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I didn't wet the bed after about age 9-10, But I felt soo left out in many ways because of my brother's one was a step, but they had this big king bed soo wet and sooo nice smelly, I wanted soo bad to start wetting so I would be put in it with them, but I was also a shy scared kid, and they got picked on as wetter Kidds do, so I was Chicken...But I wish ever since that I would have peed on purpose to have been in that bed..... I do really get the pressure from parents, but my dad didn't care, he said you pee the bed you sleep in it, it was all the rest,,,, of my steps that were the pressure at that time....... they were mean to us coming into there home, so they didn't like us. See when my mom got divorced for another time we went to live with dad and he was married and had 3 step kids... so we were the invaders... So I really get this statement and I would LOVE to have a sleep over with a bed wetter, it would be soooo nice....

Wow you are brave, I was not that brave. I never got the poop urges, I do like my poop smells like many do, but when someone else poops or farts , that not exciting for me. But I had soo many times I used a used pee diaper from the trash when ever family left and had a young kid visiting us. I have put soo many of my soaked disposable diapers on my face and used one at the same time as my warm squashy hand job. I was as most shy and had to use what ever I had, a plastic shower curtain, a younger siblings underwear , But, my most memorable times as a 10-13 yrs old was that soaked king sized bed, a mattress on box springs on the floor, and every inch was peed on. Our room had such a wonderful smell from fresh pee to drying pee. I wish I could create a mattress like that, but it needs to be in a room that the smells will not leave, because my wife is not one to be around pee smells. I keep it down for her. I use a small thick baby blanket to put in my recliner so when I leak it will soak up leak, then when I swap it out I take it to my spare room, and save it and I will lay on it and soak it over and over, so I can build up the smells in a contained spot, then I can use that to help me have fun with it on my face to simulate a crotch and my toys etc.... I never thought about collecting diapers from a daycare's muster, but Almost all dumpsters around here are locked up with walls because people don't as much steal, as they add to it. We have the street people that like to dig in them, I think more stores and restaurants? You have to climb a 6ft wall to get to those..

Wow your story sounds similar to mine, I used baby diapers when I could get them wet or dry, but by the age of 10 no one was in diapers, I used my brothers very soaked pee bed, to get naked and roll in, I did get a hard on, but had no ideas why at that age?? but I knew I Loved it. And a few yrs later when I had changed a toddler in our family a kinda niece, , step brothers girlfriends kid, anyhow I had a rush come back with the smells and soon as I got her on her way I went and hid with the diaper, and wow, face to crotch I think I came in seconds.... I of course said to myself your some kind of freak,,,,, and didn't do it anymore for a while, till I got another diaper etc..We didn't have internet back in the 60's and 70's.

I just got some of these nipples that fit a mason jar, clear silicone, and wow they are really nice, I am using a pint jar with juice and it's sooo amazing when I started to suck on it I wet my diaper within seconds......

I would say for you to wear diapers to the study, I now you will sleep better with a diaper, and if the test is anything like mine was you may only sleep 5 hrs anyhow. they will do all the hook up, and ask if you need to use the restroom, and that's a good time to say no I wear diapers or say protection to bed etc, and thats that..If your wife has to wake you up like you said, you will get a machine. And you will get soo much more real rest after you get used to having the mask, I was soo attached to the mask , once I got used to it, that I had to have it on so I could get to sleep, kinda like a pacifier to help you sleep, And I cut off the handle on a baby Paci so it fit into the mask,, was soo cool, it stayed in...

I thank you for posting this, and I don't remember this episode, believe me I would have watched it back then, I was really wanting to be in diapers back then as well as all my life. I had to keep mine secret. I can see that the people back then had the same view as people do now.

Our zip code has too many fires without fireworks and has made any and all of them illegal and the will prosecute. And they do have a professional nice firework display and that's enough. But we still have the idiots that hope to not get caught with the dumb bottle rockets, we had a number of them, they are the worst, and we had fires in fields and a roof fire near,,,, , and I do hope they went to jail, its a big fine and jail time..

Yes I we have been married 30 yrs and I told her about 10 yrs into it, and she still does not fully believe I can't go without a diaper . So you take the chance if she Loves you enough to accept it, but my wife said sooo many time that she felt like I had cheated on her with diapers, so I do think 🤔 if I had told her before we got married,, she may not have married me?? Because I don't think she would have said Oh thats ok.... and I would be with someone else. See when we got married I had a handle on it as soo many on DD has said, and I didn't need diaper play until there was some sort of stress ? and then I had hid it for several yrs, then by the time she got cancer I was stressed and weak, and I let my guard down, but she saw it all as soo much negativity..... I don't really know what the answer is, Billies Please let us know what you decide, and what happens.. We are all here

When you retire you can wear diapers and pigtails every day!! And maybe daddy will come home,,,

You are plenty old enough that you can have dribbling as an excuse, if she won't accept it, I am not condoning Lies, but it took 10 yrs for my wife to even get to some kind of acceptance of me loving diapers. If I had it to do over I would have started to pee my pants, and the bed, and had the reason to wear. Now that I need them somewhat she's much better.. But we had many heated discussions before getting here. I may get flack for this comment but it is my feelings Once you tell her the truth, no matter how much you leak without diapers down the road she won't believe you need them..

