Server:  Today I did some more work on the server:  I uploaded several images I snapped off of youtube, then used the WordPress Multi-File Uploader to upload them to my website.  I was in the middle of a post to my blog, when I heard a strange noise:  My server (Cardinal's) Monitor fizzled out - so I took a second, saved that post as a draft, and then lucky for me, I saved a Dell monitor, I just undid the screw connectors on the back of the Monitor, pulled the power cable from the back of the old monitor, and replaced it, then reconnected the power cord, and hit the power button - all set

I also have added several things to my album "Sage Advice and Sayings".  Check it out.

HOLY COW!!

Its 5:15am as I write this, and I am still awake and have not gone to bed yet:  I took my Hydroxyzine at 8PM. and I am still awake!! UGH - Oh Well, Time Well Spent as I posted a couple this morning

Brian

@LilRugrat

Sending You and @FretaBWetBIG HUGS, and I say I love and MISS you BOTH! !

Brian

@FretaBWet

Sends you and @LilRugratBIG *****HUGS*** and says "I hope you all are doing well, and that I Love and MISS You both

Brian

My Pastor posted this and I will remember it:

"Focus on what I can control and make peace with I cannot."

Brian

@Evelyn Dellcerro@Transfusionelle@amorfraldaJR

I want to wish ALL of you MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!  I hope you all have a wonderful holiday, and I hope you all had fun! 

Miss You all

Love,

Brian

@Emily Ruby Rose

I spy with my little eye:

a Cutie, whom I;m gonna give a **HUG** and a Kiss To, and wish you all the best.  I hope you are well, and if you have patreon, you are aware of the purge......

Brian

@~ashley~

I hope this message finds you well and I hope everything is going OK for you! I miss you Hugs!

Brian

@Emily Ruby Rose

I hope this finds you well! I havent seen you on but that once, but let me tell you it was awesome to see you online and talk to you for awhile. Hopefully everything is going OK.

Lately I've been dealing with my therapy, and other things that I've been dealing with, especially neck that hurts like crazy, and then when it really hurts it really gets on my nerves. There are times when I can't even turn my neck, and I have to use icy hot to be able to do it, but I'm working on it and I'm in therapy now so hopefully that will work.

Remind me and I'll take a picture of my rabbit family! I'm sure that Olivia would be in heaven because she sees a bunch of her animal friends! To me my rabbits are like my children, just like my orangutan amy is my daughter. I have one rabbit who's named Tommy Rabbit, then I have Jackie Rabbit, tiny Rabbit, and Tonya Rabbit, and finally timber rabbit, who happens to be the smallest of all my rabbits. One that I really like is tiny rabbit and she is white, and she is so soft, along with the rest of my rabbits. When I go somewhere I always take her with me, so there's always a friend with me just in case things get a little bit crazy. As I said I love them like my sons and daughters, and I probably will never have a son or a daughter, so the closest I'll have is my rabbit family and my orangutan amy who just turned 21!

Just figured I'd send you a quick message to let you know that I'm thinking of you and I hope everything is working out for you to the best it possibly can, and now that you're able to do what you want to do hopefully you will be able to live the life that you want to live with your partner and whoever else that you're with, and I am proud of you, so never forget that!

Love ya:  *** All of my rabbits wave at you, and give you a hug and a kiss, just like when you have a pigpile, in this case there's a rabbit pile over you and they're giving you plenty of hugs and kisses. They'll also give Olivia kisses if she likes some!*****

Brian

I just wanted to let everyone know that from time to time I see interesting stuff on Facebook or I see funny images or things that make me feel good about certain situations. Last night I posted a lot of pictures from Facebook because they were awesome sayings and they resonate with me.

This morning I also posted the new Vermont strong license plates. The ones that we used to have say " I AM Vermont Strong"  and these were authorized by the former governor of Vermont Peter Shumlin. This was done in 2011 after Tropical Storm Irene hit the area and did a lot of damage.

