Ellie Jean

Diapers are better than toilets because I can play video games for hours and hours on end with no need to use a bathroom, and no distractions from trying to hold it all in. I fucking dominate PVP encounters in DayZ on the PS4 lmao. XD HMU Survivors! Server 2299! Russian zombie apocalypse is depressing without a TRUE friend; like, one that I DON'T eventually have to kill because I suspect he's about to stab me in the back for a can of beans lmao. ....All my friends end up having to die lmao....I AM SO LONELY! Rotflmao. ???

....I threw my diapers at the orderlies when I was locked up in the loony bin between ages 12-17 hehehehehe. ? The other inmates loved me lol. *crawls over to a dark corner...starts rocking back and forth in a fetal position with a blank stare* ...Yeah. ...Shit just got DARK lmao. ?

That's pretty much exactly how I felt and how the first dots started connecting in my head that I'm transgender and I'd been confusing age with gender since my early childhood lol. My parents never really talked to me about gender stuff, and dad programmed me from a young age to think of girls as "babyish". ...Stupid dad lmao. But yup; totally look at my diapered butt in the mirror; makes my butt and hips look bigger. I feel retarded for not realizing it earlier lol. =P

Definitely! If it was local, of course lol. I can't afford to travel cross country. =P

Aww, thnx. XD I know I sure enjoyed it lol. XD If any of you see any other ABDL Metal or rock songs out there, be sure to post them! Let's make a #LittlePlaylist lol. XD

....I'm sorry lmao. I'm really bored. ?

I've been in a similar circumstance. I suggest using plastic pants whether you wear disposables or cloth. They contain odor far better than any disposable. In regards to the clean up I'd just use a paper towel to get most of it off my butt, not worrying too much about it, then putting a fresh diaper on, even if it does get slightly poopy. It won't be enough for anyone to smell it. ESPECIALLY with plastic pants.

Boss's rules are different story lol. Fortunately where I work I don't have to wear a mask or apron because I work the graveyard shift between 11:00 PM and 6:00 AM when the store is closed, thus no customers. If they made me wear a mask, I'd probably find a different job; crippling anxiety combined with allergies makes it hard enough for me to breath as it is, so I just avoid anyone and any place that makes me restrict my breathing lmao. If a business wants me to wear a mask, I stop shopping there and shop somewhere else that doesn't force people to wear certain articles of clothing. Quite a few business in my area have stopped requiring masks because a lot of others in my town feel the same way about it, and just end up showing somewhere less restrictive, causing the restrictive stores to start losing money and going out of business. I was pretty much against it from the get-go because Fauci said to do it after already telling us we shouldn't do it lol, and Fauci is an evil piece of shit who experiments on dead baby parts; (he sewed a baby scalp onto a rat to see if he could restart hair growth on the baby scalp. It was a roaring success; only a few people had the balls to wonder where the hell he got a fully developed baby scalp lmao. This is the same dude who told people in the 80's that they could contract AIDS just by sitting too close to somebody with AIDS for fuck's sake. The dude isn't a doctor; he's a mad-scientists politician who intentionally deceives people. I don't trust a word he says; even the CDC disagrees with him lmao. It is a scientific fact that masks don't do shit to prevent you from getting sick; if anything the INCREASE the risk of getting sick. The only time you're supposed to wear a mask is when you're already sick; they're literally designed to prevent you from infecting other people. But hey, if it makes you feel better, knock yourself out. Just don't demand everybody else buys into the insanity as well. I wouldn't be too worried; my 70 year old mother has COPD and had just gone through a triple bypass surgery for double pneumonia and a collapsed lung a couple months before she contracted Covid; knocked both her and I on our asses for a week in February 2020. We both whooped it's ass, despite mom having a list of health conditions longer than my forearm. Covid isn't nearly as deadly as the radical left would have you believe; they LIKE you to be scared and under their control, they LOVE all the extra power they have to push people around. I'm just one of the few who feels a need to rebel against that shit lol. Good for you. If you want to live in fear, that's your choice. I personally choose not to. And yeah, I know covid can kill. My squad boss recently died from it because he got a blood clot. I also know that it is EXTREMELY RARE. =P So...I think we can all agree that mask-debating isn't going to lead anywhere. I think they're stupid, y'all think they're smart. 'Nuff said. I hope you and your face diapers are very happy together lmao.

The sky is really big where I live lol.

