violence within them had grown almost out of control. Mike had chosen the institution without really knowing the full details. All he had known was that he would be spending significantly less time at the institution than he would have in prison. When Mike had learned about the types of things that happened at these Facilities he had begged to have the sentencing changed but it was no use. He was sent home with an electronic tag that didn’t allow him to leave the house. For a week he waited until a letter arrived that ordered him to appear at the facility that they were now heading towards at a very specific time and date. The Institutions did many things, each one seemed to have a different method of going about their business but there was usually one thing they all had in common. They had an extremely good success rate, few of the people leaving one of these places ever committed another crime. Information about people coming out the other side of these facilities was very sparse, the only thing really known was that people who came out of the other side were usually very changed from the people who had gone in. “Mom, what if… What if we just drive away?” Mike asked desperately, “Just run away.” “Don’t be silly, Mike” Lisa replied shortly, “I have a life here. A job, a family, friends… I’m not going to give it all up.” “You know what happens in those places…” Mike replied as he tried to appeal for mercy. “Mike… I know these places change people.” Lisa said slowly. The institution was appearing in the distance now, a lone building in the middle of a large open field, “But maybe you need it. You have had so many chances to straighten up but you wasted them all. Am I happy you are going to this place? Of course not. But you do deserve punishment, and you do need to reform your behaviour.” Mike fell silent except for his sobs. He thought about his friends back at home, the ones he had grown up with, the ones who started ignoring him as soon as he had been sentenced. When Mike had asked why they had started ignoring him he was simply told that they saw no point in talking to him since he would never be the same after his sentence was finished. Nothing had driven home how scary and life changing this was going to be like the people he knew telling him there was no point talking to him. Shivering at the memory and out of fear of what was to happen next, Mike watched as the building in the distance started to grow larger in the window. Mike could see that the building was surrounded by a large chain link fence with barbed wire on top of it. Every now and then there was a large tower with a searchlight and armed guard. It looked very imposing, and it was clearly built to be inescapable. A checkpoint loomed nearby. There was a small hut with a barrier down across the road next to it and a guard standing in front. Like the guards in the towers, this guard was armed and he was staring down the road to where Lisa and Mike were now driving. As the car approached the barrier, the guard stepped over to the hut and indicated for Lisa to stop the car. Lisa slowed down and taking a deep breath, she stopped in front of the barrier and rolled down the window. “You got reason to be here, ma’am?” The guard asked with a thick southern accent. Mike looked at the guard in awe and terror. Every muscle in his body wanted to leap out of the car and run away but he knew it was too late. He was in the belly of the beast. “I’m dropping off my son.” Lisa said with a trembling voice, “Michael Jones? He was sen-” “Admission papers.” The guard grunted. Mike saw his mom start rooting around in her handbag. His eyes were transfixed by the look of this guard. He was tall and muscular with a face that looked so hard that it looked like if you threw a rock at it, the rock would break. “Yes… Right here.” Lisa said as she handed over the papers. The guard glanced them over before turning to Mike and smiling. Mike watched him with nervous fascination from the backseat, he had no idea if that was a good smile or a bad one so he just stared back. “Right on through to the car park, ma’am.” The guard said as he stepped back and pressed a button that raised the barrier. The car slowly trundled down the long driveway towards the main compound. Mike knew there was no turning back now, the gates behind them closed as they were directed to the main reception building. “Mom, I’m scared…” Mike said quietly as his eyes watered. “I know.” Lisa replied, “You’ll be OK. I love you and will be there for you no matter what.” If his mom’s statement was designed to make Mike feel better it wasn’t working. He looked at the foreboding concrete building in front of him and wished more than anything that he could just turn around. The car pulled into a parking space and Mike watched his mom take a deep breath before stepping out. A minute later, when Mike had composed himself, he also stepped out of the vehicle and into the sunlight. Despite the warm summer sun high in the sky the air felt cold, maybe it was just Mike’s imagination but it seemed like even nature was afraid to come by this place. Mike could feel his knees trembling as he walked towards the reception area. His mom was beside him but Mike didn’t know if that was just to keep him walking forwards, he certainly didn’t feel any comfort from her presence. There was another guard on the door, this one was female but still looked like she could kill Mike without breaking a sweat. “Only the prisoner passes through here.” The female guard said. Mike looked up at his mother with big fearful eyes. Despite being an adult he felt like a small toddler as his mom hugged him tightly and told him it would all be alright. When she released him, Mike watched his mom slowly walk back to the car, from the way she wiped her face it was obvious she was crying. “Mom…” Mike quietly whispered as she retreated. “Michael Jones?” A young woman’s voice caused Mike to turn back to look at the front door. A woman with shoulder length blonde hair was stood at the entrance and looking at Mike with a stern face. She was wearing a white coat and dark skirt, she looked like someone pretty important in this place. Mike saw her leafing through her clipboard, no doubt she was looking at his details. “Y-Yes, Ma’am.” Mike replied. He threw one last look to his mother who was now pulling out of the car park. He was completely alone in this institution. “Follow me.” The woman said sharply as she turned and walked back inside the building, “Try and do anything stupid and your time here will be doubled.” Mike wouldn’t have dared trying to escape or fight now. