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I agree with everything you wrote. Do you also like to feel a squishy diaper?

I luv wearing them, then needing to pee, not having to go to the toilet, the warmth, the wetness, the diaper swelling, multiple wettings, the bulk between my legs, sitting in it, toys and orgasms! I just wish I had someone to share it with.

It's really hard to describe the feelings I get but I will start here, I love&prefer pull-ups because I like the stealth,discreetness if it need be,I am not open about this with people in close circles for the most part,but I'll say this I get anxious and almost butterflies when ordering new brands, thinking about why they will feel like against my skin but also always on the lookout for the most absorbant because wetting turns me on a lot (never into the other mess though but never judge anyone who is) diaper sex(my ultimate bliss)has been an extremely rare thing for me in life because of the fact that I am not open about it,and it's also never been easy for me to meet new people on even a non taboo common ground,but even so I've been quite content wearing on my own since I've realized I'm into them so it's not the end all be all for me wearing also gives me this strange but secure feeling, kinda hard to describe so..yeah. Just thought I'd state why I'm a DL...anyone else have similar feelings? Ps: I've also attached my current favorite brand at the moment but like I said always get excited to try out new ones

Thanks for a great read and an amazing story! At 45+ you are too young to have been the inspiration for Philip Roth’s 1969 character Alexander Portnoy, whose ejaculate also took flight.

I don't know for sure what triggered my fetish. I have theories I came up with later in life, but who can know for sure? What I can say is that I had a remarkably normal childhood, was toilet-trained at an average age, and did not ever regress into bedwetting. I recall feeling jealous of my younger sisters who were still in nappies, and I acted on this by stealing and hoarding their plastic panties which I would wear over terry-towelling diapers similarly "collected". I would often go into their bedrooms to look at and touch the nylon material of their baby pants which were packed in the bureau next to their beds. There was never an overt cause for my 'interest', and my parents never knew I had it. The catalyst was puberty. I discovered masturbation very late (at the age of 14, nearly 15) and in a roundabout way. Up until then, all I knew was that whenever I wore a nappy, my penis would immediately stiffen like a ramrod and get in the way of me pinning it on. For some reason, I didn't associate my erection with sexual pleasure, but that was because I didn't know what sexual pleasure was back then. From about the age of 13, I had started wearing nappies and waterproof pants every chance I got because it just felt 'right': they made me feel safe in the time of personal turmoil which was probably the onset of puberty. I committed significant resources to the purchase of big towelling nappies and the largest white nylon plastic pants I could find. We had a large house with more than an acre of wooded garden, and, as luck would have it, my bedroom was in a wing away from the rest of the family, so all three of my sisters had their own rooms in the main house. My routine was pretty much the same each night. I would do my homework, show it to my parents and then retire to my room. After a shower, I would towel myself dry and then stand in front of a full-length mirror and carefully pin on one of those fluffy white nappies. My nascent fetish didn't have a lot to do with the nappy itself, rather and exclusively it was with the plastic pants. To this day, I use the nappy to make the experience more 'genuine'. I reason that there is little point in wearing the sexy pants which are meant to cover a nappy without wearing the nappy itself, and the mirror was important to get the pins in exactly the right place - a task complicated by having to keep shoving my over-eager penis back into the inviting folds of its nappy. After it was properly pinned, I would slowly and indulgently unfold a glorious pair of nylon waterproofs, roll the white material between my fingertips to hear the characteristic crackling sound, then pull them over my nappy and the huge bulge of my straining teenaged penis in its towelling prison. To be honest, my hardon really used to bug me. It was in the way! That was until the fateful day when EVERYTHING changed... I remember the first time I masturbated clearly, although it was nothing as simple as stroking myself like a normal person. I was busy with the nightly ritual of putting myself into a nappy when my unruly penis broke free of the nappy's waistband at the moment I was pulling the waterproofs up over the towelling; its head actually touching the rustling plastic. Time stood still. My hips began to pump uncontrollably, I must have gasped while looking down at the rapidly-swelling head which had suddenly turned deep purple as an unbearable wave of pleasure spread throughout my groin. And then it happened : I shot an incredible amount of cum onto the mirror before falling over backwards in what can only be described as a dead faint. I lay twitching with pleasure for a long time before I was able to sit and take stock. My penis, which had gone soft after my very first ejaculation was already on the way up, my waterproofs were still only half on, and the mirror was literally covered in massive gobs of white semen, some of which had followed gravity and were pooling on the carpet. (Two days after this truly awesome event, my mother asked me about a stain a foot ABOVE the full-length mirror which I saw to my horror was dried semen. I professed not to know what it was, and cleaned it off immediately!) Anyway, I stood shakily and tried to put my throbbing penis back into the nappy, but it was too hard to bend and was very sensitive to the touch. I lay down on the bed and tried to work it into the nappy sideways, simultaneously pulling the waterproof pants over the nappy with my other hand. And it happened again! As I heard the nylon crackle, I shot my next load without warning straight off the bed at an angle of 90 degrees to hit the opposite wall with some collateral damage to the bed linen. This time, it took longer to recover. I lay moaning, shuddering and writhing for what seemed like hours. My dick was so sensitive that the slightest movement brought on exquisite pain, but eventually the erection subsided and I was able to do what I had been trying for the last hour: to put my penis where I had wanted it. I fell off the bed, crawled to the bathroom to get a roll of TP for the cleanup operation. I was dazed, confused and operating on auto-pilot. I had known the facts of life in abstract; my parents had briefed me many years earlier and I had picked up snippets of wild stories, rumours and speculation at school, but had never really put the two together. I'm sure I was the last of my class to ejaculate, and I had done it without actually touching myself deliberately. It was a lot for a naive youngster to assimilate. All I knew that night was that those glorious white nylon waterproof pants (with their supportive nappy) were responsible for the greatest pleasure I had ever experienced. Nothing much has changed in the intervening 30-plus years, I have to say .