And I have the right to tell you you're an idiot if you wear a mask while vaccinated. Annnd, TRUMP was literally the ONLY one focusing on the coming pandemic when the Democrats were trying to impeach him for using his 1st Amendment rights to actually SPEAK lmao. If the democrats had been more focused on the pandemic than political theater, THOUSANDS of lives could've been saved. Fortunately Trump saved quite a few lives by IMMEDIATELY banning travel from infected areas to the US, which y'all then called him a RACIST for. It is actually the DEMOCRATS who don't give a shit about the American People. *drops the mic* And I DO get political. A LOT lmao. XD

Kalispell!

Coolness! You free next Wednesday night 7-8-ish? Me and a group of kinky friends are meeting up for our annual Wednesday Drinks at Fatt Boys! XD PS: Hehe, it's "down here" for me; I was born and raised in Alaska lol. XD

Sure you can be a sissy; gender doesn't matter, what matters is what you want and how you identify. ? Although I somewhat identify as a sissy now, I don't know if I will after I'm fully transitioned into a girl. ...At that point, I'd probably see myself as more of a LG/babygirl than a sissy lol. ...Unless I decide to keep my little boy bits downstairs...then I'll probably just see myself as a sissy forever regardless of how much I pass as a cisgender girl on the outside lol. But hey! Whatever floats your boat! *hugz*

Same; spironolactone is a powerful diuretic so I have to pee a lot lol. fortunately being diapered 24/7, finding a bathroom is rarely an issue for me lol. XD I'm taking estradiol and spiro in the oral tablet form; I was afraid patches would get sweaty and fall off, but I'm terrified of needles so injections didn't look like a good option, so I went with tablets that can either be swallowed whole, OR used sublingually to bypass my liver, as I smoke cigarettes and drink margaritas while smoking copious amounts of pot lmao. ? And I'm doing pretty good; been a little bummed lately, but all in all I can't really complain; I do that with my gender therapist on Mondays lol. ?

Wow; lotta conservatives; I wouldn't have expected that lol. I'm socially liberal, but economically conservative....sooo, Libertarian? I guess? I don't believe in any kind of radical extreme; I believe in balance and moderation; smaller government and power to the People, with a free market, secured borders, strong military and emergency response systems, with a strong economic policy. When it comes to foreign affairs, I feel we should be independent as a nation and mind our own business...unless something like WW3 breaks out or something and we need to whoop some ass to end that shit quickly and decisively before it can escalate any further; definitely a fan of "Peace through strength." Or in the words of Tony Stark, "Peace means having a bigger stick than the other guy." lmao. And obviously I am very pro-2nd amendment; I love my guns, I take them everywhere and actively AVOID places that have "No Gun Signs" because THOSE places are prime targets for mass-shooters. Why do you think they're almost always at a school? Or an airport? Or a hospital? Or a bank? It's because none of those places allow guns, and it turns out criminals don't give a shit about gun laws; only law abiding citizens do. Funny how that works lol; if you outlaw guns, only the outlaws will have guns. ? I also believe ALL drugs and prostitution should be legalized lol.

From one diaper-wearing tranny to the next, Welcome aboard! XD I started transitioning a little less than a year ago; started hormones a few months ago. ☺️

Aside from the humiliation aspect, it's more of a nonsexual personality trait of mine lol.

...I wanna lose control and adult choices and responsibilities for realsies lol. I often wish I was genuinely retarded lmao. Life would be so much better if I was just like, oblivious to everything going on in the world lmao. I sincerely wish I just didn't understand adult concepts anymore lmao. It's literally my purpose in life to reach that level of mind-numbing nirvana someday lmao. XD

