barnburner

Oxygen has entered the chat. 🤣

Have been losing weight, In January 2021 I was around 270lbs, I am now sitting at 189lbs, I havent been under 190 in my entire adult life(since 2001). I have gone through the process of changing my name with social security, the state, my birth certificate and my state ID, new bank card, updating my name on various apps and sites. My name has been updated for my apartment lease stuff. I might hold off on gender marker change due to the political climate. Due to the weight loss I have been upgrading my wardrobe more than I am used to, I already have clothing items I bought in the last 2 years that are now a little bit big for me.

All the regular meats except for Italian snausage, add on onions and green peppers, no cheese for me tho so that means no stuffed crust. Bonus if they have those little pepperonis that turn into grease bowls when cooked.

Cookies n Creme, bonus points if a whole cookie made its way in. Peanut Butter, bonus points if you hit a huge vein of peanut butter. Cookie Dough is in my top favs, Butter Pecan if my teeth are up to it.

My roommate insists on being in the bathroom with me when I am on the toilet.

Protecting anonymity, Do not post the same images from a single photo host to multiple sites if mixing kink/lifestyle with vanilla people, upload them to a different photo host and make sure it has a different filename, same thing goes for images that have a specific filename, I once posted one here, I think it was an upload when making the reply(example: barnburner.jpg but it was a different username) and google picked it up, I was able to delete the post the file was in and then went to google and requested removal of the link due to it not existing anymore.

I will tell you mine if you allow me to have it changed 👀

Approaching 1 year since starting estrogen, I was first on patches, then my Dr wanted me to up the dose but the price for the patches increased hugely so I asked to stay on the then current dose, Earlier this month I was able to ask for pills which are much cheaper in price, I am required to monitor my blood pressure for the first 30 days since I am in a percentile of possibly having issues with them due to my blood pressure before going into this. So far my blood pressure seems to be good, I am on a single pill daily but if I get the go ahead by my dr I can do 2x daily. I am not having any extra mood or emotional issues that Ive been hearing could be possible with E treatment, In some ways my breasts look slightly bigger but not by too much. I have gained a few pounds, I want to blame that on the super cold weather and snow for me not being able to do daily walks. Last November a few days after my last post I officially hit under 200 pounds, but am now currently around 210. I have met someone, actually we have known each other since we were kids but we only reconnected last Fall, hes trans too. When we were kids this was totally not on our radars, as in being trans or even the possibility of hooking up. He is totally on board with my AB/Little side! He has also helped me try doing makeup, I still have lots to learn on that front. I have been able to meet a few ABDLs in the past year too. I started Cpap at night for Sleep Apnea back in December, I may finally be getting the hang of it and earlier this month I tried sleeping in diapers which has been a huge problem for me in the past as it just wasnt letting me fall asleep, hit or miss doing it up til now but now I am able to fall asleep diapered with no issues possibly because the cpap thingy is taking my entire thought process keeping me occupied with that lol.

o snap!

Using the full mask but might try the nasal thingy. I do have the farting thing but its not an issue for me. When I did the test it was an at home thing and the only thing on my face was smol nasal tubes that were held in place by the ears. Does anyone have any ideas for something I can spray onto the tubes so my demon child(cat) doesnt chew on the thing? I already have a bitter apple spray but it seems to have chemicals in it and I havent tried it on the tube but I dont want to risk melting/dissolving the tube. Cpap store guy did tell me I can use duct tape if it happens on the new tube he gave me 2 weeks ago. Its a heated tube so a sleeve may not be useful in temperature control or something like that.

Grabbed this today when I was in a different store(had something my bros store didnt carry) with intention of stopping at my brothers store on my way home for pretty much the same thing, but the time it takes to get home saved me 90 minutes bus ride so I just went home instead.

Taylor Swift fans dont seem to be against wearing them.

Back in November I was put on a cpap machine at night for obstructive sleep apnea, I took to it pretty quickly when it came to falling asleep, but I still have issues were I wake up and the mask is no longer on my face.. Earlier this month I was able to stock up on diapers, I went with a mix of Tykables Overnights and Waddlers, my first time trying Tykables. In the past I have found it extremely difficult to fall asleep wearing a diaper, very limited success leading up to the end of this past Autumn until I ran out of Trests. I tried the night the new ones were delivered and I had absolutely no issue falling asleep while wearing, I did some wetting leading up to my konking out, I doubt I was tinkling in my sleep but if I did wake up overnight to potty I would just stay in bed, tinkle then fall back to sleep. I then wake up and do my wake up tinkle but I am gun-shy about it since when using the trests I would end up tinkling too fast and leaking so while I can tinkle without much thought, I try to take small pauses while doing it to let the SAP absorb most of it before continuing.

If I am able to, I can get a pound of fresh ground beef for like $2 or less, I then buy a bag of frozen tater tots and some BBQ sauce. I cook up the ground beef and throw in bbq sauce while the tots are baking, then the tots are done I put them into a bowl and chop them up with a spatula and then mix the bbq ground beef into it. I dont live well but its something I dont mind making. (My brother works for a grocery store chain as the meat department manager and can slap a custom price/bar code label onto the meat, If I needed to I could use his savings card which also has his employee discount on it.)