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to get away or resist, but with so many guards and such imposing walls it seemed like escape would be impossible. He wanted to spend the least amount of time here that he could and if that went complying with whatever they did then so be it. Maybe it wouldn’t be as bad as everyone said. Mike walked forward with his small suitcase of things. One of the guards at the entrance stopped him from entering. He was huge and he looked down at Mike with barely hidden contempt. “Leave the bag.” The guard sneered, “You won’t be needing it.” Mike found this rather ominous but he did as he was asked. He let go of the handle and, with a deep and shaky breath, he walked inside the mysterious facility. He turned to see if someone would be taking his bag somewhere but no one was touching it for the moment. The lobby looked brand new. Its walls and floor were immaculately white and the leather seats looked very comfortable in the waiting area. Against the wall to the left of the exit was a black marble reception desk with an older woman behind it. The receptionist had greying hair that was tied up in a bun and she looked a bit heavier than the woman that Mike was following. Behind the woman, on the wall, was a large clock. It all looked so clean and all the corners were so sharp, Mike’s hairs stood on end has he was hit by a huge sense of Orwellian horror. “One for intake, Janice.” The young woman said to the receptionist. “Got another one?” Janice replied with a voice much higher pitched than Mike had been expecting, “We’re filling up quickly, Diana.” “Business is good.” Diana replied as she filled out some of the forms on her clipboard. She gently hummed a tune in a carefree manner, “How are the kids?” “They’re great!” Janice replied with a wide smile, “Little Timmy just got the lead in the school play.” “Oh that’s wonderful.” Janice replied as she ticked the relevant boxes, “You’ve got a little thespian on your hands.” Mike was standing beside the two women and was shocked that they were talking in such a way. It seemed almost unimaginable that normal life would be continuing outside of this institution. As Mike’s life hinged on whatever happened deep inside this building these two women were chatting just like old friends. “Michael, I’m going to need you to sign these forms.” Diana slid what looked like a small booklet of forms across the reception desk without looking at Mike. Mike stepped forward, his footsteps bouncing off the thick walls, and took the pen on offer. He looked at the paper in front of him with print so small he would need a magnifying glass to read it properly. “What… What is all this?” Mike asked as he looked at both the women in front of him. Neither seemed inclined to look back, a fact that was making Mike feel increasingly uncomfortable. It was like there was a big secret that no one was letting him in on. “Rules, regulations and waivers.” Diana replied as she filled out other forms. “Shouldn’t I read all this before signing it?” Mike asked hesitantly as he flipped through the pages, “Maybe have a lawyer read it?” “Listen, kid.” Diana said as she sighed in exasperation and turned to look at Mike, “You don’t have to sign it.” “Alright then.” Mike put the pen down. He didn’t appreciate being called “kid” and he certainly wasn’t signing anything for these people. Mike watched Janice look at Diana with a quizzical look on her face. “But if you don’t…” Diana continued, “We will stick you on the next van to the state penitentiary.”
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  2. 27 male looking for a adult baby I can adore if you want me as a daddy let me know with a message about yourself I will be waiting and seeing if that one is here
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  3. After the cold outside, the kitchen felt almost warm. Magda stood just inside the big door on an old rag rug, shivering and reeking of pee. Gertrude wrapped Josef’s huge coat- warm from her body head- around Magda’s shoulders. Under all those layers of dirty rags, Gertrude could feel her sharp shoulder bones. This time, Magda didn’t protest. Gertrude fired up the old wooden stove in the corner. The family had a new gas stove, but they still used the old wood stove for heat. Magda’s eyes were huge as she looked around the room she once knew well. She huddled by the coat rack, as if waiting for Nazi soldiers to rush out and arrest her. She looked so small and terrified. It was the same haunted look Heidi had had on her face when Gertrude had left her for the last time. Gertrude’s heart twisted. “I’ll be right back. I’m going to get you some clean clothes. Hide in here if you hear anyone.” She motioned to a pantry door just past the long line of family coats. The pantry was supposed to store canned goods and other foods, but it was mostly full of old junk. Generations of pack rats ran in her family. Magda nodded, shuffling closer to the pantry door. Gertrude left and took the lantern with her; Magda was left in darkness, with only the moonlight coming in the window to see by. The crackling fire in the wood stove filled the kitchen with waves of warmth. Upstairs, Gertrude took off her wet diaper. After the soggy warmth of the thick, wet cloth, her privates were extra sensitive to the cold draft in the bedroom. For a moment, she was tempted to put a dry one on. She moved more freely without the bulky diaper. It made her appreciate being potty trained. She put on a pair of dirty panties; she had no time to clean up her pee-damp privates. Helping Magda was her priority. Out in the barn, that had been very clear. Here in the house, so close to her slumbering kin, she wasn’t so confident. Was this really the right thing to do? It’d be so easy to go wake Josef, her father or one of her uncles. Let them handle this. Betray Magda like she did Heidi. Well, she hadn’t actually betrayed her, but leaving her behind at the sanatorium felt like a betrayal. Gertrude returned to the kitchen with her old Bund Deutscher Madel, or League of German Girls, camping knapsack stuffed with Heidi’s winter clothes, diapers, and rubber panties. She held a fresh change of clothes, some towels, and a bar of lye soap. She set everything down on the kitchen table. “I’m back.” She whispered to the empty room. Magda was nowhere in sight.
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  4. I rode to work today and got 2 days in last week. I ride every day during the winter if it’s in the high 30’s or warmer. Fortunately Kansas City is sorta on the cusp between the cold snowy north and the temperate south. Hugs, Freta
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  5. Why would I want to muffle that lovely crinkle when Sara walks by!!!
