pamprdguy

I sit here and contemplate this whole DL lifestyle. I thought that maybe I had finally found someone that I could talk to about our mutual love of diapers. We messaged back and forth frequently at first and we were honest with each other. Now, she seems to have stop writing. It is hard enough living with this fetish, especially when you feel alone. I have written a few posts on this site and have removed most of them due to replies that upset me. I have decided to write this on here (as maybe my last one) just to get this off chest. I feel alone and am now going to sit back and think about this. It is so hard keeping this a secret for pretty much my life. Now I have to think about Why?

I am looking for advice. As much as I am not a big fan of cloth like disposable diapers, can anyone recommend a brand that is not too thick and doesn't have a lot of crinkle? The reason I am asking is that I would like to be able to wear diapers under my pants during the day, especially when my son is around. He doesn't know about my love of diapers. I have walked around with a Pampers diaper in my pants and have no issue hiding that. I have one on right now. The issue is, the Pampers don't fully fit. I would love to be able to wear around the house without being detected. I have always and will always love the plastic backed diapers with a bit of a crinkle, but would love to walk around knowing I am fully padded when he is around. There are days when I feel like spilling the beans and tell him. I would like to think he would be discreet about it and not tell anyone. Unfortunately there have been times where he has said he wouldn't tell anyone something I have told him, but found out he let it slip to someone. It is just him and I since my wife passed just over a year ago. If my in-laws ever got word I would not feel comfortable around them. My mother-in-law has let her feelings be known about adults wanting to wear Pampers or other diapers. At this point my wife had known about my love of diapers and wasn't accepting of it. I just fear my son finding my stash, but he really isn't a curious person and I know he won't look in my closet and find them. So, if anyone can recommend a brand or two for me to explore in cloth covered disposable diapers, please let me know as I would love to open myself to more opportunities to wearing around the house. Thank you in advance!!!

As others have mentioned, I was told a few times growing up that if I didn't stop wetting the bed that I would be put back into diapers overnight. By this point I was already developing a love of diapers. Unfortunately back in those days there was no such thing as youth diapers or pull ups. It would have been Pampers baby diapers, which unfortunately I would not have fit in, even though I was always a skinny kid. I don't know how I would have reacted if I was put in diapers again or if it would have changed how I feel about them now. I just know I probably would have enjoyed being in a thick Pampers baby diaper overnight. It would have felt better waking up in a wet diaper than wet bedding in the morning. I stopped wetting the bed around the age of about 12 and the talk about being put back into diapers disappeared. I also went to and had many sleepovers with friends. So, I don't know how others would have reacted if I was diapered. I was fortunate that I never wet the bed on any sleepovers. Even on the times when the first one to fall asleep had their hand put in a warm glass of water to see if they would wet themselves. By this time I already had an idea of my love of diapers. If I was that age these days and could be put into youth diapers I think maybe I would even agree to do it if it was ever brought up, just telling my mother "I guess it is better than waking up in wet bedding." So, yes, I have thought about it many times and still do. Having friends who had their 5 year old daughter in Pampers baby diapers back then (I was about 9 or so at that time) definitely made me dream about it. Just hearing the crinkle when she walked around was nice. I look back on it and feel bad about teasing her when we visited them one time. I know now it wasn't nice. These days I wear as much as I can, even stuffing my adult diapers with Pampers baby diapers. I still love the baby powder scent of a Pampers everytime I take one out of a package. Happy New Year to everyone here!!! May everyone stay diapered and treat yourself as you want to be treated.

Right now I have a size 8 Pampers Swaddlers diaper inside a Total Dry X-Plus diaper. With some baby powder and a diaper cream I found on Etsy. I have already wet it once and will see if it will hold a second wetting!!!

I have deleted my last post (the one about the poor customer service at Bambinos). There were some remarks that were made that I was offended by, especially the one calling me a he or she. I am a male and always have been!!! I think this is why I left this site for a while as some of the posts and comments on some posts have blown me away.

Being alone at home until tomorrow, I decided I was going to do a diaper day. I woke up this morning after, ironically, having a diaper dream (my first sign I guess). I had to decide on what diaper to start with. I decided on Depends Maximum with a Pampers Baby Dry diaper as a stuffer. I laid down on my changing pad, slipped the diapers under me, sprinkled a sufficient amount of baby powder and taped the diaper closed. I have since wet the diaper and love the feeling. I am going to have a shower and have decided on a SDK diaper as my next one. No stuffer this time. Of course I will wipe off with my Pampers baby fresh wipes. Love the scent. It has been way too long since I have done this. Any suggestions on what I put on after I wet my SDK? I have Bambino all over print or a Barnyard diaper, or a Carousel diaper. It is tough choosing the right diaper. I tried the old hand in a bowl of warm water trick to see if it actually works. After about 30 seconds I could feel the urge and wet my diaper again. I have to learn how to wet my diaper either sitting or laying down. Anyone have tips? Only about 6 hours into this diaper day and loving every moment. I also have my Scentsy burner going with my Newborn Nursery scent. My room smells like a baby's room.

I use this in my room. Didn't really realize how it really spreads the scent. I can walk downstairs and smell it coming from my room. I have always loved the baby powder scent.

It is hard to say. I have been into diapers for probably most of my life. This all started before my first time seeing girls in diapers on the net. I guess that really got my interest growing stronger. I bought my first adult diapers on line and have continued on. Would I have done this with the internet? I guess I will never know.

I have recently started to second guess being a diaper lover. I love diapers, don't get me wrong. However I get a guilty feeling and feel I have to put it all behind me. I feel alone in my feelings. I have tried to meet people on line just to chat but every site goes into the sexual part of it. I just want to talk to people about this, but am starting to give up. Time to maybe pack it in.

This would definitely make me a fan of this show. Like everyone else has said, it doesn't make us look bad or weird. It would definitely make me look at female doctors/nurses in a different light if this happened in real life. I have passed many carts in hospital hallways that have diapers just sitting there. It would be nice to see some of the plastic variety instead of just the cloth like covers. Bravo to Grey's Anatomy for bringing this subject up in a light-hearted manner.

I like Abby also. However, I would love to see Ziva in a diaper also. I don't know what it is about her, but she would look hot walking around with a padded bottom.

I was looking at the MSN.com website and something caught my eyes. It was a blurb from an article on Sarah Jessica Parker from the latest edition of Elle magazine. In the article she states that she loves the smell of diapers, even when they are wet. She also loves the smell of Balmex. It would be nice if other celebrities came out with the love of diapers. A guy can wish right?

I was able to get back on there yesterday. My profile is still intact. Hope to meet more people with the same interests.

I haven't been able to get on there for a few days as well. As mentioned before, I hope that all of the profiles are intact!!

Pampers have always been my favorite and always will be. Especially since I can fit into the Size 7 Cruisers again. They are a bit tight, but it feels great knowing I can fit into a baby diaper again. The baby powder scent is great. I can't wait to get some more. As far as the UnderJams, they are great too.