pamprdguy

I sit here and contemplate this whole DL lifestyle. I thought that maybe I had finally found someone that I could talk to about our mutual love of diapers. We messaged back and forth frequently at first and we were honest with each other. Now, she seems to have stop writing. It is hard enough living with this fetish, especially when you feel alone. I have written a few posts on this site and have removed most of them due to replies that upset me. I have decided to write this on here (as maybe my last one) just to get this off chest. I feel alone and am now going to sit back and think about this. It is so hard keeping this a secret for pretty much my life. Now I have to think about Why?

I am looking for advice. As much as I am not a big fan of cloth like disposable diapers, can anyone recommend a brand that is not too thick and doesn't have a lot of crinkle? The reason I am asking is that I would like to be able to wear diapers under my pants during the day, especially when my son is around. He doesn't know about my love of diapers. I have walked around with a Pampers diaper in my pants and have no issue hiding that. I have one on right now. The issue is, the Pampers don't fully fit. I would love to be able to wear around the house without being detected. I have always and will always love the plastic backed diapers with a bit of a crinkle, but would love to walk around knowing I am fully padded when he is around. There are days when I feel like spilling the beans and tell him. I would like to think he would be discreet about it and not tell anyone. Unfortunately there have been times where he has said he wouldn't tell anyone something I have told him, but found out he let it slip to someone. It is just him and I since my wife passed just over a year ago. If my in-laws ever got word I would not feel comfortable around them. My mother-in-law has let her feelings be known about adults wanting to wear Pampers or other diapers. At this point my wife had known about my love of diapers and wasn't accepting of it. I just fear my son finding my stash, but he really isn't a curious person and I know he won't look in my closet and find them. So, if anyone can recommend a brand or two for me to explore in cloth covered disposable diapers, please let me know as I would love to open myself to more opportunities to wearing around the house. Thank you in advance!!!

As others have mentioned, I was told a few times growing up that if I didn't stop wetting the bed that I would be put back into diapers overnight. By this point I was already developing a love of diapers. Unfortunately back in those days there was no such thing as youth diapers or pull ups. It would have been Pampers baby diapers, which unfortunately I would not have fit in, even though I was always a skinny kid. I don't know how I would have reacted if I was put in diapers again or if it would have changed how I feel about them now. I just know I probably would have enjoyed being in a thick Pampers baby diaper overnight. It would have felt better waking up in a wet diaper than wet bedding in the morning. I stopped wetting the bed around the age of about 12 and the talk about being put back into diapers disappeared. I also went to and had many sleepovers with friends. So, I don't know how others would have reacted if I was diapered. I was fortunate that I never wet the bed on any sleepovers. Even on the times when the first one to fall asleep had their hand put in a warm glass of water to see if they would wet themselves. By this time I already had an idea of my love of diapers. If I was that age these days and could be put into youth diapers I think maybe I would even agree to do it if it was ever brought up, just telling my mother "I guess it is better than waking up in wet bedding." So, yes, I have thought about it many times and still do. Having friends who had their 5 year old daughter in Pampers baby diapers back then (I was about 9 or so at that time) definitely made me dream about it. Just hearing the crinkle when she walked around was nice. I look back on it and feel bad about teasing her when we visited them one time. I know now it wasn't nice. These days I wear as much as I can, even stuffing my adult diapers with Pampers baby diapers. I still love the baby powder scent of a Pampers everytime I take one out of a package. Happy New Year to everyone here!!! May everyone stay diapered and treat yourself as you want to be treated.

Right now I have a size 8 Pampers Swaddlers diaper inside a Total Dry X-Plus diaper. With some baby powder and a diaper cream I found on Etsy. I have already wet it once and will see if it will hold a second wetting!!!

I have deleted my last post (the one about the poor customer service at Bambinos). There were some remarks that were made that I was offended by, especially the one calling me a he or she. I am a male and always have been!!! I think this is why I left this site for a while as some of the posts and comments on some posts have blown me away.

