CrispyCookiePup

It didn't really end well when I told my supposed friends about it on a group chat. Granted, I didn't know them in real life, so I can't really say that they were truly my ride or die friends because we only had a couple things in common.

Thank you. I'll try to look up conventions or meetups to probably go to.

Look, I'm sorry if you got offended by this. It's just that I didn't really know what was socially acceptable as much growing up, given that I didn't have as much friends during my childhood and was in a special school for a decade. I was just miserable as fuck since middle school and I just hate trying to fake my own personality to get friends. I'm just so confused because I've always hung out with incredibly toxic people since I was a teenager, especially as I don't know who's supposed to be friendly with me or not. Maybe I'll just try going to these conventions or meet up with local groups.

I originally posted this on ADISC just a couple hours ago. As a straight person, you'd think I would feel normal and safe for being under the norms of society over not being a sexual minority. However, I've proven that to be wrong, solely because of my diaper fetish. Over the past couple of months, I keep seeing news reports of several Target stores and other corporations being threatened by homophobes for being "woke", all because they don't put up with their backward views. However, what I've noticed is that it's generally accepted for these people to get scolded for trying to hurt LGBTQ people for existing. Especially when it comes to straight LGBTQ allies. Compared to ABDLs however, we don't get as much support from those people whenever bigots say that we're disgusting individuals and/or pedophiles. It's really difficult for me to know why society still has these views when we have existed for many years, though not as much as the LGBTQ community when it comes to historical records. Yet, people only claim we don't deserve that much support because we're viewed as part of a fetish. Words can't describe how my ABDLism has affected me personally, at least since I started puberty. So I feel heartbroken to say we're the kind of people that others usually see on DeviantArt and cringe at us. Some of whom expressed to us that we should be cured or get obliterated. The one thing that I worry about every day is if I'll get arrested for being an ABDL/babyfur, since there are people out there who think I'm a pedo/zoophile. Especially with how I like art from ABDL/babyfur artists that involve fictional characters wearing diapers. I just want to clarify that my fantasies involving this only dwells on wanting to be a baby again. I worry that the popular opinion would convince them that I'm less of a human being, solely because I like diapers. Whenever I talk about these certain things with other people, whether it be other ABDL communities or therapists, they often tell me that I shouldn't think about these people and that I take way too much credit for strangers on the Internet. The key problem to this notion is that I don't have IRL friends that I can rely for support with being an ABDL/babyfur. So if this comes out in real life with my real name, my life will be ruined. Another problem with this situation is that I can't make friends without thinking they'll scowl at me for being an ABDL. So it's just difficult for me to go outside and hang out with people when I'm this weirdo who likes diapers. Especially when I've told a group before that I like diapers and I couldn't help but be reminded that they weren't very tolerant of me when I mentioned it. Me being banned from the group just reminds me that I probably won't get the chance of being liked without hiding it, which is difficult for me aside from just playing cool with talking to people on the Internet. It doesn't help that I'm like this because I didn't get any support from either my therapists or my friends. One incident happened where I talked to a random person on Skype when I was 15, where he asked me if I'm a sexual deviant or pedophile and recorded my voice onto a video where it stayed on YouTube for 2 years before getting deleted. What I want from all of this is more personal support, especially as I would be devastated when my mom dies. I don't know if I'll be grateful with moving anywhere else, if people are just going to be bigoted against my ABDLism regardless of political beliefs. It doesn't help that I live in an area of NYC (Staten Island) where people are noticeably conservative, though not as backward as states like Texas or Florida. If I could just get that, then maybe I would be more okay with being anywhere in the world without being confined in my home. I just hate seeing this stuff as taboo that we can't talk about in our personal lives, even though this form of hiding isn't benefiting me.

I've worn diapers until I was almost 5. Though that's mostly because I had special needs and I didn't really get fully potty trained until after I got into Kindergarten.

I've submitted a new chapter on Deviantart. https://www.deviantart.com/philanderpup/art/AR-Story-The-Pampered-Inn-Chapter-3-910898120

I understand that, but I feel like some parents could diagnose their kids earlier if they noticed that their developmental milestones are off (like what my parents noticed for a while). I didn't really mean to insult you with that, especially since I've known kids who might've been diagnosed earlier before they went to preschool. At least when it comes to kids who live in my state. Frankly, had it weren't for my developmental delays, I could've been diagnosed somewhat later like you said.

As someone who has been diagnosed with autism at the age of 2, that depends. I'm glad that you enjoyed the story though.

I'm kinda surprised by this because people have demanded that the current administration to go their way in order to lower gas prices, even though I doubt it would be that easy.

Hello everyone, For a while I've been interested about reading ABDL stories, preferably stories that involve people getting regressed. I've recently started my own story where a family stays at an exquisite hotel where they experience being toddlers again. I'm not sure if promoting your stories here is allowed, but I figure that I write on Deviantart to attract a bigger audience. Currently, I'm on my 2nd chapter (with a prologue), where I'm looking forward to writing more chapters in the near future. Here are the links if anyone's interested: https://www.deviantart.com/philanderpup/art/AR-Story-The-Pampered-Inn-Prologue-906817755 https://www.deviantart.com/philanderpup/art/AR-Story-The-Pampered-Inn-Chapter-1-907471893 https://www.deviantart.com/philanderpup/art/AR-Story-The-Pampered-Inn-Chapter-2-909048806

Agreed 100%

Not trying to insult anyone, but I don't like rewearing used diapers. A diaper's sole purpose is to relieve one's urinal and bowel movements. Why do you have to need to use it again when it would just feel all mucky. I'm not trying to discourage anyone, but still.

Your body doesn't really start to break by the time you're in your 60s. Hell, I knew a few teachers that looked like they were in the 60s and they looked as healthy. It depends on your lifestyle, primarily with what you eat and what mental/physical disorders that you may or may not have. Also I kinda don't like how you say that mortality is a good thing, even though it makes me worried on how and when my relatives are going to die (especially my mom). If anything, I wish it was more common for people to die at a much older age so it would be worth living. Especially if they happen to have children and grandchildren.

I've recently started playing Final Fantasy XIV a couple weeks ago. I have a character on Primal.

Originally, I was MickeyCooler3030, but I changed it because I never really liked the name as much. I chose CrispyCookiePup because I like crispy (and slightly soft) chocolate chip cookies.

I had the same feeling, mostly because I didn't really have other friends that had the same interests with diapers as me. I mostly accepted it because I know that my fetish will never go away and that it has been around for almost my whole life, considering diapers might've been a security blanket item for me growing up.

I already bought two packs of Little Kings on ABU's website earlier today. They look like premium baby diapers if they had adult sizes, which is pretty cool.

The best coffee that I really had was an iced cappuccino supreme with M&M's from Tim Horton's.

Thank you.

I would first do my abdomen, then I would do my shoulders, my legs, and later my hair. I use body wash for my body and Head and Shoulders shampoo for my scalp and hair.

Wait, I thought you had to ask an admin or something like that. That's why I created this thread.

Can I have my display name changed to something else? I don't really use MickeyCooler3030 as much anymore and I think it doesn't fit me. The new name I would like to CrispyCookiePup.

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