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Over the last few months I've developed a strange attraction to girls wearing adult diapers and I'm trying to seek out some information as to why I may have this new found fetish or attraction. From what I've learned about ABDL so far is that I have no interest in wearing diapers or acting like a baby myself, but for some reason I have developed a turn on to seeing girls in diapers and possibly acting like a baby as well. The only thing I can think of is that I get turned on by things that would normally be a turn off, and I guess someone in diapers for many people would be that, haha. And there's just something cute and innocent about it. The main thing that's got me off these last few months is looking up pictures of girls in diapers and going to pages on tumblr like this one

A/N: I could have sworn that I posted this story on this site. Oh well, I'll post it again now that I can finally update it. Melina’s Curiosity It was another lazy Saturday morning. The sun shined through the transparent window. A girl slept under a princess pink blanket. She had dark brown hair and a pair of sleeping eyes. The sunlight hit her eyes and she began to squint. Once she opened her sapphire blue eyes, she reached her short arm to read her phones clock. It read 10:12 a.m. On a lazy day like this, she didn't quite feel like getting up yet. "Melina," called a grown woman outside the girl’s room. She bent upwards to prepare herself to get up. "Probably just my mother needing a hand in the kitchen again," Melina thought. She breached out of her pink blanket and baby blue sheets to have her toes meet the blue hinted grey carpet. She squeezed her toes and rubbed her eyes, then she began her walk out of her room. Outside her room was a straight hallway that had two doorways on one side. One of them was her room and the one to the left was her younger sisters. The two of them are not very early risers, so Melina wouldn’t be expecting to see her sister anytime soon. Melina waltzed down the stairs and took a sharp right turn to head into the kitchen. There stood an older woman around her thirties looking at Melina with gleeful eyes. “Oh, there you are,” Melina’s mother said. “I was about to get you. You weren’t still in bed were you?” Melina looked down with a slight blush as that’s where she was. “It doesn’t matter, but I want you to go and get your sister, as our breakfast is ready.” “Okay mom,” Melina replied. “Wait, if you were going to get me, why not go and get her as well?” “Oh, I didn’t think of that.” Melina just shook her head as she went back upstairs. Her sister’s room was the one near the bathroom at the top of the steps. She opened the door and her sister crept up from laying down rubbing her eyes. Her sister, Ashley, was younger than Melina. Ashley’s breast barely perked out as she was the age of thirteen while Melina’s chest was well rounded like a cantaloupe as she was seventeen. “Breakfast is ready, so come down,” Melina said to the girl rubbing her eyes. “Okay, I’ll be down--soon,” replied Ashley sounding groggily. “Well, don’t take too long.” “Yeah, yeah, yeah,” Ashley looked away. With that task being accomplished, Melina returned to the kitchen downstairs. She sat at the table as her mother was setting it. The sound of soft footsteps coming down the stairs told them Ashley was coming. They then all sat at the table, and began to eat they’re breakfast. The rest of the day continued like any other usual day for the two girls. Melina would take a shower first and change into a plain red shirt with a white skirt. Ashley would take a shower right after her and put on a pair of jeans with a yellow shirt. After both girls showered, they would continue downstairs and watch some TV. And after some time Melina would go see her mother in the kitchen to help with lunch. Her mother would sit there and talk about the times they used to be babies. And how she still sometimes wish they were still babies. Then she’d say like it’d ever happen, but does dream of it. Melina, hearing it multiple times, sometimes wonders what it’d be like to be a baby. “What would you do if I were a baby?” Melina asked hypothetically. “Oh, I’d take care of you, feed you, and dress you in all cute clothing,” Her mother replied. She had a pretty big smile hearing this question. “And of course change your diapers when you needed one. You’d be such a cute big baby you know.” Melina was a little shocked to hear her mother say that. She was especially shocked to hear the part about diapers. It never did incline to her that if she were to be a baby that she’d have to wear them. Melina began to completely drift off into her own thought realm from her mother’s comments. She began to realize that if she were to be a baby that she’d have to wear diapers. “So if I were to be a baby, I would have to wear diapers like one,” Melina thought. “But I wonder, what would one look on me?” She began to picture herself with a diaper under her skirt. But couldn’t quite see it. “I wonder how it would feel for me to wear. Would I look like a baby? Would I be like a baby? And would I like that? I think I’m a little crazy to be thinking of this.” Her thoughts were cut off when her mother pulled the food from the oven. “Foods done,” Melina’s mom called. “Melina, go get your sister.” “Okay, mom,” Melina complied. Melina walked out to the living room where she found her sister watching cartoons made for kids. She stopped to also begin watching with a happy face. After a few seconds, she composed herself to get her sister for lunch. “Hey sis, it’s time for lunch.” Ashley looked over, “Okay.” She got up and both sisters walked into the kitchen to eat. It was much later in the night when the girls began to get ready for bed. Melina had already crawled in with her pink pajamas. But she didn’t feel like sleeping yet as she had something return to her mind--diapers. “Why am I even thinking of something that’s for babies when I’m seventeen?” Melina thought. “But still, being a baby might be something I’d like to try. And if babies did wear diapers, then maybe I should too. Then again, babies wear diapers for a reason… Since they can’t use the toilet, they use their diapers for everything. Could I wear one knowing that I’d be wearing it for a reason?” Melina continued to think of the thought. Wouldn’t it be gross for her to sit in her own potty, or is it something she could enjoy as she could be more like a baby. Then it hit her--she would be very much like a baby if she were to just go in the diaper. “Well, if babies did it, then to be more like a baby I would have to as well. Plus it doesn’t seem that bad actually, as I wouldn’t need to use the potty anymore. That alone is pretty awesome. I’d love to just be able to go anywhere I choose and not have to worry about that problem. Plus if mom were to change me, I could be as much of a baby I want to be.” Melina now grew to enjoying the idea of having to wear a diaper like a baby. She now couldn’t stop thinking of diapers. “Well, I definitely want to try wearing one and act like a baby. The only real question is how I get diapers into the house.” Now the biggest problem became known to Melina. She knew she couldn’t get diapers into the house as easy as possible. Plus she’d love for her mother to take care of her and treat her like a baby. Getting her mother on board may seem easy as she would like them to be babies, but to just come out and say it. “Well, I guess I hope something happens then that can help me.” Melina drifted off to sleep with that thought. She knew that nothing would be the same as her new drive for being babied and diapers grew. It was another morning as the sun shined through the window. Melina began blink her eyes open. Again lifting the princess pink blankets up for her to get out of bed. This time, her mother didn’t call for her to help. So she decided to head downstairs to see if she was needed anyways. But she stopped for a second, to think of something that she thought of the night before. And that was--diapers. As she walked by her sister’s room, she heard someone moving around. So Ashley must have been getting up. But something was wrong with the shouting of “Oh my gosh!” Melina quickly entered Ashley’s room to see what the problem was. But what she saw was something unbelievable. Ashley’s blue pajama pants were drenched as well as the part of the bed she laid on. Most likely, Ashley wet the bed. Ashley just didn’t have any words come out, except for tears. Melina instantly went to comfort her with a hug as it wasn’t her fault. “I-I-I d-don’t k-know why?” Ashley was confused. “Its fine, it’s fine,” Melina calmed her down. “I don’t know why I wet the bed!” Ashley continued to cry. With all the commotion, they’re mother couldn’t keep out. They turned to look at their mother as she walked in to see what happened. “Oh dear, come here Ashley,” their mother said. She began to hug the poor daughter in soaked pants. The smell was easily apparent that she had wet the bed. “It’s okay, it wasn’t your fault. Now let’s get you cleaned up and you can have your favorite breakfast.” “Okay, thanks m-mom,” Ashley continued to cry. But she then walked into the bathroom as their mother stripped off the wet sheets. “Melina, I need a word with you, is that okay?” questioned her mother. “Okay,” Melina replied. They then walked down the stairs as the shower was running. “This is about your sister,” her mother began. “She just wet the bed, which I’m sure you know. But I’m going to have her wear some protection tonight, so please don’t tease her on it.” “Oh, that’s fine. I won’t treat her any different than before,” Melina replied. “That’s a good older sister,” her mother smiled as she patted her head. “I’m going to the store now to get her the protection, so help your sister get her food that’s done.” “Okay, I’ll do that.” Her mother hugged her and patted her head like if she were a child, which Melina really enjoyed, and walked out the door. After a short bit, her sister walked down with a clean light blue girl’s shirt and a blue skirt. Melina then began to explain to her about where mom left for an errand and food was for her. Ashley was quite content with the food as she began to nibble on it. “There’s one more thing though that I should probably tell you about,” Melina began to speak. Her sister continued to nibble on her food as she looked at her. “Well, mom decided that it would probably be best to get you something.” “Oh, what’s she getting me?” Ashley’s face brightened. “Well, she’s getting you something to help,” Melina continued. Ashley was confused from what she said. “What she’s getting you is some protection for night time accidents.” Ashley’s mouth completely dropped. “What, I am not wearing diapers,” Ashley argued. “I know how you feel,” Melina started to console her. Though she mostly felt the opposite of her sister. “I know that you may not want to, but it’s better than waking up in a wet bed don’t you think?” “I, I don’t know what to say,” Ashley looked away with a frown. “Listen, I know you don’t want to, but just be a big girl and do it because you might actually need to. And it’s not like it won’t be lasting forever.” Her sister began to perk up a little. “Hmm, I guess I will. But will you do something for me?” Melina was a little confused at what she may want. But decided to go along with her sister. “Sure, okay. What is it?” “Well, I’ll wear diapers at night if you do as well.” Melina just sat there staring at her sister in disbelief of what she said. More than being shocked, she was ecstatic as this was her chance to get diapers. “Yes!” Melina slightly shouted, which shocked her sister. “Yes, I’ll wear diapers with you.” Melina couldn’t help but smile towards her sister. “You really will, even though you don’t need them?” “Yes,” Melina nodded. “Well, I guess I’ll wear them at night then. Thank you sis.” “Yup, no problem at all,” Melina said. Though she says it’s no problem, in fact it was more benefiting her than being a problem. Right after the two girls finished their discussion, their mom walked through the door. They could hear the crinkling of a bag. She did not come empty handed, which mostly meant that she did in fact bring home a pack of diapers for Ashley. But Melina couldn’t help but be happy as she now was going to be part of it. Melina nervously peeked around the corner to see her mother’s smiling expression. And a purse connected on her left shoulder with a store bag in her right. The single bag was squarer than other purchases, so whatever she got was in something rectangular. Melina knew that diapers when purchased, came in more rectangular packages than anything else. So this must have been diapers for Ashley, and also her. Though, she realized she needed to tell her mother the plan. “Hey mom,” Melina walked up. “Oh hey there sweetie, would you like to see what I got?” Melina’s mother asked. “Sure,” Melina was very happy. They went upstairs to her room, and then Melina’s mother took the package of diapers out of the bag. From the first looks, it came with a large amount of diapers. Each diaper were a different color even. The colors included pink, white, and light blue. But each one caught her eyes as she was now looking at diapers which fit teens. “Well, what you think?” Melina’s mother asked. Melina didn’t even hesitate, “I think their cute.” “Good, I’m glad I picked out a good set. Well, this will probably be difficult but I should let your sister know.” But before Melina could say a word about what her and her sister discussed, she left the room to her sister downstairs. But this left her alone with the package of diapers. She couldn’t help but keep looking at the package. Fantasizing one of the pink one’s around her waist. What it would feel like and look on her. She kept holding the package until she heard footsteps coming upstairs. This caused her heart to skip a beat as she quickly placed the package back on the store bag. Hoping she did not get caught. Her mother returned with a smile on her face. “So Melina.” Melina just knew what was coming next, but she was extremely nervous that she began to blush and felt like she could burst any second. “I heard you told your sister the plan. I’m proud of you to tell her that. But I’m more proud of you to agree to her request.” Melina began to blush even more. “I think it’s great that you will wear one with her.” Melina could feel her heart skip a beat. “So here’s the plan for now, which I told your sister. Later tonight when it’s coming closer to your bed time, I’ll change the both of you into diapers. How does that sound?” Melina couldn’t believe that she was also going to be getting changed by her mother as well. “Okay,” Melina was more speechless than anything else that this was all she could say. “Good, your sister agreed to this as well. So I guess I’ll be changing two babies tonight.” Her mother looked really happy. Her mother grabbed the package from Melina’s hands, in which Melina somehow didn’t realize she grabbed it again while they talked, and walked off. Melina decided to get back on with her day by getting a shower and changing into her casual pink dress. As the day proceeded, Melina continued to think more and more about what was to come. But she began to think about how she could make it more regularly with getting to wear them and get babied by her mother. Now that diapers were in the house, maybe something else could happen to further her wishes. Night time never seemed like it was going to come for Melina. But eventually, the clock hit 10pm. This was closer to their bedtime, but Melina wondered if they’d start getting diapered now. This thought was answered with a call for Ashley upstairs. She watched as her sister walked up the stairs and flashed her skirt showing her blue panties. Melina knew then, that those panties were about to become a diaper. As she then couldn’t help but lift the skirt of her dress to see her pink panties and thinking how they are about to become a diaper as well. After a few minutes, she heard her name being called for upstairs. She knew that it was now time for her panties to become the baby product she’s wanted. As she walked upstairs she saw her sister walk by, and she could distinctly hear a slight crinkle. This must have meant her sister was now padded. Either that or Melina was overthinking it. But she could smell baby powder as well. This definitely must have meant, her sister was now in a diaper. Melina began to try to look under her sister’s skirt to try and see if she could see the diaper. But she wasn’t successful. But when she looked to the right into her mother’s room, she noticed the package of diapers was opened and a towel laid on the bed with baby powder on the side. This told Melina, it was her turn to get diapered. She was both completely nervous as well excited. That she couldn’t help but freeze outside the door way. Then she heard her name being called for again. And her mother walked out of the room and saw her. “Oh come on sweetie, this will be fast,” Melina’s mother began to drag her into the room. Before she knew it, the package was in clear view as the door shut behind her. “I’m glad you’re wearing a dress, since like your sister this will help with the change.” Melina couldn’t believe she was about to get diapered. This was exactly what she was wanting. Her mother guided her towards the towel flat on the bed. Which Melina thought this must have been her changing pad for now. Melina instinctively laid out on the towel. She also raised her legs slightly to let her mother get to her pink panties. But her mother started to rustle in the diaper package. “What color would you like, as there is…” Melina’s mother was cut off from continuing her question. Melina already knew what to answer. “Pink please, mommy.” Melina felt super happy. Her mother couldn’t believe how childish her seventeen year old daughter was sounding. So she continued and pulled out a pink diaper. As she then walked onto the other side of the bed where Melina was, she lifted her legs even more making her dress slide over her legs, completely revealing her cute pink panties. “You’re much better at this then your sister is,” Melina’s mother began to say. “She didn’t even think about me having to get into your cute little panties to change over to a diaper. So I did struggle a little with her as she fought me a little. But your being a good little girl, so I’ll get you some ice cream after okay?” Her mother then poked her nose, and both of them smiled brightly. She was practically getting her wish, as she was getting completely babied. But she didn’t just want this to be for just night time. She hoped for during the day as well. “Well, time to get my baby ready for bed time.” Melina kept holding her legs up, and had a big smile as her mother unfolded and placed the diaper under her rear. Her mother then grabbed both ends of her panties and slid them slowly towards her feet. In a matter of seconds, Melina was now showing her mother her shaved clean female privates. But her mother continued pulling her panties off until they were free from Melina’s legs and were tossed to the ground. Melina then lowered her legs a little and split them apart a bit. This gave a complete view of her privates to her mother, but her mother continued on and placed the diaper under her rear. Melina could feel the slight padding from the back of the diaper touching her and she began to blush even more with excitement. But before the diaper could be put on, her mother grabbed the baby powder and began to pour it on her hands. “I couldn’t let my baby have a rash now could I?” Melina wondered then if this meant it was going to be okay for her to be like a baby, and actually use the diaper as well. But all she really could do is concentrate on the feeling she felt as her mother slowly rubbed the powder around where her privates were. Then when she saw her mother raise her hands off from that area, she knew she was about to have the diaper get attached. And she was correct, as her mother’s hands went towards the pink diaper and raised it over her privates. Melina was now completely ecstatic with the padding touching her. But that wasn’t all, as her mother tapped one side to the front, and the other side to the front as well. Now she was completely diapered. Her mother raised her up and her dress fell back down covering her pink diaper. Melina was completely speechless as the feeling of the diaper was overwhelming. But her mother picked her off the bed and had her stand up where she was still frozen. “Alright, let me tell you some things that I went over with your sister okay?” Melina’s mother asked. “Okay,” it was all Melina could do to say anything. “I’ll modify it a little for you, but here’s the run down. Now that you are diapered for the night, I don’t want you taking it off during the night. Though you can take it off to go to the bathroom, but ask me to help for that. And I do mean it, even though you are not having accidents, I want you to not take the diaper off.” Melina knew that wouldn’t be a problem. As she was more wanting to have this padding on then off. “There’s some other things that I thought of.” This caught Melina’s ears. “I am perfectly fine with you deciding to go in your diaper like a baby.” Melina couldn’t believe it, this was now her chance to also use her pants for the potty like any baby would. “But get me if you do need a change okay sweetie? And I don’t care how dirty you are, I’ll change you like any baby. But this means that in the morning, don’t take the diaper off yourself as I will come and change you.” Melina was overly happy, most everything she wanted was happening to her. All thanks to her sisters problem. But she still did wish, for day time diapers. “There’s one more thing I thought of.” Melina couldn’t believe there was more now. “I thought of this while changing your sister, which I told her as well.” Melina was starting to get impatient with what was to come. “But since I thought she looked absolutely cute in a diaper, which you do as well, as well as having many diapers to go through.” Melina felt happy with hearing how she was cute in a diaper, but she also felt a little like wanting her mother to spit it out. “So I decided, in the morning, if we have a bit of diapers left, while I’m changing you, I’ll let you decide if you want to change into either panties or a new diaper.” Melina was now blown away. Her wish has now come true, as she was able to wear during the day. But she then remembered, about her sister. How would she react to her sister wearing during the day? “And like at night time, I’ll let you use your diaper for everything as well as giving you a change if you need.” Melina could only help but nod. “Well, kiddo, I think that was a lot to take in so let’s get you your ice cream.” Melina now started feeling like she didn’t want the ice cream but to check her new diaper out. But sure enough, she followed her mother down stairs. Every step was amazing to her. She could feel the crinkle of the diaper as well as the padding touching her that felt almost like she had a pillow for her butt. Once she reached the kitchen, she only felt to walk more. So she paced around her mother to keep feeling her new padding. After a few minutes, her mother handed her a scoop of vanilla ice cream on a cone. Melina began to lick it with delight. Both being happy to eat ice cream, as well as the padding down below. “Well sweetie, I hope you have a goodnight and I’ll change you in the morning,” Melina’s mom said. She then kissed Melina’s forehead and walked upstairs. Melina continued to finish eating her ice cream and then walked upstairs. Every step continued to feel like heaven for Melina, as she though she should have done this ages ago. But before she reached her room, her sister stopped her. “Hey sis,” Ashley said. Melina walked into her sister’s room, curious to see what her sister’s diaper looks on her. “Yes Ashley?” Melina asked. “So, did you um, you know.” Ashley began to ask but felt embarrassed to ask. Melina knew what she was referring to, and decided to answer the question ahead of being asked. “Yup,” Melina answered as she lifted her dress up for Ashley to see her pink diaper. “You would go for the pink diaper you know,” Ashley said. “But as for me, blue is my color.” Ashley lifted her skirt to reveal a blue diaper safely secure. “So, what you think of it?” Melina only needed a second for this question. “I think they feel pretty comfortable.” Ashley’s eyes lit up in disbelief. “Well, I guess they are. I was pretty skeptical at first, but they aren’t that bad.” “Yeah, see, it’s not that bad at all,” Melina said. “Well, what’d you think about the part of her letting us wear during the day?” Ashley asked. Melina was a little embarrassed to answer, but she decided to answer slightly truthful. “I’m thinking about trying it.” Ashley’s jaw dropped a foot. “Seriously!” Ashley’s answer caused Melina to almost begin to cry. “Well, I guess I can understand that. I’m sort of well, thinking about it myself.” This brought a cheerful smile to Melina. “Really?” “Yes really, well I guess I didn’t think of it too much till now.” Ashley turned her head to the side. “Well, are you wanting to do it sis?” “Umm,” Melina began to blush really bright red. “Its fine sis, please answer me honestly though.” Ashley was being a little demanding. “Well, I do.” Melina then looked to the side blushing even more. She wished time would just stop. “Okay sis, its fine I don’t find it weird. In fact, I’ll join you in wearing diapers during the day tomorrow. I’m not entirely wanting to, but I guess if it’ll help you do what you want.” “Really?” Melina said. “Really really,” Ashley responded. “Oh thank you so much sis.” Melina proceeded to hug Ashley. Her hand reached to feel her sister’s padded bum. But she was startled by the fact that she felt her sister touching her padded bum as well. “Well, sis. I guess I’ll be seeing you in a wet diaper soon.” Ashley said as she lifted the back of Melina’s diaper almost as if she were checking it. Melina couldn’t do anything but smile and rub her sister’s diaper more. “And I will be seeing you in a wet diaper as well.” Her sister chuckled a little. “Well, I guess you may end up seeing me in a wet diaper first since I may wet the bed.” “I feel bad for you.” Melina consoled. “It’s fine, well at least we have this to look forward to.” “Yeah,” Melina said as she then released her sister and walked out. “Good night sis.” “You have a good night as well sis.” Melina walked into her room continuing to feel the heavenly touch of her pink diaper. She then sat down on the bed and could feel the warm padding enveloping her. She couldn’t believe how amazing a diaper felt. The soft padding feeling like a pillow, as well as a sense of protection as well. She felt a close homely feeling as well as being like a baby. She changed into a pair of pink pajamas again, and rolled into bed. Holding one hand on her diapered bottom and her other hand with her thumb in her mouth. She then drifted to sleep. She began to dream that she was in a nursery. But one for her size. The walls were completely pink, as she laid down in a large crib. Melina was sucking on a pacifier and looked to see her mother walking in. Her mother poked at her pink romper, more specifically the diaper region. “Uh-oh, looks like my little baby needs a new diapey,” Her mother cooed. Melina was just smiling and staring at her mother as her mother began to undress her. Melina at this moment was a complete baby. Her mother proceeded to sing her a lullaby and Melina fell asleep with a warm feeling growing at her legs. When Melina opened her eyes, she saw her regular big girl’s room. No pink walls, no pacifier, and no crib. She wasn’t wearing any rompers, but when she looked down at her pants, she saw the padding bulge. Even if she weren’t a complete baby, she still partially could be one thanks to this piece of clothing. Melina placed her hand on her front, and instinctively began to rub. Not even a second and she felt a tingle in her body. She knew she was getting turned on by the diaper. So she stopped as she thought that had to be wrong. “No normal person would get satisfaction from a diaper…right?” Melina questioned. “But it’s like I just can’t help myself. Oh gosh, I hope I’m not weird.” Melina then returned her hand in front of her diaper to experience the same tingle feeling. She then pulled her pants slightly down just for her to see the diaper. Melina then continued to touch her diaper, and experienced pure bliss. The padding on her hand as well as her privates was extraordinary. “And I get to wear this all day.” Melina was smiling very brightly. Her concentration was broke off by another feeling. A familiar feeling she’d get each morning. She needed to pee. And adding not going the night before, she couldn’t help crossing her legs a little. But Melina just started to get a mix of feelings. “So, it’s now time,” Melina thought. “Now I get to act like a real baby and use my pants. Oh gosh, I’m a little nervous. But I wonder how it feels?” Melina, still sitting on her bed, took off her pants completely. Her eyes now only on her pink diaper. She stopped crossing her legs and spread her legs slightly apart. Now she was completely ready for nature to take its course. She sat there like that for a minute when she realized that she wasn’t going, and she began to wonder what would make her go. “It’s okay, I’m a baby,” Melina told herself. “It’s okay for me to go potty now.” She continued to relax a little bit and she felt it starting to make its way for escape. But only a little trickle spat out. This gave Melina a whole new experience though. As she just saw where the trickle went in her diaper. Not only that, but she felt a slight warmth from it as well. Her cheeks began to turn lush as she felt great. But she knew this was not enough, that she would need to let it all go into her pants--more specifically her diaper. She relaxed more and some seconds later another trickle escaped, growing the wet indication on her diaper. This was followed by another slight trickle. But Melina was starting to grow impatient. So she decided to add a slight pressure, which wasn’t enough. She pushed out even harder, but had an unexpected result. “Ppffttpp,” Melina farted. She decided this amount of pressure was too much then. And reduced the amount to just relaxing. After one more trickle, Melina felt a build in pressure towards the pee making its escape. And that it was about to rush out. Melina knew that this was it. She opened her legs up even more and couldn’t help but drop her jaw to the feeling of it just about to burst out. Her face turned completely red as she covered her mouth with both her hands. Then the slight trickle escaping became a slight stream. The warmth kept growing around her legs as well as the wetness on her diaper showed its spread as well. Then nature finally did its course as the stream went full force out into her diaper. It only lasted a second when it went to a few trickles and stopped altogether. Melina stood there in complete disbelief. She, a seventeen year old, just went potty in her pants. Not only that, but a diaper like a baby. Her hand reached down to touch the wet and warm padding and the soggy diaper felt absolutely great to her. “Uh-oh, heehee,” Melina couldn’t help but laugh. “I couldn’t make it.” She began to think of all the childish sayings for what just happened. “I went pwotty.” Melina just now realized she spoke like a baby. But she decided to not care, as it felt great to her. Sitting in a wet diaper may have been great, but she knew she probably could use a change, like a baby would. So she got up to see if her mother was in her bedroom. And her mother was, as her mother was laying out the changing towel as she looked. “Perfect timing,” Melina couldn’t help but think. So she walked in with no pants but her pajama shirt and wet pink diaper. “Mommy, I need changey,” Melina spoke babyishly. Her mother was standing there completely in disbelief. She thought her seventeen year old girl wouldn’t actually use the diaper. Which made her happy. “Okay baby, come let mommy get you cleaned up,” Melina’s mother said. She had Melina lay on the towel again as they proceeded to change her. First her wet pink diaper was untapped, taken off, and rolled to be thrown away. She then used wet wipes to wipe her daughter off, which made her daughter slightly ticklish. Then she asked the main question. “So, will my baby be a baby for today?” Melina’s mother asked. And Melina replied with a nod. This made her mother stand there frozen. Completely shocked that her oldest daughter would in fact return to diapers for the day. It was all she could to hide her excitement. “Okay, then how about a pink diaper for my big baby?” “I’d like that,” Melina replied. Her mother still shocked that her daughter wanted to change into another diaper. Melina’s mother proceeded to put baby powder on her, and then taped the new clean pink diaper up on her. And with that, Melina was now diapered once again. She decided to see if her sister was going to be up or not. So she slowly opened the door to peek. But her sister was sitting up, so she opened the door. Now realizing, she wasn’t wearing any pants to cover her pink diaper. “Good morning sis,” Ashley called out. “Good morning,” Melina replied. “Did we have any accidents?” Ashley smirked. “Uhh,” Melina couldn’t help but blush. But she decided to be honest to her sister. “Yeah.” “Oh, but I don’t see that. Shouldn’t your diaper be a little stained?” Ashley pointed to her diaper. Melina followed her finger to the diaper which was dry. Then Ashley got out of bed and pulled her blue pajama pants down. “See like this.” Ashley’s blue diaper showed a large wet stain. “That’s because I just got changed,” Melina answered. Ashley began to pout, wanting to see her sister wet. “But I see you are wet.” Ashley began to blush and look the other way. “Not like I could help it,” Ashley remarked. “Did you just go?” Melina asked. “Uh, no,” Ashley replied. “I don’t feel that I need to, since I did wet the bed. Or well my diaper in my sleep.” “Okay, why don’t you go get changed then,” Melina said. “Okay, I’ll go get a new diaper then,” Ashley replied. Melina first asked their mother to take her diaper off so she could shower. While she was showering, her mother changed Ashley into a fresh blue diaper. They’re mother still in disbelief for what is happening. After Melina finished her shower, Ashley got in the shower. Melina’s mother took Melina by the hand to her room, while Melina still had a towel on. The diaper Melina was wearing before still laid on the bed for her to get changed back into. Melina laid back onto the changing towel and raised her legs already exposing herself. Her mother removed the white towel around Melina exposing her round breasts. “My, hasn’t my baby developed quite nicely,” Melina’s mother said as Melina blushed. In mere seconds, Melina was back in her pink diaper and only her pink diaper. With a pat on her bum, she went into her room to get the rest of her clothes. For today, she decided to match her diaper and wear a pink skirt, with a pink shirt with a frill around the neck. As she exited her room with clothes on, she noticed Ashley walking out in only a towel towards their mother’s room. Most likely to get changed back into the diaper she had on. Melina decided to go downstairs and proceed with her day. But she was always reminded by the cushion she wore every step she took. It was around noon when all the girls sat at the lunch table to have lunch. And after lunch, the two girls went out to the living room to sit on the couch for TV. After some hours of watching cartoons, Melina began to cross her legs as the urge to go began. Her sister took notice right away. “Oh, does my sister need to go?” Ashley smirked. Melina just sat there with a nod and a blush. “Well, just go silly. But lift your skirt up too! I want to see you go.” Ashley was smiling with the idea of her sister relieving herself as such. Melina complied and lifted her skirt for full access view to her pink diaper. Ashley just stood there with delight on her face as she looked and watched her sister’s diaper. Melina was sitting in embarrassment with the idea of her sister being able to watch her go, but she still felt good. She tried relaxing a bit, but nothing was coming out. They were sitting there with their eyes on her diaper for over several minutes but Melina wasn’t getting herself to go. Then she began to feel the pressure building up and she knew she was just now going to go. Continuing to relax, she felt the warm stream pour out into her diaper. Ashley’s face began to brighten up with a smile as a yellow stain began to spread. But Melina was more contented with the warmth spreading all around her bottom. And with a sigh, Melina finished going. “Uh-oh,” Sounded Ashley. “Looks like somebody had an accident.” Melina began to blush and turn the other way. “It’s okay, that’s what your diapey is for anyways right?” Melina faced her and nodded. “Well, not like you’re going to be the only one wet. I need to go as well.” Melina recognized this saying as Ashley was about to relieve herself in her diaper as well. And sure enough, Ashley lifted her blue skirt to reveal her blue diaper. “So, uh, how do I just go?” Ashley must’ve been struggling like Melina was on how to go. Since she did wet her diaper in her sleep, this was her first time going on purpose. “Oh, that, just relax and it’ll eventually all come out,” Melina answered. “Okay, I guess I’ll do that,” Ashley quickly said back. All eyes then turned to Ashley’s diaper. She couldn’t help but blush for what she was about to do. In several minutes, Melina noticed a slight wet splotch beginning to grow on Ashley’s diaper. It stopped spreading, then continued to spread again and more after that. By the time Ashley let out a sigh notifying she finished, her face turned bright red. “Oh my, it’s really warm.” “Yeah, it really is,” Melina smiled back. “It’s also really squishy,” Ashley said as she bounced up and down. The two girls were completely smiling and happy. With a carefree feeling they haven’t felt in forever. They’re mother walked in behind them smiling as well. She was happy that her two babies were actually being two babies. Then she stepped in as they most likely needed a change. After the two got a change, they went back down and played some games. It was several hours when they were both called for dinner. The two girl’s mother reached into both their diapers to check them. But they were both dry for the time being. They all sat at the dinner table with smiles as they dug into the food they enjoyed as well as having padding at their legs. The two girls returned to watching cartoons, until Melina felt the urge to pee. “Well, that’s what a diaper is for,” Melina thought. She just sat there and started feeling a warmth grow at her legs. Not only that, but she didn’t even have to miss a single second of the cartoon she was watching. She smiled being contented with the great choice being made. Not only did she feel quite like a baby, but she was also enjoying her time wearing diapers as well. “I think I am glad to have wanted this!” Her smiling was interrupted with something she didn’t quite think of much. She felt a different pressure beginning to develop in her. This time she wasn’t needing to pee, but to poop. She thought about it, about just going right there and how much that would prove her to be a baby. But she was also afraid of what her sister would have thought. Not only that, but she was slightly nervous to how it would all just come out. Melina began to turn red as she continued to contemplate the issue. The thoughts she had continued, until a sudden noise hit her ears. “Rrrppptt,” Ashley farted. Melina only sat there and stared at the girl who began to turn red. “What, I didn’t think it mattered,” Ashley remarked. “Well, with your diaper it shouldn’t matter at all,” Melina replied. Then Melina decided to release some gas as well. “Ppptt,” she felt her diaper puff out a bit. Ashley began to look at her and chuckled. “Yeah, I guess you’re right,” Ashley said. “It shouldn’t matter whether we go or not as we can just go.” Melina nodded in her remark. “Oh, I have to ask you something.” “Okay, what is it?” Melina wondered. “Well, umm,” Ashley stumbled a bit. “Do you need to um, poop sis?” This turned Melina into a bright red as she was spot on. “It’s okay if you do, I don’t care if you do it here.” Melina was quite relieved to hear this, as she wasn’t sure how her sister was going to react. “And well, I kind of need to as well.” Now Melina couldn’t help but smile that she wasn’t the only one. “I was thinking about whether I should just go in my diaper or go to the toilet. What about you?” “Well, I guess I was thinking about just going in my diaper,” Melina responded. Ashley stood there in disbelief in what her older sister said. “And well, will you go if I do?” Melina asked. Ashley was silent for a few moments, but then she began to respond. “Okay, sis.” Melina’s face brightened completely with a big smile at her response. “I’ll go as long as you do.” “Okay, well, I guess I should go then,” Melina smiled. Melina began to contemplate how she was going to go. Was it like wetting with relaxing or should she just push it out. She decided that she would probably try to do both, but sitting down wasn’t going to help. So she raised her butt in the air and then began to push. The first thing she felt was the pressure like it was about to come out instantly. With that, she stopped immediately. But continued to push anyways as she was supposed to just go like the baby she was. As she started pushing again, she felt the bowels beginning to make its escape. The feeling of her pushing was also combined with the feeling of her diaper beginning to be tugged down by the mass being emitted. The warm mess was also embracing her in a completely different way. By this time, she was as bright red as a tomato. But with one more push and she couldn’t feel any more come out, so she finished. It was quite easy to tell that Melina had just now messed herself. The aroma of the room was of the mess she just had made. Ashley couldn’t resist in lifting her sisters skirt to reveal a diaper with a large bulge below. “Uh-oh, looks like my sis is a baby,” Ashley commented. Melina couldn’t help but blush. Melina then sat down and felt the mess mush into her. She didn’t know what to expect as the warm mass had just now enveloped her completely. But she noticed Ashley stood up and began to squat down. “Well, it’s my turn now,” Ashley said as small grunts began to form. Melina could easily see Ashley’s blue diaper with a wet splotch under the skirt. Right after gaining that view, Melina saw the diaper expand outward and the bulge then dropped down. Another grunt and another bulge formed. After that, Ashley stood up feeling her bottom. “It’s quite strange.” Melina didn’t realize that she herself was feeling her bottom. “Yeah, it is somewhat strange,” she replied. “But I feel much better to have gone.” “I guess so,” Ashley said patting her bottom. “But I think we need to change. These things stink.” Ashley wasn’t far off from that statement, as Melina agreed. They smelled pretty bad, but Melina expected it to as they did just mess themselves. The two girls waddled out and upstairs to find their mother for a change. Once they reached their mothers room, she instantly knew what they needed. Melina was to be changed after Ashley. It didn’t seem that much longer of a regular change when Ashley came out showing off her new clean diaper. Then their mother pointed her finger at Melina saying to come in now for her turn. So Melina and her messy diaper waddled up onto the changing towel. “Oh my, I can’t believe my oldest daughter would do this,” Melina’s mother was in disbelief. All Melina could do was blush with her statement. “So how does my baby like being a baby?” Melina didn’t even think twice on this, “I enjoy it.” “I see, well I like my baby being one as well,” Melina’s mother smiled. This made Melina happy as well, to know that her mother was alright with it. “Hmm, so would my baby like to continue being one?” “I would mommy,” Melina said childishly. “Okay then, my baby will be a baby then,” Melina’s mother smiled brightly. “Melina, I’m happy you want to do this.” The two of them hugged, but the sudden rise in Melina made her realize the mess needing to be cleaned. The procedure for changing was almost the same. But Melina noticed that many wipes were being used as she felt multiple wipes across her bum. Though it seemed like she was wiped down a hundred times, a new pink diaper with a flower pattern enveloped onto her. The difference between this diaper and the previous one’s is that this one actually was her size. Then she noticed a new package of diapers, one’s with the exact same pattern as the one she now wore. Melina just now realized this is where their mother was the whole time--looking for her own diapers. “I hope you like them,” Melina’s mother said as she patted the front of the diaper. “I love them mommy,” Melina was smiling. Melina walked out of the bedroom with a slight pat on her bottom from her mother. She then proceeded to her sister’s room where she was already changed for bed. The time definitely indicated that it was time for bed. Before Melina was going to exit Ashley’s room, she lifted her skirt to show off her new diaper. “Wait, where did you?” Ashley was in disbelief. “Mom got me my own,” Melina said. “I see, well they suit you,” Ashley commented. Melina smiled from her statement. “As for me, I’ll stick with my blue ones.” The same comment made Melina slightly laugh as she walked out of the room. Melina quickly changed into her white pajamas and couldn’t stop looking at the diaper she wore. The day she had just experienced, as well as the care she felt from her mother. All the curiosity towards being a baby had gained her something she now wish never to leave. So Melina laid there in her diaper staring into the ceiling. She felt the urge to pee, and without much hesitation, she relaxed long enough for it to all come out. The warm feeling between her legs matched the ones she felt in her heart. Chapter 1 Sun beaming through the window, Melina slowly wakes up. Groggily wiping her eyes, she sits up. As she sits up, she’s reminded of the blissful already wet diaper on her waist. She thought she may have wet herself in her sleep, but then remembered she did it before she did go to sleep. Despite how much she liked the feeling, it did start to itch. Now her thoughts started concentrating on making her diaper warmer. But despite to her thought, she didn’t feel the urge to go yet. So instead she got up and felt her pink flowery patterned diaper slush back into position. The weight of her urine in the diaper caused it to bulge out being visible through her white pajama pants. She knew she should go and get changed by her mother. Checking the clock on her phone indicated 10am, Tuesday, which meant her mother should be up. As she walked out of her room and was nearing her sister Ashley’s, she began to wonder if her poor sister suffered another accident in the night. And just as her thought filled her brain to see her sister’s yellow stained blue diaper, the door opened. Ashley stood behind the door with her left hand still on the knob. One thing stood out immediately, the bulge on Ashley’s blue pajama pants. This bulge was very much like her own, which must have meant Ashley had a night time accident, or went on purpose or possibly both. “Did you umm, you know?” Melina tried asking politely. Even though the two of them didn’t have any fears the day before about the usage of their diapers, Melina still felt a bit bad for her sister’s bed wetting. “Yeah, I had another night time accident,” Ashley answered back with no stumble. But Melina could only help give a concerned look. “Well, we should get changed.” “Alright, you can take a shower first then,” Melina smiled back. “Um, sis,” Ashley stumbled her question. Melina could only turn her head a bit sideways not knowing what she could say. “When did you, you know?” It now made sense with Ashely’s staring at her waist. “Oh, I ended up going sometime last night before I went to bed,” Melina said with a pat to her diaper. “Oh jeez, you know you don’t have to use it at night too?” Ashley stated. Even though that was obvious to Melina, she still can’t help but smile at how it feels to go. “Well, this way was easier.” “Maybe you’re still a baby or something,” Ashley stated. This caused Melina to blush and give a slight chuckle. “Hehe, maybe you’re right,” Melina replied. “But wouldn’t that make us both babies?” Melina quickly fired back. Her hand reached out to touch the front of her sister’s swollen diaper. This caused Ashley to blush a bit at the statement. “Maybe so, but I was thinking how weird we must be.” Ashley began to hang her head down. This caused Melina to feel fairly bad as well. “Just, there can’t be anybody else who’d enjoy this like us.” Melina began to feel for her sister who must have been deep in thought about the whole idea. “Well we should get changed at least,” Melina stated to break the atmosphere. After stating that, Melina let Ashley walk in front of her towards their mother’s bedroom. Since Ashley was going to be getting changed and take a shower first, Melina decided to go back in her room to think about what Ashley just stated. She is quite right about it being weird. I don’t think I could even imagine my friends doing this nor anyone else. But it just feels right to me, shouldn’t that be all that matters. As long as it feels welcome to us, we shouldn’t have to care about how weird it’d be. I suppose I should take a look into this later tonight to relieve her doubts. Soon after she was done thinking, her mother walked into her room. “How you doing baby?” Melina smiled at her comment. “I’m feeling excellent,” Melina’s face beamed. This caused her mother to smile brighter. “That’s wonderful, now how about your diaper?” Her mother asked quickly. Before Melina could even reply, her mother was sticking her finger down her waist. She felt even more like a baby to not announce her status. Despite how weird it seemed, she quite enjoyed the feeling. Her mother pulled her fingers out almost as fast as she had put them in. “Looks like someone’s needing a change. Ashley’s done in the shower, so you can take one first.” She began to walk out of Melina’s room and turned around before exiting. “I almost forgot, are you wanting to wear a diaper today as well? I should have asked you instead of assuming you would.” Now came Melina’s chance to continue her diaper dream. Before she could speak though, she could only think of her sister Ashley. “Did you ask Ashley already?” Her mother nodded, “I asked her when she came to get her diaper removed to shower. And she said she wanted to. In fact, I just changed her into another diaper already.” This gave Melina all the more reason to respond, “Then I would like to as well.” Her mother smiled in return, “Okay baby, after you finish your shower come into my room.” With that said her mother walked up to her and stripped her pajama pants off and quickly untapped her swollen diaper. Melina had no choice now but to get in the shower. Despite her realizing the repeated usage of the word baby towards her, she didn’t feel bad. She quite enjoyed her mother calling her a baby in fact. Melina always enjoyed taking her time in the shower, especially when it’s nice and warm. She had stopped taking baths now that she had been a bit busier with school. Since then she’s had a bad habit of not being able to take a bath at night. And with both Ashley’s and her summer vacation coming to a close after this weekend, she felt taking a bath wouldn’t be happening soon. After her shower, Melina dried herself with a fresh white towel and wrapped it around her. Even though it was only girls in the household for the time being, it’d still be poor practice not to wrap oneself. She never had to worry about walking into her father as their father was usually away. He was a fairly well ranking business man who made travel plans