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i had tried sitting in the past, but it always seemed to require straining. Currently, i only poop while squatting in front of my Husband. The squatting position is surprising comfortable and straining is never needed.

i’m in double cloth Rearz trainers and plastic pants, currently for wetting only, permitted two changes daily, roughly 12 hours apart, so they always fill to capacity. If i need to overflow before a scheduled change, i’m permitted to do that standing in the tub.

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i experimented with diapers in my 20s, adult disposables from the grocery store. But i didn’t become a full ABDL until about a year ago when my Husband introduced two things into our relationship: training pants and age regression. Now i am addicted to the feel of my wet Rearz trainers and relearning my place as a 10-year-old. i will stay in trainers even after i (soon) start to mess because He likes the look, convenience (easy to slip on and off), and fact that they hug my body with the wet and mess. i still have a lot of adult attitudes to unlearn to get back to 10, but He is patient. We do still have adult conversations but i’m in the role of 10 much of the time.

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My Husband’s new rule for my pooping is that it has to be done squatting. In this position, poop just slips out readily without straining. i usually have a strong urge because He likes me to hold in until He’s available to watch me squat.

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My double Rearz trainers are completely saturated now so i pee in the shower and let the overflow from plastic pants go down the drain. Not time for a change yet as my Husband likes me to stay wet.

Since i currently only wet (that will change), i run the trainers through a cold rinse cycle only —- no soap. Then medium heat dry. They shrank very slightly on the medium dry, but also fluffed up —- so the overall fit actually improved.

Soaked double Rearz dino trainers in plastic pants.

i am just starting to get into messing at the direction of my Dom Husband, who told me all future pooping in my trainers is to be done squatting. This is whether i’m alone, He’s in the house (in which case, i squat in front of Him), or in public. i squatted in front of Him for the first time this morning, and found that’s a natural and very comfortable position for thorough emptying, better than sitting. As for in public, He said just drop some pocket change and squat down to pick it up —- no one will notice. He also removed the seat from the potty i use so i will have to squat even before i start messing in the trainers.

This morning, squatting in front of my Husband. i currently wet but do not mess in my trainers, but He is preparing me for that. This morning He had me change from my wet trainers into a L/XL Goodnites and do my morning business in front of Him. It felt good. i don’t have potty privacy anyway so the only slightly awkward aspect was squatting, but i’m sure that will pass. After two hours, i removed the Goodnites, showered, and went back into the trainers.

My Husband disciplines me in two ways. i am not punished for small mistakes but mainly for bad attitude, talking back or acting too much like an adult rather than my adult kid age of 10. The first is a thorough bare-butt spanking with a wooden spoon. By thorough, i mean enough to literally make it hurt to sit for a day or two. This happens about weekly. My Husband says bad attitude is caused by constipation, so the other punishment is laxatives. i don’t currently mess in my trainers so this just involves time on the potty. i don’t have potty privacy, and He enjoys watching the laxatives take effect and me doing my business. This happens a couple of times a month.

I don’t currently mess, although that will change. My Husband has told me all messing will be done squatting. Wetting, in two positions. If i’m alone, reclining in bed so the pee flows to the pad in the seat of my trainers. If my Husband is home, i pee standing in front of Him with legs spread and hands behind my neck.

I’d like to be a boy, age 10, also retaining that child-like sense of wonder and humor and imagination. Also, to be a bit quiet and timid and submissive and shamed by still being in trainers at my age.

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Just slipping into my training pants and feeling them grip my body takes me to my little space. Also, wearing kid’s clothes. And i credit my Husband, who is regressing me to 10, for helping to keep me there. He says, “Talk like a 10-year-old, short sentences and simple words.”

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