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When we had moved to my dad's, we lived a block from the closest neighbor , and on 7 acres. So the clothes line would not matter . And the mattress my brothers slept on was a king so getting it downstairs would not bee easy so they did stand it up against the wall on occasion . I think to be a bed wetter and live in a close nit community would be a really bad thing to deal with as a kid. My brothers were teased all the time. I wanted soo much to share that bed . With the divorce and all I could have started to pee the bed if I only knew then what I know know??? I could have had some of the soaked pee bed to sleep in....

We had moved in with my dad and step mom, her son peed the bed and already had it soaked , she didn't care about any of us, but she also went in for shock treatments at least once a year , and spent a few months there. So we really raised ourselves from when I was 10 on up. My mom had just gotten divorced from her second , and my dad was on his third I think 🤔 . They were all drunks, My dad worked 2 jobs so he was never home, until late night . All they did was open the window up and stand up the king size mattress against the wall and that wasn't very often . Maybe they thought 💭 if the boys got tied of the smell they would stop peeing the bed. I do know they didn't want to use beer money to fix a pee bed. Also our bedroom was upstairs and there's was downstairs .

I miss the smelly bed, but for my wife I keep things under control . But since our dog has taken over my side of our bed, its not an issue , I can't sleep a normal night so for 4 plus yrs I have been sleeping in my recliner , see I sleep best around sun rise, and till noon if I can . So our $5000 dollar king adjustable bed, it's like 2 twins with motors etc, but anyhow I need TV on she needs TV off. So it's what it is. I have my spare bedroom but it's toooooo full, I want to find a way to clean it out and then I can make better use of it. T may be able to get it smelly to a point? But it would be soo cool to have a bedwetting partner. I remember my brother and me getting into a pee fight we stood and peed all over each others bed. Mom made use sleep in it. And that punishment was not a good idea 💡 I think it made me want to sleep in pee, even his.......

I have used a very small bag for a lot of yrs , I just found a really nice bag and its almost the same as the pic , I have one like it I used to use for camping , I got it cheap, but people are using a very strong smelly stuff at the better second hand stores. I have a hard time getting rid of that smell, it came after the Covid stuff started . I really would Love to find out the best way to get that smell out of stuff. But in a month it may be ok, I have soaked it with Frebreze Baby sent. But even though it's better it's not gone, I also have a crib mattress that still has the small and I scrubbed it several times. The one bad thing about used stuff . Since Covid.

I did also but it was my brother and step brother , they shared an unprotected bed, and it was really soaked all the time, I have made comments on here, I was about 10 yrs old, and when everyone was out playing , would get naked and craw into the wet pee bed and I didn't understand what was going on, but my crotch was sooo rock hard, and my body was in Heaven . I really wanted to start peeing the bed so I could share there king bed, and get the pee. on me. Our room had the pee smells all stages, but I had a twin bed across the room from them.

I'm with you there I would Love to share a soaking pee bed and add to it every night . Oh what a fragrance that room would have.........

Wow sounds like my crotch just responded to your post, Wow. I would love to have anyone do that male or female do that. Very hot.I am into soft smooth plastic then latex , my problem with latex is cost and keeping it smooth. I have had a few sheets and latex pants I love them, But for me nothing beats a good plastic anything . I Love to daydream about that and any kind of pee play. What is a phosphate enema purpose ? I keep my poop kleaned out with doing mine, I have dealt with hemorrhoids for 30 yrs, and this is my best plan. And I git to do some playtime to make it better .

Our county is a mix, it's supposed to be legal, but some cities will bust you because the dumb laws are not the same across the state. And if I want to keep my pain Dr I have to go by him. See pot is legal in some states and some counties . But it's still Not legal with the Federal government , so you can be using pot and the feds can still come to your home and bust you. Look it up. Unless that has changed . But when the Feds are ok with it then my Dr can't test me. He can still drop me like a rock. And even bad pain meds are better than nothing at all. So you I can start a farm and grow my own, and just drop my Dr, but in my state it's still a messy thing the state feds and city don't play well at all.......

I couldn't smoke pot with my lungs only at 65-70%. I lost 20% in the last 6 months . So if my Dumb Dr would get me a script AND then I would have to be able to afford it . I would have to grow the amount that is aloud in the county for medical use. And then that makes a lot of other issues with Ass holes that find out your growing and come in and kill the family for a few plants. The pain drugs I am on (narcotics ) 24/7 are Much worse on my body that pot would be as long as I don't smoke it. I may have to go that route soon, but find ways to hide what I grow, because ins won't pay for it, and I can't afford to go to the pot business and pay there prices.

My problem is the Dr has his rules , But there are not but a couple Pain Management Dr's in my Area , and he's the highest rated. Even with the crap. I had one before him that gave me meds I told him and I put in the paperwork that I am allergic to. I had to switch then. So as much as I want pot,,, and I most likely can't afford it anyhow am stuck with what I have.