for business all the time. Melina misses him many times, but whenever he would be home for more than a night, they’d spend the day together as a happy family. She always felt like she was a little girl again around him, and felt Ashley’s the same. The four of them would always smile when they were together. Even though they can’t experience it all the time, Melina believes at least they have these moments to remember. Otherwise they could end up being too spoiled and bored of that love. Melina pattered through the hallway into her mother’s bedroom wrapped in only a towel. There she spotted on the bed the same changing mat and her pink diaper as well as her mother waiting in anticipation for her. Melina wondered if her mother lived in her room or something as whenever she’d go in there, her mother was almost always there. “You ready for your change sweetie?” Her mother smiled. Melina nodded, and was then led to lay down on the changing mat. First her towel was removed reveling her well rounded breasts as well as her bare bottom. However unlike the last time, Melina wasn’t feeling as embarrassed showing everything to her mother. Her mother then made quick work with applying the powder and lotion putting her in another diaper. It has her disbelieve how fast the process goes, which seems faster than a toilet break would be. After she was lifted up, she could get up and move about then. “I’ll check on you two during the day okay?” her mother spoke. Melina replied with a nod and wondered if that meant she was going to be checking their diapers during the day. The thought of it made her feel more babyish and giggly. The thought of her mother always being in her room came about her mind again. “Hey mom, I was wondering why do I seem to always find you in here?” “That’s simple sweetie,” her mother smiled. “It’s because we meet here coincidently every time.” “Alright,” Melina still wasn’t sure if that was the truth or not. She decided to not ask any further and walk to her room to get ready for the day. Each step along the way feeling delightful with her padding making her waddle. For today, Melina decided to be lazy and go with a pink shirt with a logo and a pair of jeans. She looked at her bum, and found that the diaper wasn’t too obvious but did pop out a little. After changing she decided to see if her sister was down stairs. Walking towards the TV that was off she could see her sister sitting on the couch reading on her tablet. Ashley was wearing a white frilly skirt and a blue shirt. She also put her hair in a ponytail with the help of a blue ribbon. Melina was starting to be a bit jealous of Ashley having longer hair than her. Her hair only went to her shoulders while Ashley’s would commonly hang halfway down her back. But what took Melina’s mind the most was what could be underneath her sisters skirt—a diaper. Ashley noticed her sister and smiled. “Did you say yes today too?” Melina nodded quickly in response. “Oh good. Can I see it?” “I’ll show you mine if you show me yours,” Melina shot back quickly. “Okay, then on the count of three,” Ashley said grabbing the hem of her skirt. Melina nodded and started to undo her pants. “One, two, three!” As she said three, Melina quickly pulled her pants down to her knees revealing her diaper. At the same time, she saw her sister raise her skirt up revealing her pink diaper. “Not blue today?” Melina was shocked to see her sister in a different color. “I was feeling extra girly today,” Ashley said with a slight blush. This made Melina just want to jump on her sister and hold her tight. “You’re looking cute, and I mean in a babyish way,” Ashley smirked at her. This only caused Melina to smile. “Well, should we help mother with breakfast?” Melina asked. “Sure, only if I get to help with the pancakes,” Ashley replied. “Alright,” Melina nodded with a smile. She would never turn down that offer as Ashley was the household’s master of pancakes. The only thing she could think of was how the next batch could taste. And with that thought, the two girls waddled off into the kitchen. The breakfast the three of them prepared both smelt and looked fantastic. Scrambled eggs, pancakes with fruit on top, bacon and French toast. As the three girls chomped through the delectable goods, smiles filled the room. Nobody could talk about the weather, nor the news as this was the only thing on their minds. With the non-stop eating, it wasn’t long before all the plates were cleaned. They all looked happy as well as being full. After Ashley and Melina helped with the dishes, they walked back out into the living room. “What would you like to do for today?” Melina asked. “I think I’m going to try and finish this series up,” Ashley replied. “Alright, I guess I’ll watch something then.” After lunch the two of them continued doing what they were doing. Ashley reading on her tablet and Melina decided to play a game. Their mother decided to join them as well, except she’d just watch whatever it was they were doing. Though Melina has had their mother try playing with them, but she never did as well as they did. It wasn’t long till she started to feel a tinge on her bladder letting her know of its need to relieve. She ignored it and got back to her game. The more she played the more her urge kept growing. She began crossing her legs and started to fear if her mother could tell if she needed to use the toilet at that instant. While crossing her legs she could feel the familiar padding that she knew she could go in, but in front of her mother was a different story. She continued playing more when she started to feel a bit more desperate, and starting thinking to ask her mother to take her diaper off so she could use the toilet like a big girl. Then she realized the truth. If I used my diaper right here right now, it’d be very babyish. It would be even more babyish if I went in her lap. The real question would be, how do I get in that position? Knowing that it would be impossible to get into her mother’s lap, she decided she might as well just let it go then. She was wearing a diaper after all, and should have just gone from the start. Melina then uncrossed her legs and began to relax. She could tell she really had to go as she could feel it starting to come almost immediately. It’s fine, I’m wearing a diaper and it’s perfectly fine for me to use it like a baby. After that thought, she instantly began to feel even more relaxed as it started to stream out into the diaper. She felt the warmth spread all around her bum as she smiled and continued to play her game. See, just like a baby. And didn’t even have to get up from my game. About the same time she had just finished going, she felt a tug at her waist. She realized it was her mother sticking her fingers down her diaper. Her mother must have been able to tell she used her diaper. This thought inevitably caused Melina to blush. “Looks like someone needs a change,” her mother smiled. This caused Ashley to look over, “Uh oh, did my sister have an accident?” Melina couldn’t help but turn even redder with the announcement. “It’s fine, I mean that’s what the diaper is for.” After she said that, their mother nodded. This helped calm her down. Their mother quickly then went and checked Ashley’s diaper under her skirt. “Looks like you are still dry.” “Yeah,” Ashley said with her legs crossed. Melina wondered if she needed to relieve herself as well. After she finished up the stage she was on, she followed her mother upstairs. The changing process was as speedy as ever and she was then able to go search and destroy some more not having to worry about the breaks in between. Once they got back down, her mother quickly checked Ashley again but this time had a different result. “Oh, looks like someone’s wet now,” her mother announced. Ashley looked very red. “It’s okay Ashley, didn’t it feel better to go?” Melina attempted to cheer her up. Ashley quickly flashed a smile. “Yeah, it did,” Ashley said calming down. “You should get a change now sweetie,” their mother said. “Can I bring my tablet with?” Ashley politely asked. Their mother quickly responded with a nod. After that, Melina watched the two of them walk up the stairs. Wow, can continue to read and still use the bathroom. Really is the ultimate hands free mode. Though, mostly is due to us having our mother change us. It almost seemed like seconds after and Ashley was back on the same spot on the couch that she had left. She was followed by their mother who looked like she had something to say. So the two of them stopped and payed attention to her. “I wanted to let you know, that we should probably tell your father of this,” their mother spoke up. Melina didn’t realize this dilemma. They completely forgot about their father in this picture. “He’ll be home for just tonight, so I’ll let him know then.” She couldn’t picture their father accepting them becoming babies again. This caused Melina begin to panic. “Don’t worry though, you know how open of a man he is. Trust me, I should know. Should I tell you the time I told him of a strange interest of mine?” her mother smirked. She felt like she could almost laugh at this statement. But she also felt like she could picture her mother sitting back with her leg over the other and snapping her fingers—the epiphany of sassiness. The feeling she felt definitely felt like she could indeed trust her father and could only laugh at the disbelief she originally had. But what had her very curious was their mothers “strange interest.” “So don’t worry, I’ll work it out with him, and he won’t even mention it for a while till you get more comfortable around him with it.” Melina now felt like she had the world’s greatest parents. “Alright, I understand,” Melina replied. “Oh good, I’m glad you did,” her mother said with a smile. “I’m still a little afraid,” Ashley said. “It’ll be fine, remember the time he acted as a princess so you could be a prince for the day?” Melina said hoping it’d calm her down. “Oh yeah, I remember that.” Ashley said with a laugh. “So you girls shouldn’t have to worry about it, just relax and continue with what you like okay?” Melina’s mother stated. She wondered if her mother stated a bit more than what appeared, and that maybe it has something to do with that strange interest of hers. Melina could only help but continue to think on it. It was soon time for the two girls to go to bed, so they got another quick diaper change and went off to their rooms. Melina went to see how Ashley was holding up since she seemed to have some dilemmas of bad thoughts that day. Once she entered her sister’s room, she could see her sister wearing a pink nightgown. She really is trying to be extremely girly today. “How are you doing tonight?” Melina quickly asked the girly girl. “I’m feeling fine, you?” Ashley replied. “Ah I’m doing great, just wondering, well good night.” Melina said with a smile. “Good night sis,” Ashley replied back with an equal smile. Melina walked into her room and decided she was not going to lose to her sister. So she put on the frilliest pink night gown she had. With a quick twirl, she could feel herself being powered up with girly powers. She then remembered she was going to look to see if she could find out more about whether they truly were weird or not. And there was only one way to find out, and that was to look it up. She knew that the library was usually the best idea to look something up, but she didn’t think a library would have this kind of research nor would they be open at this time. So her only other option was to look on her computer. Both the girls had a home computer in their rooms. Once she got on and saw the same space background on the Mac desktop, she quickly pulled up Safari and went to Google. There she entered some key choices that seemed to fit what they were and was astonished to actually have found many results. She quickly found a website with a post filled with others who also liked diapers. Melina now knew that they weren’t entirely weird and that there were others like them. After reading this, she closed it and went to see her sister to tell her right away. She quickly knocked on her sister’s door making sure she was up. “Yeah?” Ashley said while being muffled behind the door. So Melina proceeded to enter. “I just looked up whether we were weird or not,” Melina quickly said. Ashley gave her a strange look. “There are several others who are like us.” After hearing this, Ashley began to blush. “So don’t feel bad, were not weird. Even if we seem strange to others, we are who we are and nothing can change that. If it makes us happy, then we shouldn’t need to worry. It’ll just be a part of who we are.” After her speech, Ashley quickly went to hug her. “Thank you sis,” Ashley said with a slight tear in her eye. “That really makes me feel happy!” “I’m glad!” Melina held her tight. Almost at the same time as the two were done hugging, the front door sounded. Either a robber was breaking in, or it was their father. Melina frolicked out and down the stairs. Once she saw the man, she couldn’t help but jump into his arms. “I missed you daddy!” Melina shouted. The man in turn squeezed tighter. This started to make her feel like a little girl, though this this time she really was if you counted her diaper. Realizing this, she worried that her father may figure out on his own. “I missed you too Melina!” Her father replied. He wasn’t all that much taller than their mother, but always held a serious face next to his pair of green eyes. The dark hair definitely showed that there was little chance that Melina and Ashley could not have the same hair color. After kissing her on the cheek, he set her down. The sounds of footsteps down the stairs showed both Ashley and their mother coming to see the man. “How was the trip dad?” Ashley asked while hugging him. “It went alright, I wouldn’t mind if any of the other employees actually looked up what they were supposed to do, but just another day at work I suppose,” he replied. After releasing her and kissing her on the cheek he looked at their mother. “Oh, hello there. Just who might you be?” “Me?” Their mother looked both ways as if there were others around her then looked at him. “I might be a princess, but I’m in love with my prince in shining armor.” After stating that, the two proceeded to kiss. Melina felt they would almost put on a performance for a play right then, but they only continued to hug. But she also felt a little shocked to hear her mother say “princess.” I guess grown woman still like to be princesses too. Melina certainly knew what was probably going to happen in their bedroom that night after they talked. The two of them were always romantic when they had the chance. Plus she could understand that they probably longed to have a good time together when he would be away for so long. She once asked their father if he was faithful to her and not cheating while he was away. And he replied with, “If I did such a thing to her, then I would be wasting the feelings I have for her.” Melina then came to learn about how their father actually never dated other woman before he met their mother. She couldn’t believe that from the pictures of him in the past and how he looked, but apparently was the truth. Which had meant that their father had never slept with another woman, besides their mother. After stating all their stories, Melina went back upstairs to go to bed. She wished she could be with her father longer, but knew it was growing much later than she’d normally go to bed at. So she got under her pink covers and began closing her eyes. She then began to feel the front of her diaper under her gown. Starting with pokes, then slipping her finger inside. Chapter 2 It was Wednesday and the sun was shining through the window as Melina checked her phone to see it was 10am. She felt a tinge at her bladder telling her it was time to go to the bathroom. But the diaper under her gown told her otherwise. It told her that it was time to be free and just let go without a care. And with that thought, she stood up but still sat in her bed and just relaxed. It took her several seconds before it started trickling out into her diaper. The warmth that she just can’t seem to get enough of. The day proceeded like it did before, though her mother didn’t come see her in the morning. Melina decided to just get in the shower and save her mother some trouble of having to check on her. Therefor she decided to just walk in for a diaper change after her shower. As she walked into the bedroom something looked different than usual. There isn’t any diaper changing supplies out! Melina was now wondering what was happening, was she going to be wearing a diaper for the day or not? Did her mother’s conversation with her father turn ugly? She then started thinking if this was for the best, after all she’s too old to be doing such a thing. However, Melina can’t deny she enjoys wearing diapers. This turn of events so quick after she had just found something she liked made her almost burst into tears. Before she could even shed a tear, she felt someone approach behind her. In that instant arms were wrapped around her with a tight embrace-- Melina was being hugged. She thought it may have been her younger sister, however the person hugging her was taller and had a larger bust. This must have meant it was her mother. “Where were you mother?” Melina asked. “I was thinking of getting a head start on today, so I was making some breakfast,” her mother said tightening her grip. After she said that, she let go. Wondering about getting changed into a diaper, she turned around in her towel still wrapped around her body. “Hey mother,” Melina started. Her mother turned her head wondering about what she was going to say. “What about me getting changed?” Knowing what she meant, her mother quickly answered. “Oh about that, I have to talk to you two girls about that.” Melina feared for the worse now, as what her mother said sounded quite bad. “Can you just get ready like you would regularly for today and wake your sister up to come down?” Melina had no reason to decline this simple request, “Sure.” She sounded somewhat disappointed. “Hehe,” her mother began laughing. This confused her as to why would her mother begin to chuckle like so. “What is it?” Melina wondered. “I was just thinking how flat you used to be is all,” her mother said. After hearing this, Melina couldn’t help but blush and cover herself. “Oh mom,” Melina said as she dashed back to her room. Back in her room, Melina decided to compete with her sister in the cute outfit competition. Thus for her day, she decided to go with a light blue shirt with a pink skirt with several frills. Then she remembered today she would no longer be diapered, so she pulled a pair of pink underwear out and slid them up. While brushing her hair she walked over to Ashley’s room. Quickly knocking on her door, she could hear several groans indicating life awakening. “What is it?” Ashley asked. Melina took this as her cue to enter. “Mom was wanting to talk to us,” Melina answered. “About what?” Ashley questioned while wiping her eyes. “I think it’s about our diapers,” Melina stated. This instantly caused Ashley to blush. She wasn’t sure if she was overthinking it, but she could have sworn to see Ashley hiding her hand under her blankets to feel herself. Well, she’s wearing a diaper, I wonder if she wet during her sleep again? “Oh and umm, did you know?” Ashley looked her in the eyes, “Seems so.” Melina felt happy that her sister seemed quite alright with telling her casually. It made her feel closer to her younger sister. “I’d say get up and get ready before hand, but I don’t think it should matter.” “Alright.” After Ashley glanced at her phone for emails and more importantly the time, she got out of bed and followed Melina down the stairs. They were all sitting down on the couch, Melina fully dressed and Ashley still in her nightgown while their mother wore a long black skirt with a sleeveless shirt. Melina was wondering if this discussion was going to be about what her mother and father talked over the night before. Their mother took a quick breath, “As you may wonder what I wanted to talk to you two about, I’ll make it short.” This started to make Melina worry now whether she was going to be able to continue to wear diapers or not. She even started to feel jealous over Ashley who was still in hers. “I decided that for today you two should get ready normally, meaning no diapers for the day time.” There it was, Melina’s worst fear. Part of her just wanted to melt into nothing, and the other part wanted to cry and run. But before she could even move, her mother continued. “The reason for this is because I didn’t think you two would want to wear in front of your friends for the rest of the week. So rather than stop tomorrow, I thought it’d be better to halt it today.” Melina could feel herself feeling relieved almost like she had just wet herself in fact. She completely agreed that it was probably better for them to halt earlier than later especially if their friends were going to be coming over for the week. “That’s all I really wanted to say, so don’t worry if you thought I was wanting you to stop completely,” her mother smiled. “You can continue again after they leave, which actually makes me think I should have asked you two first. So I’ll ask you real fast, do you want to wear diapers during the day while they are over here?” Melina and Ashley shook their heads in unison. No way did Melina want her friend to see a diaper on her. “That’s what I was thinking, which also makes me believe you most likely won’t want to wear them to school either.” Melina was now in shock, was her mother really going to let them wear to school if they wanted to? “Yeah, that’d be kind of embarrassing,” Melina said blushing. Ashley nodded with the same expression. “That’s why I was going to ask you two again, do you want to continue wearing during the day?” Their mother asked. Melina didn’t quite understand what she was saying. “If you do then I could just have you come home to a warm diaper after school then.” Now Melina got the idea. Rather than wearing the entire day, they’d just wear after school then. “I’ll ask you two later individually alright. So think about it and make your decision then.” The two young girls nodded and stood up thinking the conversation was over then, but were stopped by the open palm their mother held out. “Hold it, I have one last thing to say. For night times, we’ll be doing the same thing as usual. No escaping Melina, I think if your sister has to wear one during the night with your friends over, you should too,” her mother smirked an almost evil grin. “Alright,” Melina responded instantly. She was sort of wondering about the nights, now she had her answer. In fact, she was glad to wear one at night along Ashley despite their friends being over. After all, she did promise her that she would join her and she was willing to risk it all for that. Her mother began to pat her on the head, “That’s my good girl, I’ll even help you two escape anything unnecessary if it comes to it.” This made Melina glad to know their mother was on their side. They began to walk away meaning the conversation was over, but one thing felt missing. Melina wondered how the conversation between her mother and father went. “U-um, I was wondering,” Melina stumbled her words. This got her mother’s and Ashley’s attention. “How did the conversation with dad go?” A joyful expression came upon her mother’s face, “Oh that, I almost forgot about that.” They stood there in silence for a few moments, just dreading what possibly their father could have said. Was it going to be something rotten, like “my two girls are doing what?!?” or something more dreary like “so,” takes a sip of hard liquor, “it’s finally come to this, the time they screw themselves up.” “Well, here’s what he said. It took him a few minutes to adjust to what I had told him.” Now both Melina and Ashley’s eyes appeared like they’d pop out from all the suspense their mother kept up. Then she held a finger up like a light bulb just appeared, “No wait it was actually a few seconds. Anyways, all he said was…” She heard her mother clear her throat and put her hand up in front of her chin and laid it flat with her fingers pointing towards the floor. This was most likely her impression of their father she likes to put on. “If they found something they like, as long as it’s harmless, let’s nurture it.” “Oh, so he’s alright with it then?” Melina felt relieved and happy at the same time. She saw Ashley sighing behind their mother, she must have been relieved as well. “Yup, though he thinks that changing your diapers is a mother’s job.” With that, they all laughed and left to the kitchen. Once in the kitchen they took their seats, Melina on one end with Ashley to her left and her mother straight across. On their plates was eggs, sausage, toast and hash browns with a glass of milk. As she grabbed the fork to her right, her mother spoke. “Oh before I forget, I was wondering if you’d like to run to the store with me Melina.” Melina didn’t give this much of a second thought, “Sure.” “Alright, just was wanting to get some things ready for when your friends come over.” And with that they began to eat. While they were eating, Melina heard her mother give a slight chuckle. She didn’t understand what that was for. Ashley was also blushing, but it still didn’t make sense to her. She decided to brush it off and continue eating. After they finished and put the dishes in the sink, Melina and her mother proceeded to get ready to out. They didn’t need to take that long as it wasn’t someplace special other than the grocery store. “I’ll see you later then,” Ashley waved them off. “Yup, see ya later,” Melina waved back. And with that the two got in a silver van and drove off. The grocery store wasn’t that far off from where they lived, so they arrived rather quickly. It was a standard grocery store, nothing too fancy, but it had everything they needed at least. While walking down the second aisle after entering, Melina felt a need to relieve her bladder. Before she started thinking to relieve herself right then and there, she knew she was no longer in a diaper. Not only that but she was out in public, no way should she do such a thing here. So she decided to hold out till they get home. The more items that added into the cart, Melina felt more pressure adding onto her. She tried her best not to cross her legs, as she didn’t want her mother to know she needed the restroom badly. The only thing she could hope for is for them to finish soon. They were now finished getting everything on the list, and then proceeded towards the counter. The aisle they passed along the way had adult diapers, which made Melina stare wishing she were in one right then and there. After purchasing all the items, Melina made quick work on getting everything loaded in the car so they could get home sooner than later. Once she got her seatbelt on she began to cross her legs. Her mother started the car and now she could only tell herself to keep fighting till they got home. Along the way she felt like she could burst about any second, biting her lip and crisscrossing her legs just didn’t feel like it’d help at all. That was when her mother took notice of her predicament. “Do you have to pee sweetie?” her mother asked. Melina could only help by nodding. “You could have gone in the store silly.” Melina felt embarrassed for not wanting to, “I know, it’s just I thought I could hold out till we got home is all.” “Well, try to hold out as we are close to home anyways,” her mother said with a concerned expression. “But if you are struggling to hold it, where you think you could burst any second, then do me one favor and not hold it any longer. Just let it out okay, if it feels really bad, I don’t want you to hurt yourself. I don’t mind if you have an accident in the car sweetie, just do it if it’ll make you feel better okay.” Melina could only continue to blush and nod. She now had confirmation that it was perfectly fine for her to wet herself even though she wasn’t wearing a diaper. Now she only wished she was wearing a diaper as she’d have gone ages ago. But imagining that feeling almost let her lose it. This was definitely the situation her mother just stated where if she were to feel bursting any second to not worry and go. But their home was not that far off so she wondered if she should try to hold out until then. She decided to try her best to hold out as long as she could to make it home. They weren’t that far off after all. So she continued holding herself hoping that they’ll make it at that moment. It was only a couple minutes away when they pulled into the drive way, Melina felt victorious. But the battle wasn’t quite over yet, she still needed to make it to the restroom. Before the engine was turned off, Melina flew open her door and began running for it. Quickly opening up the front door, she waltzed through taking her shoes off and then continue to run up the stairs. Hoping her sister wasn’t in the bathroom. However, if Ashley was in the bathroom, Melina knew she better give up then and let it go. Thankfully, Ashley was not in the bathroom and was completely emptied for her. It must have been the gods at play, making the bathroom un-occupied at this dire time. With that in thought, she rushed in and quickly lifted the lid of the toilet. The anticipation got to her and she felt herself starting to leak into her underwear. She caught herself though and quickly shut the door at the same time as pulling her underwear down. Pulling her skirt up she sat down on the toilet and felt immediate relief. All her hard work paid off, she had made it. The rest of the day proceeded like the day before. Melina playing games with Ashley joining in as well. It didn’t take long before it was bedtime. After the two girls were diapered for the night, Melina felt happy and wished she was in this state some time ago. Her thought was broken up by her mother knocking on her door and entering. She came in with a smile, “I was coming to ask the question I gave before.” Melina now remembered what it was before that she wondered, and realized she didn’t think about it too much. “I was wondering if you wanted to continue wearing during the day?” Melina then realized, she had already made her decision ages ago, “I would love to.” Her mother beamed a smile back at her, “Alright, I’m all happy to help with you then. So after school next week we’ll get you in a diaper. Though, you already are in one huh. Well, this’ll be for that day then.” Melina started to wonder just how her mother took her two daughters wearing diapers as if they were babies. “Hey mom,” Melina spoke. Her mother twisted her head showing she was listening. “I was wondering, how do you feel about us wearing diapers?” She was almost afraid to ask this and to hear what her mother had to say. “Well,” her mother started. “At first I thought it was rather strange, but at the same time I sort of liked the idea of my two babies being babies again. So don’t you worry, I love you for who you are and I want you to be happy. Plus, I actually understand your general interest in diapers, so I sympathize with you. I know there’s no harm, so I’ll only want to continue loving you like a mother should.” This shocked Melina, hearing how her mother completely accepts her and wants her to continue if it would make her happy. “Thank you mother,” Melina felt slightly embarrassed by how sappy she must’ve sound. Then she wondered what Ashley said. “Oh, what did Ashley say?” The next thing she saw was her mother’s finger sticking out, “You’ll find out soon enough.” And with that she left her room wishing her good night. One thing her mother said stuck out to her like glue. She said she understood our interest in diapers, but how exactly would she? This must be something to deal with that special interest she has. I only wonder, what exactly that is. Melina decided to not think too much more on it and drift off to sleep. She had a lot to look forward to when her best friend came over. Chapter 3 Waking up, Melina couldn't believe how fast time goes. The day was when her friends would be coming over before school started. Something that was planned months in advance. Her biggest worry was the fact school was within a day. Little did she want it to; time was moving on, and she was closer to being an adult. While sitting up, she was reminded of what didn't make her quite an adult. The thickness of her diaper touching her skin made her touch the top of her pajamas. Feeling the thickness between her fingers and a need to pee caused Melina to sit up while relaxing. Breathing in and out, with her fingers still on her diaper, warmth spread throughout her legs. Not worrying about causing leakage to her bed, she just smiled and let go. With the routine in place, Melina's mother came to change her once she had finished. Melina would then ready herself for the day. However, Melina couldn't help wishing to wear another diaper. What if I wore one? My best friend wouldn't find out, would she? The thought of her friend catching on caused Melina to shake her head. Maybe I should play it safe. Now that Melina and Ashley were both ready and in underwear, they turned on the tv to wait for their friend's arrival. "Ding dong," the doorbell sounded. Melina was the first to act, rushing off the couch. Once she gave the sleek black door a firm swing, the door revealed a younger girl standing with a shy smile. She was around Ashley's age, with chest-length red hair and brown eyes, though she wasn't the most expressive. Today her attire appeared to be a white graphic tee with a pair of jeans. "Ashley," Melina called out, despite Ashley already behind her. "Emily's here!" The young girl was Ashley's best friend—named Emily. Emily was a rather sweet girl, so Melina was happy that she was her closest friend. They've all spent time together for several years, so even Emily felt like a close friend to Melina. "I'm right here!" Ashley pouted. "Hey, Emi!" Melina always thought the nickname was cute, so she sometimes called the younger girl by the same title. "Hey Ashley," Emily tilted her head with a smile. She was a little too proper to find a cute nickname to call Ashley, or so that is what Melina thought. "Looks like you got here first," Melina announced. "I did? So, Lisa isn't here yet?" Melina nodded, "Yeah, but you two can have fun." "Okay," Emily nodded before entering and taking off her white sneakers. "Ashley, we have to talk." "Okay," Ashley responded, guiding her friend up to her room. Melina was happy for Ashley, though she would have to wait a little longer for her best friend. Speaking of which, once Melina stepped away from the front door, the doorbell alarmed once again. Giving a vibrant smile, Melina turned around with a skip straight to the door. Once opened, a slightly taller girl with shoulder-length black hair and a gentle smile. She stepped in like this was her home, wearing a black striped shirt under an unbuttoned magenta shirt with a pair of dark leggings. Slipping off the black slip-on shoes, she gracefully grinned towards Melina. "I’m so glad you’re here, Lisa!” Melina beamed. “I am too,” Lisa returned her glance. She stepped onto the carpet and gave a demanding look. “Shall we talk in your room for a while?” “Sure.” “You seem well since we last visited,” Lisa smiled gently. Melina had finished giving Lisa the rundown of her past couple of days, excluding the padded content. “Mhm, it's been quite fun!” Melina thought back to the diapers once again before shaking her head, giving Lisa all her attention. “How have you been?” “Oh, you know, just the usual. Sitting back and reading my book.” Lisa wasn’t the extremely outgoing type; thus, she would recline and read a book or watch a show. Melina was elated to know she was a good friend to Lisa ever since she accidentally knocked the book out of the girl’s hand when they were about ten. This allowed them to talk about the movies that had come from the series. Lisa was the type to have been bullied, which caused Melina to cry just remembering those days. Thankfully, due to Melina’s influence, the present was a much different time for the mature girl. “Ah, gotcha.” “You didn’t watch the show yet, have you?” Lisa’s question was about a particular show the two enjoyed watching together; correction: watching together with Ashley and her friend. This show was on the cartoon side, though the four of them enjoyed it. “No, I haven’t. I made sure Ashley didn’t as well. We can only hope Emi hasn’t either.” “I’d like to watch it now then,” Lisa stood from Melina’s bed. “Sure, I’ll go and get Ashley and Emi then.” Melina walked out first, followed by Lisa. She walked over to find Ashley and Emily giggling while sitting on the floor. The sight caused Melina to smile. “Hey, want to watch the show now?” Emily smiled as if a light bulb went off in her head, “Yes!” “You haven’t seen it either?” Ashley smiled. “Nope, I made sure not to,” Emily replied. “Good,” Melina nodded before helping the girls on their feet. She couldn’t help but wonder if Ashley told Emily about her bedwetting…or about her time in diapers. Thankfully, with the current settings, Melina was able to retrieve the latest episode for their show. Once retrieved, it began to play automatically, starting with the intro. This cartoon series was about a group of individuals, magic creatures, and their adventures. Given the four girls enjoyed watching it together, they always made time during the week for it. Sometimes Ashley would visit with Emily and watch the latest episode. Doing so provoked Melina to watch it with Lisa and vice versa. Melina and Ashley would watch together on the rarest occasion, only to notify their two friends to watch it themselves. However, that has rarely occurred. Over halfway through the episode, Melina felt an urge to use the restroom. Despite wanting to sit there and use her pants as the potty, she’d have to get up once after the episode finished its course. She took a glance over towards Lisa, who curled her lips back. What would Lisa say? Would she no longer want to be friends with me? Just because I have worn diapers recently…I cannot tell. Melina shook her thoughts to return her focus back to the cartoon. However, she couldn’t help be curious about what Lisa’s reaction would be, to tell the truth. With the episode over, Melina swiftly relieved herself on the potty. What she didn’t expect was to find the other three girls all had found themselves rushing to a bathroom of their own. Given there were only three functioning bathrooms in the household, one had to wait their turn. Despite not knowing who that may be, Melina went to converse with Lisa once more. “Hey Lisa, good episode, am I right?” Melina opened up. “Mm, it was indeed a good one,” Lisa gave nodded. “I personally liked when they jumped out of the hole.” “Oh, that scene was great!” After bouncing back a few scenes they enjoyed, an idea came to Melina’s head—a non-padding related subject. “I was wondering if you’d like to go for a walk?” “A walk?” Lisa appeared confused. “Yeah, it’ll be before we eat dinner, so we’ll be nice and hungry after. But I was thinking about Ashley and Emi.” “I see, a walk with all of us. I thought you meant just us at first.” “Haha, yeah. But I was thinking how Ashley and Emi are fast approaching adulthood.” Melina had to inhale and exhale for a second, thinking how she, too, was practically an adult at this point. “I wanted to revisit some of the nearby playgrounds we used to go to.” “Aw, that’s sweet of you. Sure, we can do that, though I won’t be going down old green tube now.” “Haha! Yeah.” Melina couldn’t help recalling the many times Lisa went down a green slide that has aged over the years; hence she deemed it “old green tube.” “Well, we should get Ashley and Emi then.” “Ehehe, yeah,” Emily giggled. Melina didn’t think about knocking as she overheard the two girls, Ashley and Emily, laughing about Ashley’s room. The two appeared shocked to find Melina enter, and both girls turned red. “Huh?” Melina smirked. “You two sound like you’re talking about something good?” Perhaps Ashley told Emi about her diapers and are both wearing one now? Nah, it couldn’t be. “It’s uh, nothing!” Ashley stared. “What is it, Melina?” “I was wondering if you’d two would like to go on a walk with us. We could revisit some of the old parks nearby since this might be your last time.” “I’d like to swing again,” Emily blushed. “Yeah, me too,” Ashley smiled with a similar pair of crimson cheeks. “Well, then. We should get going before dinner time!” With activity in mind, the group followed Melina with putting on their shoes, telling her mother where they were heading, and walked out the door. It had been some time since the four of them went out as such, given two of them were a few years older. But it didn’t stop Melina from wanting to revisit some good memories. As the time before, Melina took her younger sisters' hand, causing the girl to blush but not reject. Aw, I bet she’s embarrassed since we're not children anymore. Hand-in-hand, the sisters and their friends walked the sidewalk. “Weee!” shouted Emily. Ashley and Emily were both swinging side-by-side on the swing set. Melina couldn’t help smiling, watching over her sister. “Didn’t you want to swing too?” sounded Lisa to her right, also on a swing. Melina couldn’t help but laugh internally at the sight the two of them made as their legs had to really arch to properly sit on the swing made for younger kids. “I suppose I may,” Melina nodded. She raised her legs, causing her to be suspended on the swing free of the ground. Shifting her weight about, she managed to get her to swing forward and back. Lisa also was doing the same, though what appeared less effort being put forth. Once Melina felt an odd balance come about from the swing's rope, she stopped herself. Oof, maybe I need to lay off some extra pounds? Though this swing is made for younger kids, I can’t believe it's holding my weight to this extent. Despite not enjoying the swing herself, she at least could smile seeing Ashley and Emily cheerfully swinging about. The two newly teen girls entering adulthood appeared as if they were moving into elementary school. I’m glad we got to come here one last time. **** With the walk, playground, and dinner to fill their stomachs finished, the girls turned on the gaming console. They enjoyed playing a family-oriented party game that they all could enjoy. At least, that’s what Melina thought. “Lisa won again!” Melina cried out. The other two girls were consistently competing with her, but Lisa was just miles out of their league. “This just isn’t fair!” “Haha, you just have to practice more,” Lisa chuckled. “We don’t play this one too much,” Ashley commented. “I don’t either,” Emily added. I see, so we just have to practice more? I remember the time Lisa would always place behind me, but boy, have things changed. Melina couldn’t help thinking Lisa must have dedicated her side-time to improving on simple tasks just to show off to her friends. Quite frankly, despite the frustration it caused, it was impressive. “Girls,” Melina’s mother walked in with a smile. “I know you are all having fun, but remember you have school in the morning. It’d be best if you got ready for bed now.” “Okay,” Melina and the girls chimed. “Ashley, Melina, I’d like some help with something first if you don’t mind.” Help with what? Melina wondered before coming to a swift conclusion. “Oh, sure. We can do that, right Ashley?” Ashley’s eyes blinked several times, “Um, okay.” Melina rose off the couch first, “I trust you with cleaning up the game.” Giving a wink towards Lisa, who nodded, Melina took Ashley’s hand, helping her up. “Uwah,” Ashley blushed. “I’m not a little girl anymore.” “I know. I kind of miss it, though.” Melina heard a slight murmur come from Ashley before taking her towards their mother. “Perfect, now we’ll be going to my room then.” “Oh!” Ashley looked surprised before following Melina’s pace. Perhaps the light bulb in her head went off and finally put the puzzle together. Within the master bedroom, Melina’s mother closed the door behind the girls. “Let’s get you two changed real fast, not to worry your friends.” “Yeah,” Melina nodded, hopping on the bed first. Ashley nodded, joining her sister. “I was going to change you one at a time, but I guess this works too.” Melina’s mother gave a big smile before stripping the two girls' shorts and undies off. As per change, she applied the usual steps, just simultaneously using it to both girls at once. She finished with a smile as both were safely taped in place. Melina brushed the front of her pink diaper and smiled at its embrace. Feels great to be put back into a diaper! She began to blush as she wondered what her family might say if she blurted her thought out. They didn’t mind her wearing them, but was this indeed a decision she should be making? “I went ahead and picked your pajamas out. So, let mommy help change you into these as well!” “Okay!” Melina swiftly pulled her light blue shirt off, leaving her in a pink diaper and a pink bra. On the other hand, her mother assisted Ashley first by pulling her pink collared shirt off and leaving her in her training bra and diaper. Melina smirked towards Ashley, stroking her hands at the young girl’s chest. “Hmhm! Pretty soon, you’ll be moving up in sizes.” “Melina!” Ashley pouted, covering herself. “Arms,” Melina’s mother ordered to Ashley. With a beat red face, she turned the other way while raising her arms. Their mother proceeded to pull a light blue nightshirt over her head. “Your sisters right, though hehe.” “Not you too, mom!” Ashley turned an even brighter shade of red. Melina’s mother made quick work putting the two girls in their pajamas. Ashley wore a matching pair of a light blue shirt and pants tailored towards nighttime. As for Melina, she was given her pink pajama shirt and pants. Unable to resist, Melina rubbed against her rear to feel the extra padding. “You can’t tell, right?” Melina asked. “Nope,” Melina’s mother smiled. “Not at all.” Melina gave a smile before looking towards her sister’s rear end. There was a slight bulge it gave, though unlikely to be noticed. We should be fine. Walking hand-in-hand once more, Melina and Ashley rejoined their friends. They appeared to have changed already into their night outfits. Lisa wore a pair of lime green pajamas while Emily wore a white with a unicorn over the shirt. “I see you got ready too,” Lisa gently smiled. “Yup!” Melina answered. She turned to look at her sister, whose face beat red. “Is something wrong?” Emily asked. “Everything should be fine, right dears?” Melina’s mother walked behind them. She must be trying her best to make sure her daughters' secrets were kept safe—or so Melina thought. “I…” Ashley froze in place. Melina couldn’t help but wonder what was on her sister's mind. Ashley was contemplating something, but it’d be a mystery unless she announced it. She doesn’t need to go potty, right? I’m sure she went before we got changed like I have…unless she needs to poop? Maybe I should take her upstairs so she could do her business in private? Wait…she should probably use the toilet for tonight, haha. She proceeded to hold her sisters’ hand with that thought in mind. Ashley smiled towards her sister before exhaling. “I feel bad for keeping secrets. The truth is…” She looked down towards the floor. “I wet the bed…” Ashley… Melina held her sisters’ hand even tighter as the young girl began to sniffle with tears. This has to be so hard on you…You had to have been thinking about telling our friends…What can I do to help them understand… “I-it isn’t that bad, though, right?” Please understand! “S-so what right? I mean, you have to wear…protection, but it isn’t bad, right?” Emily walked up first towards Ashley. Her arms wrapped around the girl with a peaceful smile. “I don’t mind. That has to be tough to deal with, but I don’t mind. I don’t care if you wet the bed. You’re still my best friend!” “Emi…” Ashley proceeded to drench her cheeks. Melina began to look towards Lisa, who gave a soft expression. “I don’t mind either,” Lisa responded. “You’re still like a cute little sister to me after all.” “Aw, Lisa!” Melina smiled brightly. Our friends don’t mind! They care about you! “Aww, and here I was going to try and help keep it a secret,” Melina’s mother smiled. “Looks like we don’t have to, huh?” “Mmm, yeah,” Ashley wiped her teary face. “You wear protection, at least. That’s good,” Emily held the girls off-hand. “It’d be bad not to since you know hehe.” “Emi…” Ashley turned red once again. “I do cause, yeah, it’d be a mess every morning…” “I uh,” Melina voiced out. Oh, I want to help her not feel so bad! “I wear them too…” Melina turned red as she announced it. “I-I mean, I wear them, so she doesn’t have to feel so bad about being the only one to wear them.” “Ah, I see,” Lisa gave a smile. “That’s a nice sister. I’d do the same if I were you.” “Mhm! I would too!” Emily stated. “Haha, thanks,” Melina blushed. Thank you two for not thinking me weird! “Umm,” Emily turned red. “On that thought, would it be okay if I helped too? I mean, I don’t want to waste your supplies, but…” “I’m delighted to hear you want to help,” Melina’s mother smiled. “We have enough supplies, so you don’t have to worry. Just let me know in a short bit if you want to wear one of Ashley’s dia—protection, and I’ll supply you one.” “Okay, I’d be glad to.” “Well then, follow me.” Emily smiled towards Ashley before following their mother. She’s not going to actually change Emi into a diaper, is she? Whether Melina’s mother changed the girl or not, Melina never thought to question again. Minutes later, Emily walked back down with a cheerful grin. Melina, Ashley, and Lisa finished setting up their blankets and pillows, given they would sleep in the living room. Ashley flashed a smile back towards Emily. “Look, Ashley!” Emily pulled her pants down slightly to reveal a matching diaper to Ashley. “Hehe! They aren’t that bad, huh?” “Mmm,” Ashley shook her head. “They aren’t at all. Thanks!” “That’s what friends are for, silly! You are wearing one too, right?” “Mhm,” Ashley pulled her pajama pants slightly down, revealing a matching diaper. Haha, I guess they have the experience to share then. “It's like we have two younger sisters huh,” Lisa chuckled to herself. “Yeah,” Melina nodded back. Lisa began patting Melina’s bottom, “Maybe three?” “Haha,” Melina blushed. “I’m just kidding. It is nice what you are doing for your sister.” “Vzzzt,” sounded Melina’s phone, followed by a song. This announced to the girls that it was officially time to get ready for their first day back to school. Giving a groggy yawn, Melina stretched her arms. Feeling the urge on her bladder, Melina blushed, remaining under the covers of her pink blanket. A not so audible “hiss” flowed throughout her waist. Her diaper expanded while it grew in warmth. Melina smiled as she looked over to her sister, who currently was engaged with Emily. Though she was distracted by her urge to have heard their conversation. “Did you sleep well?” Lisa asked. “Mhm, yeah,” Melina nodded. “I’m not looking forward to getting up at this time from now on.” “Haha, same. It really is a pain, isn’t it.” Getting up early hadn’t been too rough to do near the end of the previous school year. Now that she was getting adjusted to the break schedule, sleeping in had been a real treat. Melina stood up, feeling the soaked diaper weigh down. She was now worried Lisa might be able to tell that she didn’t just wear one, but also used one. “Ashley,” Melina held her hand over to her sister. “We should get ready.” “Okay,” Ashley nodded, taking her sister's hand. Melina leaned in to whisper to her sister, “We should get changed first.” Ashley gave a blush and a smile, “Hehe, okay.” The two sisters told their friends they’d be visiting their mother to report Ashley and secretly Melina’s “accident.” Melina felt the warmth around her waist each step of the stairs. Diapers have felt rather nice these last few days. I know I’ve agreed to not wear them due to school, but I wonder how much longer I’ll get to wear them during the day. Though, maybe I shouldn’t much longer?