I agree with Rusty, if you wear diaper 24/7 for any leakage then wear diaper and tell them you have leakage issues they will say nothing about it and if you need to change your Diapers let them know and have a diaper with you, they will have cameras on you they entire time. You can sit up and they will come in or at least when I did mine many yrs ago. Its a sleep study bed, it will have bed protector n the mattress, they will wash it down after every patient or change the entire cover, sheets etc, I am sure they are very used to wet spots on the sheets.. I used mine 15 yrs, and then when I started sleeping sitting up in my recliner I wasn't wearing it enough for ins to cover my supplies, so I haven't used it ,,, my Dr did and keeps doing testing every 6 months , and he's ok with the way I sleep, but I sleep with an oxygen mask on. See if your apnea is not really bad, it will affect you more when your at an angle or laying down, if its really bad it won't matter if you sleep sitting etc. If your Dr wants the test as rusty said take it very serious he will tell you what you need to take care of it..

I know what that's like, I have had insomnia for at least 15 yrs, the last 10 have been the worst, but I don't know some people say its mental, illness don't believe that, I have changed my diet to gluten free, and then I like a dumb ass was taking my "B" vitamin ills, they are a max B, I stopped taking them at night and that helped, I have found out over a number of yrs that I will sleep best with a TV on all night, with No commercial DVD if you have to, or a long play VHS tape, anything boring, like white noise etc...Unfortunately we are all different, hope just one idea will help,,

My jeans are lose fit, and a size over what I need,, soo far anyway. But I have onesies now I finally have 7 of them so I can wear them all day every day. to keep things in place, and have no one see my shirt ride up to see my diaper. At night I wear fun stuff I keep collecting women's soft and or plastic like pants they feel soo nice to sleep in..

I do know that feeling very well, I have dealt with chronic neck and back pain for about 10 yrs, and when I do things I shouldn't do but needs to be done I don't recover well a days work, will make me bad for a day or more, even with my pain meds..

I can't figure it out, but I have had very wet brown farts before I finish my morning diaper, I know that everyone says morning coffees ill make for a good poop,, well I do enemas every night, and have for 10 yrs, due to hemorrhoids, and that has been great, I only have to go once a day,, well now about 2 times a week a fart will be runs, and I'm guesstimating some of the 4qt water has gotten blocked in and came out 12 hrs later? or my change to gluten free, or coffee has been making a change in my system, that I didn't think 🤔 of.... Even though it feels nice and then there's clean up, and I finish in the toilet because I use a cloth layer in my nightly disposable. If I didn't use cloth to be better on my skin I would just finish in the diaper....

Sounds like soooo much fun, I may suggest a larger plastic like and old used shower curtain, and when I do pee play anything close to the amazing fun you had, I will use a well protected bed, or if planning ahead I take a smaller inflatable pool and softly inflated, lay in it and let go, and the pee will go into my face all over, but I learned to have towels in reach to soak it up and dry off a Little.. But I could imagine all that you said happening to me, too bad you didn't have a pee person to share with..

Yeah like Eddie on Christmas Vacation, he used to eat squirrel, until his wife said he's cutting down on cholesterol? I think 🤔 was her comment. The squirrel was a really funny part of that movie..

We are in the 90's and in our back yard it was 105 degrees today and yesterday, so we can't really do much outside, I had to replace the wiring for one of our security cameras and man oh man it was horrible, I had to keep coming in to cool off..

Thanks

Yeah that zombie box if cheap enough is quiet . Thanks it gives me ideas

Very cool

That sounds fun and cute, I have only used my toys, since I am still married, with no sex in over 10 yrs, I self pleasure, mostly after my nightly enema....

We have had 3 power outages in a week, its fire season and they will cut our power when the wind blows over a speed to be safe for the power lines that feed us, they pass over the mountains and they will arc with wind, and since a few yrs ago when SCE was sued for not cutting power soon enough,, well now they are over kill...I had a very small generator but just yesterday bought a good sized one,,, we can get it set up, to be ready. Now I am figuring out the best way to make a 200 pound generator easy to store, and get out of the shed....And pray I get the rebate from the power company that helped me decide to get it...... You on the east have storms and we have wind , it helps to be prepared.. if the rebate wasn't 2/3 rds the cost I wouldn't have bought it..

oh its bad here, a loaf of bread gluten free is $8 for a loaf half the size of a regular loaf that we can get for $3...Our groceries ave doubled in price and much more of a pain in the ass, we have to bake a lot of our own stuff and freeze it. but my body and my wife diabetic numbers will make us feel better and hopefully live with less crap, we have both been through cancer, I had a half dozen surgeries for mine plus radiation chemo, my wife was a little less Drs than mine, one of my surgery's was 8 hrs long and $100. grand.. The way I see it is pay now or pay later..That's something we all have to decide..I just try to help with the knowledge I have learned the hard way ..