foreverdl

I haven't tried to get mine paid for yet, because I am on Medicare and I do have a supplemental also, but people that I have talked to say they will not pay for them, I wander if some states may? and some may not? I would even take the crap diapers as long as they would pay, I could still use them at home etc, and put stuffer's in them etc, I mean free is free... I do use canes, walkers and the driving carts in the stores, I have issues walking with my back etc, but they most likely wouldn't unless I was in a wheel chair, I do expect thats coming up in a few years...

I want to add to my previous post here, see even though I have had many fetishes with diapers plastic wet sports and many others. I began the dribbling when at work , when I was able to work, before my back and neck etc issues . Well I decided back then I would rather wear a pull up to work than have a silver dollar spot show up . But I also have for sooo many years had the issues that when I need to pee, sat down or stand by the toilet 🚽 I can't do more than dribble , but walk away and it comes out. So I have kept searching for the relaxing stuff to pee in my diapers or sometimes in the toilet. Since I am now medical disabled it's just easier to wear 24/7 and , now I can pee my diaper sometimes day and night without knowing I did, and I Love that. I just wish the good diapers were Cheaper .....

I really slept good for a lot of years with my CPAP, but after my chronic pain and narcotics were the case, I couldn't sleep , I would lay there for hours and I just got up and moved to the living room and I did take my machine with me, but I don't know , I tried to watch TV and use my CPAP, but I ended up for some reason developing insomnia and I needed the TV on, then I told my Dr, he said ok just use my oxygen at night, and I would be ok. So I sleep when I can, the TV with the correct shows on will make me sleep . So it was like a flip flop. But I think the meds and pain made it change... And for well over 10 years my CPAP I feel did keep me alive. I was in bad shape back when they did all the testing, and my organs were starting to shut down, because of lack of oxygen to them etc. It's a very important machine.

Nice and a soggy one too.

I would agree with anything with wheels to get around , I have had to fall a number of times beforehand of getting walkers, canes etc, I did find a 4 wheel seated walker at an estate sale, since it's a lot of red tape with Medicare to get some of these things, and $15 was way less hassle for me.. Even though I live on narcotics for my neck and back. Maybe someone that lives close can find one, they are a lot of help for me. You may be able to get your medical ins to Supply a regular wheel chair.

As everyone here is saying you will not get the diapers for a Fake problem . Ins companies are not gonna do it. Let me give you an example . well over ten years ago, we had a really really good ins plan, I went through Cancer, Oral and I went over 6 months that I could not eat anything , I was on a feeding tube, and I had to use plenty f meds, and liquid diet I poured in the tube. I tried several of the liquid foods they gave me and I couldn't use them, I spent several hundreds on n over the counter liquid food, and because it was an over the counter , they refused to pay or Supply it, I had to end up going to the CEO of the Drug store and then they went to bat for me and I got enough of it for a limited period . So if they won't pay for food while a patient is on Chemo and radiation at the same time?? good luck getting diapers because you are a DL and want to fake your way....Unless your Dad works for them?? he can put his job on the line for your diapers..

I am sorry ,, if you have any strong meds? and heat and maybe ice, depends n you, I never got anything good out of ice, just meds and heat.

I found this on the web, and with time it can be helpful . I have used a number of things. First, take a slow, gentle breath in through your nose, and allow your belly and ribs to flare out to the sides. “Open” your pelvic floor with your inhale breath. Exhale slowly and gently through your mouth, allowing your belly to fall. Let the air out of your upper lungs, relax your ribs, belly and pelvic floor. I have been 24/7 for a number of years and still have issues sometimes to pee in my diaper, but I just tried this sitting in my chair and I peed with it..

Just a topic for fun, If a burp and a fart at the exact same time is called a tornado , then do you call a fart and peeing at the same time, I just had that thought, and wandered how many others have names for it, like I say just for fun

Mine is simple also, it's that I'm forever a DL, I do have some AB also. My original screen name was DLforever but a number of years ago there was some syco in the news with that kind of name,, I didn't want to have any confusion so I asked to change it but I wanted to keep it kinda close...

Very well written , all I can say is to also agree with you,. I really want to try the test you did sleeping un diapered to see how much sucess I have made? but I do expect I would have the same reaction the first night feeling naked, I have been 24/7 for over 10 years, And that's by choice except for I kinda had to wear daytime back then, because I got used to peeing without thinking , so I would wear diapers to work back then, now I really Don’t have to worry about work , and find myself sitting just like now typing this and peeing my diaper,, thinking 🤔 I may have to change before I eat dinner. But I Love it.... Oh and if I nap I will wet a lot of the time, I do drink wine so I may see if the red wine will make me leak more?? THANKS for taking the time to do all of this

I have been in a poopy diaper and love the feelings and play, but the clean up is a bad part, and then how do you protect your skin from the rashes when you leave it on for hours??

I used a CPAP for 15 years, and I got to love the full face mask and it was kinda a security blanket so to speak for soo long, but several years ago I started to sleep in my recliner, and I was hit and miss on using my CPAP, then the ins said if I didn't use it over 50% of the time they wouldn't pay for parts and so it happened , and I already had had oxygen I had piped into it, so my Dr said just use the oxygen by itself and I have been doing that, and I am doing fine, but I sleep mostly upright , so the apnea is less of a problem . But the CPAP is a life saver and if you can keep using the full face mask it may be better because I tried several different things , with the nasal you have to keep your mouth closed, I had to use a chin strap, and that was bad.. but even though they gave me a LG mask I went to the small mask and thats what worked for all those years..