I like waking up with morning wood in my nappy. The friction against my boner can make me cum. I also like wearing in front of a large mirror and seeing my bulge through the nappy. Also I like to dare myself to walk around in nature in just a nappy for a dare, such a sense of freedom.

Welcome, and your speaking my languages , I have been a plastic humper, since I was a small kid, I now wear 24/7 partly need, night wetting, and day dribbles, I think if you read my comments on here you can see much of my views. Enjoy the site

Thank you whoever you are😀

Hi all, I am new here. I have loved diapers since my early teens, plastic backed pampers were my favorite, I loved to pee on the plastic and rub against it until I made stickies. I considered myself a DL but realized I am a baby who needs a daddy who loves his diaper boy. Pampers are still my favorite, the smell is so intoxicating and even more so when wet. M4’s are sexy as well as most plastic backed diapers are. Please feel free to say hello.

yes please...

New to scene , Tryin to find my mumma or daddy ! im in N.D. USA, about 45 minutes south of fargo and i really wanna find a dominant mumma whos into ABDL with a baby boy, im single no kds no exes no baggage! im 36y.o. but look mid twenties,im told. red hair green eyes, women typicaly tell me my best features are my chest, and piercing green eyes. im a bigger boy , muscular and curvy 6'3'' *240-250******lbs. im bi or pansexual, but if i had a woman who was into anal for me id NEVER cheat. im a non smoker (i vape) and drug free for the most part, except for marijuana and club drugs on certain special occasions like concerts and venues, the pot helps with night terrors which is one of the 2 reasons i wet, the other is my medication i take for schizophrenia, it knocks me the F out. i was wearing depends since i only wet at night, but they wouldnt hold and would leak on my mem. foam mattress, after getting sick of washing bedding i started shopping for other brands and came accross an abdl website where women were changing thier boyfriends and teasing them about it, i thought it was hillarious, had to be embarasing, and hott for some strange reason too! i wanted a mumm all of a sudden, i havnt had a girlfriend pretty much ever because my mother was a feminist and beat it into me that women are to be respected. i think its both cute and sad what these girls into ABDL go through, cute cause thier taking care of thier baby littles, with no judgement, and also because they go into mamma bear mode , and start nesting for thier littles,some even set up whole nurserys in thier house, WTF?! how cool !!! where do i find one of these women? any woman that is willing to change me at age 36 is obviously judgement free, as well as nurturing (hello wifey, need those feet rubbed, and toes sucked? just give your baby the command and watch him execute or risk punishment) but it was also sad to later learn alot of these women were infertile and couldnt have childeren, this was so sad to me but also cool to see these mommies resilience ! but i only wear at night and never have messys (not my future wifes job but im honered youd deal with that shit, literaly!) what was even cooler was to learn alot of these women also sold abdl stuff on the side of thier regular work as a really good hustle! BOSS bitches ahead! lol. since im disabled i can pay my own bills but nobody elses, and when everythings said and done i only have like 100$ left for fun and that usualy goes towards pot. but the good news is i dont have to work, so i could help a mumma sell her stock while shes at work, and where do i sign to become the house slave? that means on days she has off i have all day to rub her back and suck her toes amongst other tasks and punishments she has for me... HOTT!!! i enjoy watching my partner getting off and this is crucial so that i do as well, im into cunninlingus, curious about getting pegged, and my biggest fetish is getting my ass rimmed when im clean and fresh out the shower, i trim myself with a manscape and shave my testes bald as well as my butt its a hygeine thing for me as i never wanna stink for anyone. im usualy clean shaven and dont grow much hair on my butt back or chest, any hair i do have is usualy blonde/strawberry blonde, and just not that visible. as long as we have a 50/50 understanding of dominance in public, butt when we get home im more than happy for you to be the boss 90% of the time cause i love a partner that leads with intimacy so i know what to do next... the other 10% is every now and then when i need to release some T and i go primal on your ass (not literaly, unless you want that ,and still prob no.i like to recieve anal not give) like lift you up and fuck you all around the house while i beat your walls up, eat you out, lick you from tits to taint, untill you squirm, then fuck you some more till you cum puddles for us. hott! also if were doing the ABDL roleplay i would like my mumm to be at least 5 if not 10 years older than me. and as far as the diapers go i love a fresh one put on then fill it with just enough warm water to get it to swell to capacity, then pick a fight with mumm untill she pushes me over with two fingers cause i could barely waddle in it and (to think of walking or running would be