so im going to go on a little rant here (ha little see what i did there LOL) anyway. so i ordered some diapers from abu. i live in a small town (roughly 12miles long) we have 1 regular ups delivery driver so living in small town and having the same driver he recognizes cars and such. i had a delivery from abu (1/2 case of peekabus) we aslo regularly get deliveries at my work. (you can probably tell where im going with this) i get a notification on my ups app on my phone saying package was delivered. i was like sweet it came earlier in the day than I thought it would. i was looking at the notes and it said "met man at door" i was like thats strange no one is home as i am at work.... i go about my day as i only have about an hour left of work. im leaving work and i see a giant box sitting next to my car....IN THE OPEN PARKING LOT AT WORK. i was like WTF so i look at the box. IT IS MY SHIPMENT FROM ABU. to say i was mad is an understatement. how long has it been out here? who was "man at door" and if he really did meet someone in the store and tell them that i had a package WHY THE HELL DID NO ONE TELL ME. before anyone says anything im sure he thought he was doing me a favor and he has delivered workers items there before (as i said small town you start to recognize people and cars. ive had the driver ask if a certian person was working today becaus ethey had a delivery and thought it would be better to drop off now since he was already there) and if it was anything else other than a 1/2 case of abdl diapers i wouldn't be this upset but like omg i had a mini panic attack when i went to my car

