Can anyone relate?

[mydiapersleaking]

 decided to do an enema. I threw on b-ball shorts and went to Wally wrld 

It took about 2 minutes before the cramp hit. Way worse than I thought. The term messing doesn't describe what happened. I violently shit myself.  I was planning on leaning on my cart and waddling around but this is where I feel like I did something wrong. I found an empty aisle and started touching myself. 

I'm feeling guilty about what I chose to do next and I'm ready for feedback. 

I leaked on purpose all over a display chair. It was very unlike me and I immediately felt ashamed. I got up and looked and, it was so bad. I ruined that chair.

 

I left with no wipes, no fresh diaper, wet shorts and smelling like diarrhea. This was 6pm. It's 11pm now and I'm still in the same diaper.

 

Can anyone relate to getting so turned on you do something you normally never would?

[minachan16]

You probably don't want to hear this, but I'm going to say it anyway.

 

That's gross, and I'm glad you felt ashamed because you should feel ashamed. They are going to have to throw away the display chair now. 1-2 workers are going to have to put on sanitation gloves and carry the chair covered in your filth that you purposely leaked in out the backroom into the dumpster, having to smell it all the way to the trash.

Retail workers do not get paid nearly enough to put up with this kind of stuff. What you did is the kind of thing that makes all of us look bad. I hope nobody else relates to doing what you did. We need less people doing this kind of stuff, not more. If you ever do this again, I hope you get caught.

[Moochie]

Rude and contrary to my ABDL Code of Ethics. This kind of behavior gives us a bad reputation. Please be kind and courteous in the future.

[~Brian~]

9 hours ago, minachan16 said:

You probably don't want to hear this, but I'm going to say it anyway.

 

That's gross, and I'm glad you felt ashamed because you should feel ashamed. They are going to have to throw away the display chair now. 1-2 workers are going to have to put on sanitation gloves and carry the chair covered in your filth that you purposely leaked in out the backroom into the dumpster, having to smell it all the way to the trash.

Retail workers do not get paid nearly enough to put up with this kind of stuff. What you did is the kind of thing that makes all of us look bad. I hope nobody else relates to doing what you did. We need less people doing this kind of stuff, not more. If you ever do this again, I hope you get caught.

@mydiapersleaking

I agree 110% this is rude and very disgusting! the fact that you decided to have an enema is your business, and I support that, But the problem is is when you go to a public place and you know you have to release, because you make that decision, for you, this is not the appropriate place to release. it would be one thing if you were sick or something, you were wearing a diaper, and you were using your diaper.    That wasn't something that was your fault. However when you end up giving yourself an enema, One KNOWS THAT You will eventually release, and if you are not prepared for the worst when you do a release like that, shows poor planning or execution: I have learned from experience that if you plan on something happening, most times you might find that what you plan on happening rarely happens, and a situation happens that you are not prepared for. People that wear diapers out in public for whatever reason usually are prepared for a release, And I must agree that your decision was a bad one!

@minachan16 is right! in addition to being irresponsible, it is disgusting and gross, and it puts retail workers that have to deal with the cleanup of this at risk to remove whatever you leaked on or sat on  and then either clean it with whatever they can clean it with, And if they can't clean it and allow it to be used, they have to remove it and put it in the dumpster. I don't relate to this at all, in fact if I had an enema or something like that and I knew I was going to have to use my diaper and it was an enema, I wouldn't be going anywhere! If you ever do something like this again, I hope you do get caught, and if you do get caught, you will find what will happen will not be very good for you, additionally this makes our community look bad, because we have individuals who try very hard not to have something like this happen within the community!  I agree that we need to be more vigilant and less centered on seeing what's going to happen.   if you let something happen  to yourself like this. you put yourself in a position that is not very good, and being ashamed in this case is appropriate.

5 hours ago, Moochie said:

Rude and contrary to my ABDL Code of Ethics. This kind of behavior gives us a bad reputation. Please be kind and courteous in the future.

