So, currently in a bambino with 2 stuffers and it worked perfectly fine, until I sat on a harder chair and the stuffing got crushed and it leaked, so it doesn't
I agree with Ellie, focus on your schooling. Your almost done and it'll be a positive achievement.
The other things can hopefully wait. Just try to deal with one thing at a time.
Ok, went and got the Abena Graphic T Shirt, wore to our local get together of ABDL's and no one noticed. When I finally had to come out about my T Shirt the comment was - thought that was tire tracks from a motorcycle (could be I ride a sports bike) or nice shirt. This is from folks that are clued in. Maybe this shirt is to subtle. I had a print out of the other designs and it seems the M4 addition to the Abena shirt would have been more of a give away, but universally no one was willing to wear the Tena shirt.
I'm always with those who say to see a doctor when you experience a significant body change which you can't account for And to YeOldeDiapers, there's some semantics involved here. You said "disease", not "dysfunction" and that is the difference as my leakage it is not a disease but is a dysfunction. No big deal as you've very well explained things
You don't have to think about breathing, it's automatic, but imagine how life would be if it weren't. Eventually you'd get to where you could use most of your mind for other things but part of it would always have to be focused on the breathing function or bad things would occur. That's pretty much how my "dry years" in life were; one moment's failure to be aware of what my bladder was doing could end in disaster And as time weakened my control the level of concentration needed increased. That is very stressful and is definitely going to have an affect on your mental health And I've always had a fascination for wearing diapers, probably based on my knowing that I really should be wearing them. So for me it was a no-brainer to begin wearing 24/7 and simply letting my bladder do whatever it wanted to
I used to do catheters but stopped using catheters a long time ago and turned to stents, which to my opinion is more convenient you can feel your urine flow and there is nothing sticking out. I use my stent almost 24/7 so this weekend will be no different I suppose. Leaking full time and loving it.
Bringing the trash cans in - in the rain - this morning and heard a pitiful crying from behind an unused can, between the bushes and the house. Found this adorable little 7 week old curled up, soaking wet and starving.
Got soaked, sitting with her until she trusted me enough to come to me; but got her cleaned up and warm. Vet checked her out, and she is in good health.
So I guess Holly had decided to join the family!
For me, messing really puts me in a little mindset...the idea that I'm doing something so infantile really makes me feel little...however once the deed is done, I don't have anyone