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  6. I'm far from the usual. I always knew my gender was wrong and I've always been attracted to diapers, though it all worked out strangely. Other than in thought I'd explored nothing till my mid teens when I found arousal and comfort (physical and emotional) in wearing panties. I also discovered that while my 'boy' undies were always damp (or worse) from my life-long bladder leakage, when in panties I had nary a dribble, so in my late teens panties became my daily wear and the arousal disappeared. Through to my mid 30's I did some further crossdressing occasionally, and acquired a drinking and drug problem. When I went to bed really drunk there were good odds that I'd wake up to a soaked bed so I experimented (badly) with home-made diapers as that was all I had access to. Late 30's my Trans feelings came to the fore-front and by then I'd quit the drugs but not the drinking. I wound up Transitioning and living full-time for two years except for at work where a male personna was necessary. Diapers were the furthest thing from my mind. Then clinical depression almost killed me. For other unrelated reasons it became clear that I couldn't sustain my transitioned life so it slowly faded away save for my underdressing. I also stopped drinking. Late 40's my bladder control became worse and I started wearing pads in my panties but in time that wasn't enough, so I wound up wearing diapers. At first there was some arousal but that quickly died and was replaced by as deep a self-satisfaction as I'd found in Transitioning, though not as a replacement for it. And that's where I am today, still deeply wanting to get back to life as a woman but unable to, and completely happy to wear only diapers. On thinking it all through, I believe that my dryness in panties came about as part of my 'girl side' not wanting to 'dirty' myself or my clothes; sort of me becoming a 'big girl'. Their thinness also meant that I had to gain bladder control as one spurt was more than they could absorb. Now that I'm much older I can accept that diapers do not detract from being a woman in any way so there's no bad in my wearing them. Diapers are both a physical and emotional need which I would not change even if I could, and even if me returning to a transitioned life became possible again. Both are part of who I am Bettypooh
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  7. Bummer! Soon the snowmobiling will come to an end.
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  8. I was very saddened to read about the death, but that just makes the story more intriguing. Please do continue with this.
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  9. N'aww thats sweet of you to seek out a way to be a better caregiver. Im sorry nobody came forward for you
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  10. Lilly groggily opened her eyes. The room was dark and she could see she was in her nice warm bed. For a moment, everything from the last two days seemed like a dream. I mean, someone calling themselves Simon and forcing her to be a baby? How strange is that? Only in one of her strange fantasies. She wondered what time it was, her phone normally woke her up at 7, did she really wake up before it? ‘Ow well, might as well roll over and go back to sleep until it goes off.’ Lily thought as she rolled over in her bed to find a comfy spot. that's when she felt the diaper and It felt like it was very full. Nothing new for her. Lily has been into diapers for a long time and has gotten used to them being wet and messy. She decided to give her diaper butt a nice quick pat. Lily giggled slightly, enjoying the feeling. But a thought popped into her head. When did she put on mittens? she never slept with mittens on. Lily raised one hand out of the blanket and looked at her hand. “Whap the heck? fhese arnph mine.” Lily said with the pacifier still in her mouth as she saw that the Mittens were different than the ones she owned. Then she noticed the lock. Lily immediately shot up in bed and looked at both of her hands. They both had mittens with locks on them! Not only that, she was in a frilly blue nighty and noticed the pink and ruffled pair of plastic pants covering her diaper! How! WHY! She looked over and saw the clothes she was wearing yesterday were neatly folded. Lily tried her hardest to remember what happened, last night she ate the baby food, drank the milk, and went to her couch to watch some tv when she must have fallen asleep. But how did she end up like this! Suddenly a loud alarm from her phone when off. It was coming from the living room. She jumped out of bed and waddled her way into the living room where she saw her phone on her couch. Sitting on the couch next to it was a very big remote she didn't have before with a sticky note on it saying “turn on the tv and press play love Simon” Lily's eyes shot open and the pacifier in her mouth dropped to the floor. She realized, Simon had been in her house!!!!! She picked up the remote with her padded hands and, using the very big buttons, turned on the TV and pressed play. On her tv was a blue screen. Then text began to show up. Simon: *Hi baby how did my little princess sleep * “H-how?” Lily choked out Simon: *now, this is only a recording but I can guess you found out your hands and dipee are locked up.* Diaper locked up? Lily then turned around and saw another lock on the back of her pink plastic pants! “HE'S BEEN IN MY HOUSE!” Lily screamed. Simon: *now, I can guess your wondering how I did it. Well, that's going to be one of my little secrets for now now then, I should tell you, this is your punishment for not eating your food when I told you.* Shit, that did come back to bite her in the ass... Simon: *Now then all you have to do is be a good girl for Simon, two Simon says and I'll let you out of your mittens. let's start, shall we? Simon says to drink two bottles of milk I left you.* That's when the video ended and Lily went to the fridge. With a little bit of force, she was able to open it even with the mittens on. Inside were two bottles of milk already made for her. A sticky note on one of them. “They won't make you sleepy this time ;)” it said. Lily was beyond terrified at this point. Why was he doing this? HOW was he doing this! Part of her wanted to say no to drinking the bottle, to defy Simon again. But then a thought crept through her mind. What if he was watching her? If this was the punishment for defying him once and he can get in the house, what will he do next! Deciding to not risk it, Lily grabbed the bottle with both hands and began to drink it. She was stressed, her mind racing trying to find the answer. But Standing there in her diaper, drinking a bottle like a baby would, was also a little calming to her. For a moment, her inner baby came out and just focused on the bottle. Everything else could wait. Lily soon finished the first bottle and was starting the second one when she decided to look around the house. If Simon really did come into her house, she hoped maybe she could find some