@Moochie

Agreed!  we need to have a better reputation, and it's already bad enough that we have people that look on us in a negative light. We also need to take responsibility for our actions! if we have to go somewhere, we shouldn't be taking an enema and not being prepared for what is going to happen. If you have to use your diaper in a public situation, discreetness is the most important thing .   Of course you may not be able to help the fact that you're going to have to release, but once you do release you need to be able to take appropriate steps so you do not cause inconvenient or health related problems else.   For example my bus company, that provides trends at all over the place, has specific rules and regulations about what is allowed on the busses. if somebody is releasing urine or fecal matter, or they end up having something something that causes them to bleed, this puts the driver as well as all the passengers on that vehicle in some sort of danger, because we're not sure what they're dealing with, they have to clean the vehicle and prepare it for somebody else to be able to drive. This means that the vehicle must be removed from service returned to the garage, cleaned, and then retripped, which means that they have to go through all of the safety inspection to make sure that vehicle is safe is safe to drive.

It further states that if a passenger tries to board and they are or have dealt with an accident like this, the bus driver does not have to let that person board.  in this case it is up to the driver to determine what is appropriate and what is not, and what is safe and what is not. It is a serious health risk to allow someone to board that is exhibiting these situations, and that is why it is our responsibility to make sure that to the best of our ability we do not exhibit these conditions. otherwise we may not be able to board the bus, but it is our responsibility to know when it is appropriate to board And when it is not appropriate to board. it is for the health and safety of the passengers and the welfare of the company as well.

I like you, say that I hope that the OP decides to do something different the next time he thinks of doing something like this.  Wherever we are, we have to try to be kind and courteous and respectful of others around.

Brian

Edited April 19, 2023 by ~Brian~
edits and bolding applied as necessary

[Little Sherri]

Most of those places have very effective cameras, these days - the technology they used to feature in spy movies is now cheap and readily available. A buddy of mine is the GM of a couple of stores in a major retail chain, and he's told me stories about being able to zoom in enough to read the license plate of a car in the parking lot, when someone decides to unload hazardous waste behind their car and then flee. Or, they've had the system track a suspected shoplifter throughout the store, across multiple cameras, seamlessly - it essentially creates a movie of someone's movements in the store. And, yes, they did find a trail of poop in an aisle, and, curious, went to the cameras to see what happened; it seems that a woman was shopping when she went into intestinal distress, doubled over, stood up stalk-straight, and bolted for the washrooms, where she spent the next 15 minutes, before abandoning her cart and speed-walking out of the store. They believe it was a genuine accident, or, at worse, poor planning, and not the deliberate act of a "phantom pooper", but they've also had those - people who think it's hilarious to crap in a display toilet or in the back corner somewhere. 

All of which is to say that, if they elect to retrieve it, they probably have really clear video of you sitting on the chair, then getting up and inspecting your work, and whatever else you did in the aisle, which would tend to suggest that what happened was not accidental. 

[~Brian~]

24 minutes ago, Little Sherri said:

Most of those places have very effective cameras, these days - the technology they used to feature in spy movies is now cheap and readily available. A buddy of mine is the GM of a couple of stores in a major retail chain, and he's told me stories about being able to zoom in enough to read the license plate of a car in the parking lot, when someone decides to unload hazardous waste behind their car and then flee. Or, they've had the system track a suspected shoplifter throughout the store, across multiple cameras, seamlessly - it essentially creates a movie of someone's movements in the store. And, yes, they did find a trail of poop in an aisle, and, curious, went to the cameras to see what happened; it seems that a woman was shopping when she went into intestinal distress, doubled over, stood up stalk-straight, and bolted for the washrooms, where she spent the next 15 minutes, before abandoning her cart and speed-walking out of the store. They believe it was a genuine accident, or, at worse, poor planning, and not the deliberate act of a "phantom pooper", but they've also had those - people who think it's hilarious to crap in a display toilet or in the back corner somewhere. 

All of which is to say that, if they elect to retrieve it, they probably have really clear video of you sitting on the chair, then getting up and inspecting your work, and whatever else you did in the aisle, which would tend to suggest that what happened was not accidental. 