In 2023, after the floods, the state authorized plates that say " We ARE Vermont Strong, Tough Too"  I love this state and I've always lived here all my life, I ended up starting life in a place called East Hardwick, in a place where it was like a wooded area, and it was rural, and I really enjoyed the fact that it was far away from the city and all of the junk that happens.  When you're a kid you don't realize how important being a kid early is, or how having the ability or the drive to wanna do something fun and have fun outdoors and just laugh and play and enjoy life as it Is at the time. When you're a kid you don't have to worry about much, but then when you grow up you realize that the life you had when you're a kid is sometimes more beneficial than the one you had as an adult. This also can change because of who raises you and what type of influences they've had in your life and what things have happened to you. It was very very very lucky to have good parents good grandparents good aunts uncles and Cousins and other relatives, that care about me that love me and want me to succeed. Regardless of how bad it gets in Vermont, we are Vermont strong we are Vermont tough, and just like former Governor Cuomo in New York would say, New Yorkers are New York tough! After what happened with the World Trade Center and everything else happening twice once in 93 and once on 9/11, now I know why New Yorkers are so tough, because they care about the people around them and they also care about their city, and they always tried to do the best they can.

The picture of these is in my album if you want to see it, it's a slide so you may have to open the picture to see both plates. Is selling these plates for $35 a piece, and you can get them both if you pay the $72 fee! And Bill has already gotten both and he wants to know when they arrive, so we'll have to work with him to see what they say at DMV in Montpelier.

I'm very lucky that I had the people that I have in my life. When life is down when it feels like life is sucky and it doesn't make sense, having strong people and having strong devotion to your state and who you live with or who you want to live with or where you are makes it stronger.  Vermont has their problems comment New York has theirs and other states do as well, but the thing that makes Vermont unique is they care about the people just like in New York, they want the best for Vermonters, and that is why when I know I'm right I push the limits to see how they're going to react: when I had to have a fair hearing because of medication changes, also brought up my incontinence a little because I had to get what I have and keep it because they wanted to change it to something cheaper, and they wanted to put everybody under the same box, but sometimes what they want one person to do is not going to help the rest of us and not everyone belongs in the same box. I won that war when we're talking about incontinence supplies, now I'm wondering when they'll send me the necessary paper so I can get an exception to the rule that says that my drugs that are considered over the counter will still be covered under Medicaid. To get the paper and then try to talk the doctor into it and I'm sure he will do it. Than him trying to figure out what can replace it, because everything that is over-the-counter as far as antihistamines has been terminated for coverage.

All through my life I've been tough, and now there have been through at least three floods, now I understand what being Vermont strong is. Means that you care about your state and you care about what happens to it and why things happen, and you fight for what you think is right and you fight against what is wrong. Vermont may have its trouble but I love it, it's pretty, the only thing I wish that would happen is I wish I didn't have to live through cold cold winters that make mobility harder, but Vermont is where I live and I'll always remember it and I always cherish it because in other places it's a little harder for people to live, but I always will remember all of the pictures for example that my parents take as they take rides all over the state and then they go different places and they show us where they've been and where they want to go, or where they take a picture of a covered bridge or they take a picture of a farmhouse or something that makes me proud to be a Vermonter. Those plates may just say what they say, but being a Vermonter I live that philosophy because you have to be strong in order to fight for what you believe is right, you also have to be strong to fight against what you think is wrong, and I hope that I am the type of person that will be able to win when I know that there's a possibility I can lose.

There are several people on dd that also share this philosophy, as you be tough as you move forward, and you never back down. I know that it's hard sometimes to deal with certain situations, but because of certain people on DDI have learned that there are ways to deal with many problems, even if they might be unorthodox ways, I'm so glad to have the people that I do have here because they help me and they understand what's going on.

Just remember one thing: no matter how hard it is, just remember that you should remain strong and vigilant, and that is one of the things I try to do. I try to help people so that they understand what's going on, so when they ask questions about incontinence or diapers or whatever it is, and they think they're embarrassed or whatever I always try to help them understand that there's nothing wrong with doing what they're doing, and it's a lot better for you to be comfortable and be able to deal with it using diapers if that's what you want to do rather than worry about it. A diaper is just a tool, it's an underwear choice, and that is an important thing. Believe a person that is strong is one that can admit that they have a problem or that they need to have help, and they use the diapers they have or they use whatever solution they decide, and it makes them strong because they're willing to do it and they know it's right for them.

So I'm Vermont strong, but DD is a lot stronger, because they care about the people, and they care about what is going on around them. DD is a strong place because of the people that make it that way, and that is the important piece! This may just be a bunch of servers and wires, but it feels like home to me and it always will be! Michael always does his best and I appreciate everything that he does, and I appreciate all the moderators and chat mods and everyone else that makes DD tick, and I'm so glad that I'm here, and I'm so glad that because of people here I'm able to determine what's going on and be able to admit that I am what I am and always have been! I don't know why it took me so long, but I'm glad I'm finally here and I'll always remember everybody that helped me through this journey, and I'm not done yet, because the journey will continue: I might have made my decision and come to my own conclusion, but there's so many other people that may be on the same path as I was, so it's always a good thing to try to help as many as you can. Might not be able to answer every question and you may not be able to help everyone, but you always try your best: that is the best thing that my parents always told me, give it all you got give it your best, because if as long as you give your best that's as best as you can do!

