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I make up a 3-4 layer diaper by doing it the old way open up the top like a bag of potato chips, then after I put inside all that will fit to make it 3" thick, I put a cloth diaper on top, and I use boxer briefs that are a spandex , to help hold it up and plastic pants, but if you use cut up diapers as a stuffer, make slits in the bottom of the layers, all except for the bottom one that's inside, you want it to hold the pee.....I sleep in my recliner with a foam inner crib mattress on it if I think I will be excessive leaky that nite I will put a towel under me, but I wear sweat pants with a long under pant inside. We don't like it hot in our home, so thermostat at 60 deg, and then an electric blanket. When I sleep in my regular bed it has 3 layers of plastic on it I don't need any pads, maybe a bath size towel? so I will not leal over onto the floor. See our bed is a split king it's like having 2 twin motorized beds together. So I don't want to leak onto my wife's side....??

I leak , but not enough for a Dr to give me a script for diapers. I dribble , And if I stand up after I would pee in a toilet,, I keep doing the dribbles...... I Love Diapers , and wish I can find someone to give me a script for them . I do wear 24/7 out of choice. I do have an occasional poop , like a loose one. I have leaking in my Dr files now. My Skin cancer guy gives me a tub a month of the Hydrocortisone oint, and he knows it is for my rash. Last time I was in he said it would be best if he had a look at it, I didn't even have an issue I dropped my diaper and he had no issues keeping me in oint. Anyhow I do have the leaks, with sneezing etc, I start to leak when I am out trying to work in the yard etc, and I can't no way make it to the bathroom at all, so if I didn't have a diaper on it would be an issue.

I have had a small success with a file on warp your mind, called MBM I am not sure who the author is, sorry. I would like better. Without paying a person to get it in person, they are very costly and I have been on disability since 2016. So I keep trying the record files. And it is a little hard to trust, people you don't know to get into your head and play with your mind......

I just found your comments , and I am in such agreement with you I have done my self training to wet, for the last 10t yrs. I don't have the success you have had, I am very jealous .. I would love to MM if you are willing to see what I am doing wrong. I do wear 24/7 but I am finally having some times in the day that I can't make it to the toilet. My wife will not put up with the pee sheets. Or I would sleep in our split king. My twin is plastic covered but I can't leave the good pee smelling sheets and blankets . But I do have a spare bedroom I use for the play, and pee. it's just that the bedrooms are really close, so I can't leave the pee sheets in even that room. But your info says girl, so I need to be careful , I don't want have a fight just win case she would see my post. I really want some of your info on how you got to be a bedwetter soo fast. I sleep in my recliner, I have a bad back neck chronic pain, on mega pain meds, so the chair is whee I sleep. I also only sleep a few hrs insomnia .

I am jealous , my wife hates pee smells, I would love to be able to soak the bed and not change the sheets for several months at a time, when it gets thick and crusty, and just soak it again. I used to do it before when my spare room was not soo close to our bedroom.

Thats a fun looking diaper, What brand is it? I most likely can't afford it but interested

I don't chime in not the daily what diaper very much, But I daily lately wear the depend with a cloth liner, due to my bad bad , bad diaper rash, is there any new ways to get rid of the horrible 2 week old diaper rash I am at my end of it. I already have the high prep meds hydrcortazone max ointment, I am back to using the A&D ointment, and getting better relief from it... so far. BUT any input I will welcome Gladly

I am into a new to me, sex play with the pool kind of float toys, I have been a plastic fetish guy all my life, but I picked up some clearance pool floats a whale, and alligator , I can't believe how much sex play I have been having with them. See my wife of 27 yrs can't have sex, so it's been over 10 yrs for me. I have to keep getting ideas on ways to have fun. We were going through a store, when I got that idea, and I am glad I did...... I am interested in input from others to give me different ways to have fun with them, I like pee play etc.

I wear the thin underwear it like the speedo material but full underwear with a 1" waist elastic . And I can ad to another idea, like the onesie . Take an over your normal sized tee shirt, and you can get snaps cheap on eBay etc. just put a few snaps in at the bottom of the shirt and make it snap like a onesie

Thanks for the info, I will check into it.

I would Love to have a part of the site without condemning us for wanting to pee without knowing it If this is going to be that I Love it. Have had the diaper fantasy's as long as I can remember even as a child. I have worn 24/7 since about 2013. I just wish I could pee without knowing it. I also have developed the prostate lock up and fir the youngsters that want to complain about me wanting to pee good luck when you get to my age.

Thanks, I did have a really really good find a month ago at a second hand store. I got 5 bags I think, of Northshore for $4 a bag, they wear the better ones of there's . But not the Mega Max. I will never get that again, I am Horting them maybe one night a week. I got there a few mins to late to get all they had, a lady was leaving she had 3-4 bags. I found the shipping printout in one box, and the full order was $350. I could not believe it.

I would Love to be able to afford the Mega Max, I got a couple samples and I aam hurting the one I have. I could not fill it up just over a 12 hr pee. I guess I just didn't drink enough that night . They are a very comfortable diaper. I still make my overnight diapers, I will use a mix but an XL of a cheap diaper then 3-4 thrift store inserts and a baby topper, and I will make it to a 4 pound pee over my night/morning. My nite is 3am till I get up noon, insomniac ..... But mine get heavy, I have learned to wear a pair of nylon type underwear over the diaper then a cloth baby diaper inside of my plastic pants to soak up the leakage when it happens.