Characters: Jessica, Age 32, Six Foot 2, Red Curly Hair, Hour glass figure with FF-Cup Breasts, College professor, Initially discharged on parental leave but lost her child in birth. Months later, shes been prescribed some anti-psychotics and anti-depressants, but is still at a loss Until she notices one of her old students, Anastasia, walking home in the rain. Within a week, she decides to make her her own, which leads us to the fateful day....

My name is William. I've lived with Carolina for 2 years now, I have to admit that yeah, I love her! We're not married yet! We've talked and talked about it, I'm all for it! Carolina not so much. She has had 7 different dads in her life. There was David. She was the daughter of David and Elinore. She was a year and half old and Elinore divorced David. She married Chuck. Chuck was a cowboy he taught Carolina to ride horses. Chuck lasted 5 years with Elinore and bang they were divorced! Then Elinore married Robert. Robert was a Firefighter/ Paramedic. Elinore met Robert when her car was hit by another car. Robert worked 24 hours on 48 hours off. Soon Elinore tired of Robert being gone 24 hours when he worked his shift. They lasted 9 months. Then Elinore married Frank, his real name was Francis, but he went by Frank. They lasted 4 years Frank was hit and killed by a drunk driver. He drove a delivery van. The only marrage her mother had that didn't end in divorce. Then Roger, Roger was a player and screwed anything that would let him screw him. It didn't matter Male or Female he liked them both. They lasted 3 months. Elinore got the clap from Roger, bye, bye Roger! Then there was Marty, he tried to molest Carolina. That marrage lasted 2 months. Even Carolina was glad to see him go! Last but not least was Delbert. He was not the sharpest tool in the shed. Carolina referred to him as Delbert Dumbshit. He was nice enough and he didn't attempt to do anything to Carolina. He wasnt a player, of course Carolina would tell you it was because he was so dumb that, he couldn't juggle two woman. He couldn't count that high! Carolina didn't see the need for marriage. The way she was raised, marriage wasn't importan! I knew she loved me being in a loving relationship was new to her, she had never seen much of one growing up. I was happy just to live with her. Of course my parents were so religious that their poo, didnt stink! They disowned me because I was living in sin with a woman. I didn't lie to them when they asked me if we were having sex? I told them "Hell yeah!" I considered myself lucky to be dating a girl like Carolina! We had been together about two years give or take a month. I was swimming in our pool the water was pretty warm. I was alone in the pool so I just let my urine flow. As I was pissing I thought, "Wait a minute, we don't have a pool! I awoke in my bed and it was wet! I had wet the bed. Dammit! I thought. "Carolina you awake?" I asked. "What you need"she asked. "Uhm, I've had an accident!" She helped me get the sheets pulled off the bed and we loaded the washer, with my wet sheets and pajamas. I was embarrassed! I'm almost 28 years old. Carolina gave me a kiss don't worry I had my share of accidents when I was younger. Without sheets my side of the bed had a round circle of urine. When it dried it became a golden hue! Still knowing that I had wet my bed, it wasn't much of a consolation knowing Carolina had a few accidents

i cant find a thread on this so i will ask here. has anyone tried these? what are your thoughts? i know they are not plastic backed and have Velcro tapes. did that make them better or worse in your opinion?

LINK TO ORDER: https://gum.co/totallytykes01 PREVIEW IMAGES IN THE ATTACHMENTS BELOW RELEASE DATE: March 12th, 2021 STORY: me & Daymare LINES: Fernando-Damasio COLORS: Fito Cordeiro (cover pages 1~17) Eduardo Silva (18~end bonus art) WARNING: This comic contains shrunken toddler-sized women; forced regression; nudity; ABDL daycare themes; diaper changing, women in diapers, pull-ups and children's clothes; diaper soaking and messing, shrunken women using kid's potty, PG scenes of toddler-sized women playing with children. THIS IS AN ADULTS ONLY COMIC! DO NOT PURCHASE, IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF ADULT WITHIN YOUR COUNTRY'S LAW! ----------------------- STORY After the events of Totally Shrunk, Sam, Alex, and Clover are stuck at half-size at W.O.O.H.P. HQ, waiting to be returned to their original height. As they sit around they wonder what is preventing the company from growing them tall again, after they completed their mission to stop Chandanika Smalls from a hostile takeover. However, after they escaped from the mall, they left one person behind that was also shrunk by Chandanika: Mandy! As punishment for their mistake, Jerry sends them into the mall's daycare facility, disguised as toddlers since they're still small to rescue Mandy, who was mistaken for a child and enrolled into the daycare. But to help convince the daycare employees that they're toddlers, Jerry gives them shoes to help them walk like a baby and a bottle of milk laced with a special formula to help them lose their continence. Can the Spies survive being treated like toddlers as they hunt for Mandy amongst the children that are their height? Can they endure playtime and diaper changes with their dignity intact? What about Mandy? How has being at the daycare all day long affected her? Has she succumbed to living life as a toddler? This is going to be a long 48 hours. THIS COMIC CONTAINS TWO EDITIONS: REGULAR EDITION ($9.99) Contains the 26-page comic in PDF SPECIAL EDITION ($11.99) Contains the comic, original script, and RAR of special goodies, including clean cover, pages, and a bonus art featuring Mandy ----------------------- NOTE: You will notice coloring changes between the first 17 pages and the last 9. This is because the colorist, Fito Cordeiro, has lost interest in the project midway though due to depression, and abandoned the project. Me and Fernando made the hard decision to let Eduardo Silva, the colorist for Mini Materia Remake, take over and finish coloring what Fito left off to complete this comic. I do apologize for the inconsistencies of coloring in the making of this comic, as you will see in the preview images and the comic itself. Thank you for your understanding

My name is Cam Davidson, everybody says that Cam suits me, if they really knew how I got that name. My dad was one of those hard asses that grew up in the 1950's. Cam is short for Camels. The Cigarettes he used to smoke, my name was almost Camel Davidson, mom got it shortened to just Cam! By trade I am a truck driver, long hauler I'm gone 66.7% of the time. I've been married twice, woman want a man around that is home nights. Not some guy who might be in Florida one day and South Carolina the next and three days later in Denver Colorado. My first wife I came and found she had moved some guy in with her. I caught them doing the horizontal bop! She divorced me. Next wife was just miserable when I was gone. Came back and everything was gone the only things left were my clothes she had at least taken them out of the dressers and folded them before she took the dressers and left that was 6 years ago. I decided to stay single until after my Truck driver days were over in about 7 years. I am almost 60 years old after all. I've been driving Peterbuilts, K-Whoppers, Macs, Innertrashandall's, even an occasional Volvo!, since I turned 18 some 40 years ago. At first all I had to do was get a Chauffeur's Class C licence, then in the late1980's they came out with CDL's. I was back in my home state I had a whole week and a half off, sleep sounded good, but my belly was empty. There was a Truckstop I hadn't visited yet. I pulled into Branson's truck stop. I got out after parking my rig. I went in there was a cute waitress there she could only be at the most 28, she looked 18. "What's up baby? What will it be?" Baby? I was old enough to be her father! I ordered the Biscuits and Gravy, two eggs scrambled with cheese, and bacon, sausage, and a ham slice, hash browns. The works "Coffee?" She asked? "No, no! I'm going to bed soon how about a glass of cold milk!" I said. "Very good baby!" This girl was at the most 5 foot 1 skinny but had a set of Knockers on her! Five minutes later she had my meal ready. "Here you go baby! As my meal with a tall glass of milk was placed before me. I started eating. Her calling me baby kind of bothered me, I put it down to she probably called everybody baby! I was like 60 years old, I did not look anything like a Hollywood heart throb? Could she have noticed my diaper. About a year ago my prostate started acting up on me. I started wetting myself and my bed! To say I was embarrassed as hell about having to wear diapers at 59 years old. I did my best to hide that fact. "What you hauling baby?" She asked while I was eating. "Got a load of post holes, ma'am! I said! "Oh your empty! You dead heading it? Where you heading?" "Yes I'm empty, to tell you the truth I'm almost home, I live like 5 miles from here." "Oh, she said You heading home to the Mrs.?" "Ain't got one of those! I said she left me 6 years ago!" "Sorry to hear that baby!" She said it but her eyes didn't look it! "You need somebody to keep your seats warm?" "Who you? Hell I am probably old enough to be your father or grandfather even! I said. She leaned in and smiled at me. "That's okay I got daddy issues! My name is Susan, but they call me Suzi, baby!" I didn't know if she was for real. I probably was blushing about 12 shades of red, I've never had a girl this young come onto me before, woman my age or older yes! Never this young. "I like your name Cam, is that short for Cameron?" She said reading the name embriodered on my shirt. It was my turn to smile, "No Ma'am that's short for Camel, my dad tried to name me after his cigarettes, mom compromised my real fist name is Cam! C A M." "That sounds like Camshaft! I'm almost done with my shift, can I go home with you baby?" "Hell, why not!" I said.

Hi All I am thinking outside the box what kind of Catheter can stay in the bladder so urine can just drain into adult diapers as been in them since 2009 when I had an Spinal Injury L3L4L5S1 to the point of Intermitted urine Incontinence, intermitted retention, bowel constipation, as well as apparently purposely dehydrate myself due to my issues to the point my psychologist wants me to do exposure therapy to get "used to" wetting myself so I desensitize so its not traumatic and accept my incontinence as the intermitted no warning episodes is messing up my autism and mental health to the point I occasionally self harm because of it even though been 11 years. Catheter and bag system wont work for me as I wouldn't be able to insert it myself as well as a high fall risk and the tubing would move as well as tangle according to health professionals due to my many disabilities incl shaky hands will def ask the next urologist if the ever open and see people again in Australia public health