Brian

I wish that my head and neck would not hurt:  Its tight up there, and it is hard to move head without pain:  PT has been started, so hopefully everything will work out for the good

Brian

Windows Sucks:  I have my roommate ask me to run updates on his laptop, and the nexct thing I know, it does a BIOS Update, and then asks for the BitLocker Key!  I never have seen that before, and I never enabled it, so how could I, or my roommate know what the key was?

Have to tell him later, then wipe and start over, this time, Bitlocker is TOAST, and if I get a code, I will make note of it, but I didn't configure it, and I CERTAINLY would not bitlocker the drive without reaizing it, I would disable it!

Such is my Friday :I

Brian

I just realized something and probably the reason why I had not really noticed it is because of all the things that have happened! On August 7th of 2023, I will have surpassed my 4th anniversary with DD! This is an accomplishment and of itself, because there's a lot of things that I have learned in those last four years, lots of good people that I've met, lots of lessons learned, and a lot of good advice and good times! I believe in my heart that COVID 19, even when it is so bad or when it was bad, it was a challenge, and it still is a challenge, but the people here on DD helped me in so many ways because if I hadn't had the friends here on DD during one of the lowest times in the life cycle, I would not be the guy I am today, I would not be accepting of my situation, and I would not be able to help those that need it!

I'm still in awe! Where the hell did the time go? I guess I was having so much fun I didn't realize where it went! It just seems it went from 2019 to 2023 in about two years, and it did, but it just seems like the years of the pandemic were like 10,000 years or something, where people were getting upset and people were getting sad and people were putting up their Christmas trees in August or something, because that was something that made them feel better, or they'd be doing other things like playing Christmas music! Either way, I'm proud to be a member here, and I'm proud to be able to help those in need! Regardless of what happens, we are a family here as well, and DD is strong, just like Vermont is or New York or something else, because without the friends and family here, I think I would be in Serious trouble! Thanks to those that help me, I love you all, and I'll never forget all the things that helped me become the guy I am right now!

Anniversaries are interesting because they always happen! They always say that the first anniversary is paper and then they have all of these other ones that go from 1 to Infinity! This year I celebrate four years, and it'll be interesting to see what happens in 8 or 12, but regardless of what happens this is home and will always be, regardless of how many people come in, how many people leave, how many people stay, or those that take hiatuses. I was a member of Tallahassee Franic for many many years, and I was thinking to myself we have to keep this going, and then of course a whole bunch of stuff happened, we ended up losing the server location and then we had to move the server, and it was sent somewhere else, and then we had to get it back, and it is still being stored, but regardless of what happens that community was awesome at its peak, and it still reminds me of a lot of different things, it is also my home, but DD has helped me in so many ways it isn't even funny, and time seems to fly, but the problem still remains when you want the time to go fast it doesn't it ends up going slower, and when you don't want the time to go fast it's gone! Time is a relative factor, and although we don't know how much time we have, we have to take advantage of every minute every 2nd! I am thankful for everybody that's been here for me, those that will support me, those that have supported me, and those who I have become friends with that I trust, because without those people I would be a hurting unit right now!

Thank you daily diapers! 4 years? Holy smokes where did the time go!

😁😁😁👍👍😁😁😍😍😍😍😁😁😁 I love you all!

Brian

Good morning everyone!

With all the things that have been going on around me, with all the flooding in the state of Vermont and all of the things that we've had to do as far as recovery, I ended up looking at a lot of different photographs that ended up on my church's Facebook page! Whoever had posted those had taken pictures of the devastation and all the damage that happened below! The damage is devastating! There was water all the way up to almost the ceiling in the downstairs area, and the water almost reached the top of the light fixture in the stairway!

When I looked at the devastation downstairs my mouth just about hung wide open! 15 years I've been doing this, and we've been through three floods the flood of 11 the flood of 16 and the flood of 23- throughout the entire experience each one is a different experience, each one was unique, and each one cause different challenges, but ohh my god this is the worst I've seen it! I thought that Tropical Storm Irene's flooding in 11 was bad! Man was I wrong! The flood of 2016 Flooded our basement and then caused damage because of a backflow Valve that was malfunctioning, then we had toilets overflowing a couple times, and that was bad because we had sewage and stuff all over the place, so they had to bring in serve pro to clean up the mess, and I thought that was bad!