clues. Over the next 2 hour, Lily searched her entire house as best she could with the mittens on. But she got nowhere and even made a mess in a few parts of her house. What else could he have done in her house? She couldn't find anything out of place. The obvious spots to put hidden cameras she could think of didn't have them. Speaking of mess, hers was starting to feel a little uncomfortable. She sat down on her couch to relax a moment and think. What was she going to do? But before she could think of anything, her phone sitting beside her beeped and flashed a new message on the lock screen. It disappeared in a few seconds but Lily was able to read exactly what it said. Simon: *Simon says make cummy in your dipee and Simon will lit you out. :* <3 * Lily just sat there, her mouth open as she repeated what Simon said to her in her mind. Part of her wanted to scream. How were they watching her? They had to be somehow. It was the only way they could possibly have known so much, not to mention they were in her house. They had undressed her. This was the point where she should have swallowed her pride and called the police. And yet. Part of her was enjoying the thrill. She hated it, hated that she enjoyed it. But this was the kind of thing she had read stories about online for years, the kind of thing she had masturbated to as a teenager, one of her darkest fantasies. She should just end it yet now...or at least after she cums? Lily bit her lower lip as she tried to make a decision. end it now and loos some pried, or be forced to cum in her messy diaper for someone watching her. slowly, Lily pawed at the front of her diaper, she did this for 2 minutes but the sensation was too muted. She glanced around as if she had a visible audience, then got up straddled the arm of her couch. She clenched her eyes shut, then pressed her full diaper into it. There was an audible squelch as the mess pressed against her nethers. slowly she began to grind her padded crotch on the couch, starting to feel the rubbing motion on her vagina. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head and her mouth hung agape. she thrust faster and faster against the arm. She gripped at it with her useless hands to try to get a better purchase, and before she could even begin to think about what she looked like her body was rocked by a more powerful orgasm than she had ever had before! exhausted, she collapsed on the couch panting heavily. Lily’s heart was pounding. She couldn't believe she just did that! But not long after she finished, she heard the soft clicks from the mittens. Lily looked at the locks and saw they really did come undone! She immediately pulled off the mittens as fast as she could, fearing Simon might just lock them again and say ‘Yep I unlocked them, but then I locked them again. But I did keep my word :P’ Or something like that. With the mittens now off and full use of her hands again, Lily reached for the diaper cover to finally pull it off and get clean! But, the panties didn't budge. She turned to see the lock still locked. Lily: *Simon! What gives! You said you would take off the locks!* Simon: *Lol Baby girl, I only said I would take off the mittens. Not your panties * Lily: *that's not fair! Unlock them! Simon: *why should I? Cumming in your dipee isn't that bad. You should still be able to use it.” Simon: *or did you already use your diaper? Lily stood there for a moment. Unsure if she should reply or not. He was more likely to let her out if he knew then force her to wait until the diaper was too full. Lily: *yes, my diaper has poop in it…* Simon: *so my baby girl wants a change?* Lily grit her teeth. Lily: *yes I want a change! Simon: *hmmm I don't know…* Lily: *Please can I have a change?* Simon *how about asking me nicely. Ask me out loud in the cutest little girl way you can. Then maybe I'll let you out. Lily just took a deep breath in and let it out. She did really want a change…. So lily crossed her arms over her chest, a pouty lip and sad puppy dog eyes and asked the air. “Pwees Simon, can I pwees get a change? It's stinky and messy and nasty. I pwamice I'll be a good girl.” Lily said in the most cutesy and babyish way she could. There was a long silence. Lily didn't know what to do but just stand there. Then she got the text. Simon: *aww how cute ^.^ but sorry baby, no change right now. Maby in a few hours if your good * __________ Simon then muted the screens as they watched the Baby scream and throw a tantrum. “That's it, baby, let it all out. You'll get your change, just not at home. That just wouldn't be fun.” Simon said with a smile. They were very turned on after watching that little show.
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  11. It could be a sign you are starting to have issues that may in time lead to incontinence, I had a similar issue three years ago I started to have damp underware and small surges several minutes or after going pee. I started to wear real fit for men to keep my pants dry after noticing wet spots on my pants. Depends Realfit for men looks as close to normal underwear as pullups can you should be able to notice if you drible more or less then you think you are, they worked great for me for a few months untill my OAB started to really kick in and I was forced to switch to thicker pullups and then finaly into tapped diapers. Talking to your doctor is always a good idea, wearing and using a diaper even when just at home can help you along the path to slight bladder issues to full incontinence. as you said your dream may becoming true talk to your doctor before your dream does come true and its a nightmare Incontinence is not fun or cheap to deal with.
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  12. “I’m disappointed that you got throw out of the school, thankfully I managed to find a school willing to take you but it wasn’t easy.” Sarah smiled “Ok rules now Rules for BABY You will be treated like a 2 year old for the next 6 months, there will be some rules for you. 1...you are wearing diapers, the toilet is off limits. You will use your diaper fully and either me or an approved adult will change you. 2...you will call me mommy at all times 3...I will pick out your clothes and dress you every day 4...mommy will be bathing you every day 5...mommy will be feeding you 6...You will be put down for a nap once times a day, a nap time will last 1 hours 7....Bedtime is 7pm, you’ll be fed,bathed, diapered and in the crib by 7pm Sharp 8...You will have 2 bottles a day 9...If you don’t fill your diaper like a baby then mommy has ways to help 10...Bad behaviour will not be tolerated, any naughtiness and you can expect to go over my lap or into bed early 11...All your tv will be suitable for a baby 12....At school you will be fed your bottles and dinner by the school nurse 13...You will report the the nurse at dinner time for food and diaper change, if you don’t then the nurse will come and find you, give you a bare bottom spanking and then she will feed you and change you right there. 14...Any spankings at school will be repeated at home. are we clear!”
