Amber's Boy

Turn on the TV, better be He-man or GI Joe. Or The Fraggles.

S Boy/boy. Most of my favorite people at Capcon were in someway trans. There was, and has been, this little girl irl, who plays as a boy or maybe tomboy. We hang out a little bit every year but I've never got her/his name. Can't even recall the nametag. I met this girl that did stop-motion animation. She was cool as ice. Our breakfast buddies! If you're here you know who you are! Addy and her Dad. I love all of you. Wanna hang out, at a healthy but friendly distance? I really should try to keep in touch. I'm terrible at that.

I wear cloth training pants but haven't ever found any with a real fly. I dribble sometimes, but I generally don't mess my pants. Sometimes I hold it too long and have small accidents. Usually cloth diapered at night. I wouldn't reccomend making in anything made of cloth. Clean up sucks and takes time. When/if it happens I start the shower, and the laundry after... you gotta do it right, and you can't do it for just one or two. I keep a dry pail and wash every week. I'm mostly dry most nights. Rinse and wring x2, is usually enough until wash day. Care of cloth diapers and/or training pants is the same thing. I had some problems with after wet odor, but found a solution. Hot wash, no detergent, nothing with PUL, then add the PUL overpants and the smallest amount of detergent you need. Hang dry or tumble. Works great.

I guess what I'm getting at is that I'm cool. Lol Now, I'm cool with wearing pants, playing with my legos, coloring. Fixing shit around the house, working on whatever in the garage, cleaning. I can be big, or little. Little has to take a backseat sometimes, but I don't feel shame anymore. I'm gonna be me. I have to do the dishes, but afterwards I might color or hug Mr. Gunderson and nap. I'm good with all of it. I love me, and you too. --E

Anytime I'm awake. Sometimes though I have to be a big boy. Corona has actually helped me, I can be me. I'm not a big boy. I tell everyone I am, but that's a lie.

I don't think you should limit yourself. This thing that we do is about being free from societal norms. "I wish I were younger", essentially. So if you want to be little, be little. Play with blocks, or Legos. Play with stuffies, or action figures. Don't box yourself in. Be you.

I got a decent watch for my 18th birthday, 21 yrs ago. Wore it for a few months, the glass cracked. That was the only time I've ever had one. I don't dig on jewelry. Anything hanging off of me, necklace, bracelet, rings. They all drive me nuts. When I was an ice cold stoner, I was okay with all of those. I did, in fact, wear several rings and bracelets, even had a necklace. I still burn down occasionally, but I'm miles away from what I was. I cannot stand having extra shit on me. Hell, half the time I don't know where my phone is. When I was growing we walked into friends houses to find them, if no one was home, you left a note on the table. Guess what kids, that was barely 30yrs ago.

I love all of you. I've recently, only a moment ago, realized that I love me. I'm an AB, and all kinds of other stuff. I'm finally cool with it. I'm cool with me. It's taken two decades, but I'm good now. I feel like I've been hiding from myself for my entire life. I won't tell you that everything is perfect. I've got some things to work on, sure, but I think I've become happy with me. That makes me someone I'd like to help. I've been through a lot of shit, and hang on to it for too long. I know it and I'm gonna be a better me, a fuller me. I love me, and you too. Keep kicking ass --E

Nicely done.

Nice.

I really didn't know where else to put this.

So yeah, I don't post much. My girl might do some travelling, for work. 2wks, maybe a month. Everything is up in the air right now. No one seems to know when it'll happen. I'll hate to lose her for that long. Maybe, soonish, getting some no-potty time. I don't know if I'll like it, but I'm going to stick too it. If it happens. If it happens I'm going to post daily, I think, and give it to her when she gets home. I rambled, a bit there. Sorry.

Depends on the volume. I wear disposables. If I sleep on my side, I leak. No question. Same with my pocket diapers. I got two waterproof sheets from somewhere. Parentgiving.com ,maybe?they are invaluable. You are going to leak eventuallZazay. Cloth is best, disposables work. Steer clear of pullups. I've never seen one that fit right, or didn't leak. Short answer, get it all. Pants, and sheets

I've been 247 for a month or so. Haven't gone near the potty for anything other than wiping my butt. Except for last Saturday, I needed to make and knew it was gonna be a rough clean up. I usually won't stay in dirty pants, unless they're perfectly dry. Last time they were dry, until they weren't. It was rough. I'd rather potty for 2, but that's not in the rules. 10/10 will reluctantly poop again, and be slightly happy about it after everything is done. It really does make one grateful for clean dry pants.

A couple times, but I think I halfway woke up. I was 247 at the time, so I think I was just super relaxed about everything

I was talking with the neighbor the other day, I had a cough-poop. Right in the middle if the conversation. I've been 247 for a month or so now. I usually just go after coffee. Can't help it really.

Lockdown has caused his ears to get wine stains. Mommy was giving me a talk last night and threw him. I cried for a while, but Mommy reminded me that Mr Gunderson loves me always and did not deserve such treatment. I'm sorry I was mean to my bear. I'm being very nice to him today. There's not a lot I can do about the wine, I like to hold his ear with my mouth. I hope Mr Gunderson will forgive me. Always love your bear. He loves you, always. Oh poop, now I'm sad. Everyone go hug your bears, please. I love your bear, too.

I really like ecoable cloth snap diapers. No pins, really absorbent. Inserts snap in. They're currently out of stock though.

Great work as always. We all want more, but if you're not feeling it, don't do it. When I check for stories, I'm always hoping for Jamie. Doesn't mean I think that you should be run ragged. Take your time. Should we ever meet I'll shake your hand and thank you for your stories. I might let you hold my bear. You have no more than 43 seconds, though, and if you're rough with him all bets are off.

So I want to make a short version of what I'm about to say. I don't care for that website. I'm familiar with sarnoga and emg. <hold delete> Most of my comments don't even go this far.

Check out mylittlelullaby.com . There are 4 free files and for me, they help. WMM seems like garbage in general. There may be some good one's but I can't find them and don't care to dig for them.

Short and sweet. I thank you and hope you can get some free time. Good luck with whatever it is that you do. Other than this story, that's skill, you needn't have luck there. I think we're all Jamie in some fashion. I'd like to lay claim to it though, I've never felt more affinity with a character from a work of fiction. Thank you, --E

I don't like the sissy stuff, or the boy on boy stuff, but I've read the whole thing. So i reckon I'll continue.

This is a fun read. Not usually into anything forceful, but I do kinda like this. 10/10 would continue reading.

Aww, shit. I love this whole thing.