I called it a one-shot, even though I left myself some room for a sequel. I guess that depends on how much y'all like it. I will probably make some edits. I wrote the whole story this evening. I hope you enjoy it, as much as I enjoyed writing it. Nissa stumbled down the hallway with clumsy haste. Her hysteria did nothing to combat the disorientation. She lost a step and fell heavy against the wall, sending a picture frame and Nissa both cascading to the floor with a crash. “SHIT!!! no, no, no...” she whispered through a tense grimace. Hoping that the comotion wouldn't wake her daughter up. She was almost to the front door. “Mom? What are you doing out of bed?” Grace asked, blinding Nissa when she flipped the lights on. “You know we have a big day tomorrow.” “NOO!!! NO! NO! NO!” Nissa quailled as she scrambled to reach the door on all fours. “NOOOO!!!” A blood curdling scream echoed through the house when Grace caught up, and took hold of her. “GRACE!!! I’M YOUR MOTHER!!! LET ME GO!!! Get the FUCK off me!!!” “Mom! Stop fighting. It’s for your own good!” Grace argued. As she wrestled a pill into her mothers mouth. “There we go, you will feel better real soon.” “I don’t want them!” She screamed as she spit the pill out of her mouth. Which of course led to another wrestling match with her daughter. Nissa ended up on her back. Despite being smaller than Nissa, Grace found little challenge in overpowering her mother. She straddled her waist, and pinned her arms to the floor with her legs. “God damn it!!! SWALLOW IT!” Grace yelled. Forcing the pill back into her mother’s mouth, and holding it shut with both hands. Nissa writhed under her daughter’s weight. Her legs, being the only thing not secured, flailed wildly. Meeting the walls of the narrow hallway with devastation, and a crescendo of breaking glass. “GOD DAMN IT!!!” Grace screamed. “Stop! If you don’t calm down you’re going to have an accident. And I really don’t feel like changing a dirty fucking diaper tonight!” “I’m not…” Nissa tried to protest more, but trailed off. Her desperate writhing had slowed to a pathetic wiggle. “That pill is working fast, ussually you have a bit more fight in you.” Grace said with a sigh of relief. “Nuh... no... hhgregg...” Nissa mumbled and grunted. The pill was kicking in. but the was not the only reason Nissa quit fighting so hard. She squirmed about under her daughter for a few more seconds before her toes curled up and a thunderous fart erupted from underneath the two women. Followed by another shriek from Nissa, and a newly mustered vigor to escape before the pills took full effect. Grace was none too happy to be proven right. “GREAT!!! Just fucking great. I told you! I'm not dealing with this shit tonight. Literally. You can sleep in it. I’ll change you before we go to court in the morning.” the last thing Nissa remembered was being hulled back to her bed, and tucked into a mess of her own design. Just as Grace was about to get back into bed herself there was a knock at the front door. “Now what!?!” “Police! We received a call about a domestic dispute.” Grace heard them shout through the door as she made her way down the hallway that was still covered in broken glass and picture frames. “Hi officers. I’m sorry about this. My mother was having an episode, she hasn’t been well lately.” Grace offered. “Everything is fine now.” “Can we speak to your mother?” One of the officer’s asked. “Are you a resident of the household?” “She won’t add much to the conversation I’m sure, but please... come in” Grace stepped aside. “Watch your step. She made quite the mess. “Dispatch, this is car sixty-six. We have a young lady here taking care of her mother. We’re going to check on the mother, but it looks like everything's under control here. Grace could hear her mother’s muffled cries through the door as she took hold of the doorknob. “Great. She better not be lucid enough to say anything stupid to the cops.” Grace thought. She glanced at her watch while pulling open the door. “Six more hours you bitch. You better not ruin this for me. “I go brrrr... and the fox said... pbbtttt...” Nissa was thankfully talking gibberish and blowing raspberries, she didn’t even notice them come in the room at first. “As you can see... she isn’t well.” Grace said to the cops, finally catching a distracted Nissa’s attention as she moved towards the bed. “Mom, you have to stop throwing the blankets off.” Grace said with a gentle sincerity as she returned the comforter from the floor. “Uh-oh. It looks like someone needs to get changed. Good thing the police came to check on you.” Grace pretended to know nothing of her mothers soiled state. “We will get you cleaned up as soon as the nice officer’s leave.” “Ma’am. My name is Officer Davis. Are you okay otherwise?” the older of the two cops said as he approached the bed. “Nissa?!? Is that you?” he said, surprised. “You know each other?” Grace asked nervously. Turning her attention away from her mother, to Officer Davis. His gaze was fixed on Nissa’s exposed diaper. Eyes filled with pity. “I... umm... We went out on a few dates a while ago. I thought everything was going fine, then one day she quit responding. I always wondered what happened. I figured it was me... but...” his gaze fell back to his ex-lover’s pitiful state. “Hello Nissa, It’s Mark. Do you remember me?” Nissa’s distant apathetic stare turned to one of fear and shame. Even this loaded she knew she should be embarrassed to be seen in such a state by the man she loved. “What happened to her?” “She had a nervous breakdown a few weeks ago. My older sister and her got in a big fight, and she just snapped. She started taking pills, and drinking a lot more. By the time I realized how bad off she was, it was too late. I tried to control it, and take away her pills. She ended up going to score more, and got in a wreck. She almost died.” Grace made a conscious effort to not sound excited. “The doctors are not sure if she’ll make a full recovery. We are actually going to court tomorrow, so I can legally be in charge of her estate until she’s better.” “No…” Nissa squeaked. trying to make sense of what her daughter was saying. She definitely knew nothing about Grace taking control of her estate. Partly because that isn’t how any of this happened at all - but, mostly because Grace had been force feeding her insane amounts of valium for weeks, and she hadn’t finished a complete thought in days. Not through the drug fueled stupor she was prey to anyway. “Not...” Nissa squeaked again, before mustering the strength to yell. “NO!!! I... I don’t... she... she do it. SHE DIDID IT!!! SHE... ShEeeWWW…” Nissa was obviously about to rat her out. “Thank god I didn’t change her diaper.” Grace thought. “Who knows what she would have managed to say if she didn’t start bouncing around in a pile of her own shit, and getting so grossed out. “We should probably go, before she gets too worked up.” Grace proposed. Hoping they saw enough to be satisfied. “Of course. Of course. I’m so sorry Grace.” Officer Davis thankfully agreed, and turned to leave with his partner. “I know it’s late, but if you have a moment I’d like to talk outside quickly. “Sure! Let’s go talk now. I’ll change her diapers after that. I’ll be right behind you.” Grace was relieved to know they’d soon be gone. “Nooo...” Nissa moaned as the two men left the room. Nissa’s defeated, pleading eyes met her daughter’s minatious stare as the two men’s footsteps retreated down the hall. Grace heard the front door close, as she leaned in close to her mother, and whispered. “That was close. You almost did it.” She kissed Nissa’s forehead. “Almost... We’ll have to give you an extra pill tomorrow, so you don’t say anything stupid in front of the judge.” “Stupid what... like...?” Nissa struggled to form a sentence. The drugs were really getting under her now. “Stupid like: ‘...I’m a prisoner in my own home... Grace did this to me. she has been drugging me for weeks so she can gain control of my estate…’ You know, just stuff like that.” Grace said bitterly. “You really shouldn’t have threatened to take away my trust fund, and cut me off.” Grace continued as she made her way to the door. Poking her head back into the room before she locked Nissa in her room. “Oh yeah. You should probably just go to bed. If it wasn’t clear I will definitely not be coming back to change you tonight. Maybe next time you want to throw a fit like this you’ll think about sleeping in that nasty thing all night before you do.” They were in her art gallery, shortly after the judge ruled in Grace’s favor. What was left of it, anyway. Nissa couldn’t believe this was happening. It was an all day affair, as Grace sold her mother’s collection, that she spent a lifetime curating. Grace was selling for pennies on the dollar. She wanted to scream every time someone walked out of the venue with one of her treasured pieces. Grace’s threat of doubling up on medication today however was not passed in vain. It took everything Nissa had to hold her head up. Not that she wanted to watch her life’s work get sold for pennies on the dollar. The sun was going down. She was still snuggly strapped into the adult sized stroller that she had become all too acquainted with these past couple weeks. A single tear rolled down her cheek, and she groaned in despair as the last piece was ripped away. Her favorite painting, to add insult to injury. She managed to try to find some solace in the fact that it couldn't possibly get any worse. She thought anyway. Nissa pushed a hot mess into the seat of her, already soaking wet, diaper, as her daughter happily accepted 1000 dollars for a painting Nissa payes 40,000 dollars for last year. Surely now this was the worst it could get. She tried to get her daughters attention, so she could at least get changed out of this dirty diaper. Despite Graces cruel punishment last night, she was usually pretty good about not letting Nissa sit in her own filth too long. She fought the drugs best she could, to little effect. She managed a pathetic cry, as she limply reached her weak arms towards Grace. Unfortunately something else caught her attention first. Grace opened the front door to the gallery and Nissa heard her best friend Rachel’s voice. She hadn’t seen her in weeks. She desperately didn’t want Rachel to see her like this. Nissa was much worse for wear than the last time she remembered seeing Rachel. It was shortly after this terribly embarrassing exhibition started. She was sure Rachel was going to rescue her. Surely her best friend wouldn't let this happen to her. She knew Grace was about to get cut off. She was smart. She should be able to figure out what is really going on. Like all other shimmering lights of hope in Nissa’s life lately - this one too was struck down in it’s infancy. “Gracie! I’m sorry I didn’t make it sooner. But I had a day from hell. I can’t even.” Nissa watched in horror as her salvation embraced the cause of all her misfortune with open arms. There was still more salt for her wounds though. Seconds ago she couldn’t have imagined how it could get worse. But it did. Rachel, and Grace’s platonic embrace tip-toed across a line in the sand. Nissa watched in absolute horror as her best friend made out with her teenage daughter. “Rachel...” Grace blushed as she pulled away from her mother's friend. “I haven’t told my mom about us yet.” “Oh. right. Your ‘mom’.” Rachel sang in a tone rank of sarcastic disgust. “You can start calling her your baby any day now. I think we both know little Nissa here isn’t going to be making a full recovery. My husband hasn’t yet. And he’s been shitting himself and babbling like a baby for months.” Rachel finally addressed a now maniacally distraught Nissa. On the inside - she was distraught on the inside. To any bystander she was perfectly content sitting in her stroller, wearing a dirty diaper, drooling like a baby. “Isn’t that right? We can call you our baby, huh? I think we can.” Rachel laughed as she walked across the room to Nissa’s stroller. “Oh god! We sure can!” Rachel huffed through a scrunched up face. “Did someone have an accident, huh?” Rachel teased. “Yes she did! Yes she did!” She booped Nissa on the nose. “Yes she did make a stinky. Yes she did.” “Ugh! I should probably change her then.” Grace groaned. “She already has a diaper rash. I made her sleep in a stinky diaper after last night.” Nissa couldn’t believe that something so terrible could make her best friend laugh even harder. “Uh oh... Does someone have a diaper rash? We better get the baby cleaned up soon then.” Rachel was still using baby talk any time she addressed Nissa. “I’ll take care of her, we need to talk anyway. Plus the contractor will be here any minute anyway. We need to do a lot of work here if we want to open up before Jazz Fest. Your mom has the worst taste in decorating.” Rachel turned back to Nissa, voice and all. “Isn’t that right little baby? Yes, yes it is. Were gonna turn your gallery into a rock venue.” Rachel continued to mock her friend, as she unbuckled her from the stroller. “Let’s be honest babe. All that ‘art’ you’ve been collecting was ca-ca anyway. Yes it was. It was poo-poo huh? It belongs in your diaper doesn’t it.” That made Rachel laugh harder than she had yet. “Here’s her diaper bag. Thanks Rachel. I don’t know what I’d do without you.” Grace praised as she handed off the diaper bag. “Well now that everything is settled in court, you don’t have to worry about that. Now we can sell the Baby’s house, and you two can move in with me and baby Tony.” Rachel again turned to her ‘friend’. “Don’t worry baby. I have a brand new nursery built just for you.” Nissa finally managed an emotional response for the first time all day. Albeit, if it was only a distant, deeply mortified stare. with a dash of almost every other terrible feeling thrown in for good measure. “Why…” Nissa managed a subdued cry of anguish, despite screaming with all her might. on the inside. She was a prisoner in her own body. Incapable of doing anything but awkwardly wiggle, and watch from the prison that was her eyes, as one of her closest friends in the world ridiculed her as she changed her diaper. “There we go. What’s that look for?” Rachel noticed the spark in Nissa’s eyes. “I was starting to wonder if you could even comprehend what’s happening. God knows Tony can’t anymore.” Rachel turned back to grace. “Don’t worry Gracie dear, the first couple weeks were hard for Tony too. But he either gave up, or all those pills I fed him fried his brain for good.” “Good. Give her a whole bottle.” Grace jested. “Fry that brain, if it makes her behave. I know what my mom meant when she said she can’t wait till I have a baby and get a dose of my own medicine.” Nissa’s eyes shifted between the two. Obviously more confused than ever. “Do you get it yet Nissa?” Rachel asked. “No? That’s okay. It’s a lot for your little baby brain, I know.” She sprinkled nissa’s naked body with baby powder. “Come on, use those last couple big girl brain cells Nissa. Do you think it’s a coincidence that Tony fell violently ill after I found out he cheated on me?” Nissa’s eyes grew wider, most of the other emotions had left them. They were completely full of the fear now. “There you go... I think you’re starting to get it. You want to know a secret I never told you though?” Rachel stuck the last tab down. strapping Nissa’s fresh diaper securely around her hips. “I never told you that I know who he was cheating on me with now.” Nissa’s eyes grew even wider. “That’s right. Imagine my surprise when Grace shows up to my house the night you two got in a fight, and she tells me that my best friend was having an affair with my husband.” “You didn’t think I knew about that did you mom? To be fair, you weren't very careful.” Grace chimed in. “After a few drinks, I may have let it slip that Tony’s condition wasn’t... how do I say... natural. It barely took any convincing to talk your daughter into doing the same to you. I didn’t even need to take her to the bedroom to make her decide that.” Grace was blushing again. “It didn’t hurt, though. I’d say I’m sorry mo... baby girl... but I think this new life is gonna be better for everyone.” “Grace. You don’t have to lie. Sure, you and I are going to have a great time. You’re rich now too, and I have a beautiful 19 year old girlfriend.” Rachel interrupted, and then pointed to Nissa. “Her and Tony however are gonna be living a nightmare.” Rachel’s attention once again shifted back to Nissa. “Yes you are! Who’s gonna live in a nightmare? You are! Yes you are!” Her and Grace laughed. “At least Tony will keep you company now. He might not be as fun as you remember, I think his ‘equipment’ quit working last month. But that’s okay, because babies don’t have sex. “Speaking of... when was that contractor supposed to be here?” Grace flashed a coy smile, and winked at Rachel. “I’ll text him, and tell him to take his time. I was hoping you’d say that. All this revenge has made me super horny! Come over here my little lamb.” Rachel stood up to embrace Gracie, who was eagerly skipping across the room. “First things first.” Grace knelt down to her mother’s side, and popped a pill in her mouth before taking Rachels hand. Nissa sobbed as she watched her ‘best friend’ once again embrace her daughter. With a lot less clothes this time. It had been a while since she had the thought that this was all a terrible dream. But she so very desperately wanted to wake up right now. The gods greeted her prayers with the exact opposite. Nissa was left on the floor while her daughter, and ‘best friend’ enjoyed each other's bodies. Just when she thought it couldn’t get any worse... Nissa felt a familiar warmth spreading across her crotch. “I really need to stop thinking that.” she thought. “This is just great. I just got changed. There’s no chance they’re going to change me anytime soon.” Nissa already knew enough about her new life to know that much, but that didn’t stop her. She threw as much of a fit that her weak body could throw. She kicked and cried, but her pleas were drowned out by the sounds of ecstasy erupting on the couch next to her. Nissa had one last moment of reflection - truly. Nissa caught a glimpse of her reflection in the mirrored ceiling of ‘her’ gallery, and started crying even harder. “I really am a baby.” It was all she could do - cry until someone changed her diaper. She closed her eyes and tried to cry herself to sleep. She was rarely wearing diapers in her dreams. “MOM!” Nissa opened her eyes. Just in time to see the nipple of a big pacifier being pushed into her face. “You’re really killing the mood.” Grace swatted her padded butt. “Now shut up. And be a good baby. I don’t want to see that binky come out of your mouth the rest of the night.” “She better get used to it. She isn’t going to be happy that binkies and diapers are just the start of her punishment.” Rachel scoffed. “But I don’t think she’d be very happy if she knew the rest either.”

“Hey, don’t drop the beer!” a young man called back to his friend. The tent he was setting up almost complete. “Adam, just shut up and help me unload the car.” Mark set the ice chest next to the tent. “Why isn’t your girlfriend helping with any of this?” “I drove, Mark,” a female’s voice chimed in from the car. “We’re all doing our part, so just unload the damn car.” Adam snickered, “Whoa, Mark, you really pissed off Julie.” Upon completion of the tent, he got to work setting up another one. “I’m not pissed off, just explaining how tasks are getting divided up,” Julie explained, getting out of the car. She walked over to the cooler and grabbed a beer. “I drove for a few hours, you’re setting up the tents, and Mark unpacks the car.” the tab popped and Julie took a sip, “Sounds fair to me, I mean if anything, I’ve been ‘working’ the longest.” “Fine, whatever,” Mark grunted, “car’s unloaded anyway.” he grabbed a beer from the ice box, both he and Julie watched as Adam finished setting up the tent. Mark tossed a beer to him after the work was done. “Thanks” Adam popped the tab, “feels great to leave the campus.” “You said it,” Mark took a long sip. “It’s starting to get dark, so I’m going to start the fire.” The friends had a lot to drink that night and the rest of the night was a blurry haze for Adam. *** The next thing Adam knew, he was face down in dirt. “Whew, what a wild night,” he remarked, expecting a response. When nobody answered, he looked around. All he could see was trees. “Alright, guys, it was funny, but joke’s over.” his voice echoed through the trees. “Well, shit.” Adam picked a direction and started walking, he found a path as he continued. After about an hour of walking he came upon a thick mist. After traversing through the mist, he found himself back on a part of the path which he’d already been to, but noticed a cottage which he had missed the previous time. “Maybe someone lives here and can give directions,” he mumbled to himself as he knocked on the door. The door was promptly answered. A red haired, green eyed woman answered the door. “Can I help you?” she asked. “Hi, sorry to bother you, but I’m a little lost,” Adam replied. “I was camping by the edge of the woods with some friends.” “I think I know the area, people camp there sometimes, but not very often. I can see that it’s a little foggy out, so why don’t you come in and wait out the fog?” “I’d really rather just get back to my friends-” his hand was grabbed and he was pulled inside, door shut behind him. “You don’t understand, I get lost out there when the mist is out, what’s more is there’s a river and if you walk into that it’s been nice knowing you.” she pulled up a chair and had Adam sit down. “My name’s Rebecca, by the way.” “Look Rebecca, you’re nice, but I have a girlfriend and I don’t think I’m dumb enough to fall into a river, so all I need are directions, a map, or something and then I’ll be on my way.” Rebecca looked disappointed, but retrieved a pen and paper anyway. Adam looked it over and memorized it. “I understand that you need to get back to your friends, but would you like something to drink before you head out?” Adam rubbed his temples, this girl just wasn’t getting the hint. He was in a hurry to get back to his friends. “Fine,” he replied, wanting to shut her up. “but I really do have to get going.” Rebecca brought a couple of glasses out from the cabinet and poured some wine. Adam snatched his and gulped it down. He began to feel a little light headed after doing so. “Before you go, what’s your name?” Rebecca asked. Adam began to feel dizzy. “It’s...Adam” he replied. He’d probably have trouble walking there now. What was in that wine. “I’m starting to feel tired.” “Well come right this way.” Rebecca grabbed his hand again. “You can sleep here for the night.” she helped Adam get into the bed “thanks for the company, it gets really lonely up here.” “I’m leaving as soon as I’m sober.” Adam replied, “I drank too much last night and I think it’s starting to kick in again.” “You don’t want to stay with me at all?” she sounded offended. “I just met you and you seem really needy.” Adam groaned, “I’m not trying to be rude, I just have other obligations...oh god, what was in that wine?” “It was just wine, no need to be rude.” Adam felt the room start to spin and then blacked out. *** When Adam came to he found that the room looked bigger. His underwear felt very tight, but otherwise he didn’t have any clothes on. He tried to pick himself up off the bed, but his arms just wouldn’t function as he wanted them to, instead they just waived in the air. He’d have to ask that lady what she did to him. He felt alert, but this new sensation could probably characteristic of some other drug. “Rah rah” he was shocked that he couldn’t form words anymore. “Well, good morning sunshine.” Adam felt anger at the sound of Rebecca’s voice. “I’m sure you have many questions, but fortunately for me, you can’t ask them anymore.” “Bah bah” Adam wanted to ell her to back off, but realized he couldn’t. “Oh, you just make the cutest little sounds!” Rebecca belittled him. “As for the ‘wine’ that was actually a baby transformation potion, so now you can’t leave and I guess you’re the needy one now.” Rebecca chuckled. Adam started to cry. “Oh, don’t cry sweety. Soon your memories and cognitive functions will fade and you won’t care anymore, why within a week you’ll probably be completely used to this.” Adam sobbed harder. “Well, I guess I can grant you that this will take some getting used to, but right now it looks like someone left mommy a present, so let’s get you cleaned up.” She picked Adam up from the bed and carried him into another room. Adam noticed that this room was a nursery. Rebecca laid Adam on the changing table and got to work changing his diaper. Adam stopped sobbing as Rebecca taped the diaper. He hadn’t noticed that he’d soiled himself at all. Seemingly from out of nowhere, Rebecca blew a raspberry on his stomach which caused him to giggle. “There’s my baby. Here, I got you this bear onesie.” Rebecca put Adam’s legs, arms, and then torso in before zipping it up. “There, now you look like a cute little bear.” Adam started to get annoyed. Even though he was just a baby now and couldn’t respond, Rebecca was as talkative as ever. She picked Adam up and took him back to the kitchen. “I’m gonna set you down so you can play for a little while while mommy gets your breakfast ready.” After Adam was set down, he noticed that the door had been left open. Trying not to make too much noise, he crawled out of the cottage. Adam got back on the path. He still remembered the directions from the map Rebecca had drawn up. With difficulty and lots of time, Adam found his way back to camp. He could see Mark and Julie playing on their phones by the firepit. “Ma” he called. Julie looked up from her phone, “Mark, look. There’s a baby.” she got up and approached Adam. “Don’t tell me we’re watching it.” Mark groaned. “It’s parents are probably around somewhere.” “I haven’t noticed anyone else out here,” Julie replied. She picked Adam up and held him against her chest. “Hello,” she called out. “If anyone’s out there, we found your baby.” Adam didn’t like that he was being called a baby or that it was his own girlfriend who was calling him one. As anger built up he couldn’t help but let it out. Tears started streaming down his cheeks. “What’s wrong with it now?” Mark groaned. “He’s either hungry or needs to be changed, maybe both.” Julie replied. “Wish I’d come prepared for this. My sister has kids and I usually have a diaper or two in my car.” “Thank god you cleaned it out before the trip.” Mark snapped. “What do you have against kids?” Mark took a deep breathe. “Nothing, guess I’m just stressed that Adam hasn’t come back yet.” Julie rolled her eyes. “Well, it’s not like we haven’t looked for him.” She lifted Adam above her head and sniffed him, “Yeah, think he needs to be changed. Let’s just find this kid’s parents and we’ll probably run into Adam while we’re in the woods anyway. “Oh, all right.” Mark sighed, clearly annoyed at the situation. “Though I really think I should wait here in case Adam does show up.” Adam started to sob. He wanted to tell them that he was right there, but he just couldn’t speak anymore. “Let’s hurry” Julie said, “the longer he goes without getting changed, the worse his skin will get.” Mark got up from the lawn chair and they entered the woods. After following the path for some time, Mark and Julie found a cottage. “Look, there’s a house” Mark said, “Maybe they live here.” Julie and Mark walked to the door and Mark knocked on it. Almost immediately the door was answered by a tear-stricken Rebecca whose face lit up after seeing Adam in Julie’s arms. Rebecca grabbed Adam from Julie’s arms. Adam would have resisted, but was just tired at this point. None of his efforts did anything and everyone thought that he was just a little baby. “Don’t ever scare mommy like that again, Adam.” “He found his way to our camp, about five miles away.” Mark stated. Rebecca looked at Mark, “Well thank you for bringing him back to me. I was looking everywhere for him.” “Oh, Adam’s your name. I have a friend named Adam.” Julie said to the baby. Adam giggled a little, mostly out of the ironic fact that he was said friend. “Adam’s a good name,” Rebecca agreed. “Do you guys want to come in and rest for a while?” “Sorry,” Mark said, “we’re out looking for our lost friend.” “His name is Adam,” Julie chimed in. “Well, I’m sure he’ll turn up soon, but if you guys don’t mind I would like to thank you for returning my child to me.” “Sorry, but we do have to get going-” Julie started. “Sure.” Mark cut her off, earning him a dark look from Julie. The group entered the cottage and Rebecca placed Adam in a high chair. “Whew, smells like someone needs to be changed.” She picked Adam up again. “Sorry, but this little guy needs some attention. Just take a seat at the table and make yourselves comfortable.” “We should be out looking for Adam right now,” Julie hissed. “Look, you just walked five miles carrying a baby, and I’m tired, I’d imagine you’re even more tired,” Mark replied, “besides, he’s been missing for a while now, so we should probably quit looking ourselves and get park rangers involved.” Julie looked down at her feet. She didn’t want to agree with Mark, but did see the logic in his suggestion. “I just don’t know how he could’ve gotten himself lost out here.” Rebecca returned carrying Adam to the high chair, the diapered baby tried to resist, but failed. “Sorry to keep you guys waiting, you said something about a missing friend?” She opened the refrigerator and grabbed a couple beers along with a jar of baby food. “Yeah, we’re about to go to the park rangers for help. We’ve looked for him and he’s been gone for close to a day now, so maybe some more eyes would be helpful.” Mark and Julie accepted the beers from Rebecca who grabbed a spoon from a drawer and began spoon feeding Adam. Mark and Julie stared as Adam tried to remove the bib Rebecca placed on him, he also refused the first bite. Rebecca started making “choo choo train” noises which irked Adam into trying to tell Rebecca to stop. As soon as Adam opened his mouth he felt the spoon against his tongue. Rebecca tilted the spoon upward so Adam couldn’t spit it out. Adam swallowed. He was out of air and couldn’t fight the food away. As soon as he swallowed he felt his mind start to dull. He looked over at Mark and Julie, but couldn’t remember their names. He knew they looked familiar, so he laughed. “There we go.” Adam quit refusing his food. “You guys should eat something before you head out again. Once I get him fed I can make you some sandwiches or something.” As the jar emptied the last of Adam’s self awareness faded. Adam didn’t struggle as Rebecca picked him up and put him in the nursery crib. “Sorry to keep you, I know you must be worried for your friend, but I do have some wine I’d like you to try before you go.” Mark nodded eagerly, while Julie just stared off into space. Julie grabbed a few glasses and a wine bottle from the cupboard and began pouring, then she placed a cup in front of both Mark and Julie. Mark chugged his cup right away and Julie just stared at hers. “Think I’ve had enough booze for one day.” Julie sighed. “I’m starting to feel kinda drowsy,” Mark announced. He was ignored as Rebecca and Julie stared at each other. “Please just try the wine and tell me what you think. It’s my special recipe.” “Yeah, what’s in it?” Julie eyed Rebecca skeptically. “Just wine. Alcoholic grape juice if you will.” Julie rolled her eyes. They needed to get going before it got dark. She downed the wine to be polite then said, “Come on Mark, we have to go.” “Julie, I’m really dizzy,” Mark replied. I don’t know what was in that wine, but I’m really dizzy. Rebecca grabbed Julie’s wrist as she attempted to put her fingers in her mouth to make herself vomit. “Now, now. I can’t have you bringing park rangers here.” Julie was starting to feel dizzy. “What did you do?” “Your friend you’ve been looking for is actually sleeping soundly in his crib right now.” Rebecca replied. “I don’t want to get under anyone’s radar, so I’m afraid I can’t let you two leave.” Julie propped herself up using the table for support. She watched as Mark was gently guided to the floor. He looked smaller than he had a few moments ago. “What’s happening to me?” Mark breathed. “You’re just getting younger, that’s all, my cute little Marky.” Rebecca replied. “Soon you’ll be a little baby, then I’ll feed you dinner and put you to bed for the night.” “Why are you doing this?” Julie asked as she was being guided to the floor. “Why did you do this to Adam?” she couldn’t believe that she had unknowingly assisted in her boyfriend’s and her own abduction. “I got bored...and lonely. Don’t worry though. I don’t think I’ll get tired of you, but if I do, I’ll find a nice orphanage to dump you all. Your friend was kind of rude to me though, so he had this coming.” “Why not just change us back after you’ve had your fun?” Julie was dumbstruck at the pile of clothes that occupied the spot where Mark had been. She just stared as her friend was fished out of the pile and diapered. Mark looked very drowsy and wasn’t combative as a bib was put on him. Rebecca whistled. “That transformation was fast. Anyway I’ve always wanted a family, but guys are assholes and ditch me. They tell me I’m too ‘needy’. So after last time I decided to just make the guy family, like any rational witch would do.” The witch put mark in the high chair and started feeding him baby food. It was getting harder for Julie to focus, but she watched as the witch fed Mark whatever that stuff was. Mark now seemed oblivious to their plight, which told Julie that Mark was gone, a drooling infant took his place. While Rebecca took Mark to the nursery, the transformation was quick. Julie was suddenly engulfed by her clothes. She tried to speak, but all that came out was giberish. “Well, Julie, looks like you’ll be reunited with your friend after all,” Julie felt Rebecca’s hands fish her out of her clothing. She noticed the diaper at Rebecca’s side. Julie was very combative as she was diapered, when the bib was put on her, she kept throwing it off. “Well, guess I can just clean you up after dinner, but I’d prefer it if you just cooperated.” Julie did not accept any food. “You sure you don’t want to eat, little one? You don’t have any food in you.” Julie held her ground, relenting with a sigh, Rebecca picked Julie up and took her into the nursery, where she saw her infantilized friends sleeping peacefully in a crib. “Well, there’s your friends. You can stay with them for the night if you behave.” Julie was placed in the crib with Adam and Mark while Rebecca stood there watching them. Anger at their predicament welled up inside Julie and she started to cry. “No, no, no, no. Can’t have you waking up your brothers.” Rebecca scolded as she retrieved Julie from the crib. “Tell you what, kiddo. You get to sleep with mommy tonight.” Julie was carried to the room where Adam had slept the night before. Rebecca held Julie in her lap as she turned on the television. Julie’s awareness dulled as cartoons flashed before her eyes.