Then we ended up getting cleaned up and we opened in 2017 with me at the helm. We ended up going from 2017 until 2023 before the next flood, and we dealt with all the stuff that had to do with the pandemic, were closed for two years, had a lot of different things happen and while each one is a challenge, I was up for that challenge and will continue to be, but there's things that make me wonder how we can recover from such devastation in 2023! My pastor tells us that we got this, and that the church itself is the people and the things that we do and how we do it, and not just the building itself, but I can tell you it's hard to not look at the devastation and say to myself what's going on, I had so much fun down there, there were so many people that were able to help, there were so many things that we can do, I had fun helping the church do certain events, and I had fun dealing with so much, and I learned a lot from it, but I have this funny feeling that for some reason someone is going to tell us something that will be bad! Maybe I'm just being a negative nancy I don't know, but The thing is, the pastor is always telling us that the church is the people and not the building, and that we got it, but the information I have comes from two different sources 1 telling us how bad it is and how we won't be able to recover 1 saying that we possibly could, so on Saturday the 26th I will go to the church itself and I will find out.

I hope that in the future, we will know more about what they want to do, and I pray that We will be able to help those in need still, I'm not sure how not sure where, not sure when, but I'm sure that we will: the question is to what level and how soon! Please keep praying, because that will give me strength as well as others! Trinity United Methodist Church is like a family, even though we lost the building or we need to fix the building, Trinity is more than just a building, just like the pastor said it's the people it's the compassion it's the love, and it's all the things put together along with the spirit of the Lord which will help us through the worst times that happen! I've learned that from experience and I'm not going to give up! To give up would be to throw my towel and I'm not the type of person!

Brian

for the last three or four days I have been in extreme pain because of a problem with my neck. Seem to have an issue where because of my age I am Dealing with disks in my neck that seems to be causing me problems. I have been told that I have problems with disks in my neck, but unfortunately the only way to solve that would be to remove the disk that is causing the problem because it is quite painful and then end up screwing a fake disk in there, but unfortunately that probably wouldn't solve the problem, as there are many many things that could possibly be wrong. Know that the disk problem will be prevalent, but also talk to a friend who must think I'm an idiot because I'm constantly calling the doctor, but there's nothing I can do, in the last couple of nights it just felt like my head had exploded! Sometimes I wish that I could take my neck and just quickly turn it to the left snap it left, quickly turn it to the right snap it right and then end up having it stop. I've requested from the doctor a referral to the pain clinic again maybe that could fix it or maybe a visit to my orthopedist will straighten it out.

Wish me luck everyone!

Brian

After 2 Days, I FINALLY have my Iphone 12 and my Music and Movies synced right:  Something happened last night, where I LOST most of the playlists that reside on my iMac, and it not only cleared the vast majority of playlists that resided there, but it also put a really OLD version of the playlists that were there in 2020 when I restored,

So, I used Itunes, IMazing 2, Switch File Converter, and my copier to copy the information on 16 80s CD's that my buddy let me borrow, imported them, and added them to Playlists.  I also added Sounds of The 80s, Ultimate 70s, and Greatest Hits of the 80's, and More Greatest Hits of the 80s to my ITunes Library, and when done, did the Sync Again, and she WORKED this time.  I also added some movies, as I will be a guest for a procedure at the hospital at tghe end of the week, so I don't know how I will feel, but wanna make sure that I have distractions, because I doubt I will get much sleep Sunday night to Monday Morning, when they do the procedure.  I also need an Ultrasound of my liver, as my bloodwork is abnormal, mostlikely due to High Cholesterol, which we will deal with after the two procedures are complete, and I have further info.

Wish me Luck!

Brian

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR........

If there's one thing I hate more than anything in the world, it's the fact that for the last four or five nights, my eyes have been on fire, if it's not because of the fact that there's a histamine in the air comment it's because of the fact that there's pollen in the air or something else or because of congestion or something else. The Doctor has prescribed me some nasal spray that will help me with that part of it, so hopefully it will allow me to get some steroids into me so that it will stop my eyes from watering so bad that I need to take medicine twice the strength, which I'm not supposed to do.

Luckily I have my hydroxyzine that I've taken along with my gabapentin pills because I've had nerve related spasticity all day long, and my legs are jumping around like Mexican jumping beans!

