Hi,
I Loved diapers since childhood, got my first diapers as teen. Eventually I found an ad for DPF, and I joined the written rooster. But with the Internet, I went to frist munches and weekends.
Cveta
ABDL diapers must not be discussed in incontinence fora, my personal experience. The admins there even search for membership in "evil" fetish fora. That is sad, as both parties would benefit. They will probably read this post, too.
Hi,
Today I got an i.m. injection in the diapered area while visting my general practioner. One time I forgot enough spare diapers. I removed my full diaper and tried to make it home without, but then leaked terribly 5 min before coming home. Luckily it was dark and the streets were nearly empty. That was the last proof of having become incontinent.
Mybe you childhood potty training was stricter than others during your childhood? I had accidents as a child and was not severely punched, and my mother has a week bladder, too.
The stigmatization begins with the internal stigmatization, also called shame and self hate. Only after that we may start campaigning for social accaption.
There is a lot a self reflection and personal work to go through for the AB/DL world.