@Little Sherri

I agree: cameras are all over places nowadays, and they are going to pop up in places where you don't think they would be. People also have to take responsibility for what they do when they do it and where they do it. if someone has an accident, or something like this, I would understand that, and people would be probably embarrassed because they couldn't get to the bathroom on time. i've had accidents myself, and that is no fun.

However, if someone is going to do exactly what the original poster said they did, that ends up bringing up a whole new ball game!  not only do cameras run all over the place in retail establishments nowadays, but just like you said, someone can actually look at a camera and be able to determine who May have made a mess In a situation, And like you said, some cameras are sold accurate that they could probably see a pimple on Mars! they can go in and air and they can figure out exactly what's going on, based on the evidence they find, and if they end up going back to the cameras they will be able to see exactly exactly when somebody walks into the store, and all it would take would be to find out when the accident occurred, and then they go back to the cameras and find out what happened! Therefore, the poor people that have to clean up the mess have to clean it up, they have to figure out who this guy is, and if find that somebody did something bad or against the law, they could ban the individual from the store for a short short timer a long duration!

no one should think they can go into a establishment do something and get away with it. nowadays cameras are everywhere, and they are there to protect people, as well as to determine what happens during times That businesses are open.  Stop I had my laptop stolen once, and if it wasn't for our cameras I would not have seen the gentleman who walked out of the church with it. Our camera system wasn't the best, but the police officer took a look at it and looked at what happened. I was of the opinion that my laptop was gone and there was no way that they were gonna catch this dude. lo and behold four months later I was able to get a phone call from the Montpelier Police Department. the Sergeant told me that they had my personal laptop in the evidence locker, and they wanted me to bring it to him. I was then visited by the sergeant in my property was returned and I had to inspect it to make sure it was mine, and I'll let him know that for all intents and purposes everything was there except for maybe my mouse I R receiver, which is easy to replace.

I then had to go to court, and I was able to get a settlement with a state, against the defendant. I think they paid me like $500 for my laptop value, And then I was able to go rent another one. Unfortunately the one I rented was not as good as the one that I had, but the idea was that it was my property and it shouldn't have been stolen, but that's what happens when people do things that are wrong, and they shouldn't be doing it. It is unfortunate that we have to have cameras all over the place to keep people honest, but that is the way it is. I forgive this gentleman for his actions but I don't forget. I always make sure that whatever I'm caring I know where it is, and if I can't take it home I lock it in my office. I am responsible for everything within that office, and all of my property.

The examples that have been given to us here show me that we need to be more respectful of people around us. We may want to have the thrills and the fun of seeing what happens when we don't have control of our bodily functions. this is OK for a story, this is OK if you are in a position where where you are going to be doing this, it would be appropriate to do it there. other than that, you need to remember that not everyone is going to be happy to see or wanting to clean up a mess that is so ridiculous. 

We have the right to wear and use diapers as we choose. However we have the responsibility to make sure that we don't set ourselves up so we can't help but to release in an inappropriate place!  There are other appropriate ways to have fun, in an appropriate setting!

Brian

[rusty pins]

I don't believe you.  You said, " I violently shit myself.  I was planning on leaning on my cart and waddling around but this is where I feel like I did something wrong. I found an empty aisle and started touching myself.  I leaked on purpose all over a display chair. It was very unlike me and I immediately felt ashamed. I got up and looked and, it was so bad. I ruined that chair.  I left with no wipes, no fresh diaper, wet shorts and smelling like diarrhea. This was 6pm. It's 11pm now and I'm still in the same diaper. 

Why I don't believe you?  Previous posts you wrote:

Once was in line at Wallgreens, and in another post you say, "I try my best not to impose on anyone"  Then you go out purposely after giving yourself an enema to Walmart to poop in your diaper around a store full of people!  If that's not imposing on anyone, I sure don't know what is!  "Forget about leaving anything where anyone can see".  Does that include wet stinky brown shorts and a store display chair full of your poop?  And you brag about still being in that same diaper 5 hours later. 