Brian 😒😒😒

(I HATE when I HURT, And I even hate complaining about it, because all through my life, my mom and other people would say that I'm the worst patient, and I always complain about things, but when you're in pain or you have spasticity, you can't help it) 

Part seven of my fantasy story:  "

~Brian's Dream Comes True~ (A fantasy story of what I wish would happen)

• Has been  posted! please feel free to read it and comment on it! thank you!
• Brian

Parts Five and Six of my fantasy story have been posted! I hope you like it.

Brian

Just posted part four of my story you like it?

Welcome back Bud Hopefully you had a good time with your brother and your family!

Brian

welcome to daily diapers my friend hugs hope you're able to find plenty of information that is good to help you and also make a lot of good friends! if you need to send me a private message to do so.

Brian

@Kaylaindiapers @cute little kokiri girl@Hya123

since I have been reading a lot of different stories by all three of you, I wanted to let you know that I have made one of my own. This is my first story, and it is based on a premise of a dream I keep having where I work really hard, and I'm not paying attention to myself, and I'm taking care of everybody else but myself. friends in the story see this, that I work with, and they hatch a plan to help me to relax and not to have to worry so much. they invite me to this incarnable dinner, and then to this awesome resort, little do I know that the plan is to make me totally relaxed, regressed, and able to enjoy myself, and everything that happens I can do, but it must be in diapers, and I cannot leave.

I hope you guys enjoy it: let me know what you think!

~Brian Dream Comes True~ A fantasy story about what I wish would happen

Brian

good evening all!

I have written my first story and I've placed it in the story and art form. please forgive the mistakes and errors as I continue to make it better. it's been a long time since I posted anything so long that was something that I wanted to continue to edit, but I've had issues with the flood protection trying to auto merge something together when I'm trying to ask a question under a story in the critique section.

Basically the story is something that I have been dreaming about for a long time. By this I mean that i've met so many good people here on daily diapers, and all of them have been very helpful very understanding very loving supportive and just being good old people, trying to help people understand what they're dealing with when you're dealing with incontinence and all the issues that go with it, or any of the other issues around being AB, DL Adult kid, or something else, and how all of these things work together. It's been interesting to say the least and I wouldn't trade anything that I've done so far for anything that has happened. I love it here

basically this is a dream that I have been having. I end up being noticed by many pretty ladies that I work with. I work very hard and I sometimes forget to take care of myself, and I take care of everyone ELSE First, which I know many people on daily diapers would be saying to me " Brian, you know better than that, you better take good care yourself or else!" 

this story basically is that fantasy. I work really hard, several of my colleagues see me see me working so hard that I need to be told to slow down and smell the pretty flowers in the forest. they notice that I'm extremely tired and they have me go to lunch with him one day. they tell me of this awesome place where I can go on vacation and enjoy myself. little did I know that these young ladies were changed my life forever, and make mild dream come true, being able to do anything I wanted, they take care of my every need, And they remind me that THEY are in charge and I'm not going anywhere!

Some of the people involved in this story would be like: @Evelyn Dellcerro @Transfusionelle, @Diaper00Wearer@Notme@Bellegold@Little Belle@Jackie1 @Kawaharu And maybe a few others. I don't know exactly how many girls I would have in my story, but the ones that I was thinking of are listed here. depending on how far I take the story as I continue, be adding more people to the story. Remember this is my fantasy, and hopefully it is a good one, because I've always wanted to have something like this happen, and hopefully this story is within DD guidelines, because it does not deal with many sexual situations other than the fact that we're dealing with stimulation of senses.

Being that I've always had cerebral palsy, there's been a lot of times when my body just wants to tired and very very naughty. sometimes when I want my body to do something I have to force my body to do it, and that is one of the main problems with having a disability. you know that what you want to do, but your system doesn't want you to or your body doesn't want you to respond that way, so it makes it very hard. In this story, the ladies within it help me to become a better person by allowing me to be the person they think I should be, and they know that I want to be, the deal is that I am trying to resist, but they have their ways of making it very clear that it's a good thing for me to go along with it, and and who is going to get away from pretty girls like that that will make your dream come true, and help you forget all of the nasty negative ugly things in the world?  When I think about all the things that happen in my world, or the things that happen in the world around us, I'm constantly amazed that the number of things that happen in our world make it worse and worse by the day. Many many times there have been times when all I wanna do is be able to be in a position where I am in the type of place where the world around us can spin as fast as it wants, but I get to enjoy my life the way I want to enjoy it, without having to worry about the world around us being so silly. of course, I have never been on a real vacation that allows me to enjoy the types of things that you see in a movie, like for example the old Elvis movies, with all the girls on the beach in a California setup: or maybe some island where all these really really muscular guys in really pretty girls can put you at ease and help you to relax, and also help you remove the stress.