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  13. Diaper cover for extra protection and to silence disposables... doubles as a swim diaper
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  14. Part 3 Once home Jimmy changed out of his school clothes and slipped into something he found far more comfortable; a diaper, which wasn’t as thick as the ones he wore at night, and one of the many covers he’d made for himself and Mr Chips. Often his mama would find him bent over the sewing machine creating some new item (he was currently creating a short denim coverall he’d seen a boy wearing in a TV program) dressed in a thin t-shirt and diaper with its colourful cover. He used all manner of fabrics and patterns but would try them on his teddy before he made a larger pair for himself. Both he and Mr Chips had a closet full of fantastic, recently made colourful outfits. Mary loved the intense focus on her boy’s face as he carefully aligned the material with the needle, the bulge under his delightfully padded cover (on this occasion displaying a cartoon lion’s face embroidered on the front and a tail on the back) was all very childish and juvenile, much like her boy. Once he realised she was there he would instantly stop, a broad smile relieving the look of concentration and rush over for a cuddle, as if he hadn’t seen her for a long time, reassured she was now home and near. For her part Mary was always ready with a hug, she knew how much snuggling meant to her son and who could have denied such a sweetly dressed, grown up toddler any form of love and attention. She’d hug and pat his diapered bottom, kiss his head and ask him what new project he had under way. Jimmy was always keen to share each creation with his mama and he would enthusiastically draw her into the piles of partly made items that hung or lay around the room and explain what he was hoping to do… and whisper who it was for. Mary would regularly arrive home with fabric she had seen in a store, online or samples she simply thought would be something he might enjoy. She loved the way his eyes lit up when he received these unexpected bundles. No matter what design the material possessed Jimmy could conjure up something quite unexpected and brilliant. With it mainly just being him and his mama he wore things around the house that he would never wear outside. He loved his padding so that was always the first thing to change into, after that, all manner of shorts or stretchy items, covers and added protection were paraded for his mama’s comments. She was never dismissive of any of his creations and even when his brother or sister visited, they were equally in awe, even if it was a pretty childish design or pattern. There was something about Jimmy’s innocence and infantile wonder that made him special in so many ways - it was refreshing to have a boy so comfortable in himself that he didn’t feel he had to compete, or even be like his peers. * To Mary her son had stopped growing up from the age of seven after his eldest brother died. Despite physically growing he happily stayed a child. For whatever reason Jimmy had decided on this course of action, either deliberately of psychosomatically, she loved every moment they spent together. The feeling was mutual, he made no secret of his love for his mama and was never happier than when they snuggled down together in front of the TV, he in his latest creation covering his thick protection and she with her arm embracing her little treasure. Sometimes she wondered what would happen to her boy. Would he find life so much more difficult than anyone else? Would he be able to cope should anything happen to her? He was undoubtedly one in a million but she was of the opinion, as she cuddled her well-padded son, that many parents would give their eye-teeth to have someone who offered such constant entertainment and unconditional love. She loved her boy and he loved her. ******
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  15. I still really like this story. It seems like you are adding to it more as you are reposting it. Seems to be more in depth. I am looking forward to reading the rest again.
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  16. Sorry LG. That was something I found in wandering. I saw it in US patent files somewhere. But I don't know where. Meanwhile, I have a catheter in now. Cheap Attends feel wet after 45 min...
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  17. I suffer from pretty severe depression and anxiety. I 100% believe that I would not be here today without the help of medication that helps be stay close to "normal" on good days, and just off the ledge on bad days. My "little" side definitely helps me manage depression by allowing me to cuddle up in bed in a thick diaper and imagine that I'm just a scared little boy who's being protected and will be okay! On a related note, for those dark days we have to adepression sub-forum where you can find support or just vent when you need to: https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/forum/124-restlessfoxs-depression-discussion/
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  18. Most of what my boyfriend has done to overcome his shy bladder is repeated exposure to the situations that are difficult for him to pee in; it was especially difficult to pee around coworkers at work and out in public. He would get to the point where he was relaxing to pee, but right before he was able to go, he'd clench up and not be able to go anymore. He went through that enough times, over and over again, that eventually, he was finally able to relax and be able to go without clenching. Once it happened the first time, it started happening more and more. Over time, it became much easier to pee around coworkers or in public, though he still has occasional difficulties. He has also dabbled with using alarms, which he stated helped a lot with understanding how things work and feel down there. Every time his alarm went off, he would pee and drink fluids. Just being conscious about peeing regularly made it easier for him to stay relaxed from one wetting to the next and the extra fluid intake meant extra practice (and soggier diapers of course). He doesn't always use the alarms but he's been keeping up on the increased fluids as it's helping him remember how to stay relaxed. He adds that he tries to keep up on training since he's noticed when he's stopped, he feels like he had taken a few steps back in progress. Another aspect that was hard for him, and can still be a challenge, is wetting while laying down. He was able to do that for the first time only after being in diapers 24/7 for a year. What it really took for him to pee while laying down was to just lay there until it happened, and then keep practicing it regularly. At first, he would lay for up to an hour and still not be able to go. He