You should be ashamed!  You did this with the plan in mind of purposely messing your diaper in a crowded public store around people just for your own personal thrill.  Maybe you didn't have any idea your mess would be so bad, but 1. If you have used enema's before or read anything about them in these forums, you would well be aware of what would happen.  2. Regardless, you still went there with the intention of pooping your diaper in a crowded store for your jollies.  Then you brag to everyone about it on this forum and tell everyone just what you did to get another jolly.  No one should have to deal with the smell of being around you in your shitty diaper, see the shit running down your legs or the huge wet brown stain on your shorts.  What makes your rights more important than the rights of the people all around you who have to smell and witness what you did for your own thrill?  Then you have the fact that store personnel have to clean up your shit all over the floor and get rid of a chair, costing them profits. 

I truly hope they have you on camera and post the video on the 6 o-clock news for all to see.  If you have any spark of decency, march yourself right back to that store and explain, even if it's a B.S. story they can see right through, that you had an illness that caused you to badly lose bowel control.  You were feeling bad and has to sit down, not knowing your protective brief had failed and you ruined one of their chairs.  Do all of us and the AB/DL community a favor.  Apologize, and I mean profusely and offer to make good the damage by paying for the chair and the time to clean it all up.  Maybe if nothing anyone here says gets through to you, when you have to fork out your own hard earned money to make right your wrong, you will think next time you have one of these "exhibitionist urges" and forget about it!

[PoopyDiaperDude]

Shame on you.

[TD712]

You should not be doing that in public, ever.

[Babygeebee]

@mydiapersleaking  Judging by your user name I would say this is your shtick or you are possibly trolling us. Well, either way it's not funny and at worst it gives the community a bad name. 

 

[Cruiser 03]

The great thing about diapered in wheelchair , any diaper leaks are self contained , no risk of exposing any non consenting people to my waste .the only person that has to deal with it is my aide who is well compensated to provide my personal care . 

[christi]

I'll go with everybody else on this one.  Destroying someone else's property is totally uncool.  I *HATE* vandals.  Just because it's a business doesn't mean that property doesn't belong to someone.  Same goes for public property like buses, etc, etc.  Everybody should keep their 'stuff' to themselves.

[Arenvos]

This is why, people give people like me a hard time, because of individuals such as the Walmart pooper here, difference between me and schmuck here, is I actually DON'T have a choice most of the time, and it's hard enough dealing with my own personal discomfort, and embarrassment, Everytime I end up messing myself.. I don't need exhibitists strengthening the stigma I am already under.. 

[rusty pins]

I hope next time you have to go to Walmart for any reason, their security recognizes you from their video and escorts you off the premise, or hauls you into their security office for vandalizing their property.  This may turn you on, but it's still very wrong and you don't act on something like this!

[Babyqtboy]

59 minutes ago, rusty pins said:

I hope next time you have to go to Walmart for any reason, their security recognizes you from their video and escorts you off the premise, or hauls you into their security office for vandalizing their property.  This may turn you on, but it's still very wrong and you don't act on something like this!

I use to be a manager at Walmart, I absolutely guarantee you that as soon as they discovered the vandalism, they checked the tapes, if he did in fact do all he said, they will be on the lookout for him and will have him arrested and most likely be charged with public exposure and public masturbation which will require him to register as a sex offender and get him a lifetime ban from Walmart. They don’t mess around and if he ignores the ban, they will have him arrested again for trespassing. Serves him right if that all happens 

[missbedwetter]

Lots of people have thoroughly (and correctly) addressed the main point of your post. It’s gross. 
 

I specifically want to address this part: 

 

On 4/19/2023 at 1:03 PM, mydiapersleaking said:

Can anyone relate to getting so turned on you do something you normally never would?

Yes, sure. I was a teenager once, and I did some weird masturbation I’m not proud of. I’ve slept with people I probably wish I hadn’t. I’ve let my hormones make choices for me at times. 
 

But never have I involved the unconsenting public in my sexual kinks and it is unacceptable to so. You simply must have greater self control than that. I want you to understand that what you did is not in the normal category of “getting so turned on that you do something you normally never would.” When people say that, they’re talking about watching kinkier porn than usual or trying a new sex toy or whatever.