LilFozzyJ5

I am looking forwards to a trip to the lake district, having a peaceful time. Being around the mountains fills me with joy. I look forwards to getting together with friends to play boardgames, they are such fun and often thought provoking, always a pleasure. I am looking forwards to getting out early in the mornings and stretching my legs in the countryside, seeing the sun come up and hearing all of the dawn corus glory. But what i am most looking forwards to is a return to the winter, i am a bigger fan of wintertime. Not a popular opinion but its the truth 😃

I am...stunned

Hi eddie,sorry to hear your going through a lot right now. Here if you need to howl at the moon mate. You know you can pm me in chat anytime.

Was great to see some guys i have not seen for nearly 30 years. And some troops that were on the team before i was. Lots of stories, good food and good company

My cheque was payable to her majesty the queen 😉

I don't know what it's like in the USA, but in the UK air force eventually I got single man room in our accommodation block, this made it easier, but I used to use a large towel (it was the nineties, no internet or access to actual diapers). Once we were posted to an active unit it was almost exclusively single man rooms

Nice to see a few more of us find out way here. It's humbling to see how this Unites us, no matter what branch or country we served in. Thinking of you all and hoping for a peaceful nights sleep.

Hi, Firstly I think it is very brave of you to have the courage to come here and post such a well worded post, which is very heartfelt, brings up your issues with your husband without some bitterness (which I think is deserved). I am also a husband and abdl. I too hid it for many many years from everyone. Including my wife in the first few years. When I finally spoke to her about it,it was hard to do, to admit. She tried to accommodate me and my feelings and I went at it like a bull in a China shop (suddenly able to indulge, I went overboard). This had a terrible effect on our relationship, and ultimately led to my wife wanting nothing to do with this lifestyle. All my fault. We are still married, this is a taboo subject and something I can only do alone. I will not say his actions are good ones, but I will say once you have had to be secretive about something about yourself, it's very hard to break that cycle. I think you need to discuss this with him, lay it out, without getting angry (but I understand you have every right to be) try to explain to him how this is all making you feel and how he has "gone at this like a bull in a China shop" overwhelmed you with his needs without taking yours into account. Regarding the secret accounts and A.I. That needs to be confronted, but as I said it's hard not to break the secretive cycle once you have been doing it for years. Not saying his choices are right, but feeling you must hide everything about this is a familiar mindset I recognise. I hope this helps a little, and maybe as part of your discussion he sees you post and our responses. I really hope you can work out your differences and have a stronger relationship going forwards. If you need any support myself and others here would be happy to help if we can

It's a difficult niche in multiple areas...abdl, furry, bdsm to name three. Our circle crosses most of them. It's hard to find a home. For me being a babyfur straddles my adult baby needs and desires, so I flit between them. This place is the most welcoming I have found so far. What I have learned from being here for a very long time is that conversations and posts ebb and wane and sometimes repeat (if you stay long enough 🙂) We all have busy lives and maybe don't drop by often. Nature of the beast

Sorry to hear your struggling Elfy. It's a tough time for a lot of people. I hope with the meds and some emotional support you able to get through this. Anxiety disorders can be crippling. Thinking of you

A very happy Christmas to you all. 🎄✨🎀

Hi folks I just wanted to wish you all a happy christmas, I know for a lot of us it's not always happy, friends we have lost, it can also be a lonely time for us, even in a crowd. So I hope it's a good day, and if it's not the best, I am thinking of you, whatever nation you served with! 🎄

Hi folks, I just wanted to wish you all a happy christmas, I know for a lot of us it's not always happy, friends we have lost, it can also be a lonely time for us, even in a crowd. So I hope it's a good day, and if it's not the best, I am thinking of you, whatever nation you served with! 🎄

I guess we are a small sub section of the whole abdl sphere. And most are strong silent types 😉 it's still nice to have somewhere to go

Cheers lilrugrat that means a lot

I see a few new faces have made it through the camp gates. Welcome to you all.

I got marvel zombies omnibus, a usb microscope, some 3d printed 6mm buildings for battletech and some stuff for my laptop

Great idea, no good for me...brit

Thanks guys, i could try to fight it, make waves. But it would extend the toxic feelings and i just want it all to be finished... i dont have any family anymore, full stop

Thing took a turn for the worst, i found out that five years ago, my dad wrote me out of his will, giving everything to my brother and signed the house over to him. No one spoke to me about it until two weeks ago, when my brother let it slip about the house and then finally allowed me to see the will. I feel broken, lost, abandonded, hurt and confused... what did i do. Its not even about the money, its about the sense of abandonment and betrayal. My fathers funeral is tomorrow, on rembrance day... i wont be going and i have broken all ties with my brother... he got what he wanted. I AM NOW ALONE

Thank you everyone, i just got home from visiting my brother (my dad was staying with him since we lost mum). Cant do a lot of the admin side of things until we have a death cert, still waiting to see if an autopsy is needed.

Over the years not exactly close, i joined the military and moved away. He was but we had our differences. I believe he did, but he didnt always show it

We lost my dad yesterday, he has been very ill for many years but its still been a shock.

She was dress as a baby? It wasnt just my mind making stuff up?

Just watched "Everything Everywhere All at Once" Which i would highly recommend. Its a funny deep thinking mind bender. But part way through the lead appears to die, and she is clearly dressed as an adult baby and has a pacifier laying next to her mouth. Not diaper, but totally abdl ref... btw lots of other kinks and sexual suggestions in the movie... Its a roller coaster