would get frustrated and bare down to make himself pee, which would work but it wasn't really helping with the relaxing. After multiple attempts spanning over a few months, he was finally able to stay relaxed and pee without baring down. This position is still hard for him, especially since he isn't able to practice it as much; he rarely wets at night and after waking up, is out of bed before he needs to go. He's happy he can actually relax and pee while laying down, which is a big step away from where he was, but still feels like there's progress to be made. I have been going for dual incontinence and I'm pretty much messy every day. My bowel habits haven't really changed; I'm always having a bowel movement in the morning after I wake up. There's been a couple of occasions where I will have a second mess, but that's usually in the evenings and after I have came home from work. How it usually happens is, while in bed, I start to feel pressure build but it's not enough to mess while laying down. I'm relaxed all the time so once I stand up, gravity takes over, pressure builds, and my body pushes the mess out right away. I'm always surprised with how much the body takes over and pushes out the mess. More recently though, I've found that it's taking less pressure to produce a bowel movement, which has resulted in a few messy diapers while still in bed. Just this morning, I woke up a few hours before I was going to actually roll out of bed with the urge to mess. I stayed relaxed, thinking the urge will pass since gravity wasn't able to help pull it out. That wasn't the case, as soon as I thought that, I felt my stomach cramp and the mess start to fill my diaper. On an unrelated potty note, I had another episodes of dribbles while getting out of the shower! This is the second time this has happened. Hopefully this becomes more of a regular occurrence. I'll be keeping an extra towel handy around the shower now. I also had an episode of urge incontinence while laughing. My boyfriend and I were browsing through funny stuff on reddit when we got to a particularly funny post. I laughed so hard I started gushing pee with each laugh. It then turned into a steady stream until my bladder emptied. Unfortunately, I didn't think to save the post. It would have been interesting to see if it made anyone else pee their pants .
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  19. Thanks for the replies, everyone. To be clear, I do not feel like any of us NEED an explanation for why we are the way we are. Self acceptance is very important and it doesn't need to be accompanied by any elaborate explanation. I was just intrigued to find out that, in my case specifically, there is a clear explanation for my fetish.
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  20. Here is the next chapter. I hope you guys like it. Once more if any of you have any critiques for me than just let me know. Also if there are any elements that any of you want added in then let me know. Thanks to Skylove27 for the request. I added your recommendation at the end. I will also add that into the next chapter as well. Enjoy! Chapter 5 “So you want me to shave my legs?” Todd asked “No, No, No Todd. I want you to remove all your hair not just your legs. Also we are going to use special chemical to do it. That way we don’t have to wax your body,” Dr. Solomons said matter of factly. “What does this chemical do?” “This chemical goes down and kills the pore. The nickname for this chemical is called hair nuke. This is not permanent and the hair will grow back with time. So would you rather have the hair nuke or have a painful body wax? Keep in mind that if you refuse you will be sent home and be humiliated. Your choice,” she said malevolently. Todd had always had a lot of body hair and he knew how painful a body wax would be. He supposed that it wouldn’t look to bad to have a nice clean hairless body for once and the hair would grow back. “I’ll take the hair nuke,” he said with trepidation. “Well Todd just follow me and Katie” Dr. Solomons walked to the east wing of the main hall opposite the west wing where the nursery was located. As Todd was following he noticed that his wet diaper was starting to sag a bit. While he noticed it was still fitted somewhat tight to his body along the waist it was slightly drooping near his crotch. There was also a faint squishing sound as he was walking. As they walked down the east wing Todd noticed a long row of closed oak doors. All of them had different name plates. The name plates on the doors included “storage room”, “supplies room”, “play room”, “reprogramming room”, “remodeling room” until the finally came to the “surgery room”. Todd also noticed As they entered the room there was a long, beiger colored board with different boards for the arms and legs that could be swiveled around the main board. There were also restraints and other different shaped padded blocks on the floor that could fit on top of the board. “Please lie down on the board please Todd,” Dr. Solomons instructed Todd. Todd shuffled over to the board hopped on to it with his diapered butt (which made an audible wet squishing sound as he landed on his diaper). “We are going to have to restrain you for this procedure”. “Wait! Why do I have to be restrained? I thought this was a harmless, painless procedure,” Todd asked while lifting his arms so he couldn’t be restrained. “It’s merely a precaution. Sometimes people have been known to move around and this can get in their eyes or mouth. When the subject is restrained mishaps like that do not occur. Besides is that or a full body wax and I mean full body including the very sensitive areas,” she said emphasizing the last bit. “Fine. I’ve come this far already, how could this be any worse,” he said reluctantly. He lowered his arms and legs onto the arm and leg boards as Katie and Dr. Solomons restrained him by his ankles and wrists. Katie then expertly removed his diaper. As she took it off there was an overpowering odor of dried urine. Todd did not realize how much the diaper prevented the smell from getting out. “Katie before we start he is going to need to be cleaned thoroughly.” Katie went into a different room and then brought back some soapy water with clothes and a sponge. She dipped the sponge in the water and ringed out the excess water. She then started rubbing down his entire body with the sponge. She started rubbing his shoulders , this arms, she spent a little extra time rubbing down his arm pits. She continued rubbing his chest and then his lower abdomen. When she got here Todd noticed that once again he started getting excited. “Does my baby like that? Does he like it that he’s powerless and that women are now in control of his life? Does he like that all of the girls laugh at him and know that he pees his diaper like a baby”, Katie mocked. Todd did not know