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I hate it when my sleep time is interrupted , I sleep my best in the mornings, since I still fight insomnia, so I really get it. But its a funny thing I just got off the phone canceling my pest Service and then I see this..We got hooked into a 2yr contract with them, and can't afford it they had a really really good sales guy , and back then I had called to cancel, but they had a very large over $200 fee if we didn't keep it, so I got them to go down to the one yr, and it took me 20-30 minutes to get the guy to cancel....

I just saw this pot, so sorry for the late comment, but is your bed protected ? I ask because you can read some of my comments on DD, when I was little, we my brothers wet the bed, my brother and I had a pee fight, once we peed on each others bed, just stood and soaked them, mom made us sleep in it, and I liked it, our beds were not protected. Later when I was about age 10 we shared a room , my brother and step had a bed, and I had my own, because I had stopped wetting the bed, and the bed they shared being not protected, had many many wettings and I loved the smells SO much , I was young, and did not know why I got a hard on, but I got naked and rolled in the soaked bed of there's soo many times, I was in heaven... I still love the pee smells and wish I could have a pee bed, and just not wear diapers to bed.....MY WIFE IS NOT INTO ANY OF IT...

I was born in Dayton Ohio , but moved out when I was 21 yrs old went all the way to west , I'm in the middle of the state of Calif.

I didn't complain that much when I worked in the patch because the high price made the companies drill and I was an electrician for 20 yrs and I would not have made the good money I did then. I was up to $35 an hr and that was a hard wage to make back in the late 90's and on, without any college or trade school . But now that I'm disabled it's a hard price to pay. And our prices have been going up for yrs on everything, without any of china Tariff...We have had many thoughts about trying to find a state we could move to where the prices are half of California, I just can't take heat and humidity or deep snow,,, that makes it hard when being old with many medical issues I need access to a good source of Good Dr's and good hospital etc,,

we just today filled up only a half tank,, $50, and it was $4.50 a gallon and that's not a horrible price for here..I would love it to be $2 , I don't think we have had it that low since the 1980's if then. I remembered then I was in high school it was 50 cents a gallon and I was complaining, because I remember when it was 25 cents in the 1960's

Not only a very bad thing, but since she was on camera, she can go to jail for it, that's illegal to do in public like that, I hope she is fired from the private delivery company and gets jail time...I am not sure about some states? but you can't even go out into a field and pee here, without getting at a minimum put on the registry for sex offenders..She looked at the camera so she wanted to get caught..

We have not seen anything less than $3.89 in 10 years

If you shop around here you can get the ut rate crap under $4 , but you pay for the cheap gas and save now and pay later for repairs dues to too much water and crap in the cheap gas. we use Mobil and its been $4.50-4.90 , but its also been as high as $6.00

Cool, I hope you find the name of the file, I will also look on Amazon I never even thought of that.. I need cheap or free, as probably soo many on here. Thanks

Very true on both, I mostly need to go where they will make changes to my orders, I am gluten free, I have no teeth left, due to past oral cancer, and cat have spicy anything, pepper can be too much. My wife and son are very understanding, we have one place near s that's really good food etc, but on holidays you will be in for that long wait. I wish I could find a food and place like you have found. We live in a fairly small town about 14k, thats big to some people , our only big all purpose store is a Walmart I Hate it, we will shop at small grocery stores and pay more to avoid that place, but being a small town has advantages, like small town Service at a restaurant..etc..

My wife is very understanding about eating out, my son wanted to do something yesterday or today, you would have an hr or more wait today for eating out,,we live in a small town that is full of people on holidays and then car shows festivals etc, so you have to do stuff on a week day, to get around the crowd, so we are still trying to figure out what fun thing to do today, and my sone will meet up with us on a non busy weekend..

Thanks for this post. I do think a large part is mental like you say. I also have a question, since hypnosis helped you soo much will you share what files? or was yours with the therapist? I need good free files. I can't afford to buy them and then find they will not do me any good. I want one that will help me sleep wet with or without a diaper. I do wake up wet without knowing some mornings, but if I wake up I see if I have to pee and go if needed and I can fall back to sleep before I am done. I have been wearing 24/7 for over 10 years, I started to dribble back when I was still working, and I had been wearing to bed back then and peeing my diaper but back then I had to wake up to wet it. I know I have a lot of mental blocks still, that goes back to my wife not being ok back then, but things are better with that, since I can't hold my pee partly by wearing and partly by age? She's ok, and will even carry a bag of diapers out of the second hand and no way 10 yrs ago... I have a spare bed in a kinda play room, I have a nice twin bed in there, with the invocare hospital mattress made to be safe with anything. I sleep in my leather recliner so both are safe, but the mental block is where I think I need work. I think wetting is in my family, I wet till close to age 10, my brother till in his young teens, and my son till 10-11. I don't know if that has anything to do with me trying to erase my training...I have an account with warp my mind.com, I have a couple I have tried from Utube, did you have to use the files every night? if you used files...

