I would have to agree with this being the most cohesive diaper community... one of the reasons I joined. As for the question of "why", I have to agree with others who have said that the answer lies within yourself. I myself have had an interest in diapers since I can remember. I'm still not sure as to why I feel the need to wear them... I just do. It's like asking why someone is interested in bondage, or role reversal, or whatever other fetish turns their crank. I myself wear because it gives me a sexual charge, because I enjoy the feeling of a diaper against my skin, because I love the sound that they make, because... well just because. But everyone of us is different in our reasons as to why. I hope you find the answers you're looking for... but if you don't, then just stop questioning and enjoy yourself. Maybe that's the answer you've been looking for this whole time.