why but when she talked like that it got him more excited. He was frustrated with himself however, that his body and mind were betraying him like that. She then completely wiped down his entire pubic area. She then started wiping down his penis; when she did this she did it slow and lightly tapped the tip of his penis a few times. Every time she did this Todd noticed his penis jerked with excitement. He was so excited and horny and he knew she was teasing him. He was very disappointed and sexually frustrated when she then moved and finished wiping down his legs and feet. Katie then undid his restraints and she told him to get on his stomach so she could do his back. Todd realized that he couldn’t because he was fully erect at this point. He then noticed that there was a hole in the board and he noticed it was so he could lay down and his stomach and his penis could then fit through the board. Katie then wiped down his back butt and legs. She then produced a hose and stuck it in his butt. “Wait what is that for?” he cried. “How else am I supposed to clean out your butt?” she asked like this was the most obvious thing in the world. She then turned on the hose and his entire butt crack was full of soapy water (even a little bit of soapy water got inside his butt he noticed). After all of this Todd noticed that he smelt great. That overpowering urine stench was gone and he noticed that he smelt and felt cleaner than ever. Katie and Dr. Solomons put Todd back on his back and refastened the restraints. Next he noticed worriedly that they put on full, thick body suits which covered their entire bodies. “Why do they need so much protection if this stuff is harmless” he thought. He saw them come out with a bucket full of a bright pink chemical. He noticed that they took out the clothes that Katie had previously brought in and they soaked the clothes in the hair nuke and started wiping down his body. They scrubbed every inch of his body from the neck down and his body was soaked in it. When they got to his growing they produced a cap for the tip of his penis so the chemical would not get inside. They scrubbed around his penis and his inner thighs. They then scrubbed underneath his balls then the rest of his legs. Once again they undid the restraints so they could then do his back. Before they started, they produced a butt plug so that they could plug his anus from allowing any chemical to get in. “You are going to remove the hair from my butt too” he demanded. “Do babies have butt hair?” Dr. Solomons asked, “That’s right they don’t. So yes we are.” They once again scrubbed down his entire back and then poured the hair nuke into his butt. They then wiped down the rest of his legs. Once again the flipped Todd onto his back and restrained him, this time however they put a neck restraint on him so that he couldn’t move his neck. Katie then produced a pacifier but it was adult sized and he noticed there was an adhesive around the edges of it. “Why are you pulling out a pacifier?” “This is so we can put the hair bomb on your face without getting any in your mouth. Babies don’t have facial hair so we should take that off as well.” Dr. Solomons said with a twisted smile. “Absolutely not!” Todd then closed his mouth so they could not put the pacifier in his mouth. Katie rolled her eyes then pinched Todd’s nose closed. In 20 seconds he opened his mouthing gasping for air. Katie then put the pacifier in his mouth and applied the adhesive on the edges of the pacifier around his lips. “That is super might glue so that you will not be able to spit it out. This hair nuke is dangerous and if it gets inside of you it could be fatal,” Katie informed him. They then put a nose guard in his nose. The nose guard produced a slight cone around his nose so no liquid could get in his nose from the sides but air could get in from above. Katie and Dr. Solomons then applied the hair nuke around his nostrils, mouth and chin and neck. “Todd, I have a question for you, I’ve noticed that your hair seems to be thinning on the top of your head a little. Since you have been such a good baby boy for this procedure how would you like me to apply an experimental hair growth formula? It will help with hair growth and revitalize your scalp,” Dr. Solomons asked. Todd had noticed that his hair was thinning and thought that if there was any consolation that at least he could get a full head of hair. Todd nodded in acceptance. Dr. Solomons then produced a bucket full of a purple liquid then applied it to his head and scrubbed it into his hair. “Todd you may have noticed now that you are covered from head to toe that it feels like nothing is happening. That’s because nothing is happening. A current has to be applied in order for these chemicals to begin working. When the chemicals do work, these chemicals will produce an extreme tingling sensation, one may say even a euphoric sensation. I will leave you for an hour. Enjoy.” Dr. Solomons said slightly annoyed. With everything that Dr. Solomons had in store for Todd this was her least favorite part. The sensations felt during this procedure were extremely pleasurable and arousing even orgasmic. She hated that people like Todd would get to experience this. However, she knew in the long run that this would be worth it in the end. The humiliation she had in store for him would easily makeup for this. She then produced a wire an applied the current to his chemical soaked body. The current immediately activated the chemicals. When the chemicals were activated, Todd almost passed out from the pleasure. From head to toe his entire body was writhing with pleasure. It was like a full body orgasm. However the sensation did not end it kept going. He began thrashing from the pleasure and his mind was on overload. It was like every neuron in his body was firing at the same time. Todd arched his back in the air and was flexing his arms. His head was shaking back and forth. This almost felt like he was transcending and entering a constant state of bliss. Todd started thrashing back and forth so much that he soon passed out from exhaustion. When Todd passed out he had the best dream of his life. He could still feel the pleasure in this dream but he dreamt that all of his wildest fantasies were coming true. He dreamt that he accumulated wealth; all the women on earth wanted him, that he was the most powerful man on earth. He dreamt he was invincible and all knowing. When you feel this much pleasure it turns out you start having a delusions of grandeur. After an hour the current turned off and Todd finally woke up. He looked around completely exhausted but with the biggest smile on his face. Every muscle in his body was completely exhausted. He then looked up and saw Dr. Solomons and Katie looking at him. “Congratulations Todd. The procedure was a success. We will now wipe you down.” Dr. Solomons explained. The