tiggerboy

Like the OP, I also tape my diapers before putting them on.

I agree with this 100%.

I used to feel that way too.

interesting development.

I agree with all of Spokane Girl's points, but especially the last one.

This is interesting, but I too am confused about the age change.

Keep it up.

No

Whenever I am running the water at the kitchen sink I have an urge to pee.

I had to deal with Hartmann (Molicare), and their customer service was fantastic.

I had botox in my anus last week to help anal fissure heal. It was done under a general anesthetic (with a curette of the fissure at the same time). The botox didn't hurt at all (although the curette did for a few days). Since the botox, I find that when I cough or sneeze I have mild bowel incontinence. This is probably also connected to the fibre and stool softeners I take every day to help with the anal fissures. I also find that when I need to have a BM, I can't hold it in very long, and over the past week, I have messed myself several times when the poop just starts oozing out (as it is quite soft). I am finding the diapers a godsend for this, although I do have to change more than usual.

Either way, as Letluvsrool said, eat more fibre. I have been on fibre supplements lately because of anal fissures, and there is no way that the poop is getting stuck anywhere with enough fibre.

I find it very easy to poop whilst walking. Like Wayne, it just kind of comes out without too much effort. I find it difficult to pee whilst walking though. If I start peeing whilst standing still, I can keep the flow going whilst I walk, but I can't start it whilst walking.

Lovely story. Really enjoying it.

Great start to the story. I echo what adot said about the familial rejection theme.

Good job. The ending was a little rushed, but it came together well.

Please keep this one going.

At work I have a reusable cloth bag, and each morning I refill it with a diaper, booster pads, wipes and diaper disposal bags. I am sure that people notice me going to the bathroom carrying this bag each time, although they probably also notice that I only go to the bathroom once or twice a day as well. I have also been asked whether I was leaving, and I say no, and nothing further is asked. Disposal is a tricky one, but have similar methods to Alec. If there are paper towels in the garbage bin, I will push them aside and place the diaper (only ever wet ones) in a diaper disposal bag at the bottom of the bin and cover it with the paper towels. If the bin has been recently cleared, I will place the diaper in my bag and go downstairs and drop it in a bin outside. I wish the cleaners would notice and get the landlord to put a diaper disposal bin in the mens room. It would make life much easier.

I use disposable booster pads. Whilst they are quite small and don't add much bulk, they do two things. Firstly they absorb at a much faster rate than the diaper itself, so if I have heavy urine flow, it flows through the booster into the diaper and prevents leaking. Secondly, it tends to have a better wicking action, so more of the diaper gets used. They are also very cheap compared to diapers, so my daily diaper usage and costs have gone down significantly solely through the use of disposable booster pads.

I am rather confused as to what is going on in this story. Are all these threads just dreams?

Earlier this week I was driving to a meeting and being evening peak hour, the traffic was very very heavy. I wear diapers to work every day, and that afternoon, I had started to feel the need to poop (which I usually do in the toilet). The problem is that it was already 5:50pm and the doors to the stairwells (where our toilets are) lock at 6:00pm, which meant that if I went then, it would have been time consuming to return to the office. Also, I didn't really have much time, and I knew that the place I was going had a suitable disabled bathroom where I could change, clean myself up and dispose of my diaper. As soon as I left the office, the urge to make poop started intensifying and by the time I got to my car, it was almost too much. So whilst I was driving (or more accurately stopped) in heavy traffic, I let go and the poop started coming out. It was actually the easiest I have ever pooped in the car (which is not something I do all that often). It felt really good for a while, but then as the traffic kept on not moving or moving slowly, I could feel the poop (which was quite soft) sowly start working its way both forward and up my arse crack towards my lower back. I sat like this for quite a while, and then even whilst driving I was eager to get there and change, but overall the episode was quite pleasurable. Needless to say, as soon as I arrived, I cleaned myself up and changed immediately. Has anyone else had similar experiences? Have you been stuck in the car and unable to change a poopy diaper for a while?

I agree, it has potential.

I really associate with your comments. For me it is similar but different. I have been into diapers since childhood. From adolescence, I never really had much of an opportunity to use them, but when I did, it had a sexual component to it, and I would always get release. Similarly though, when release came the desire to wear also went with it. The "buildup" was over, and I would almost always change out of the diapers. This was especially the case because I liked to mess the diapers and whilst in anticipation/pre-release phase I wanted to stay in them for a long time, as soon as release came, I wanted to clean up. The same thing with panties. It started as taboo and sexual ending in release, then it "normalised" to the point that I was wearing every day and it was "naughty" but no longer sexual or involved in any release. I have been in diapers from morning to evening now on weekdays for 9 months. It started off as something naughty, that I could change into after work. Then I started wearing at work. Now I wear from the time I get dressed in the morning until after I get home. It has become normal. It is no longer really taboo for me, and I really like the convenience of not having to go to the toilet throughout the day. I wet all day, and occasionally I mess, but unlike before (when I would always seek release after using a diaper), now I never do. I really enjoy my diapers, but they have become de-sexualised for me.