Being alone at home until tomorrow, I decided I was going to do a diaper day. I woke up this morning after, ironically, having a diaper dream (my first sign I guess). I had to decide on what diaper to start with. I decided on Depends Maximum with a Pampers Baby Dry diaper as a stuffer. I laid down on my changing pad, slipped the diapers under me, sprinkled a sufficient amount of baby powder and taped the diaper closed. I have since wet the diaper and love the feeling. I am going to have a shower and have decided on a SDK diaper as my next one. No stuffer this time. Of course I will wipe off with my Pampers baby fresh wipes. Love the scent. It has been way too long since I have done this. Any suggestions on what I put on after I wet my SDK? I have Bambino all over print or a Barnyard diaper, or a Carousel diaper. It is tough choosing the right diaper. I tried the old hand in a bowl of warm water trick to see if it actually works. After about 30 seconds I could feel the urge and wet my diaper again. I have to learn how to wet my diaper either sitting or laying down. Anyone have tips? Only about 6 hours into this diaper day and loving every moment. I also have my Scentsy burner going with my Newborn Nursery scent. My room smells like a baby's room.

I use this in my room. Didn't really realize how it really spreads the scent. I can walk downstairs and smell it coming from my room. I have always loved the baby powder scent.

It is hard to say. I have been into diapers for probably most of my life. This all started before my first time seeing girls in diapers on the net. I guess that really got my interest growing stronger. I bought my first adult diapers on line and have continued on. Would I have done this with the internet? I guess I will never know.

I have recently started to second guess being a diaper lover. I love diapers, don't get me wrong. However I get a guilty feeling and feel I have to put it all behind me. I feel alone in my feelings. I have tried to meet people on line just to chat but every site goes into the sexual part of it. I just want to talk to people about this, but am starting to give up. Time to maybe pack it in.

This would definitely make me a fan of this show. Like everyone else has said, it doesn't make us look bad or weird. It would definitely make me look at female doctors/nurses in a different light if this happened in real life. I have passed many carts in hospital hallways that have diapers just sitting there. It would be nice to see some of the plastic variety instead of just the cloth like covers. Bravo to Grey's Anatomy for bringing this subject up in a light-hearted manner.

I like Abby also. However, I would love to see Ziva in a diaper also. I don't know what it is about her, but she would look hot walking around with a padded bottom.

I was looking at the MSN.com website and something caught my eyes. It was a blurb from an article on Sarah Jessica Parker from the latest edition of Elle magazine. In the article she states that she loves the smell of diapers, even when they are wet. She also loves the smell of Balmex. It would be nice if other celebrities came out with the love of diapers. A guy can wish right?

I was able to get back on there yesterday. My profile is still intact. Hope to meet more people with the same interests.

I haven't been able to get on there for a few days as well. As mentioned before, I hope that all of the profiles are intact!!

Pampers have always been my favorite and always will be. Especially since I can fit into the Size 7 Cruisers again. They are a bit tight, but it feels great knowing I can fit into a baby diaper again. The baby powder scent is great. I can't wait to get some more. As far as the UnderJams, they are great too.

Depends are great diapers. I especially love the Maximum Absorbancy Depends diapers as they are plastic backed. I want to know I am wearing a diaper and there is a bit of a crinkle with these diapers. I prefer the older ones though without the green waistband because the plastic feels better and a bit more of a crinkle to them. As far as baby wipes go, I would recommend the Pampers Baby Fresh wipes. They smell great and feel nice during a diaper change.

I was a bedwetter as a child. Actually so was my brother at the same time. It had gotten to the point that our parents had threatened to put us back in diapers if we didn't stop. It was shortly after that that we did stop wetting our beds and the subject never came up again. However, that got my imagination going and wondering what it would be like to wear diapers again. Ever since I have been a Diaper Lover.