@TinyBunny Has helped me in ways this year: I know that there are times when it is really hard to deal with things around you and sometimes you need to have something that's really soft really comfortable and something that will help you relax. Timber and Tommy rabbits are those two individuals that help me, and the next time I get a chance I'm going to add a third rabbit: All of these rabbits are very very soft, and very very reminiscent of the way it should feel when you want to relax and you want to be in a position where you don't have any worries and you don't have any concerns because of because all of it is being taken care of. When you wear diapers and you allow your body to release, you are releasing all of the bad stuff that you're holding, and it's OK to do it, OK to let it go, OK to dream and think of things that are really awesome, think of things that would put you in a good mood or whatever.

Of course there are other dreams that I've had as well. many times there situations where the actual dream is totally ridiculous, because it makes no sense. for example I could be going on a vacation with a bunch of friends, and we're going down the road, and the next thing I know a great big Humongous tiger reaches out and scratches you across the face killing you instantly! things like that I don't exactly know what it is, but my stupid head is been running around with these weird things in it for a long time. writing this story is a way so I can let people know how I envision what I would love to have happened. Of course I am incontinent anyway, but it would be kind of cool to be in a place where I would be I would be taking care of by a bunch of girls that love me to death and they don't want me to get hurt so they take care of my every need, and they have me enjoy being there Period of course the girls when they determined that I'm trying to resist, they find a way to make it so that I don't resist, and they remind me of an awesome situation that I'm in. every time that I try to fight, I end up thinking I'm going to win, But at the end I do win, because I can't leave, and I have the girls to take care of me Love me for who I am and what I am, and make me a stronger man because they know that I need the help, Know to what extent that is needed.

Hopefully when you read the story, you will find it to be interesting and hopefully something that is not totally boring. As I said, this is something that I came up with when I had a dream one night, and there are a bunch of different ladies that were involved in it. i've had discussions on the chat system with a few of them, telling them about this story, and I was encouraged to write it, and then asked if they could be one of the girls. i've added as many girls as I can think of at this point, but I'm not even sure how many more we need to add, all I know is that the idea here is that for an old guy like me the girls think that I've overdone it overworked myself and they want me to relax, and they won't take no for an answer, and they have a good way about them, so I am not going anywhere And I try to fight them, but Each time I do they get craftier and craftier in each time I do it becomes harder and harder to resist, and easier and easier to just all of my stress fly out of my body!

hopefully everyone will read the story and like it! since this is my first story I'm not sure how well I did, and I might not make much sense, but as I said This is my first one. If see the status, they will know that I've written it, and hopefully they will go see that status.

A direct link to it is at:  ~Brian Dream Comes True~ A fantasy story about what I wish would happen

I am particularly interested to see what people like @Cute_Kitten  Would think about my story. 

@Evelyn Dellcerro

I just wanted to Wish you and Elle and Junior A happy Easter and let you know that it was a pretty all day for me. My mom decided to have stuff pepper, And I'll probably have a sandwich later, I've been dealing with severe acid reflux, because of the fact that my medicine I normally take had run out of authorization So I had to wait for it to be reauthorized, and then I ended up having to find out that I had two authorizations one for 20 milligrams of it and one for 40, Then the doctor had to decide which to give me, and then they had to fill it, and then pharmacy filled the wrong one, and then was confused because they approve both.

Let's just say that it was a cluster beep all weekend because for two weeks all I've been dealing with is severe severe acid reflux, And I've been eating delimiting tablets which is orange pale oil 500 milligrams like candies, luckily now I don't have to worry about that, because I have the 20 milligrams of omeprazole. I have to admit that it feels good to be able to talk to my mom without having to get into an argument or a fight, that's not what I wanna do especially when you're supposed to be having fun on holiday!

next month I'm over the hill they say, because I will be 51. All I want is to have a birthday where I don't have to be reminded of my faults or my idiosyncrasies or my shortcomings. i'm so lucky to have good people around me that support me including you, Elle and the rest of your family. hopefully you guys had fun on Easter, And hopefully you guys are finding time to be able to relax and enjoy yourselves as well. don't overdo it and don't overwork yourself.

I can tell you that I miss you, and I can't wait to hear from you again! thank you for being such a awesome couple of friends, and always being there when I needed you! it means the moon to me!

Brian