I have very little cum out when I cum, I had the snip snip 35 or so yrs ago , But with my pee dribbling , and then I play, I will sometimes have the sticky feel a half hour after I cum. And even if I don't feel the cum I have the head stick to my diaper later after I am diapered up. But it's all cool. I do think a part of the cum goes back up and then comes out when you pee. So if you were to get head? that person may need to know you have pee in the cum. But it sounds like you already know it.

I really admire you as well, when you're young it's not as easy to be a diaper guy. And when someone needs that to have a relaxed mind as a lot of us do, I think it's great . I would do it if I had the money and was as brave as you. But I am losing control and I wake up with my diapers flooded much more, so I am hopeful I can do it naturally . I'm very glad it's going good, and I can't wait to hear in a month or more when your diapers as a normal day, and filling them up. Just as you said your doing keep drinking plenty of water. That's the best thing to keep it all flushed out. And as said by many keep all of us updated, and MM me any time.

I am living married now 29 yrs, because of past and maybe present health on both my wife and me, we haven't had sex since about 2010. Now she takes care of herself , and I do to, I just Love to have a dildo in my mouth and my butt at the same time and to hump my silicone doll, That's sooooo amazing , I just listen to a hypothesis file while doing it and I imagine I have a few people that are involved . So that is my sex, but I have done it a few times in a soaked and busting open diaper I am humping.

I have had soo many surgeries , mine due to cancer, and I don't care what it is All of them can have serious issues . I am really Glad reddy has made it past all of the major problems . And is working through it . I still am jealous . I am having to deal with my diaper rash due to not drinking enough water, and not changing my diaper enough , that's just me being Lazy. But even though I have to not wear part of the day to dry out. I have had thoughts , of it I guess I would be using a Cath just like you for a few days to keep my butt etc dry...

I Have the same issues about being a little to big for Goodnites, but I will agree they hold much more than a lot of the adult diapers, I think goodnite is filled with the better stuff, can't think of the name?? now. but I wish they made a larger size than the XL and then they would be available here.

I would Love to be stoned, but I am on narcotics , and I signed a paper with my Dr that if the random pee test shows I have smoked etc pot. He will drop me like a rock. I can't afford to pay Ca prices for pot,,,, so I am stuck with my Dr. I smoked 40 yrs ago and I Loved it.

I have tried to be in a church that will be a Bible believing church. AND not twist the Bible to make it say what the pastor or staff want it to say. I do all of the research I can before even going, and even after that I have found Major issues that don't agree with Gods word. All that to say don't give up. But I would say also to do all you can to keep your private life yours, and even be careful not to ever connect with anyone from Church on an online account that can be controversial . Just keep this part of life private .

I have pushed my balls up into my body , but will they stay without taping the bag? Will the pressure of the diaper hold them up inside for the night ? I have thought about it but wasn't sure it would help.

I am on narcotics ,, several every 8 hours . And then they keep me on meds to help me breathe . My COPD, etc. But I can't stop them. I have a new steroid added for my lungs, and the crap list of the side effects are hard to live with. It's like do I want the mega side effects to make me breathe . Or do I want do I want to go crazy with every day seams like a new problem because of it. I do understand what you're dealing with but in different ways .

Hey I have been keeping up with it, following the thread, IT"S SOO cool your there.

Hey why not let a nurse help you shower? it may be fun🤪😁

I have been reading and very glad as well for it to be done and only a few days till you are in diapers. I Will keep following to see how its going.

Sorry I just saw your reply . Yes we are in the same boat. I use toys and some hypnosis files to get my mind in the cool place when I am playing with ,, by myself . MM me if you want to talk. Share playtime ideas 💡 .

You know I can't say you or anyone else here has debated within themselves all that we want to do. We are all soooo different and we are also soo much alike . But just like a sibling we need to agree to disagree on some subjects . We don't have to deal with the outcome of the surgery unless WE are getting it with you. That's what I say. If I could afford to do your surgery I just may have it done, I am older, but to have to live all those years with the pain of wanting to wear diapers with it being a medical condition , Like I did. I wanted to do that almost all of my life. I am now 66, and I have back and forth I can't pee, or I can't hold. I am not wanting to go through all of the testing for some dumb Dr to say it's all in my head...... So if it takes an out of the USA Dr to make you comfortable with your life then that's it. Done And Done ....There are risks in any surgery , I just hope your Dr does it safe and correct . And I want to know the outcome .

I like your reply . I have had to block a couple on here because I got tired of them pushing and being mean towards me . I am here for support and to have someone to talk to that has gone through common things and will Help me . A person can get a point across without being a mean person. The people that are hateful can go to a different site. Thanks for your comments . Your point that advice can turn into Abuse is a good point.