My wife is not into it, so she won't change my diapers. And that's ok.

I have let a couple Dr's know that I wear protection s I called it, and no big deal, my dermatology Dr has seen my skin in my diapers area, because at the time I had a very very bad rash, and he's looked once since then, it felt a little weird with the PA also in there, but the more you do it the easier t gets, and just say you wet the bed when younger and it has come back and you are ok with diapers and don't want or need any testing for it? Like said they will look for cancer etc. I had cancer and I have chronic back neck etc, and of course I am in the age where the Dr's are used to it.. Your old enough to say bedwetting has returned.. How much does the file cost? I have used a number of files free ones from warpmymind.com, and I have had some help, but I haven't used them everyday like I think 🤔 I am supposed to do..

I really feel bad about you both dealing with headaches and now this, my pain management Dr told me that all of the med laws have changed as of this year, and I have had to do random drug testing to see if I am taking my meds or selling them, etc.. That's why I took myself off of my morphine a few months ago, I got mad as you did with the testing, and all of it. Have you googled it to see if there are any natural, herbal or ? that would be close to what you were taking ? Unfortunately people are abusing a lot more meds than they use to. And those of us that really need them have to suffer.

I also voted spread out, but I am still trying to have a better way for mine to do that, the longer I wear and wet, it seems that mine draws up in like a turtle?? I have been wearing 24/7 for over ten years, so my pee aim is in the front. I do use cloth inside of my disposable diapers, and it helps to wick it down some.. But if my clothes are too tight it can't go into the crotch to wick it as much as I want...

I have been 24/7 for yrs and I still have dry nights sometimes, I would like to know what files you listen to and do you play them as you sleep? I like free files, because I don't know if some work? and I can't afford to pay anyhow, so I use warpmymind free so I can download them.

It's hard to find the old really old like 60's on DVD's I know they are producing less of the DVD's due to streaming, but we don't stream,, I have read with the increase of streaming, down the road the internet will not be able to expand fast enough to keep up with it, so that means much more slow down than we have already. We are in a smaller town, and they are just in the past year replacing old phone lines and bringing in fiber..

I also say welcome I used to live way east sooooo many years ago...

House, Golden Girls , Raymond , Law And Order (all of them) , NCIS, wide variety of the old shows Father nows Best, Mash, etc , we have many more we watch, we have way over 5000 DVD's it's way cheaper in the long run to own than to pay $80 plus to watch shows when they say, and then watch commercials we have gotten so used to no commercials or so many yrs.

I would LOVE to have been in the middle of that, sounds like a mind blowing time. I have dreamed about having a 3 some. I love to talk and dream, married 30 yrs and if you read my page you can see my struggles. But I love your story . And wish I could have that story.

I generally use 2 diapers a day with a good insert and plastic pants, and I wear a lot at night, I get most of my night diapers at second hand, I wear a LG disposable outer, and a pull up and or baby diapers what I can get with 3 layers cheap stuff in and a good cloth layer against my skin, then for heavy nights the extra is a cloth baby diaper inside of a pair of (spandex underwear to hold it all up when its all full) then plastic pants. I have done soo many different things over yrs, and I look at ideas I see on here and have experimented lot...

It took years for my wife to get where you are with her, that's very promising, just take it slow be patient with her, my wife let me diaper her way back after I came out to her so to say,,, she had the runs and I didn't like the idea of her pooping the bed, she didn't mind the feeling of it, but she also didn't care for it, I have teased her a few times about putting her in a diaper, we can laugh it off now. I also have said since she won't diaper me, I do have several bad problems with my back and on pain management,, IWhat happens if I can't do it myself someday? She did saw she would do it then. I'm glad your wife is as ok as she is now, And I am a little bit jealous, the love making was one thing my wife said in the beginning that she couldn't do with me in diapers, but we hadn't had sex for several yrs already, so I said well I had problems keeping it up and I had lost the fun of it already. Diapers were more enjoyable, and now many yrs later I have a need for diapers, and we are still married and no sex between us in over 10 yrs, she has hers and I have mine..On our own in private ..We do fine for now..... 30 yrs and we have learned to deal with each other and even though we still Love each other we are like roommates a big part of the time. On a TV show a phrase was used , pick your battles, I have for yrs wanted to do some same sex play, but my cheat. Light goes on, and I do my playtime at night, se we both buy our own toys and mostly thats ok, because we're too old to try and find another mate..........Keep ua informed, and if you want to talk message me.

I have had the same feeling as when I cum after I have the pee holding and let go it's assume , The only part is I wear the cheaper diapers so I have to change my diaper after one of those when I have leaked for a few hrs, But with it.........

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