produced a bunch of towels and wiped down every inch of his body from head to toe. Todd noticed that when they wiped him down that the liquid came off but all of his body hair as well. He could see that even the pores had come out. They removed the cap from his penis and the nose guard. When they released the restrains they then went to his butt and pulled out the plug. The plug made a soft popping noise when it came out much to Todd’s embarrassment. They dried his hair and then pulled out a mirror. Todd would have yelled in fear if it wasn’t for the pacifier still in his mouth. He then started sucking on the pacifier extra quickly from him almost hyperventilating. Todd couldn’t believe it! His short neatly kept brown hair was not blond and shoulder length. What had happened? Katie had pointed to a full size mirror and Todd jumped up and ran t it. He was completely hairless. There was not a single hair on his entire body and it looked like no hair had ever existed in the first place. His pubic area was completely hairless and he thought that his body looked like a prepubescent child. His face was completely smooth as well. His face looked 5 years younger without his 5 oclock shadow that he normally had because of his dark hair. “As you can see the procedure was a success!” Dr. Solomons said very aware of Todd’s panic, taking pleasure in what he must be feeling right now. “Success” he thought. “I have no hair and my hair looks like a girls”. He began to wonder how girls managed having hair of this length. It kept getting in the way of his eyes. He sucked his pacifier in frustration. As he realized he couldn’t talk he started getting more angry and he could feel his blood pressure rising. At this moment he realized that he was still weak from before. His legs buckled from underneath him and he fell to the ground. Katie and Dr. Solomons lifted him to the padded board. “Well Katie, we have a problem. Todd’s hair is going to start getting in the way. We are going to have to do something about it,” “I agree” Katie grinned. Katie took out a pink brush and started brushing his hair. All the knots were worked out and then she pulled out 2 ponytails and made 2 pig tails in his hair. Todd was so weak that he could not even fight back all he could do is suck on his pacifier in defiance. “Dr. Solomons, do you think that I could practise my makeup skills. I have a little sister who is about to turn 10 and I would like to practise on Todd so I can do a better job with her”. “Katie that sounds like an excellent idea”. Katie took out her makeup bag and started putting mascara on Todd’s eyelashes followed by foundation, blush and lipstick. She then pulled out a mirror and showed Todd. He was shocked by how feminine he looked. Without facial hair and his girly locks he actually looked like a 17 year old girl with pig tails. “Dr. Solomons can I complete the look and puth him in some other girly clothes?” “Katie for your hard work, I say yes!” Katie pulled out a lacy black bra and fastened it to Todd’s chest and back. Katie ran to the supply room and came back with some clear gelatin masses in her hands. She put them in the inside of the bra and it filled in quite nicely. She then pulled out a pink shirt with the stomach and lower back cut out from it and put it on him as well. Todd wished he could fight back but he lacked the strength and energy to do it. Besides even if he wanted too he would be just told that he would be forced to leave the class and be humiliated. Katie then put on knew high white socks with some girly pink sneakers. Katie painted Todd’s finger nails and toe nails a bright pink color. Finally she pulled out a pink diaper. She lifter his legs and slid it underneath him. She doused his butt with baby powder and pulled the diaper up through his legs. She once again patted his butt when she was done. When she finally helped Todd out, he saw himself in the mirror. He was stunned. He was wearing 2 pink pig tails with a pink cut out tshirt with a pink diaper and pinks shoes and white socks. He had a bra on underneath the shirt with what looked like B sized breasts. The only thing slightly masculine on him was the blue pacifier that he was still sucking on. He never felt like less of a man in his life. He looked like a diaper wearing 16 to 17 year old teenage girl complete with blond pig tails. “Tell you what Todd, why don’t we get some food in you to celebrate a brave day?” Katie mocked. Katie helped Todd lean on her and walked him out of the surgery room and back into the main hall. As he passed the girls, they all started cat calling him. “Looking good beautiful!” “What a lady!” “Oh baby! Don’t you look fine!” The girls all teased him for minutes as walked to his seat with Katie supporting him. All he could do is cry. He started crying harder like he never had before in his life. He felt like he had finally broke. Mentally he gave up and was going to just accept whatever came his way. He had lost the will to fight back. She sat him down on one of the chairs. Todd could smell the food from the cafeteria and he started to drool from the scent. He was so hungry. Katie came back with a tray that had a bottle and a paste with a tiny brush. She told him that the paste would remove the adhesive on the pacifier. As she applied it the pacifier immediately loosened and he spat it out. “Finally, I can talk!” he exclaimed. He then immediately went sheepish again as he realized again what kind of predicament he was in. Katie then gave Todd the bottle so that he could drink it. He started to pick it up then he noticed that he was almost too weak to carry it. Katie saw this and she escorted Todd to a couch. She laid him on it, moved his head up and sat down. She then put his head on her lap. She gingerly placed the bottle in his mouth and he started sucking. Todd closed his eyes and started enjoying this. He was so tired, and this felt nice to finally drink and just relax. He noticed that he must be drinking baby formula. His mouth just sucked rhythmically on the bottle and he fell asleep while drinking. Katie saw that Todd fell asleep while sucking on the bottle. She knew that she despised Todd but she immediately started to feel motherly instincts. She felt like she should care for him and love him. She looked around and all the other girls where awwwwwing at the sight of Todd drinking his bottle on Katie’s lap. “Maybe I have been too hard on Todd. Maybe I should stop this,” she thought. “NO!” she immediately thought back, “he is the same guy he ever was. He is just finally getting punished for what he has done.” Kate was angry for herself for allowing herself to start feeling for him. Besides she still had so much more in store for him.
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  21. I have an FZ6 and a little 125 cafe racer
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