impossible,)then she laughs when i fall on my ass with an audible SQUISH! then i fake cry, turn into a brat just for fun to frustrate mumm and earn spankings and discipline from her, (for laughing at you you gave me six weeks in diapers, doubled up sometimes if necessary due to my behavior , and no boy cummies for 3 days, i still however must tend to mumms pussy if she requests it, if she asks twice, im in trouble probobly time out, if she has to ask a third time i might as well waddle away from home since shell probably give me 6 months in diapers, doubled up, and time out is now done in an adult crib (no escape) or restraints to the bed somehow, FUCK, looks like i might be using them during the day for #1 at least if not messys, and mom will be pissed if im covered in pooh!, this (defication) just bought me another 6 months in diapers with no pull-ups for public but instead of my daily jockstraps under my clothes at the mall im now wearing (mumms demands) you guessed it, a bulky loud crinkly diaper, one things for certain i might as well stick my ass with mumm and the diaper BS since talking to other females at the mall would be to embarrasing as they stare at my bulging slightly wet pants ! what makes it even worse is when were in public at JC pennys and mumm requests a diaper check...am i wet ? or is it worse, if im wet its spankings on my bum when she changes me, if its worse then my punishment is once again, another 6 weeks in bulky hot diapers. well att this point one things for certain mumm your baby boi aint goin knowhere without you and at this point his feeble male brain figures out that mumm is the best thing for me , which is what she had been telling me since day one when she first introduced me too you guessed it her DIAPERS ! lol life can be so hard for a little when they dont listen to mumma butt eventualy they learn or at least theyre (mine) cherry red ass does, which is basicaly what mumm told me on day one! i look at mumm with tears in my eyes as i realize im not going anywhere shes in complete control of my life! are you about to cry she asks ,... no i reply , she says if i dont tell her the truth its another 6 weeks in you guessed it DIAPERS! yes mumm i concede, im just so happy to be with you ! you take such good care of your baby boys needs and wants your the best mumm ever! maybe if we cut your bottles off at 8pm ill give you one night of sleeping in a cool pull up instead of doubling your cute butt up in 2 bulky diapers to sleep in when you go to bed at 11 . that is of course if you do what i ask of you the first time i ask it when we get home. understand? yes maam i say, she corrects me maam? am i your mistress or am i your mumm? your my mumm mumm. thats what i thought , because you called me maam no movies or legos when we get home, i need you to wash my back, and rub mumms feet cause mumm has cramps, something youll never know about ... yes mumm. (the conversation continues as mumma does a quick diaper check in the mall entrance as she grabs my ass, three teenage girls behind us point and snicker, i turn beat red in the face as mumma notices and chuckles...) ahh the life of a little aint easy butt niether is toilet training a 36 y.o. man who already knows how to use the bathroom in the first place. if this obsurdity sounds fun to you as a female , then your probobly very close to what im looking for, but you must relize, #1. money is tighter than my butt so dont ask for any even gas, and no i aint selling drugs again. #2 i aint paying for sex, i never have and never will, besides its against my christian religion, (im very old fashioned) and #3 i will not register in a database of ABDLs for you , im probabaly in enough databases as it is from being a federal felon (non-violent/sexual) it was a weopons charge. #4 if your selling designer diapers that go for as much as 25$ a piece, thats what my ass better be in and that pamper should be suede with gold leaf on the fucking carebares faces and butts, and espescially if im helping you distribute, you need to be cash apping me 50$ every so often cause im the one whos schizo remember? not the other way around. if you understand these things and you still wanna be intimate with my pasty ass , now i must ask you are you of age? like not just 18, but within 10 years of mine? and if your doing all this stuff please explain why? before i wonder if your bi-polar yourself...(which is also fine) just be honest and im sure we can vibe like a tickle stick at 54000 RPM. which if you use on me in my diaper, ill use on your vagina and panties if you like. see its all about compromises and settlements, if you do all of this and your still interested in me and you can deal withthe fact i like stuff in my butt sometimes (i have a prostate,women dont ask ******* it) then i will treat you like a true queen and if you can just make me your prince , not a lazy king, ill eventually treat you like the goddess you always have been... anything else anything at all , just ask me, i promise im an open book, i promise i wont waste your time, and i promise im worth it... i just need a woman to motivate me and occasionaly beat the brat outa my ass. i cant think about anything else so for now im signing off. sincerly queens, your loyal boy slave for life, lil boi blue