”Honey” Jen my fiancee called from outside the bedroom. I was lying on the bed trying to maintain control of my bladder so that I would not wet my diaper for the third time that evening. ”Mia tells me you were a good boy tonight,” Jen said as she entered the bedroom. ”Oh, you look so cute in your sleeper” Mia had dressed me in a blue, white and red striped, zip-up, drop seat sleeper, earlier that night when she double diapered me for the evening. ” I halfta use the potty mommy” I whined to Jen as she walked over to me and sat down on the bed. ”Now baby, Mia told me you already had a few accidents earlier tonight when you were playing, and you know the potty is off-limits for the next few weeks as we sort out whether or not you are ready to go back to using it.” ”but mommmmyyyy, I really have to go!” I whined again as Jen unbuttoned her blouse and removed the clasp on her nursing bra. Jen pulled me into her breast and coaxed me to nurse before she continued. ”Baby just relax, after your feeding, if you still have to use the toilet we can discuss it further.” Jen and I both knew that by the time I was done nursing I would have wet as well as probably messed my diaper as this was becoming my regular feeding routine. I clenched down harder as I nursed and began to whimper softly as I sucked. I could feel the pressure begin to build in my stomach and begin to slowly lose control as the warm liquid gently flowed out of me and into my already drenched diaper. Jen stroked my hair and began to praise me. ”Such a good baby wetting his diaper for mommy.” Pulling me closer into her breast. It seemed Jen now instinctively knew when I was using my diapers. ”You see baby, mommy knows what is best for her little boy” At that moment I lost all control and resigned myself to wetting the diaper completely. As the disposable reached its limit I could feel the warm liquid trickle past the leg guards and begin to soak into the snap-on cloth cover which had been placed overtop by Mia earlier. Jen reaches down and slipped a finger into the leg opening of my diaper through the drop-seat in the sleeper. ”My, my baby you are sooo wet... You’re sopping.” Jen pulled her hand out and moved it to the front of the diaper and began to stroke me through the sodded padding. ”Does this feel good baby?” Jen asked as she continued to kneed the padding into my hard dick. I could feel the pressure continue to build towards in my bum as Jen continued to stroke and massage the swollen padding. I squirmed in Jen's arms and she recognized immediately what the problem was. ”Does my baby have a sore tummy?” Jen inquired moving her hand upwards towards my lower abdomen. I whimpered again with Jen's breast still in my mouth. ”Baby go ahead and use your diaper, that is what they are for.” Jen said continuing to rub my tummy. The pressure continued to build in my bottom as she rubbed and pushed gently. I tried to control myself but after a moment the pressure became too much and I felt the diaper begin to expand at the back as the warm mess made its way into the seat of my diaper. ”Such a good boy following mommies instructions. See there is no need for you to worry about the potty right now.” Jen moved her hand back down to the front of my diaper and began to rub again. ”Are you going to make another mess for mommy?” Jen asked as she resumed rubbing me through the soddened padding. I could feel the mess in the seat of my pants begin to cool and while Jen's hand felt so good I was utterly humiliated at the moment. I continued to whimper and cry softly as Jen stroked me over and over. It felt so good that I thrust my hips up to meet her hand. The mass is my seat being pulled away as I did. ” I want to cum so badly mommy,” I said to Jen before she pulled me back towards her breast. ”Keep nursing baby. We need to make sure we replace everything you have been putting out today” she chuckled. I could feel the warm breast milk slipping down my throat with a sweet taste that only Jens breasts could bring me. My load continued building inside me and the pleasure we so intense that I winced as Jen continued to rub the wet material into my swollen member. All at once I pulled away from Jen's breast and cried out in pleasure as warm loads pulsed from my raging dick. ”Mommies baby certainly enjoyed himself didn't he.” My bottom came smashing down into my mess causing it to spread towards the leg gatherers as I collapsed into Jen’s arms. ”Come on Baby.” Jen coaxed as she moved me back onto her breasts. ” Let us finish up and then we can change your bottom before bed.” As I relatched onto Jen’s breast she looked down at me and said:” I think you will be staying in diapers for quite a while.”

https://gum.co/TjCAZ You can now get The Product Tester as an ebook! 35,000 words, with fourteen full illustrations. If you don't want to support me and HofBondage for our work, you can use the coupon code 'ihatecontentcreators' to get it for free! Author's Note: If any of this seems familiar to long-time fans, there's a reason why. This is a reboot. I started writing this story a while ago, and while I'm still happy with the concepts that went into it, I was unsatisfied with some of the execution and decided to revisit it from scratch rather than try to muddle along and retcon some of the issues with the handful of published chapters that were already out. The first few chapters are going to hit some of the same plot points as the original, but in new, better ways. I hope you enjoy the new, improved version of "The Product Tester"! Chapter 1 “Five thousand dollars,” Mary Bambine stared at the woman in the fashionable pantsuit sitting across the desk. She tried to maintain a neutral mask. She doubted it was successful. “That’s just the base fee, but yes.” The woman, Katherine, slid a thick stack of papers across the desk for Mary to peruse, all formal and polite. It almost made Mary forget what she was negotiating over. “And all I have to do is…” Mary trailed off for a moment. It was so plainly ridiculous that she didn’t even know how to wrap her head around it. “You want me to wear…” Katherine nodded, her polite, down-to-business smile completely incongruous with the subject matter as she finished the statement. “That’s right, Ms. Bambine. Diapers.” Mary leaned back, the comfortable office chair reminding her just how out of place she was. The LAB-D offices were part of a billion dollar R&D company with contracts across the nation. Mary was a freelance IT consultant whose business was just successful enough to keep her pantry stocked with ramen and off-brand soda. That morning, she hadn’t even known that this project existed. Her fiance, Ethan, had gone into work like normal while she stayed at home trying to drum up some work. When Katherine had called, Mary had gone down the line of assumptions: First, she guessed that Ethan was hurt. Second, she thought that their in-house crew was busy and they needed to bring in an outside professional to work on their servers. Third, that they wanted to offer her a job. Katherine had played it coy, asked her to come into the office, and only once Mary was there and seated did she drop the bombshell. It was surreal. Here Mary was in an office better furnished than her entire apartment, sitting across from a woman who made more in a month than Mary made in a year, and she was being asked to… “You want me to wear them for a month?” she clarified, rubbing at the bridge of her nose. “I’m sorry, I don’t think I really understand this. Can you back up?” “The contract explains it quite thoroughly,” Katherine said, gesturing to the stack of papers, “But I can sum it up if you’d prefer.” Mary nodded. “Please.” “Simply put, we’ve got a new incontinence product that we need to field test, and your name came up on the list of qualified candidates.” “Qualified… to wear diapers?” Mary asked, adjusting her glasses and trying to determine if this was some kind of elaborate prank. “Qualified to do penetration testing,” Kat corrected, shaking her head. “We need a product tester who can ensure that we’re up to snuff.” Mary pressed her lips into a line, feeling unamused. “I’ll have you know I’m completely potty trained. Go find someone who actually needs... those things.” “The diapers are mostly incidental,” Kat explained, adjusting a few papers on her desk and selecting a simple diagram from a folder. “What we actually need tested is the cover.” Accepting the schematic, Mary scanned over it. There was no mention of materials or specifics, just a basic sketch of what appeared to be a plain, transparent set of plastic pants with a heavy-duty fastener around the waist and a pair of reinforced wires running out of the back. Staring at the design, she said, “I don’t get it.” “I won’t bore you with specifics, then,” Katherine promised. “In short, there are places where it’s necessary or beneficial for individuals to wear incontinence protection, but refuse to do so voluntarily. If you’ve ever been in a nursing home when someone removed their diaper out of stubbornness, then had an accident, you’ll understand the need. It can create a mess, and it’s bad for everyone.” Mary started to get it. “So the cover, it stops that? What’s it got, some kind of lock so the old farts can’t wriggle out of them?” “Essentially, yes. It’s more complicated than that, but if I told you the specifics of the design, it would invalidate the test. I’ll just say that it’s intended to be completely… ‘wriggle proof’.” It clicked in Mary’s head, then, what she was being asked to do. “Oh, you need a white hat.” It was Katherine’s turn to look confused, just for a moment. “What?” “A white hat,” Mary finally felt as though she were on solid ground. This was her territory, if she squinted at it just right. “A good guy hacker. Someone who breaks into your system to test it for weaknesses.” Following along, the CEO nodded. “That’s correct. We don’t strictly need you to use the diapers, we need you to break out of them.” Mary frowned, thinking it over. “Still, why me?” Katherine already had her response prepared. “You’ve got a degree in engineering, a background in computers, and from what Ethan tells me, your day job doesn’t require much direct customer service.” Mary blushed herself as she understood his meaning. Leaning forward to put her elbows on the desk, she asked the most pressing question. “And the five grand? I get that if I can find a way out of your diaper cover thing?” “No. That’s the base fee for your time,” Kat explained, sliding over a contract for Mary to read. “If thirty days go by and you are unable to remove the cover, you’ll be cut a check for five thousand dollars. If you break out, your fee will be five times as much, regardless of how quickly you solve it. Theoretically, you could find an exploit in twenty minutes and get paid before you have your first accident.” Mary was floored. Twenty five thousand dollars… That was half the money she usually made in a year. Freelance IT work wasn’t the worst profession in the world; she could set her own hours, finish jobs as fast or as slow as she wanted, and it was fun, challenging work. However, it wasn’t the most lucrative, and jobs had been few and far between the past few months. With that sort of cash, she could take a vacation. “What’s the catch?” She asked. “Do I have to live in some sort of observation center? Am I only allowed to use my hands?” “No catch,” Katherine said. “You can use any method you can think of to escape. Physical attacks, software exploits, finding design flaws. I wouldn’t recommend using power tools, but that’s up to you. As long as you tell us how you got out - if and when you do - you get paid.” That was pretty tempting. Hell, it was incredibly tempting, though Mary still had one concern. “So… Do I have to, y’know… Use them?” Katherine nodded. “The use and process has to be authentic, otherwise you could miss a critical exploit in the cover’s function. Complete, random usage of the diapers is necessary to ensure the quality of the test.” “You think I could find a way out of the cover by peeing my pants?” Mary almost smirked at the idea, but since it would be her butt on the line, it didn’t seem quite as funny. “The diaper changing process is as vulnerable to attack as the actual cover,” Katherine explained, bending to reach the lower drawer of her desk. “We’ll have to go over how that will work, but first, we need to do one more thing right now to ensure your suitability as a candidate.” Mary craned her neck, trying to see what was being retrieved. “What’s that?” Katherine pulled out a large, absorbent square of fabric with small paw prints emblazoned on it. Standing up from her chair, she walked around and laid out the puppy pad on the floor. “You’ll need to pee your pants.” Even with everything else, that was enough to make Mary blink. “Huh?” “I said, you’ll need to pee your-” “Yeah, I heard that.” Mary shook her head, looking up at the taller woman. “Why?” “To make sure you’re willing to deal with the embarrassment,” Katherine’s tone was matter-of-fact. “Our diapers are the most absorbent on the market, but there’s no such thing as a perfectly leak-proof incontinence product. Given the circumstances of what you’ll be trying to do, leaks, smells, and exposure to bodily fluids are inevitable. We need to be sure that you are able to deal with these problems and that you won’t want out of your contract the first time you experience a public accident.” Mary sat back, stunned. “I didn’t bring another pair of pants.” “I’m aware,” Katherine said, nodding. “And, since you didn’t ask me to validate your parking, I’m assuming you took the bus to get here. I am not going to help you with those problems. Overcoming these sorts of challenges will be part of your job if you accept this offer.” She was right, though Mary was loathe to admit it. “Can this wait?” Kat shook her head. “You won’t get to decide when your diapers leak.” “I…” Mary frowned, trying to think about the ramifications. “How long do I have to decide?” Walking back to her desk, Katherine shrugged. “My next meeting is in fifteen minutes. Our break room is just down the hall. Go get something to drink, clear your head, and make up your mind before they get here.” “Th-thanks.” Mary’s head was spinning as she left the office, walking past rows of cubicles to get to the break room. The whole offer was surreal, and she’d never have considered it if the amount of money they were offering wasn’t so astoundingly high. Even with the hope of a massive paycheck, though, she didn’t know if she could go through with it. Katherine was right; just the idea of having an accident was off-putting, she couldn’t imagine doing her business in her pants for a whole month. “Coffee,” she muttered, stepping into the break room and making a bee line for their machine. It was one of the disposable pod machines, which wasn’t ideal, but coffee was coffee. Selecting from a row of pods, Mary took a breakfast blend that didn’t sound terrible and popped it into the machine, waiting for it to brew while she mulled it over. A familiar voice distracted her. “Mary?” She turned, surprised to see her fiance standing in the doorway. She smiled, relieved to see a friendly face. “Hey, babe.” Her fiance, Ethan, walked over to the fridge and got out a soda, popping the tab with a little fizzing noise. “What are you doing here? Not that I mind seeing you.” Mary paused, hedging her explanation. “Your boss, Katherine, asked me to come in to talk about a… project.” Can halfway to his mouth, Ethan froze, eyebrows raising as he stared at her. “A project?” “Try not to laugh,” Mary smirked, “But she wants me to wear-” “Son of a gun!” Ethan set down the open can with more force than Mary was used to him using. “Kat brought you in for Project Impound?” Mary raised an eyebrow. “I don’t know. Is ‘Project Impound’ an indestructible diaper cover?” “Gosh dangit,” he spat, conveying as much venom as was possible without using real swear words, pacing up and down the space. “I… sorry, I don’t mean to blow up like this, but she went totally over my head.” It was Mary’s turn to be surprised. “You didn’t recommend me for the position?” “Of course not. Kat floated the idea, but I told her I didn’t want you anywhere near this.” He sighed, frowning. “That’s just like her. If she didn’t sign my paycheck, I swear, I’d raise a fuss like you’d never seen.” Mary smiled, stepping closer to him. “It’s alright, I didn’t have much else going on today. How’s work been?” “Up until now, pretty good. Just going over some patents, and-” His face brightened and he reached for his phone. “Oh, the graphic designer got back to me with some STD options.” Mary blinked. “Why would I want an STD?” “Save the date,” Ethan explained, pulling up the Images app and swiping through a few pretty invitation designs. “There’s a couple options, so you can pick your favorite and we’ll get them printed up.” “The second one, I think, but I’ll look at them closer later,” Mary said, glancing at the images as he swiped through. “Can you email them to me?” “Yeah, of course.” Ethan leaned in, surprising Mary with a peck on the cheek as he put his phone away. “I’ve got to get back to the grind, but it was good to see you. Sorry Kat wasted your time.” “Well, maybe she didn’t,” Mary said, picking up her coffee as the machine beeped. “I haven’t decided if I’m going to take the job yet. You worked on the project, right?” Ethan paused and sighed, rubbing at his mouth. “Yeah. I ran the R&D, actually. You’re seriously okay with giving up your toilet training for a month for five grand?” “Twenty five grand,” Mary pointed out. “I’m nothing if not crafty, I’ll figure out a way out. Why didn’t you talk about the project? You tell me other funny stuff you do here.” “Confidentiality clause.” Ethan shook his head, picking up his soda. “And you’re not going to crack it. It’d just be a waste of your time to try.” She frowned. “What’s that supposed to mean?” Ethan shrugged. “It’s simple. If you take this job, you’re going to fail, plain and simple. You’re not good enough to get through my security.” “Is that a challenge?” Mary asked, stepping back. “Babe, I-” “Don’t ‘babe’ me,” Mary snapped. “I’m the best goddamned IT consultant in this city. Where do you get off acting like you’re better than me?” “I’m not better than you, just-” Ethan stopped, trying to find the right words. “Don’t take the job. I don’t want you to embarrass yourself.” “Yeah? We’ll see who’s embarrassed when a week from now I’m not wearing diapers anymore,” Mary said, frowning at the wording. “I mean- fuck it. You know what I’m saying.” “Mary.” Ethan stepped closer to her, his voice firm and as commanding as he had ever been. “I’m not asking. Don’t take this job.” Anger flashed at his attempt to be domineering, and Mary felt an angry retort rising. Just before she started yelling, chewing him out for trying to boss her around, she caught herself, set down the coffee, and walked towards the door. Ethan watched her go. “Babe? I’m sorry, that was shitty of me, I just don’t…” She didn’t listen, hands balling into fists as she stalked up the office floor, almost knocking over an intern who didn’t get out of her way in time. Throwing open the door to the office, she walked over to the laid-out puppy pad. Kat was surprised at her sudden, furious entrance. “Ms. Bambine? Did you make up your mind?” “You want to know if I can cut it, huh?” Mary snapped, planting her feet on the pad and shutting her eyes in determination. It was harder than she’d expected to overcome twenty eight years of potty training. Her body instinctively fought back as she gave it instructions to release her bladder, instinct and reflex fighting against her. Face flushed, she concentrated harder, willing her body to obey. Finally, the dam burst. Her plan had just been to dribble a little, make a wet spot, and then stop. It would hopefully be enough to satisfy Katherine, and she could dab her pants dry in the bathroom before she went home. Once the flood gates were open, though, they didn’t obey her signals to close. Warmth spread over her crotch and down her thighs, dripping down onto the pad that had been put out for her. She tried to squeeze and stop the flood, but her bladder wasn’t going to take no for an answer, and kept up the stream, draining all the way to empty. She didn’t want to look at the dark, yellow stain that was spreading down her legs. From how it felt, it had to be enormous and impossible to miss, but as long as she didn’t look, she could pretend it wasn’t that bad. Only once the drip of urine had stopped and she was soaked down to her socks did Katherine clear her throat. “Very good, Ms. Bambine.” Mary opened her eyes, looking uncertainly at the CEO who was staring back at her in clear amusement. “Did I get the contract, then?” Katherine nodded. “If you wouldn’t mind checking in with our front desk, they’ll get your contact info and send the contract to you right away. Try not to drip on the floor on your way out.” (I have a Patreon, where all my non-commission work is posted two weeks in advance. Chapters 2 and 3 of The Product Tester are already live! Also, given the quarantine, I'd just sincerely appreciate any support so I can keep writing and keep a roof over my head. )

So here it goes again! The absolute love of my life has had this fetish since he himself was in diapers. I'm completely new to the scene and I need help with tips, advice, anything helps! We as a couple have just opened discussion into exploring this together. He's bought his preferred type and we've been through 3 nights of him being super comfy! I'm happy for him, now that he's comfortable with himself he's so much happier. But my dumb ass normie brain keeps getting her feeling hurt! How can I try learning about the desire for this when the community is so obscure!? I need a guru. I need links. I need friends who are going through this or wish to help me understand how my love feels and how to better make him comfortable. Also ya girl is a XXL and needs a site for cute sizable diapers to try this thing out!! Wish me luck, even if I get no responses airing this has kinda been therapeutic in a sense. Anyways, peace and love. Thank you for the time.

Masturbating to some people is a very touchy subject (pun intended). How many times have you heard the old story of a man jerking off and getting caught by his wife ? The wife instead of understanding why he is masturbating goes on the offensive and chastises her boyfriend or husband. Now turn it around. A man walks in on his wife masturbating and instead of getting upset, offers to help or join in. Why is this ? I was married to a good man for twenty two years, may he rest in peace !! He did not like diapers, but every other aspect about sex he was ready to go at the bat of an eyelash ! I walked in on him many times in the shower while he was in the process of masturbating. It did not mean he was unsatisfied with me or our sex life. Many men masturbate as a form of stress relief. I never once let him down. I would climb right in the shower with him and lend a loving hand or mouth if he so wished. My husband caught me numerous times masturbating and he would join in or perform cunnilingus on me to help me achieve an orgasm. There is nothing wrong with helping your partner !!! I am now married to a sissy diaper lover. We dated close to three years. In those three years I have caught her masturbating in a wet poopy diaper. I joined her on the very first time, no questions asked and slipped on my strapon dildo and proceeded to sodomize her poopy butthole and milk her prostate to a shuddering orgasm. I didn't yell or scream or ask why she was masturbating. I know as her partner I am there to make her happy and satisfy her every need. She in return has caught me masturbating in a poopy diaper and without hesitation inserted her penis into my poopy rectum and made me achieve orgasms that I have never experienced before. A mutual poogasm is something many people will never understand, but those that have crossed that threshold will agree that it is special. The fake idea that marriage fulfills all sexual needs has to come to an end sometime. Masturbate alone. Masturbate with your partner. Masturbate for your partner. Talk about masturbating. Make it part of your sexual play. Add masturbation to your dirty talk and sexual play. Never, ever chastise your partner for masturbating. There may be a time when you are not in the mood or your partner is not in the mood (very unlikely for us) so go rub one off in your diaper, use your toys and just go for it. MASTURBATING is not a sin !!!