I used to rub my diaper a lot, till I got carried away a few times and rubbed myself soo sore that I had to not use a diaper for days, I had to medicine up till he healed up.. I love to rub it, but just don't do it for a long time, see, with all my pain meds I can't feel the good stuff as much as I like to, so rubbing to completion is more rare..

Crap you're having bad luck as we have been in for a while sucks, I wish I was closer to where you live, I used to work on appliances many years ago, sorry .

I'm sure I have said this before and maybe 🤔 on this same thread, some of my fetishes are pee play, of all kinds, smooth plastic o play on, pee on, and I would Love to have a very wet bed peed on without diapers So I can have a bed wetting smell of a house,,, Love all the old and new pee smells, I need the smells to help me get excited,, and play..

Yes, and I told my wife if the second hand store doesn't have any of the cheap ones I build my night layers with, I may just have to sleep on a thick blanket or something and wash it every morning .. Money it tight with our problems as with you, I feel your pain. Did you ever get the refrigerator defrosted nd fixed?

I love to sometimes have my heavy diaper sag, as a way to be nice to my wife, I wear stuff to hold it up, and I wear women's tights of all types, some are nice a plastic look slick shiny , and a plus, that kind will keep me from leaking , and its nice to have pee run down my legs inside of them.....

I wanted to take time to weight several of my night diapers but I have had a number f them that had to be over 5 pounds, But mine are 3-4 layers of disposable and cloth , but still very heavy after I take out the cloth, I just think Wow, that a lot of pee.. And then proud of my work..

Not much better than a nice warm soaked diaper, so yes I have gotten tingling from thinking about diapers , and I am diapered 24/7

My brother and I got into a pee fight when we were about -6 years old, and we ended up peeing, and standing by each others bed, we peed all we could and I think 🤔 we were on it a second time soaked our beds, not protected beds, and moms punishment was we had to sleep in our wet beds, and I don't remember not liking it, so I must have. That may have been a part of the beginning of wanting a soaked bed?? My brother wetted just about every night , I know I di but not sure 🤔 how often, But fun times....

I think my dad worked 2 jobs to get out and away from our psych stepmother , She went in the hospital at least once a year for about a month or so, she had shock treatments , and for a month maybe ? 🤔 she was ok to live with. Then it was like we were in hotel hell. I really could make a TV mini series for all the shit she did, she attempted suicide soo many times we got to the point we would laugh at her, and say go ahead, and she would always do just enough to herself so she would get attention . So that was from about age 10-14, for me, then one day she came in after school we were all watching TV, we didn't know, but she had taken my dads grandpa's pocket watch ,, hocked it and bought a small 22, pistol , well we heard a small pop sound from the downstairs living room but she shot herself in the chest, and the gun had landed behind the door so when us kids came in we didn't see it, and we thought as many times beforehand he was having a bad reactions o the drugs she kept buying at the corner bar, and ,, we called 911, but when they got there they found the small bullet hole, and she was gone, this time she hit throng spot and it backfired. She had been calling my dad all afternoon trying to get him to come home so maybe it would have been blamed on him,,,, She turned herself cut her wrist at least 20 times we just got to a oh well attitude with her, so it was strange when she ended up dying.... She was schizophrenia and 2 of the 3 of her kids died with that, my step sister is taking meds and doing ok, her sons wanted to keep drinking and you can't do both. This is a 10% of that 4 years , if I was a righter I could right a book... I guess we need to make a thread about our horrifying childhood's I guess we hyjacked this one, sorry..

The house was and could have been a nice place, they had built it with a block basement , and the floor joist were stripped trees, still round, but since it was a 2 story and not any insulation drafty, we had ice on the windows in the winter, it had a hand built rock fireplace and we had 7 acres, it was a farm, but we didn't farm it, we had a very large garden for a lot of our food. My parents , All of them were drunks and we were there slaves,,,,, so it wasn't a fun time we had to call the cops on the whole mess of the family dozens of times. We went 3 days without food on one occasion, I think we had some bread. Like I say the house could have been soo cool of a place, with the correct parents to take care of us. But I do remember the summertime being so humid and if it was 90 degrees then the humidity was most of the time the same 90. We had no a/c it was a rough time to be age 10-13 years old, my stepmother was sooo bad the judge ran her out of town and said if she came back she would've been in jail, My only thing that helped was my brother and stepbrother were bedwetters and that's when I not knowing connected sex with pee, see there king size bed was not protected and it made the whole room smell of all stages of pee, and when I got near it I got rock hard, and I was about 10 years, I ended up getting naked and getting in the bed with it wet and old pee etc, and wrapped up in the wet blankets and I was in heaven . So now my wife doesn't like my diapers she deals with it, but if I could I would make a completely separated room and soak a bed over and over and have that again for me, I have said on here I could really get into having a bed wetter as a partner with an unprotected bed.... I have tried to make some different things on a protected mattress that I have in my play room, but the smells get out of the room, and that won't work for my wife. but some day I may have a chance to share a pee bed.....