From the first time that I saw these diapers I said to myself that I would love to try them. I have been a diaper lover for years now and only started to wear adult baby diapers a few years ago. Since then I have been waiting for someone to come up with an adult diaper that resembles a baby diaper and this one looks like it is pretty close. I have not worn a diaper for about 6 months (shortly after I got married last Sept.). My wife did not know about my love of diapers while we were dating. While unpacking after moving into her place after we got married she came across a few pieces of paper I had with diaper sites written on them. She questioned me about them. She doesn't care that I visit these sites to look at others in diapers, but she doesn't yet know that I want to wear diapers again. She is okay with the idea of diapers and I so want to tell her that I want to wear diapers again. I think that if I was to win this contest it would be a great icebreaker between us and it would show her how I look in a diaper. I would also love to be able to give a review of them. A sample pack would be great as it would give me the chance to see how the diaper fits and how well it holds wetness. Give me the chance to show my wife why I love diapers so much. Besides, I live in Canada and would love to be able to get more of these diapers.

I checked out the clip. Wouldn't it be nice to walk into a bar and see a beautiful girl wearing a diaper. I guess a guy can dream, right? She did have a good point about breaking the seal when drinking though.

I have posted this on a couple of other sites and hoped to get some advice from some caring people and also some words of encouragement. I am not sure as to how to handle the situation and what I should do. I will give you the posts that I have made on the other sites and all I ask is for some advice as to what I should do. This was originally posted on Friday, Sept. 2nd, so it was in the past, but it is something that is not going to go away. Orginially posted Sept. 2nd (Friday): There is this one girl who I have been friends with for approx. 2 1/2 years now. She is one of the first people that made me feel comfortable and welcome in this town when I first moved here. I have worked with her off and on since I started my job here. Over the time we have known each other, we have become very good, close friends. She is a beautiful girl inside and out. She is one of those girls that guys on this site would probably love to see in a diaper. I admit that from time to time I have thought about what she would look like in a diaper. I know, I sound like a pervert, but I am not. I have the utmost respect for her and always will. Her and I are so close that we could tell each other anything about what is going on in each others' lives. Yesterday, she dropped a bombshell on me that has left me speechless (and I still am speechless on the subject) and thinking of her more. I have a girlfriend already, but she is cool with my friendship with this girl. I love my girlfriend for that as she knows she can trust me. Anyways, this girl came over to my place yesterday as we were going to say our good-byes before she left to go back to school next week. I knew it was going to be a depressing night as I will miss her big time, but I never realized how hard it would be. She came to the door and I opened it. She just stood there for a seconds and said that this would end up being a quick visit (we were supposed to spend the whole evening together before I headed for work). I knew right away something was wrong as she is usually a very peppy person. She came in and sat down. I sat across from her and asked her what was wrong. Then she said it: "I'm pregnant!!" Needless to say I was very speechless and didn't know what to say. I let her say what she had to say and sat there having a hard time believing what she just told me. Here I am a person who pictured her from time to time in diapers. Now, months down the road she will be changing diapers. On one hand, I feel really guilty for thinking of her the way I was. I gained even more respect and admiration for her as she told me she was telling me about this before she told her parents. She actually told her sister about it earlier in the day. I knew right there and then that she respected me and could come to me about anything. I also feel bad that I didn't say too much last night to try to comfort her. But, I was speechless and didn't know really how to react and what to say. I love this girl dearly and want to be there for her whenever she needs me. So, actually I am requesting advice on what to do and how to handle this situation. What could I have said to her yesterday? How should I handle this situation? She is one of my best and closest friends and I want to do whatever I can to help her through the next nine months and beyond. HELP!!! What do I do? Back to the present: She has since gone back to school (she left on Monday). I got to say my final good-byes when I saw her on Saturday at work. We discussed the situation a little more before I left to come home. The evening that she was over here, she left and got ready to go tell her boyfriend (the father) about her pregnancy. I don't know her boyfriend from Adam, but I have not heard too much good about him, even from her. So, I have some reservations about that relationship. When I saw her on Saturday I gave her a note describing my feelings towards her and the situation. I just hope I didn't say something that upset her because I haven't heard from her since. I know she has a lot on her mind and that is why I am not going to worry about it too much, but I just don't want her to shut me out of her life. I want to be there for her every step of the way. I hope to hear from her soon. Anyways, I just wanted to ask everyone for some advice on how to handle the situation and to ask whether or not I should have said anything to her that night. Hope to hear from a lot of you. I know that this not normally something a female would discuss with a male and I have told her that, but I would like to get a female's perspective on this. If you were in her shoes and I was offering help, what would you ask for? Thanks in advance.

