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Sweetiesnuggles

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  1. So I recently was doing my regular restock order of diapers and figured that I would pick up some goodnites as well, so I went on amazon and ordered a package of 34 of them. I was excited since I haven't worn them since I was a teen, (and I have not really grown since then). So fast forward a week and my package has been delayed like 3 times. Eventually I get an email from amazon asking me if I want a refund or free replacement with express shipping. I decided on replacement because I was still excited about wearing goodnites again. Fast forward another couple days and I get my package of goodnites. I wore them all day enjoying being a "big girl", but when I got home, I had another package at the door. It was my delayed delivery of goodnites! Now I have so many goodnites on top of my regular case of diapers and all the bags of novelty expensive abdl brands. I can't find a place to put them all! My closet is filled to the max! I'm super excited about it, but at the same time. Where do I put the rest of them?
  2. Honestly I rarely use baby powder, but the smell is nice and nostalgic so I will every now and then just for the aesthetic. The idea of why it's needed is that the powder creates a protective layer on the skin that keeps the moisture from soaking into the skin and causing damage (aka a rash). Unless you are wearing for extended periods though, you don't really need anything like that. And imo ointments and cremes work better than powder. For the amount, you could use as much as you want as long as it's able to cover your entire "diaper area" which isn't a whole lot once you rub it into your skin. But you can always add more to make yourself smell a lot like baby powder or for the powdery feel it gives your bum.
  3. I'm really sorry to hear that I wish that there was something I could do. Is there no way to get a ride from someone? Maybe you could save up and go see the doctors over there for the initial perscription and then do the rest in town? I wish I could offer more advice. This is a tough situation...
  4. I suprised that neither your doctor or therapist could give you another reccomended doctor that could give you a perscription for all your hormones. I know things are hard right now, but have you tried reaching out to the other trans people in your area and see if they can help you out? They might know of a way around all of this, and be able to help you out. Or you could start a gofundme. I wish i could offer more advice. I know how hard it is, please hang in there leanna! You can do this!
  5. I had almost an identical experience with the OP. I always knew I was trans and little though. It was just kinda something that was always there. I knew and exolored my little side much more often than my trans side due to the fact that I was less afraid of being little than trans. But over the years of self exploration, I have noticed that I only am able to express myself fully when feeling and appearing feminine. That grew into a desire to change myself after the disturbing process that is male puberty and although I have yet to start HRT (which I will be doing later this month whoo!) I have made significant efforts to feminize and little-ize myself and my life. I do everything a normal functioning adult does, but I incorperate my little life and my gender into most aspects. Even if it's just some cute clothes and cloth training panties. I just feel better that way. It's took a long time to realize that though. It's weird how related they are, but all it comes down to is being honest with myself and my own desires. I'm just a girl who likes cute stuff and has a lot of childish tendancies, and that's okay
  6. As someone who's Daddy started out as my vanilla boyfriend, I can say that you do take a chance by telling her, but in the end it's the best thing to do. I waited just under 2 years to say anything and I realized after hiding it for so long, that a relationship built on mistrust and secrets just causes pain. Telling him was the best thing I ever did and he has made many of my fantasies come to life. I won't say the same will happen to you, but trust me. Hiding it is not the way to go because that is just being unfaithful.
  7. My Daddy always just gives my bum a squeeze. Usually he is able to know right away just from that. He checks me often with the bum squeeze or pat technique. And will let me know when it's time for a diaper change. Often times I'm not wearing anything over my diaper either so he can get a good idea just by looking.
  8. I've felt really similar things with my Daddy, and he and I have had numerous occasions where I end up grumpy and sad because I waited for him to innitiate little time. It never ends well. You should talk to your Daddy and let him know you want to be little more but don't want to feel like an obligation. I also find that most of the time, you are not an obligation and there is more at work here such as him forgetting or feeling like maybe you changed your mind because you didn't innitiate it. No matter what, talking about these feelings is the healthy thing to do and will help you two better understand each others feelings.
  9. So this a question I have been meaning to ask to this section of the board for a little while now. To jump straight to the point, I have been questioning the safety of using laxatives and fiber and all that stuff. I notice that every once in a while I make an effort to go after that whole desperate feeling or just trying to feel more babyish by using these things. I get really dizzy and light headed and have muscle cramps all over my lower torso. (And just a warning here if this is a little too graphic) I sometimes even bleed when I mess which honestly is not a hugely abnormal thing for me due to a disorder I have. But these symptoms can sometimes last up to 24 hours. I was just wondering if anyone else has had this problem and maybe has some suggestions on how to avoid this when using these things. I've strongly considered completely stopping for good but maybe there might be a way around this.
  10. I go through this periodically with my Daddy/bf. A good talk about how I am feeling usually qualms any fears and uncertainties I have. The best thing is that everytime we do have talks like this. It always makes us closer.
  11. Thank you willnotwill! I expect some awkward phases while transitioning. But your right! Eyes on the prize! it's always going to be worth it!
  12. Well after almost 8 years of second guessing myself, I finally have an appointment with my doctor to get started on HRT (Hormone replacement therapy). I have the say the adrenaline has been going crazy ever since I scheduled the appointment and I don't really know what to expect. It's scary and exciting at the same time, and it's hard to not go back to second guessing myself, but I know for sure that I can't live my life anymore without making strides to becoming the person I want to be.
