Hi everyone. Like many of you on this forum, I deal with horrible depression. I have been dealing with a messy break-up, and now the loss of a job I loved. I have contemplated suicide, and have gone as far as putting a gun in my mouth. But through counseling and medication, I am doing better. (And honestly using this site as an outlet the past few days is also helping.) I just want everyone here to know, that I'm here to listen. I don't care if we know each other or not, or if we have conversed before, whatever... I check in daily, and if you need a friend, I'll listen. We're all in this together, and with the help if one another, we can help keep each other going. Much love...