Like some of the others have said, it is not natural for me to go to bed now without wearing a diaper. I usually have the package of diapers sitting beside my bed so I reach over and grab one. I put it on and fall asleep deeply with the knowledge that I am protected against any potential accidents. I have not wet the bed since I was around 12 years old, but you never know when you can have an accident. I am seriously thinking of getting one of those Hypnosis CDs that can "un-potty train" you whenever you are in diapers and just when you are in diapers. I have always wondered what it would be like to wake up with a wet diaper. I usually don't wet my diapers until I am awake and out of bed. I try to wear my diapers other than to bed whenever I get the chance. I just love the feel of those plastic diapers on my bottom.

I, like most people who have replied to this post, was nervous about the first couple of times I went out in public to buy diapers. The first few times I would go to the diaper aisle to see the selection. Then I would walk around the store for a few minutes to decide what to buy and then head back to the diaper aisle. I would then pick up a package of diapers and head for the registers. I would try to avoid registers being run by some hot young girl and go for the one with an older lady. After the first three times buying diapers in the stores, I got used to it and have no problem today. I have yet to buy adult diapers in a store. I always buy baby diapers (especially Pampers) to use as stuffers. However, now that I am currently living in a small town where I know a lot of people and am working at Wal-Mart, I have to be careful where I go to buy diapers and when I go. Obviously I can't buy them at work or the questions would come out and my girlfriend would find out (she doesn't know about my love of diapers). Also, you never know what kind of treasures you will find when in a diaper aisle. For instance I went into one of the local pharmacies (where I always buy my diapers here) and went to the diaper aisle. To my pleasant surprise I found 2 packages of the old plastic covered Pampers. I am still kicking myself today for not picking up both packages. I did buy one though and have been enjoying them ever since. So, yeah, it is hard at first, but after a while it becomes second nature. I have never been asked any questions except being asked if I want a bag for my diapers. I have no qualms about buying diapers now and enjoy the shopping even more now.

Yes, I have had various diaper dreams along the way. I believe I even had some before I really got interested in diapers again. I don't remember most of my dreams. However, there was one in particular that really struck me. It stuck with me so long that I actually wrote out the details of the dream and actually continued on with the dream and made a story out of it. I entitled it "My Diaper Dream". I actually started a website where I am typing out the story. When I get a good portion of it done, I will let you know what the site is so anyone who wishes to read it can. It is basically about a girl who used to live down the street from where I grew up as a kid. In my dream I find out her and her sister both still wear diapers and the two of us start a relationship when she gets me back into diapers. That is one dream I wish had been true because she was a beautiful girl. I still have the odd dream, but not as much as I used to. I guess it is because I wear diapers as much as I can and have gotten used to the feeling of being in a diaper. Dream on Diaper Lovers all over!!!

I agree. If you two love each other as much as I think you do, then he has to respect your desires and wishes. Tell him as much as you like being in diapers from time to time, you shouldn't have to wear them 24/7 if it is not your thing. I also agree that he shouldn't force this on you when you are going to school as it would distract you from your studies. Let him know that when you have free time and not worrying about your classes that maybe that is the time to be diapered and babied. If he starts to argue about it, then ask him how he would like to be diapered and treated like a baby. Better yet, don't give him a choice. I hope everything turns out right for you and your fiancee.

I actually have a long list of celebs I would love to see diapered. I will try to cut the list down. The main one I would love to see in diapers is Sarah Michelle Gelllar. There is also Hilary Duff, Alyssa Milano, Alicia Silverstone, Britney Spears, Shania Twain, Kirsten Dunst, Julia Stiles, and Elisha Cuthbert just to name a few. I have seen some pasties of most of the ones I mentioned, but would love to actually see them in diapers.