What a lot of people don't know is a lot of our oil Can't be used for our gas.... Because like a lot of Oil in sone counties of Ca, it is sooo thick all it is good for it to make plastic and polyester like clothing, but other countries can do the process without our gov regulations..... so it's useful for them, to make stuff and then yess sell the items back to us. And the largest problem besides the political part is the dumb refineries will find a way to create a shortage that is mostly Fake, so they can hold back fuel and create the price demand issues. If we can find ways to not drive, car pool etc, so we don't fall to there game. The price will go back down, because they will get an excess and then it's on our side. I do know some of these as I spent 20 yrs working in the CA oilfields , when you are an outsider like a contractor you will find out more form all the companies .

Ca oil companies are being taxed out of the state, they will be selling off to smaller companies who will not be able down the road to pay all the higher tax, then it maybe thaw we as USA lose the now 3rd largest oil state, but everyone blames the oil company, I worked for them as a contractor for 20 yrs and had good friends inside of Oxy, Chevron, TAX is the largest issue, we grew our oil independence when Trump was letting exploration happen, now with the cost up to and over a million for one well, I have been at many well startups when after a million bucks they spent, we had a sanded up ell as soon as we started it up. so it's shut down, pull the well, clean it out and rods bak down the whole and some of this was still all for nothing, sometime you get a large producer 180 barrels a day. And some you still get nothing. Now can you or I afford to drill our own well and lose over a million and have to suck it up and go for another and hope for oil, there are a lot of hidden cost most of us as consumers don't understand. I have a much better understanding of it after 20ys of working it, Oh and. now on disability my retirement from work ,, I could have done better at retiring from fast food.

Thanks, I am clear on cancer, I had oral cancer over 12 yrs ago and have my yearly PET full body scans, just had one last month, only have irritable bowel or something . I have to have a full scope top and bottom in a month. I do have a prostate number of 2. So it's not bad, but maybe some of the things like coffee etc can make it shrink up? My Dr will let me know . I. haven't made a urologist appt yet.

I am still working with some success on the combo of pressing down like you are holding the muscles to stay relaxed. And I do it for the 5 sec at a time, as often as I think of it. After I do it most of the time I will release pee almost every time. I think it is the same as reverse kegels, It feels like I am. stretching my pelvic floor. Have you tried any hypnosis ? I do think they help a little, because I hav read that the bigger battle is in your mind, and what people will think of a bed wetter, or diapers etc etc. If I can get my mind more trusting of a daytime diaper? I will have it whipped. I am doing well at night I will wet at least once a nite now with out knowing it so small ,, or Baby steps?????. I can't afford a physical therapist to help me so I am on my own. My new primary Dr wants me to go to a urologist I am against it. I wish my wife would be more ok with my decisions . I take care of all of my own pee stuff, and she has come to more accept me. But it's been a long process. Back over 10 yrs ago when I chose to wear 24/7 due to my dribbles, she was not ok with it, there is more on my posting over the yrs on here. I still welcome input on Helping me to have it a more steady leak , I don't like th times I Can't pee, due to prostate issues.

I am starting to try the reverse kegals, You push down like you are holding , forcing the pee out and hold it for 5 sec, and keep repeating, I read this on a site that was talking about what the difference is in standard and reverse. They say you can weaken your pelvic floor in the reverse way of making it stronger, I forgot what site it was, there is very little out there on wanting to pee a steady stream. I have dribbles, but an enlarged prostate so I would like it to just keep a steady dribble. But I have to say do anything like this at your own risk, that's what I am doing.

I agree the best way is to have a trash pick up service, I know some places don't have the paid services, ours is part of our city water sewer , trash all one payment.

Yeah you can cut open the diapers and if you use a tiller to make the digging easy, and keep the dirt open till you get it filled up and push in the dirt on top. I do know you have to toss the plastic , and the garden would have to be Big to use up a large supply of diapers. But you can get rid of some of them. And find other ways, like you or someone else said hide them in someone else's trash? or a dumpster? I get it being embarrassing when the trash truck is bad at there job, and it falls on the street. Our neighbor was sitting for there sister's little girl, and the next week the wind blew open the trash lid before the trash truck made it.... And we have horrible large crows that will pull stuff out of the trash. They had the toddlers diapers on the street... I do know our neighbor is very lazy, so they will wait for the birds to eat and the winds to blow the rest away. So I got my gloves on and went out to clean up her mess. Of course I don't mind picking up a puff diaper full of PEE. Just wanted to make it safe with covid crap.

I saw online a while back ,,, that someone was digging up a flower garden, and putting the used diapers maybe a foot underground ? if you don't mind some digging and have a yard, put them without a bag but tear open the diaper so it will become fertilizer faster. It is supposed to be a good fertilizer . Just an idea..........

As far as I know my dad never found out, but even as adults we were never really close he was the kind of dad that as long as he kept us in food, clothing, etc that was his part. I am sure he loved us, but never really knew how to tell us, I don't ever remember him saying it. Different times different times. I do Love wetting uncontrollably and I hope I can get there full time...........??

My Dad never found out as far as I know, back then many things were not talked about . But I think he knew I was different but he never knew what to say. I pee uncontrollably when I start to pee once I start peeing, I can't stop till it's done. And I love it?????. I would Love it to be able to do dribbles at a faster pace. I Love the uncontrolled fast hard pee I will get a rise doing it. But I worry about a leak with the flood gates. It's really exciting to pee ?? and not be able to stop. I have no problems being fully dependent on my diapers, I have some issues with full bladder and can't pee so if I can just flow more steady it will be sooo much better. At my age people will not question it. And I really need to keep working on Not caring what people think. Back to my Dad, I as a teenage kid thought I hid stuff really well. But when I had the chance to steal a diaper from my sister's baby or my step brothers baby. I ran off to my room and used that nice plastic back diaper filled it up and excited and cum in it. I then had to get it back to a trash can. I don't know if he or someone saw it and never said anything .?