I grew up in cloth diapers and plastic pants. By the time I reached puberty, they had a very special meaning for me. My wife and I used them often to enhance our special time together. She couldn't finish the journey with me, but I still enjoy wearing my plastic panties. I've got lots of stories of me in my plastic pants. It's always good to find others who share similar experiences. Sticks

Yeah I am a girl and want to meet more girls who do this. It turns me on too.

Yeah me too. I often masturbate when this happens and then pull my wet diaper back on me unless I am desperate need for a change. I keep a vibrator around for this. Yeah that sounds fun to post stuff like that. I am too lazy bc I just wet by myself and never really thought too many ppl would want to see that. But yeah it turns me on and makes me want to masturbate with my toy. I have lots of swimsuits too and never thought of that. How did you find out you were turned on by them?

Hi i'm looking for people to chat with and I'm your usual diaper lover/dom feel free to pm me haha

I turn 52 next month, but wish I was turning 2. Divorced years ago and single, not much in to the dating scene. Had only one 1-night stand in my life, hated it. Finding the right woman and soulmate seems an impossibility for me. The problem is I might be asking too much..... best friend first, wife second... and during the difficult times... mommy third. Sometimes it gets complicated. I like the feel of wearing diapers (found some fantastic pullups that fit nice, hate the adult diapers), and when I am in them the line between number two and number three gets blurred. What I mean, sometimes I just need love and nurturing, forming the bond between me and mommy. Other times, I get turned on, and want my wife to play with me. The problem is, sometimes I don't know what mood I am in..... but she does. I know she is out there, I feel it. Don't know how to find her. I dream of breastmilk... I am sure it has something to do with occasionally sleeping in diapers. That is another blurry line. I find the thought gentle and nurturing at times, and others it turns me on and makes me the hottest I have ever been in my life. Is there any couples that have this kind of relationship that might chime in and share some of the secrets? Is there a lady I caught the attention of? (might you be her?) up at midnight.... past my bedtime.... damn I need a bottle..... Little89

Im looking for a Girl between the age of 20 - 30 that loves to laugh and that likes nature and to go for nature walks and likes to play video games and that likes anime aswell and that accepts me and my weird behavior haha if this is you feel free to dm/pm me

Yes I get turned on my diaper humiliation. Looking for someone who is into the same thing that lives in southwestern Missouri to talk to and maybe meet up with.

I don't know about you, but what got me turned on about wearing diapers was the fact that I always felt secure and safe when I had them on. And then it just gradually grew from there, and then what got me even more turned on was the fact that I wanted to be small, like an itty bitty baby and get my diaper changed by mommy!?♥️ That all started when I was 14 and I'd go online and see diaper changes on my mom's computer.??☺️???♥️???

So me 53 m active on and off since I was 15 yes back before the met. Thought I was weirdo. I enjoy wearing wetting and well during sexualized time. I’m not a pooper or want to clean poop the smell to much for me. Enjoy being a dom. A dad and all the joys that can come with that.

Yess..I can remember being put back into 1 or 2 cloth diapers and plastic pants and totally wetting through them and still soaking my bed and myself..I can very often remember, smelling like pee from 4yrs til 12yrs old or so, maybe longer..it's something I got used to as I seemed to be unable to control wetting my pants during the day and my bed and or diapers at nite and didn't gain full control until I was 16 or 17..I still luv that smell and other "Diaper" related smells in certain situations..:)

i am looking for a women to talk about to me

Hi I will chat with you, Im an adult baby

hi guys just looking to meet new friends I love to wear myself but also care giving to anyone fancy a chat pm me

i am new here , would love chat with some one about diapers