  13. I personally can't get enough of any smell that comes along with my age play (save for messy accidents). I even use a deoderant that is made to smell like baby powder for everyday use. So I smell like a baby even when I'm not diapered
  14. Thank you Freta! I have to say hearing success stories like yours helps my confidence.
  15. Thank you DailyDi! Thank you froggy! and I know, but I feel like it's going to be a good road to wander. Especially given the destination
  16. I always found diapers to help with my dysphoria. I think it's because a lot of us equate innocence to femininity and diapers are a sure sign of innocence. I know that correlation plays a definite part in things for me. Diapers help me not notice my genitalia as much also, save for the unfortunate occasions where I am *cough* "stimulated" *cough*
  17. My bf/daddy, will change me on our bed or lay down the matt on the floor in the living room and do it there. Depends on if we have people over, how badly I need a change, and where in the house we are at the time.
  18. It's funny, I have the option to have my boyfriend change me, but I rarely accept the offer because I can always get a better fit myself. He is slowly getting better though!
  19. I was potty trained around 2 but had relapses until I was 4. I remember being in pre-school and having to be put back into diapers because I was having to many accidents and all my clothes were wet several times. I also remember wanting to go back into diapers after that. I wet the bed until I was around 8 though, and had sections of being in and out pull-ups at night and not. I attribute it to my abandonment anxiety and ptsd as a kid that played a part in night terrors that would make me wet the bed.
  20. My Daddy had a huge problem with being overly nervous when we began actual play. Your really not alone in this. It's hard for both parties in all honesty. I know I had an even harder time letting loose than he did and my Daddy started out as vanilla. The biggest tip I can give you and what helped us the most, is communicate! Express what both of you want out of Daddy/Little play and really get an idea of where each others boundaries lie. Not only will this give you the knowledge you need, it helps break the ice big time. Another thing that is always a good is having a safe word or even just letting each other know that you are not locked into the roll if you are uncomfortable. My Daddy and I set this up, and we have never had to use it, but the sense of security does wonders for both parties. This also is a great way to mandate when play begins and ends, and knowing when someone is uncomfortable and emotions are more than just the roll acting itself out. Finally, just let loose. Don't be afraid to have a little laugh if you guys find something silly. Your both here out of love, and at the end of the day your heart and caring for the person you love is your greatest guide. Also, if you want to actually see and example of activities to do while as Daddy/Little, here are some my Daddy and I do often that can really help the play go smoothly. 1. Watching or going out to see an age appropriate movie 2. Coloring time or Arts and crafts 3. Snuggle time (Honestly I can't explain it but this is an actual activity to me in little space. I love to just sit on Daddy's lap while he plays video games or reads) 4. Scheduled naptimes 5. Going to playground/park or just going outside for a walk or hike. 6. Blanket forts! (In my opinion, never a bad idea if you have the time) 6. Playing pretend such as tea parties or using blanket forts to play castle. (Pro tip: stuffies make a perfect army) 7. Story time with an age appropriate book. (Perfect for nap times and bedtimes) 8. Bath times (if you are comfortable with it, it can be an extremely intimate experience.) 9. Going to a toy store or store that sells age appropriate items like stuffies and candy. 10. Diaper changes/Diaper checks (Same thing as bath time, if you are comfortable, it is an extremely intimate experience) 11. Age appropriate video games. (My daddy and I are huge gamers so firing up mario party or animal crossing is always a way to occupy and play with each other.) Hope this post can help you guys! You are not alone in feeling nervous. it's actually very normal when your both new to it. If you have any other questions feel free to message me also. Best of luck!
  21. Mine was last night actually. my stomach had been acting up all day and I thankfully was, and still am on a 24/7 kick. I had walked to the store to get some flu medicine and on the way back I felt my tummy rumble and just with a tiny push, my diaper was completely full within seconds. I had thought it would have been just gas but turns out I had been wrong.
  22. So I'm sure you are all familiar with the DC amor diapers. (If not, you can google them and they pop up right up top) They are extremely adorable and look amazing for any little girl sissy or whoever. I really could not wait to try them so I ordered several bags. Why not? I thought to myself. what could ever go wrong? Well nearly everything went wrong and I will tell you in detail. First of all the first thing I noticed is that the fit was terrible. When I put the first one on, I noticed that it felt lopsided. it wasn't until I took a closer look that I realized that the padding of the diaper was slightly to the side meaning that there was more material on the wings on one side and not the other so one side is always either way too tight while the other is way too loose. I found that even after tons of efforts I could't get them to fit comfortably even with the assistance of a onesie. I went through all my bags and checked as well. each diaper had the same issue. it was like the padding was awkwardly placed on purpose. the designs were also completely out of position from what you would see on their website because of this issue. For instance the little pink vines that go up the back side, only one vine was on the diaper and it was almost centered while the one on the other side was nearly non existant except for a small section on the wing. Second of all was the comfort. The padding is ultra stiff and even after use and lots of moving around the starchy cardboard feel between your legs never goes away. And to continue on comfort and what really did it in for me, was the plastic these things are made of. it is super thick and abrassive. like not even soft or smooth. I put one on and went for a walk while testing these out and halfway through I felt a pain on my thighs specifically the right thigh, I hurried home having to limp the rest of the way thanks to the pain only to rip off the diaper and find the skin had been literally rubbed off my thighs and I was bleeding right where the crotch of the diaper met my legs. I have tried nearly every single brand of adult diaper out there and I can say for sure that these were the absolute biggest disapointments I had ever the displeasure of purchasing.
  23. I will try, I do have a scar still on my leg from the incident. And I can definitely get pics of the messed up designs.
  24. Grace giggled and smiled. "If that's what you want sweetie".
  25. So for anyone who likes cutesy japanese stuff, there is this independant group that makes these absolutely irresitable soft plushies and has the same characters on t-shirts, messenger bags, phone charms, etc. it's all so adorable that it's like a little girl sugar high. I absolutely love their products and buy from them super often. It's not abdl related by any means, but all the same I figured someone with a lolita/kawaii esc little side would enjoy their products http://www.tastypeachstudios.com