kishi

I did poop my pant when I was around 12 but since I've discovered diaper I prefer to do it in diaper . Even if it's really rare for me to do it . But I quite enjoy seeing video of guy pooping their pants .

I quite like putting oatmeal in the rear of my diaper , but I blend it and cool it down just so it's a little warm to the touch . Poopy diaper are enjoyable but the smell is too strong for me .

You seem to be really invested in your workout , it's very uplifting ! I use a habit tracker when I'm making changes to my lifestyle to keep on track , it's proven very useful maybe it could help you keep your NYR . Hope you can go through this plateau , you have already come a long way from what I've read , hope I too can stay on track .

Yes , I'm from Reunion island .

I grew up agnostic and 3 years ago I read a book on zen Buddhism and was very interested , so I found a local zen center in my town and have continued practicing in the sôtô zen lineage since then . I've moved out to a new town with no zen center near where I live but I've continued practicing and reading about zen .

I've started to lose weight I was 229 lbs in July and now in December I've drop to 198 lbs . At first I was just biking for 1h a day and 2 month ago I switched to 1h30 but I hit a plateau 3 weeks ago . At first I didn't track my calorie intake but I've decided to use Loseit ( an app ) a month ago to track what I eat and to know what I should avoid or when it's ok for me to eat something more calorie dense . I've since switch to strength exercise and have pass the plateau but I'm still not at the intensity of my biking workout , so I'm progressively upping the difficulty . I've not really cut anything from my diet because it was pretty good to start with but I was eating to much .

Thanks for the post , because it happened to me too and I didn't really understand why, I just put it aside in my mind . And reading more on overactive bladder made me think more about my frequent urge to pee . It has been really inconvenient for me to need to go to the bathroom every 1-2 hour day and night . And I didn't think much about it , but maybe I should talk about it with a physician .

I'm not really sure about it all , I identified as gay since I was 15 , but a few month ago (at 26 ) I realized that sex and dating were not things I was interested in . I began searching on the internet a few month ago and found out about asexual and aromantic . I was confused because I enjoy seing boys in diaper and sometimes gay porn but the thing is I don't desire to have sex , or date . I'd like to have a partner but more like a friend with whom I can be emotionally close but without living full time with them . So I guess I'm aegosexual/ autochorissexual and on the aromantic spectrum .

Hi everyone I'm Kishi, I'm a 26-year-old male diaper lover from France. I live on an island in the middle of the Indian ocean. I took some time for me to discover my love for diaper. It started around 12 when I started enjoying peeing my pants, I don't quite remember what was the trigger to that. The only thing that I can relate to this sudden love for peeing myself was a boy I knew when I was 10 who was enuretic and mentioned that he wore diaper at night and an older boy I was friend with when I was around 8 who pooped his pants one day in summer camp. At both occasion I felt more disgust than curiosity but it seemed to have stick around with me. So age 12 I started to pee my pants whenever I could, most of the time I peed my pant before a shower and washed the underwear with soap, sometimes I'd stuff my pajamas with toilet paper and wet myself during the night. I even tried pooping my pants on two occasions. At 13, I move back with my dad (I was in foster care) with an easier access to internet I discovered the ABDL community and started planning a way to try diaper. I searched on the internet a way to fake being enuretic by mimicking the pattern of it and started intermittently wetting my bed, the doctor and my dad bought into it and my dad got me some diaper they were the pampers baby type. Age 15 I got to high school, since I was in boarding school far from home with hardly anyone who knew me or my dad I decided to buy some adult diaper by saving the pocket money my dad gave me if I remember correctly they were Tena slip maxi. So that's all that started my love for diaper.