Introduction to Nursing 1: The Beginning Ester and Samuel were getting on into their mid-50’s being happily married for about thirty years now, when things started to get a bit boring with their sexual life. Even while they were very near or at retirement, after doing very well with their respective career choices, and having no money worries, things with their private life were becoming stale, it seemed. Gone were the days when they were able to please each other with hot steamy sex on a regular basis, these days Ester was thinking more and more about the lost chances she had to have had children to nurture as they long ago decided with Sam’s inability to father a child, that they would forgo that experience. She had many friends that had family which were always visiting, and she now knew how much they had given up by not raising a family. While Sam still tried on occasion to make Ester happy in bed, with the resources he still had, his loss of even the ability to achieve a strong male presence over the last years, made him feel even more inadequate than he did in his younger years, with his very small size male appendage that at this point still did at least show up. Sam was always enticed by Esters large breast and spent most of their romantic time lately fondling and nursing on them, which seemed to make Ester somewhat excited. Sam also tried on numerous occasions to also play with and stimulate orally Esters love cannel, but either his lack of understanding, or his wife’s unacceptance of his efforts there, limited her pleasure from that. These days though, his only pleasure came from self-stimulation after visiting the sites he frequented on the internet, where small endowed men were babied and humiliated by either their wife’s, or by professional ladies that would provide whatever stimulation online someone paid for, no matter how strange it seemed to some. Sam just felt that for some reason, being treated as such was a major turn on for him, and seemed to be about the only thing that would get him excited these days. Of course, he was not willing at this time to share this very private fantasy with Ester so he went to extreme measures to keep this part of his life hidden from her. As the years went on and their frustrations with their sex lives continued to worsen, Ester happened to read about a couple’s therapy specialist that focused on older married couples suffering from empty nests, and loss of gratification in their marriage. This seemed like something that fit exactly what they were experiencing and Ester mentioned it to Sam one day after thinking about it for a few days. Ester mentioned that she really wanted them to give this a try, as they needed to do something to wake up their sexual feelings again as they were not that old yet! After a few days of pushing this issue to Sam, he finally agreed to give it a try. 2: The Marriage Counselor After making an appointment for a couple weeks into the future, the day finally arrived and Ester and Samuel drove the couple hours into a neighboring city to find the office of this councilor. Sam was impressed as they entered this large complex and found the office they were looking for, a Dr. Melisa Ray, who was a middle-aged well-spoken lady with a spacious but friendly office that they were brought into. After all were settled and introductions were finished, Dr Ray pressed the issue of why they came in for the visit. Ester responded that they have lost the sexual closeness that they once had for each other and wanted to see if anything could be done to get it back. Dr Ray pressed on to ask if they have been open and honest with each other about what most excited each of them, and was met with silence. Ester finally spoke up again, adding that since Samuel started dealing with ED, it became harder for her to get aroused in her lady parts as with his penetration, as little as it was, was always enough to excite her, and after the loss of his penial erections, his efforts at oral stimulation of her vagina or even more so her clitoris was never the same. She also mentioned his fixation on her breasts were of some stimulation to her, but did not make up for the intercourse that they had experienced in earlier days. She added that Sam seemed to becoming more and more drawn to her breast, and that she did enjoy his attention, but something was still lacking as that was not quite enough to get her over the top to the feelings she once had. Dr Ray than asked her if she had expressed these feelings and concerns with Sam, and she said that when she tried to talk about this with Sam, he seemed so embarrassed by his now lack of performance, that it never got very far and he always changed the subject it seemed. With that the Dr spoke directly to Sam, addressing the topic his wife brough up. Dr. Ray told Sam that his ED issues, and small penis size were a problem other’s have had and there are things that have been tried and accomplished with others that may be helpful here as well but the first step is to acknowledge the issue, and talk about it. With that the Dr again asked Sam if this is the reason that he was reluctant to talk to his wife about their sex life, and he finally softly said YES. The family councilor sighed and said that this was a very important first step toward helping any couple come to terms with each other’s needs, and that they were making some good headway. Focusing again on what Ester had mentioned earlier, she asked about her feelings when Sam would fondle and suckle her breast, if those were the most exciting, she has been experiencing. Ester was a bit flushed when she answered, but did indeed say that this was quite stimulating to her, and seemed to excite Sam as well. Dr Ray than approached Sam and asked him to share with them what it is that excites him these days, as both Ester and her did not believe that as a male, there was nothing that he was doing to get aroused, even as he and his wife were not hitting that mark these days. Sam did not want to divulge his secrete but after a bit more badgering, he finally mentioned that he did find some porn sites exciting enough to allow for some self-gratification on occasion, even without his member coming to an erection. Dr Ray pressed this to the point that Samuel finally admitted to becoming excited from being humiliated about his small penis size and thinking about being treated as a baby again. This did not come as a complete surprise to Ester or to Dr Ray, as it helped to explain some of his high level of interest in his wife’s breast, and want to fondle and nurse from his wife whenever he could these days. At this point, Dr Ray mentioned that they had covered a lot of area for the day, and that they should continue this discussion in a month or so. She also added that she would prescribe some medication for Ester, that would stimulate her nipples and possibly enhance their feelings when cuddling and possibly lead to a higher level of excitement, at least for Ester. She also suggested more regular suckling, at least on a daily basis to see if this would promote more intense feelings for each other. Finally, she mentioned that, with all the things talked about today, there was an intense week-long program that they might benefit from that they could consider if all went well after the next visit, a program called “Introduction to Nursing” which dealt with not only treating someone as a baby, but also a crash course in nursing, and possible start of lactation, something that has been very successful in creating renewed intimacy in older couples when other things have failed. 3: The New Beginnings To say the drive home from this meeting was anything but boring, was an understatement. Ester was demanding to know from Sam how long he has been going on these porn sites, and why he couldn’t tell her about his fantasy’s. Ester also insisted that he stop doing this, or she would see to it that he couldn’t play with his little guy any longer, as she knew there were appliances that could be used to stop this. She also asked if he was willing to allow her to start to baby him as this secret was now out in the open and she wanted nothing more than to help him herself, not him go to some site and some unknown person to tell his fantasy’s to. This was her most disappointing finding from their session, that he was going behind her back doing this! Sam was very embarrassed about what he did, and just listened to what his wife told him. By the time they were home again, he did agree to allow his wife to start to baby him, especially if this could lead to him being able to nurse from her on a regular basis as their counselor had suggested. He also agreed to never go on the porn sites again, and not to masturbate again by himself, something his wife said that she would only allow with her participation if that is what it takes to get him aroused again. She added that he would be getting this pleasure only after she was able to, so he better start to pay attention to what stimulated her as well. The afternoon, after arriving home, Ester called in her prescription, and stopped latter at a local pharmacy to collect it as well as a few baby items for her husband. These included several versions of adult diapers, as well as a larger toddler size pacifier. That evening she took the first pill (latter to find this drug helped induce lactation) in hopes that her nipples could become much more sensitive, to the point her husband nursing from her could help her orgasm. At bed time, as they were snuggling, she told Sam that tomorrow, she would start to introduce some of the changes that they spoke about, after which they both fell into sleep, dreaming of things to come. After a great night of sleep, the couple woke up refreshed and ready to take on a new day. As Sam had a strong urge to need the potty, he headed for the bathroom first and was well into his morning routine when Ester walked into the bathroom, naked as she was ready to do her morning things and have a shower as well. As Ester was sitting on the pot, Sam was just coming out of the shower when she reminded him that he was not to touch himself with the intent to bring relief any longer, that instead he can feel free to fondle her breast instead should the mood strike him. He was a bit surprised that she was so forward with this suggestion, but she followed with after all, that is what Dr Ray suggested we start doing, am I not correct? In fact, come to me now and gently kiss both of my nipples as your sign of agreement which he eagerly did! After their morning showers, and getting dressed, they settled into their day, starting with a nice breakfast that Sam prepared for his wife and a bit more talk about the subject of their intentions to improve their relationship. Ester was happy to see that after she mentioned his desires to become more baby like, he was quite docile in his actions, especially after she started to actually call him baby. As the day went on, she prompted him to come up behind her, and fondle her breast on a regular basis, as she started to suggest that soon he will be able to suckle on her ample breast on a regular basis. This had the effect of both enticing him and exciting her, keeping her panties damp most of the day. She was quite impressed with his change in attitude toward her after their counseling session and just a day of openly talking about their desires. That evening was another milestone as prior to bed, Ester suggested that Sam try on one of the diaper choices she picked up, and picked out a very pretty pullup said to be for “Women’s heavy bladder leaks” With this in place, they settled into bed where she allowed him to fondle her now exposed breasts (her choice of nightwear was a very thin, low cut gown) and eventually suckle on each nipple for a while as they succumbed to the night and sleep. The following morning, Sam again woke to a pressing need to use the potty. As he was struggling to get up and out of bed, Ester was awoken, and she persuaded Sam to snuggle for just a bit before getting up. He ended up fondling her and eventually nursing from her breasts for a period of time, until she was also ready to get up and head to the bathroom. Of course, during this period, Sam was really struggling to hold back his need to go potty, and when they finally got up to go into the bathroom, Ester went first indicating to Sam that he had a diaper on so he could wait for her to finish. Unfortunately, as he stood beside her and heard her relieve herself into the potty, he could hold on no longer and started to wet his pullup which his wife noticed as well. She simply said, I guess you are really getting into the baby role, I am OK with that if it makes you happy! Not exactly what he wanted to hear but he did find it to be a bit if a rush, his first time wetting a diaper since his childhood, but really wanted to rub his sex as the urge was overwhelming at this point. His wife sensed the same and warned him again not to touch himself in that way, as she reiterated what her rules were for him. So, an interesting start to the day, and possibly a new way of life! The following days the routine changed a bit from what they had started, but remained focused on the same things. Sam’s growing interest and attention to his wife’s bobbies, and her constant focus on making her breasts the center of his attention. She was finding that these efforts were in fact keeping her aroused, but she was not yet getting to the point of where she wanted to go, even after a long evening of Sam’s attention to her breast, especially her nipples which did seem to be coming more sensitive after taking her meds for the last week. Another change, Sam was being diapered in an overnight diaper for the night, as with their early morning activity now a norm as well, he would often wet heavily before they got out of bed to use the bathroom. Also, Ester had Sam wearing the pullups during the day, just in case. During the second week after their counseling visit, Ester told Sam that they were going into town to do some shopping. She told Sam that she decided to buy some nursing bras, which Sam would help her pick out. The reason, she was thinking that he may start to suckle on her during the day as well if he was a good boy? They went to a good size ladies specialty shop, and found a large selection of bras to choose from, for nursing mothers. The SA came to help them, and asked about her older age, and being a mother again, after which Ester responded that actually these were for her husband, who was along to help her choose. The SA smiled broadly and responded that she understood and they left with 4 choices, all a bit different, but all very sexy. Unfortunately for Sam, the exuberance of this experience was a bit too much for him and by the time they had picked out the 2nd bra, he was dribbling into his pullup, not all of it peepee. When they headed for their car, Ester sensed something happened and questioned Sam about it, as he knew he had to answer honestly, told his wife what he had done. She responded, that’s ok honey, pulling out his yet unused pacifier from her bag, she put it into his mouth and told him to start sucking on this till they got home. When they did arrive home, she checked his pullup and told him it was just a bit damp, he could still wear it, proceeded to change into one of the new nursing bras, and started a new tradition by allowing her husband to nurse on her in the middle of the day! As the days turned into weeks from the start of this journey, Ester started to notice some clear changes in her heavy breasts, especially around the nipple area. Her nipples were becoming more prominent, often erect, and her bras were all becoming tighter. She also noticed more sensitivity especially at her nipples, and this resulted in her wanting more attention from her husband. She was getting suckled, not only prior to sleep, but when waking up, and several times during the day. She was very happy with this outcome, to the point of mentioning to Sam that she was seriously considering singing them up for the “introduction to Nursing” session they heard about at their next counseling session, already only a week away. In the meantime, she had one other thought on her mind, she had started to think about some sort of mechanical stimulus for her lower girl parts, something that would allow her to see or fall from the top of the cliff and start to reach orgasms again. She mentioned this to Sam and asked his advice, of which he was only too happy to offer as he then may be able to achieve something similar as the rules stated, that only after his wife was satisfied, could he be with some stimulation. They searched several online sites, but in the end went into town and found a sex shop that offered many things to choose from. The trip into the store was somewhat memorable to Sam as well, as with the help of a young lady in the store, his wife picked out several items to substitute for his inadequacies, which were spelled out clearly. Unfortunately, again, when they were looking at something that could be used in the back side, Sam lost his control, and again dribbled into his pullup which was noticed by his wife, and pointed out to the shop assistant as well. The ride home once again resulted in his use of his pacifier, and thoughts about what might be happening with the new toys they now had. That night, as he was dressed for bed in his overnight diaper, his wife brought out the new vibrator they had picked out for her use. She purposely left off her panties, expecting to experiment with the new toy while her hubby was addressing her sensitive nipples. As this progressed, and he was intent on nursing from her with a new found intensity, she reached over to her bed stand and grabbed the new vibrator. She said, Samuel, I will teach you how to touch me with this, as it is a replacement for what you have lost. She took one of his hands from her breast, the usual spot while he was suckling, and moved it with her hand holding the toy to her pleasure spots below. She moved the toy into his hand and guided it to all the right places, after several trips, achieving what she had been missing for years now. How glorious was this moment, something that she was able to hold for longer than she could remember? As she came down from her arousal, she pushed Sam off of her breast and said he should slide lower to offer his oral efforts again, not to pleasure her, but to clean up after that memorable event. Sam did as he was told, and soon they were both sleeping. The days continued with these new findings, and soon they were faced with the second family counseling visit the following day. Ester told Sam that she had decided to enroll in the first available time slot for the mentioned Introduction to Nursing class, as she was very happy with the feelings she was getting from Sam’s constant attention to her breast, and wanted to see how far they could take this. 4: Second visit to Counseling When they arrived and met with Dr Ray, they covered all the progress that had been made since the last visit, and the Dr was very impressed when told that Ester had finally reached orgasm again on several occasions. They talked about the combination of the very sensitive nipples she now had, how they were nearly always erect, and how the combination of her husband’s attention to her breast and the introduction of the toy play on her girl parts got her to the point she had longed for. She than mentioned that they had decided to do the course she mentioned at the last visit to try to enhance these feeling even more. She did also mention the her treating her husband more as a baby, having him wear diapers and pullups, and heaping on humiliation has also helped him achieve some release as well, although that has not been their primary concern at this stage. Dr Ray was very happy to hear all this news and went on to say that this course, was all about pushing those baby experiences to the max, and attempting to induce lactation so that there could be a mother child bond develop between the couple. At this news, Ester became ecstatic and said that was really her greatest hope as she believed she had lost that opportunity, not having any children. Dr Ray than explained that the next available course was in about two weeks, just enough time to change her meds to create something mothers about to give birth would have in their hormone balance, again to help to induce lactation, but only a part of the process. The Dr explained that when they return for the class, they had to arrive at the clinic, part of this same campus, by 9AM on that Monday, and would not leave till the following Sunday evening. All their needs would be provided for during their stay, but to bring along diapers and a nursing bra with pads hopefully needed for the return home. Finally, the Dr advised Ester to really push suckling activity with her husband in the days leading up to this course, as that was really important to build up the stamina needed for the course to be successful! As they left for home, Ester handed Samuel his paci and told him it had better stay in his mouth for the next weeks, unless his mouth was on her breast. The ride home was quiet as a result with Ester thinking that this is what she always dreamed of and Sam wondering what he has gotten himself into. The next days were not unlike the days preceding the last Dr visit, with a few changes as a result of planning for the course. Sam was constantly sucking on his paci heeding the warning from his wife, and was also starting to use his pullups and diapers a bit more for intended use also at his wife’s urging. Ester was starting to notice different things happening in her breast, as the new meds certainly were plumping up things a bit more, not to mention the itching feeling she was starting to feel. This was only soothed by the suckling of her dedicated husband, as he was always there when the need arose, something she was extremely happy for. For Sam’s part, Ester promised that if he was a good boy, followed his directions in the coming weeks, he could look forward to some exciting rewards as his wife would start to use their toys on him for his benefit on a regular basis. It was soon time to return to the clinic for the week of intensive training, and all were starting to look forward to it, not having a clue of what was in store for them at that point, only the promise of the outcome and great pleasure for both as a result. 5: The Week-long Training Course The day of the course start did arrive, and the anxious couple arrived on time as anticipated. They were taken to a different part of the medical complex, something in the far reaches of the building, away from most of the day-to-day traffic. They found upon checking in, that they were taken into a nice common area, and were introduced to Sara, who said she was a lactation nurse, and would be the main person this couple would be dealing with over the next week. She explained the nature of the course they signed up for, which would be an intense program to instill baby desires into Samuel in his case, and a serious effort to physically induce lactation for Ester, involving both Sam and some mechanical means IE a special breast pumping device. This was somewhat of a surprise to both the couple but they had agreed to the course, and now was a bit late to back out. Sara also said that today was going to be a training day, followed by 6 days of very strenuous workout of Esters breast and nipples, expecting to end with a successful lactation effort! Sam would be a big part of that, especially over the night they were told, but also, he would be regressed into a total state of baby being over this same time, so that after the lactation was accomplished, he would also be dependent on his wife for his needs. At that point, they were taken to what would be their room for the next week or so, and upon entering found a nursery setting less the crib. All other things were present including a change table, shelves stocked with diapers and change supplies, a rocking chair, baby bottles and warming devices, and an array of various clothes some for a baby, and some for a mother it seemed. They were both told to get undressed, which they did, and several other young nurses arrived to tend to each of them. Ester was dressed into a strange looking nursing bra, with very heavy bands, but strange covers for her breast, the function of which she would discover latter. She was also given some pull ups, not unlike what she had gotten for Sam several weeks back. Finally, she was given a nursing gown, and a house coat, to cover her when not nursing. She was taken to the rocking chair area and introduced to her mechanical breast pump device. She was told that to establish a 4 hr nursing cycle, she would be pumped every 4 hrs for 30 minutes when not nursing her baby. In between that time, she would be looking after her baby’s other needs like diapers, baths, and spoon feeding. At this point, the cups of her nursing bra were opened, and the pumping cups were attached to her breast. The pump was started on what was a slow methodical speed, but she was advised that as the 30 minutes went by, the speed and suction would change to stimulate and condition her breast and nipples to the needs of a breast-feeding mother. Sam was taken to the change table, where he was cleaned and thick disposable diapers were put onto him by the nurses this first time, after which, his wife would have that duty. He was dressed into a sleeper which covered his hands and feet and zipped up the back. He was then told to crawl over to where his wife was sitting with the breast pump working, and get onto her lap for his first bottle feed. He did as he was told, and one of the nurses brought a large baby bottle with a regular size nipple over to his wife. He was told this was to condition him as well as he needed to learn a good suckling process to be able to stimulate his wife, as well as condition his jaw muscle to accomplish this for the long time needed. It was a struggle at first to get the liquid through the nipple but he soon found a process to accomplish that and was finished with his bottle about the time his wife was getting to the last of her first session, none too soon for her either as her nipples were starting to become painful from the more powerful pumping in the last 10 minutes. Their day continued with a tour of the rest of the room. There were toys in the corner in a playpen when Sam could be put if he needed to be, as well as a corner table with large high chair where he would be soon fed his solid meals, the next thing on the agenda. He was not happy with the food he was given as it was very bland but also being a high fiber, but his wife managed to get him fed while she was eating her meal, which seemed more appetizing. Soon after, it was time for the next pumping session, and both were taken back to the rocking chair area, with him on her lap for his bottle feed, and her again attached to the pumping domes of the breast pump. He finished his first bottle quicker this time and was given another with juice following, as his wife was again starting to struggle with the last minutes of her pumping. She told him he had better appreciate all she is doing for him as this is more than she anticipated and was not very comfortable. The afternoon followed with more of the same, but for an additional briefing about what was to happen that night and for the next 5. The couple was advised that when they were put down for the night in the bed in the corner, that Sam would be diapered in thick cloth with waterproof panties over, and on top of that a unique sleep suite, something that encased him in waterproof material, and had a head harness attached that could be affixed to his wife’s nursing bra. They were also told that Sam would have a mouth piece put in place that would keep his teeth apart some, not allowing him to bite her nipples. In addition to that, his wife would be set up with an electronic monitor that had probes at her nipples, and another over her clitty, simply as it was her most sensitive spot, which served two purposes. The sensors near her nipples could sense suckling, or lack of it due to a loss of moisture, and suction. The probe over her clitty would be able to deliver an electric stimulation, which could be scaled up in intensity, certain to gain her undivided attention. The device was set up so that whichever breast Sam was suckling on could be monitored, and after 10 minutes of no suckling attention, Ester would be given a mild attention getter, telling her to encourage Sam to start sucking again, gaining in intensity if he didn’t respond shortly. This was certainly a lot to think about as the couple approached the last of the pumping sessions, after which dinner was served, spoon fed again to Sam while Ester ate herself between feeding Sam. What Sam didn’t know was that he was given a laxative in his food and a diuretic in his drink assuring his night would be wet and messy. Ester was worried that with her nipples already sore from the pumping sessions, she would be in terrible shape by the end of the night. As the time came for them to be in bed, the lactation nurse Sally asked Ester how her nipples were adapting and if she would like some numbing lotion for them prior to the night. She told her that they were in fact already very sore and did request that the numbing lotion be applied which it was. When dressed in her night gown, she was allowed to use the bathroom for one last time and placed onto her side in their bed. She was also told to use a bladder leak pull-up just in case as she could not get up till morning. Sam of course, had been thickly diapered in cloth this time by his wife earlier, and was placed also on his side beside his bride, with his covered hands around Esters back, and attached together with rings at his wrists, such that he could not pull them away. He was then moved onto her breast, his lips opened, and his head gear firmly attached to the clips on his wife’s nursing bra, assuring he could not pull back and started to suckle. Meanwhile, Esters hands were moved behind Sam’s neck, and some straps were put around her wrists and attached by a cord to the back of Sam’s head gear. The length of the cord was long enough so that Ester could reach Sam’s check to poke it and remind him to suckle, much like a mother would with her child if it got sleepy and stopped sucking. Unfortunately, Ester could not reach the attachments to her nursing bra to release Sam so they were kept in this position, until attended to by one of the nurses. As they were left to their situation with a sleep tight, enjoy the night greeting, Ester started to realize what she would be faced with as she felt fine now with the numbing cream doing its job but understood that at some point it would wear off and 4 hrs or so of constant suckling could get very uncomfortable. Sam was worried his jaw could not hold up, but for now, he was quite comfortable. As the nite progressed, Ester had fallen asleep understanding that the first part of the night may be her best chance as she was most comfortable. Unfortunately, this did not last long as after only a couple of hours, she awoke to an uncomfortable pinching feeling at her clitty, that was quickly getting worse. She soon understood that Sam had fallen asleep, and stopped suckling so she started to nudge his cheek trying to get him to start suckling again. As soon as he responded, she wished that he had not as her nipple was getting sore already, as the numbing cream had worn off. In any event, she would rather put up with that than the burning sensation she had felt at her Clitoris, which thank heavens ceased as soon as Sam started to suckle again. She spoke to Sam as he was sucking again, about how important it was for him to continue but please be as gentle as he could as she was getting sore already. As the next hours went by, she was getting more and more sore, but had to keep nudging Sam on his cheek to keep him busy with her breast. Finally, the middle of the night arrived, and a nurse entered to help them position for the next breast. As Sam was unlatched from his wife’s left breast, he started to whimper that he had wet himself and his jaw was starting to hurt. The nurse told him that his wife was changing him from now on, but not until the morning so he may as well get used to staying in a wet diaper for a while. As they were repositioned and more of the numbing cream was added to Esters right nipple in prep for Sam’s attention, she told him that he was doing a good job but had to stay awake to complete the task for the second part of the night. As he was being resecured to the nursing bra, Ester was consoling him, saying that he could sleep some in the morning after his change when this session was over. Soon they were again sorted out with Sam suckling on his wife’s new breast, and with the numbing cream she soon fell asleep. Again, she was disturbed after a short time, but on this occasion, it was because Sam was becoming restless and trying to move around. She attempted to console him again with her voice, but soon found that he became ridged for a moment, followed by an audible sound of gas and gurgling as he proceeded to fill his diapers with a load of fresh poop. Oh, she said, I understand now why you were so restless a while ago. I am sorry that you had to do this with about 3 hrs to go tonight, but I guess it was inevitable, not knowing that the meal additive had helped things along. I hope you can settle down now, but expect your jaw is starting to hurt as well, but just remember, my nipples are not used to this yet so we will both have to suffer for a while I expect. Please keep sucking though dear, as I don’t what that thing to go off on my clitty again. Sam had little choice but to keep up the task at hand, but as the hours went on, his jaw was really starting to bother him and he was slowing down a lot, something that his wife appreciated as well. Finally, the last hour of the first night was at hand. Ester was constantly being shocked when Sam’s sucking fell off too much, and she was busy prompting him to keep sucking by caressing his cheek, even while her poor nipple was crying out. As the hour ended and Sally walked into to attend to the couple in the morning, she was very cheery, something the couple were not. As she disengaged the couple, she asked Ester if she needed to use the bathroom, which she quickly went off to do. She was advised that she had to deal with her hubby prior to doing a bath, so she soon returned to manage that task. Poor Sam was in sad shape, with his diapers completely loaded and soaked from multiple wettings over the night. Sally removed his head gear and waterproof sleep suit, but kept the rubber panties in place for his wife to attend to. When his wife returned, he was already on the change table, wining that his jaw was sore and he felt so gross as a result of his nasty diaper. His wife soon had his rubber pants off, and the odor was overwhelming, but she pushed on to remove his soiled diaper and clean him up. Sally soon returned with a pan of warm water, and cloths so that his wife could wash him as best as she could on the change table. In addition, she was given some shave cream and razor to use not only on his face, but around his privates to help keep him cleaner. After his wife accomplished this, he was rediapered with a heavy disposable for the day use, and brought to his play pen, given a large morning bottle of what looked like milk and left to his own. He struggled with the nipple, as his jaw was really tired, but knew he would be very hungry without something so finished and fell asleep in his play pen. After all this, Ester was allowed her time in the bath and was happy to clean up, although she found her breasts to be very tender and her nipples quite sore and somewhat extended. She dressed as she did the previous day, and also was able to take a short nap after a glass of juice, prior to being woken up for her first breast pumping session. Sam was also woken up and brought to her, as he needed to have another bottle followed by again being fed his breakfast meal. By the time the 30-minute session had ended, Sam was fed and finished his bottle, and his wife was really bothered with sore nipples again. She asked for and was given some more numbing cream for her nipples, prior to having her bra closed again. She was also told by Sally that this cream would only be available for the first 3 days, so should start to get used to doing without! She was also told that as lactation started, she would be very happy to have her breasts emptied, and would soon forget about the sore nipples. The day continued with Sam being changed several times by his wife, and catching a few naps when returned to his play pen. Ester was trying to catch a few winks as well, but after dealing with Sam, and the 4hr pumping session cycles she had to look forward to, it was hard for her. 6: The Following Nights The evening meal was nice and filling, with Sam’s being a high fiber diet, and with added ingredients in the evening meal insuring he would be regular as well. The second night started just as the first had, but with Ester already suffering from very sore nipples, it was a bit more stressful for her from the start. She was constantly talking to Sam about being gentle with her nipples, but keeping up a nice pace so the probe near her bottom would not go off. Unfortunately, due to lack of sleep the first day, Sam was dosing off on regular basis so Ester was jolted on several occasions. The first half of the night finally ended. Esters nipple had been screaming at her for the last hour at least so she was really glad that they were moving to the other breast. After getting organized again, they settled into another round of constant suckling, she hoped. She was getting quite tired as the night went on, and was awaken multiple times due to Sam’s lack of attention. It seemed like only an hour into this second half that she heard Sam relieve himself again, after which he seemed more settled than the prior night after that event. What she didn’t expect was that her bladder was feeling full as well, and she hoped she could make the morning without having to test out her bladder leakage pull ups she wore. It was not long after that after dosing off herself, that she was startled when Sam fell asleep and she was jolted awake, this time causing her to wet herself as well. When she got Sam working again, she told him that now there were two wet ones in bed tonight, not that Sam cared much about that as he was quite messy as well. And so, the 2nd night ended with two wet people glad to be unattached so that they could be up and taken care of, not to mention a wife with very sore and very swollen nipples from all this attention they were getting. She hoped that this would be all worth it in the end. The 3rd day was not much different from the previous, although Sam seemed to becoming more accepting of this baby situation, and was having more wet diapers with all the liquids he was taking. His bottles were becoming easier to finish, and as such he was given more of them. His meals continued to be of the high fiber variety, and he was always happy to be fed by his wife. She was seeing a few changes as well as her breasts were certainly becoming heaver and seemed to be more sensitive especially around the nipples. She hoped that this was a sign of soon to be lactation, which her lactation nurse Sally assured her was the case. Her sessions of breast pumping were also changing, even though she was not aware of that. The cycles had been changed so as the session went on, the pumping became stronger which she barely noticed as her nipples were sore constantly. What was happening though was that her nipples were growing, and growing more durable, something that she would need to continue to nurse her husband after this class was over. That night seemed to go better than the previous, as all knew what to expect. This was the last night that Ester could expect the early relief of the nipple cream, so she took advantage of that and did get a fair amount of sleep as each session started. Sam had also been able to catch several good naps during the day so was better able to stay awake, at least for the first part of the night. While he was almost constantly wet now, he was also becoming accustomed to the feeling of that, although the cloth diapers used overnight were a bit more to deal with. As they neared the midpoint of the night, Sam did need to be awaken, as he had dosed off and his wife was soon alerted. This too was starting to feel a bit different as it was no longer an unexpected pain, but was starting to become a little exciting. On this night, Sam messed himself just as he was woken up by his wife prior to the changeover, so had to endure the entire second half of the night in a messy diaper. After the changeover, things settled down for the first hour, but shortly after that Sam started to dose off and Ester was constantly becoming stimulated to get Sam back to work. As this went on, Ester was starting to somewhat enjoy the attention given her sensitive spot, and even as she did use the potty prior to bedtime to keep her pullup dry, she was starting to get it wet from another source. As the night went on, the pull-up became wetter even though this stimulation never was able to get her to an orgasm, she was certainly wet from all the attention she was getting there, taking her mind away from her sore nipples. And so that night came to an end as well, with the 4th day to follow with much of the same. While not much changed on that 4th day, some things were changing in the background. Sara was insisting that Ester drink more liquid, as she was sure that soon she would start to lactate as all the signs were there. This was also the case for little Samuel, as he was very eager now for his bottles, and they were also coming on a more regular basis, at least a couple of bottles every 3to 4 hours during the day. He was also getting more short naps in as well, along with more frequent changes from his wife in-between. The more interesting change this day, was that with Esters last pumping session, she was starting to express small amounts of clear liquids, something that Sara picked up on right away but did not tell Ester of. The night of that 4th day was not that unusual, although Ester had mentioned to Sara that the wake-up alerts being sent to her clitoris probe were starting to excite her, to the point that she was getting her girl parts quite wet from this excitement. Sara was interested to hear this, and mentioned that she would mention it to Dr Ray to see if she had any suggestions. After they were prepared for bed, they were told to have a great night and left to themselves to manage the night again. Ester was a bit concerned to be starting without the cream on her tender nipples, but Sam was becoming quite adept at the art of nursing without causing undue pressure to those sensitive orbs. The other thing that Ester was noticing was that Sam’s suckling was actually starting to feel good, at least until her nipples started to throb from the constant action. The first part of the night she got very little sleep with these new developments, and soon they were switched for the 2nd half of the night long session. Ester was not sure if Sam had messed his diaper already, but he seemed very content just sucking along as his mouth was getting much more durable, and he was really learning a good technique. The problem yet, was that during this latter session, he was constantly drifting off to sleep, creating the clitty shocks that the monitor was there to provide, but were starting to feel more than painful, somewhat stimulating to Ester. Maybe it was the combination of the nursing sensation that was building combined with the stimulation being applied to her clitoris but by the third time that she was shocked, she was on the verge of orgasm. As the night moved into the 6th hour, Ester could hold back no longer and when shocked again, had a powerful orgasm, to the point that her spasms stirred Sam awake again to continue his nursing assignment which he thought were starting to reward him with small amounts of liquids? When Sam was back to his task, Ester whispered into his ear that she was brought to orgasm with that last shock, and was not sure how that happened but was surprised that it did as she didn’t believe she could respond that way to a pain stimulation. Sam put two and two together and came up with her level of excitement was producing the discharge from her nipples as well? With this concern on her mind, the additional nursing was continuing to keep her excitement level high enough that she was literally dripping into her absorbent underwear as well as just enough discharge to keep Sams mouth moister. Just as they were getting into the last hour, Sam drifted off to sleep again, and Ester was treated to another clitoris stimulation leading to a second powerful orgasm, much to her concern. As the night shift ended, they were greeted by a smiling Sara again, who helped them get unattached, mentioning that she did speak to Dr Ray last night and was advised that if this is starting to excite Ester, they should do some things to try to build on that. What was suggested next came as another surprise, as Ester was told that she would be left with Sam for a while longer this morning, after his sleep suit was removed, but prior to him being changed, so that he could practice some oral cleanup on Esters girl parts. This was for several reasons, the first to add a bit of humiliation to Sam’s morning and the second to see if this additional stimulation was now more agreeable to Ester. As the nurses left the couples room, Ester found that indeed this new practice was something that she found extremely enjoyable, and Sam’s response was also quite enjoyable as he was able to rub the crotch of his fouled but still protected diaper on Esters foot generating a pent-up response from his little peepee as he pleased her. The 5th day started not unlike the others, but with the added twist that the couple was finding new ways to excite each other. To say that Sam’s diaper was a disaster after all the extra pressure applied in the crotch area was an understatement, and extra time was needed to get him cleaned up. His wife was happy to deal with that knowing that it was a result of their new found exercise. She too was happy this morning after having several powerful orgasms, something that she had been missing for some time now on a regular basis. They were cleaned up, and into the morning when Sara got all the details of the prior night and morning, and was able to report this up to Dr Ray. When the first pumping session was ready to start, Sara advised Ester that she thought lactation was about to start, and todays sessions would tell that story. Ester was very excited to learn this, and was hopeful that was the case. By the third or dinner pumping session, Sara told the couple that indeed some discharge was apparent. She said that by the end of this last session, the pumping device had collected about 1.5 oz from each breast, and the discharge was starting to become milky. To say the couple was excited as they were prepared for the night, was certain. Sam was really getting into the nursing routine now and Ester was happy that her milk was starting to come in, knowing that this difficult process was nearing an end. As the night went on, Sam was finding he was drinking more and more, and the discharge was starting to taste very sweet. The down side of that was that he was wetting himself often now, and was not sure how he could make it through the night. On top of that Ester was finding the nursing process to becoming very pleasurable, and getting excited early in the night already. By the time they were changed to the second breast, the flow had stopped on the first, but the excitement had not. With a new breast to suckle, Sam again found a good flow to wet his appetite, as well as the pleasant taste of the sweet nectar. But as the flow slowed to a stop, and the night drew on, Sam again found himself dozing off, which resulted in a stimulation to his wife’s clitty that soon drove her again to her first orgasm of the night. That was followed by no less than three more for the same reasons before the morning arrived and they were taken apart from each other. As was the case the previous day, they were allowed to follow up with some oral stimulation for Ester, as well as some physical stimulation to Sam’s peepee which produced the same results as the previous day. After the morning bathing and quick breakfast, there was additional briefing between Ester, Sally, and by tele Dr Ray. All were excited about the progress and were looking forward to how much breast milk could be produced now that all was working. With this in mind, Ester was focused on the breast pumping sessions, while Sam was focused on his enjoyment of having all his needs addressed now. He was quite happy eating, drinking, using his diapers, and playing with his toys while his wife was working on producing a supply of milk from the three pumping sessions. By the end of this day, she was able to produce about 7.5 oz of breast milk, a good quantity it seemed to her at least. Additionally, she was finding that the joy of expressing her milk far outweighed the discomfort from her nipples, which seemed to be adapting very well to the constant suckling they had received these past days. One thing apparent, her nipples were much larger than when this started, about as big as her little finger now, and nearly extending ½ inch. Her breasts felt quite heavy after the 3 hr lag to the next start of pumping, and she really was looking forward to expressing that milk which was feeling great already. 7: The Last Night The final night was here now, and the couple was looking forward to ending their class and getting home soon. The only thing yet to be resolved was how much breast milk Ester would be able to produce and for how long. When they were settled into bed, Sam found that his nursing effort now was producing such a strong stream that he had to focus on swallowing so not to choke. This was something new again, but he soon mastered it, finding that the stream dissipated after the first 15 to 20 minutes and over a couple hours was down to almost nothing again. The quantity that he had consumed was more than he expected and he was becoming quite full, to the point that he was wetting a lot more, and the effect of the milk was also affecting his stools, as he started to get the runs as well. By the time he was changed to the other breast, he had really done a job on his diaper, and was just getting comfortable again, only to have to deal with all the milk from the second breast. He had a similar experience but by the time the stream slowed, was exhausted and started to doze off again. His wife tried to keep him nursing her till she was empty, but instead found herself becoming stimulated again at her Citrous, leading to same outcome as prior nights. This went on for several cycles, as she could not seem to get Sam to continue to drink her milk, as he was so full. The morning did arrive, and she did require Sam to do clean up on her, but as his diaper was so wet from all his discharges, he went without his morning stimulation. The bath routine was a bit different this day, as it being the last, our couple was dressed into traveling clothes. For Ester, this consisted of one of her nursing bras, as well as the outfit she brought to go home in. For Sam, he was still diapered and protected with waterproof panties, but had his big boy clothes over his protection. Ester was put onto the pumping device for the first session that morning, to get a measure of her output prior to their leaving. She was now up to about 10 oz between both breast which was said to be outstanding. Sam was allowed to nurse from her after the next 3 hrs, and he was quite full as a result with the solids he was spoon fed as well. Shortly after they were packed up, saying their good byes to Sara and all the staff, and being able to speak with Dr Ray on the cell phone. They were scheduled for a follow up visit to her office about a week from than, and were on their way home. 8: Coming Home The ride back was taking forever it seemed as both were anxious to get back home. They did chat a bit about their feelings now that the week was over, with Ester talking about how great it was to be able to baby her hubby, how fantastic it was to be able to have him involved in stimulating orgasms again, and hoping that the closeness that they will be experiencing now will build a stronger bond that lasts forever. She reminded him that she needed him to nurse on her every 3 hrs. or so as she had not yet decided to get her own breast pump, but depending on how things went after getting home, may have to reconsider that. For Sam’s part, he said that he did like the attention he was getting being changed and fed on a regular basis but wasn’t that crazy about the loose stools he was now experiencing due to the volume of breast milk he was consuming. He also said that he didn’t mind the nursing part, in fact was quite enjoying it but, in his case, as well, was keeping his mind open about needing a breast pump for a few breaks on occasion. When they did arrive home, the first thing on the agenda was to empty Esters breasts again, as it was nearly the 3 hr time again that seemed to be the time required to fill her breast to bursting again. They found a nice spot on their recliner so that Ester could settle back and allow Sam to lay over her lap to reach her breast for a nice suckle. It seemed like the first minutes were always a mouthful for Sam but after that he settled into a nice nursing action for the remaining 10 minutes or so to relieve that breast prior to switching to the other and starting again. As usual, as Esters milk let down, she felt a wonderful and satisfying aura come over her, something she had heard about but never expected to feel herself. After Sam finished nursing her second breast, she brought him into their bedroom and proceeded to change his very wet diaper. She mentioned that tomorrow, they would have to look into getting him some better diapers, and some other things, like waterproof panties, and some sleep outfits, similar to what was used so successfully at the clinic the last week. They had a light dinner, and just prior to going to bed, Sam again nursed his wife so she could sleep for several hours at least. His diaper was than changed again, doubling up for the night to be safe as they did not have the cloth type that was used at the clinic. The first few hours of the night went very well, with Ester waking just over 3 hrs. into the night, to the pressure from filled boobies. She woke Sam who soon had her feeling better, but leaving him with a full tummy. He did fall asleep again but not as quickly as Ester had, only to be woken again a short time latter with rumbling in his tummy. He tried to get up to head for the bathroom, but as soon as he stood, he felt his bowels explode into his diapers, and decided to try to get back to sleep, as this was starting to be more common than not. His wife woke again a bit before morning with her boobie call, and when she rolled over to wake Sam, could smell his accident. She got Sam awake, and told him to start nursing, enough where she was at least comfortable again and she would change his messy diapers. He did as he was told, and she got up, got the supplies, and proceeded to clean Sam up and get him into some new diapers. She than told him that as promised, he would get a reward as he had been a really good boy for the last week, and she did not forget what they talked about. She took out the second toy that they had gotten from that sex shop some time back, some lube and got back into bed with Sam. She told Sam to start again to nurse on her, and continue until he was told to stop. As he suckled a bit more aggressively than normal, she opened one side of his diaper, and proceeded to add some lubricant to his recently cleaned up back door, as well as a bit onto the anal toy she had in her other hand. She than started to push it into his virgin opening, and once it popped in, she turned on a switch which added vibrations to the action. She worked it around a bit till he started pushing against her leg with the front of his diaper, and she told him to suck harder on her nipple. This not only got her going, but also caused him to start moving around a bit more as well, until he felt himself wetting his diaper as the same time his wife was doing a job in her bladder control underwear. As the couple settled down from this wonderful experience, Ester told Sam that this was worth all the trouble they had to go through in the last days. She added that they will be doing more of this if Sam continued to be a good boy, and fell asleep again till waking with sun streaming into their room. That morning, after again suckling Esters breasts till they were empty again, Sam had his diaper changed, and was able to take a wonderful shower. He wanted to try again to work with the pull ups, hoping to get to the bathroom by himself while at home during the day. Ester agreed as long as he was able to prove that he could do that. Shortly after breakfast, they went shopping on the internet and did find some supplies for Sam, including cloth diapers, sleepers, rubber pants, and more absorbent diapers for day trips out of the house. They also looked at a few breast pumps, but decided not to go ahead with that just yet as Sam was keeping up with the needs at this point. The day went on with Sam nursing every three hours, and managing the other meals over the course of the day. One thing that became apparent, that this 3-hr. nursing schedule was taking a lot of their attention, and the pull-ups were probably not a good choice, as even as they allowed Sam to get to the potty on occasion when needing to pee, they nearly leaked when in mid afternoon, he suddenly felt his bowels erupt again as a result of all the milk he was consuming. Earlier in the day, Ester had done some research and found that having loose stools was very common for babies that are breast feeding, so it stood to reason, that would be the case for Sam as well. Not what Sam wanted to learn at this stage, but not much he could do about it other that use adequate protection to contain these blow outs. The next few days settled into a routine of nursing, preparing meals, changing diapers, and sleeping, with morning sex becoming a regular occurrence as well. In most cases, it was Sam using the vibrator on his wife’s now super sensitive clitty while he nursed, but on a couple times over that week, he was the recipient of the toys use, and was happy for that. Granted he never did get erected any longer, but was learning what milking entailed for a male. By the middle of the week the products they ordered on line arrived, and Sam found out what a real ABDL diaper was like, something he could wear all day long without a worry. Of course, for night time use, the cloth diapers that arrived worked great, especially with the boosters added and the heavy-duty rubber pants that was used over the top. Unfortunately, these were so thick that he couldn’t really get excited rubbing against his wife so when she agreed that he was a really good boy, would be changed into one of the original thin disposables for his fun. 9: Follow Up Visit The week home seemed to go by in a hurry, and soon they were ready for their follow up visit to see Dr. Ray. As usual, Ester was nursed, Sam was placed into one of his thick day time diapers, but with some larger than normal pants and a nice shirt, and they were off to see the good doctor. Upon arrival, they were seated in the reception area waiting, when the receptionist asked Ester if she needed to be nursed prior to the Dr’s visit and she said, yes Please. They were led into a mother’s room for that purpose and Sam was put to work draining his wife’s breasts. As they finished and returned to reception, they were summoned into Dr Ray’s office for their follow up visit. The first questions focused on how the nursing was going, and they both said that they were comfortable with it now. Ester mentioned that she was having feelings, she thought she never could have again, and really didn’t notice any discomfort in her nipples at this point. The Dr warned her about watching for any signs of chaffing or blistering, and suggested that there were meds available for nursing mothers to deal with that. She also asked if Sam was able to keep up with her needs, and was told that so far so good. The Dr than mentioned that they should consider a breast pump, as there may be times when that would be needed, and in addition, if Sam started to lose interest or wanted to back off a bit on all the milk he was consuming, there was a very good market for breast milk, as it was in great demand. She also added that they should do this soon, as eventually her milk supply will dwindle, no matter how much stimulation she was getting. The Dr than changed the subject to their sex life as this was one of the priorities when they first visited. Ester responded that she was more than happy now, getting feelings again that she thought were long gone. She also said that she thought that her and Sam were now closer than they may ever have been, and was grateful that they went through this program, as it gave them a new lease on their sex lives. The Dr asked Sam how he felt about the baby treatment, and he said that it was everything that he ever dreamed about, and that his wife was also rewarding him by what she called milking him, on a regular basis now. The Dr was very pleased to hear this and told the couple that orgasms for Ester could be had as often as she had the urge but Prostrate milking, the proper term she said, should be done at least once a month, but not more than once a week to be most effective. The Dr asked if there were any other things that they needed to talk about, and Ester mentioned that she was now starting to have fantasy’s about maybe getting a lady’s maid to help out with her baby, and personal grooming, and the Dr suggested maybe just a lady’s maid on occasion, as the baby could grow up for a few hrs a day to help with these chores which sounded good to Ester as well. Sam agreed as well indicating that he may get tired of being in baby mode all the time, and might be interested in being a sissy lady’s maid, even if he still had to wear a diaper under his skirts. With that the Dr sent them on their way, adding that she was here if they needed additional help going forward. They said their goodbyes, left her office but stopped in the mother’s room prior to leaving so that they could make the trip back with out stopping. And here is where we leave our happy couple. They continued into their old age as a very close and intimate couple. Of course, as the Dr warned, Ester’s breast milk dried up after about 15 months, the last 3-4 were very little, but in those first few months after lactation started, she was able to not only make a strong bond with a now chubby hubby, but also produced nearly 15 gallons of milk overall that went to a good cause, taking care of numerous infants that could not tolerate the formulas common today. Another success story for the Introduction to Nursing program, at Dr Rays clinic.

You are a male teenager while at school one day gets a rude awakening that life is mysterious and unfair sometimes. While entering a classroom you open the door to find out that this is a class of snot nosed brats you look around puzzled since your 100% this was your usual classroom. The teacher then calls for you to take your seat and she does it by name this only sets to bewilder you more. The teacher sighs and say is there a problem mister mellrew you blink and say "I think I've got the wrong class?" Most the students laugh at this one of the kids says "since when is this not your class jake?" I say "I dunno like forever." This is about the time I notice I look down and see I'm not a teen anymore but I'm the same age as all these ankle biting kindergartners. I look around panicking a bit at this point and say "there's been a mistake here I gotta go!" The teacher says if you need to use the potty the aid will take you. Then a girl about my original age walks up to me and says "don't worry little guy I can help you." I say "I didn't mean I gotta go pott... I mean I don't have to use the bathroom ok." She then says "where do you need to go then?" I then say "home I need to go home none of this is right." She looks at me with an expression of confusion, then laughs and says "oh your just home sick but you can’t go home for no reason silly besides we’re gonna have lots of fun today.” She takes my hand and for some reason I feel compelled to follow her and it may be because she’s just really pretty or her voice is so smooth or something else but I just nod and follow her. After I get seated at a desk I look to see my name taped to the top of my desk with an abc border around it. This kinda scares me a bit as it sinks in. I think to myself (am I gonna have to go through school all over again have to sit through learning abc and 2+2s?) this thought truly horrified me since I really didn't want to have to do that for a second time in life. Then a boy who sits next to me says while looking at me funny "you look really young!" I look at him and say "well you look really young to you big baby." I'm getting pretty annoyed at this point. He then says "I'm not a baby I just have a young face." I roll my eyes at his comment and think (why even say something like that if your just gonna get be insecure about the same type of comment?) The teacher then takes her seat and starts the class. She then says pull out your work books so we can work on our abc. I reach inside the desk which is a complete mess and find a book that says ABCs on it I open it up and am horrified at not only what I must presume is my handwriting but also some of the answers to the questions. So she then says now open the book up to page 7 after she says that some kids find it but the majority of the class need help from the aid and the teacher. I look at the page 7 and see a picture of a cat it says cat next to it then the alphabet is written around the picture. I cringe at this and think (this has gotta be a bad dream it's gotta right?) so I see no other course of action except to answer the questions as I start I find it hard to recall the answers to these questions and my handwriting looks the exact same as it does on all the other pages. This is about the time I start to get pretty upset as I can't remember how to spell doggy this breaks me and I start to cry uncontrollably. The aid walks over and asked "if everything is alright?" The teacher says "I think that's enough for today class we can pick this up tomorrow." I'm still crying but I hear the teacher say something about "maybe he’s wet.” Or something like that. So the aid says let's head to the bathroom as she takes my hand I'm still crying at this point so I just follow her and we walk to the door at the end of the classroom and I can only assume that the bathroom but when she opens the door it's not a bathroom but what looks like some kind of nursery she then picks me up while I continue to cry and puts me on a mat on a table. This is about the time I start to calm down as the bizarreness of what's happening starts to get to me. She then sits me up on the table and I notice there are a bunch of babies in the room. This makes my stomach drop a bit as I think this can't be it's not getting worse is it. But before I can check for myself the aid says to me "let me check that diaper." I look behind me in the hopes she's talking to someone else but no such luck I'm on this table alone. She then puts two fingers down the front of my jeans the same style as I wore to school originally. I think (it's not like I'm even wearing a diaper for her to check right?) She then says "yes it's wet you need a change." I'm still not sure what’s even happening. but before I can think she takes off my shirt and unbuttons my jeans and pulls them down and sure enough I had a diaper. I cant believe I had a diaper on let alone I had used it. I then think how nasty this is and why was this happening to me? After pulling my jeans down and off of me she then starts to peel off the tapes of the diaper with both tapes removed I could feel the helplessness that has found dominion over my person I can do nothing in this situation I'm no more then a helpless baby getting a diaper change this is truly horrible. She then begins to wipe my bottom half with huggies brand wipes then she put some kind of cream on me and finally powdered my tush and put a fresh diaper on me she then put a new shirt on me and it was super babyish. The aid then picked me up and said "time for lunch." I find it weird she didn’t put my jeans back on I feel so naked here all I’ve got is a diaper and a shirt on. She then takes me over to a highchair and straps me in. I notice there is already food on the tray of the high chair it looks like mushy peas and mashed potatoes. I then think to myself where even am I I was at school originally but there wasn't a kindergarten class at my school and most certainly no daycare there either so have I changed locations or has the school be transformed but we're still in the same spot this thought was put on hold though because I was then told to eat my food which I looked at and was certain there was no way I'd eat that gunk. The aid then picked up the food with her spoon and said "open wide" as she pushed the spoon in my mouth and forced me to eat the mush. It was pretty gross but again I felt the need to obey her orders she even did the choo choo train thing with the spoon it was pretty amusing if I'm gonna be honest. After she finished feeding me the mush she handed me a bottle of what I can only presume is milk. It tasted like milk and was warm so I believe that's what it was. It tasted pretty good to be honest and I drank it all down. The aid then picked me up after she took the tray off the high chair and then carried me over to a playpen. This is definitely when it gets scary I have no idea how to act around babies especially now that I'm one. The aid puts me in the playpen and I hear a bunch of other babies crying and laughing it was a really weird experience and then she left. I felt so alone right now I didn't like this at all. I start to get upset I stand up and walk over to the edge of the playpen and try to get a hold of my surroundings a little better but as I look around it just seems like an ordinary daycare the only oddity is that I'm here and to literally everyone but me it's normal. I begin to feel really weird I have no idea what this feeling is it's as if I've never felt it once in my live I then uncontrollably bend my knees while I continue to hold onto the bar of the playpen. I then start to poop myself I didn't really want to but I had no choice my body just automatically did it. I then feel really embarrassed and ashamed of myself I then hear laughter most likely unrelated but it still stung a little. I then see the aid from before come back into the room. She walks past the play pen and she says "oof somebody made a stinky" she then starts to check diapers and as she was looking she found amongst the baby's one of the others had messed themselves too this is kinda a relief but it's also conflicting as I don't wanna be naked in front of her again but I do have a pants full of poopy that I'd like to get off. She goes over to a closet and gets a couple of diapers and wipes and then begins changing that baby. After she's done changing that other baby’s diaper she continues to check diapers the first one she checks after that change was mine of course she comes over to me puts two fingers down the front of my diaper just like earlier then she turns me around to pull back the seat of my diaper and says "uh oh you made a bid poopy didn't you?" I just turn red at her action of her checking my pants and her comment as well. The she begins to change my diaper I close my eyes from embarrassment but I still look down out of the corner of my eyes. I notice that my body doesn't seem small from my perspective in fact it just feels like I'm kinda chubby but still seem the same as I always have been I know that's not the case of course but it's just odd how perspective works like that. As for the aid she's humongous like a giant monster or something but I digress. She then finishes up and puts me back in the playpen. After I'm back in the playpen she finishes up with the last baby and then says "alright everyone we have a busy day today so it's nap time." She then walks over to a door on the other side of the room and leaves us in there. I assume she's getting the mats or something to bring in here but instead she comes back and says "ok the rooms all ready for you all who wants to go first?" She then walks over to me first picks me up and starts heading to the door she then opens it up and as we enter instead of seeing mats or anything like that it looks like a hospital but it looks like those rooms that you see on tv where they keep the babies after there born It then hits me at that point I just got born didn't I? I can't take it anymore all of this wackiness is just to much to bear so I just fall asleep. I get woken up by the same aid again but she seems older then she initially did she was 16 back at the kindergarten but now she looks like she's in her early 20's now. She then picks me up and says it's time for you to go see your mommy. All I can do is stay still as she brings me there as we go to leave the room everything all just goes dark and everything feels so weird that is when I lose consciousness. The next thing I remember is a light and not being able to breath. I finally get a full breath in and as I do I scream out. Everything hurts all over and I feel like I've been run over by a bus. I continue to scream and cry as the light gets brighter and when it does I can make out shapes and figures it looks like a doctor and a nurse the start doing weird stuff to me put a diaper on me and wrap me in a blanket they then hand me to a women who they say is my mother I look up and the person who looks back down to me and it is none other the the aid. The end. this is my second story on the site and in general so feedback would cool.