Trump name-calling was different. That was FUN lmao. I was referring to name-calling in debates instead of sticking to the issues and policies, (which I was annoyed Trump didn't always do during the IMPORTANT moments; I didn't give a crap about his tweets lol.) Mike Pence was WAY better at talking than Trump was; there were many, many times where I really wished Trump would just shut his mouth for a while lol. BUT you can't argue with all the jobs he created and how he helped secure our borders and wipe ISIS how the face of the Earth lol. Those were the main reasons I voted for him the first time around, and unlike any other politician I'd ever seen, he actually set out to do what he said he was going to. Dems just couldn't handle it though, so now we're probably screwed until 2024 lol. ...Hope there's a better candidate than Trump in 2024; I learned after the second time that I hate voting for him, but every other option looked worse lol. Almost decided to just not vote at all, but that wouldn't be the right thing to do in my opinion; when people stop voting is when democracy dies. ? WOW lmao. First of all, what you're trying to call tax evasion was just smart business MADE POSSIBLE by democrats; Trump did a lot of business overseas to avoid taxes and regulations. That is NOT illegal. Companies do it all the time. LESS so under Trump though because he threatened to withhold federal funding to certain companies trying to leave the US. This forced a lot of companies to STAY in the US which ended up creating thousands of jobs which ended up boosting the economy lmao. And INCITING A RIOT? Bwahahaha! If they arrest Trump for inciting a riot, then they need to lock up Nancy Pelosi, Liz Warren, Maxine Watters and a shit ton of woke Hollywood actors for ALSO "inciting riots" lmao. Don't be ridiculous. ? Radical leftists spent four years rioting and looting and burning down cities. The only difference between what happened on January 6th and what happened during MOST of Trump's presidency, is that the right wing was quick to condemn the events of January 6th, and the left wing was quick to defend and PRAISE the constant violence and destruction of domestic terrorist organizations such as Antifa and BLM. They actively encouraged the violence. They literally shipped in crates for them FULL of destructive materials with which to DESTROY things lmao. When the riots got REALLY bad, they'd just widen the perimeter "to give them more room" to destroy shit, and if any of them got arrested, THEY'D LET THEM OUT to get right back to destroying shit lmao. ?

Sigh, I tried lol. Once things resort to mind-reading, name-calling and what-aboutism, it's time for me to just let it go; everyone always thinks they're right lol. Time will tell I suppose; a lot of dems themselves are already starting to miss the hell out of Trump lmao. Turns out people actually LIKED the blatant transparency of Trump lol; they don't know WHAT the hell to think about Biden and his intentions; Biden rarely ever talks to reporters about anything because he'll get in trouble with his handlers if he does lmao. Whaaat?! When the hell did THIS happen?! ?? Annnnd...I don't think Cruz ever had a high level of credibility lol. ...I never trusted him, at least lol. ...Didn't really trust Trump a ton either, buuuut...Hillary was a friggin' Lizard person / blood-soaked monster, soooo, YEAH lmao. ....And the second time I voted for him was only because Biden didn't know where the hell he was half the time and was at times completely unintelligible lmao. I couldn't in good conscience vote for such a piping hot mess; Biden needs to go home and take a friggin' NAP lol. ...What the left is doing to him is tantamount to elder abuse lmao. ? 50 bucks says he doesn't even finish one term lol. ?

Lmao, you could apply this to pretty much ALL politicians lmao. ...And surely you must be joking about Trump being more of a supreme leader than Biden lmao. Biden has signed FORTY-THREE executive orders between January 20th and April 27th....forty-three lmao. How many executive orders did Trump sign in the same amount of time? ...Holy shit; twenty-five...I thought it woulda been lower lmao. But I digress! Biden has clearly preferred ruling with the PEN instead of letting the PEOPLE decide for themselves as independent States what they want the government to do for them; Trump seemed to see the PEOPLE as the boss. Biden does not; Hillary DEFINITELY didn't lmao. But despite voting for Trump twice, I HATE his personality lol. He's an obnoxious asshole in my opinion, but I knew I wasn't voting for a NANNY lol. I was voting for a commander in chief. I voted for not who I felt was the nicest person, but who I felt would get the jobs done that I wanted done, CHIEF among them being the destruction of ISIS. Mission accomplished lmao. The world has pretty much forgotten all about ISIS because we whooped their asses so swiftly upon electing Trump, something Obama never had the balls to do. Instead he mailed our enemies weapons and money and asked them really nicely to stop terrorizing people lmao. Soooo...Yeah; I voted for the orange asshole because I wanted our borders secure and ISIS destroyed and our economy back on track. Unfortunately Biden has totally destroyed the progress on our borders, and now the economy is nosediving as well (although to be fair that probably has more to do with covid than anything Biden did....well; maybe not, after all it was up to him whether to open the country back up or not, and personally I think they waited way too long. If the media hadn't blown everything out of proportion, I'd be willing to bet no one would have noticed anything different during the "pandemic". They'd all just have assumed it was a bad case of the flu going around like it does every year around that time lol. Yeah, it does make me wonder and question things lmao. I wished it didn't...but...I have thoughts lmao. XD ...What did Trump flip flop on during the primaries? ...And if you want to see some real good examples of flip-flopping, look no further than Biden lmao. XD I'll never be convinced 70+ million people voted for that idiot. The evidence of fraud was astounding. ...His behavior seems to be no different; he's still an obnoxious blowhard, and what the the press refusing to stop talking about him, (because let's face it, Biden is boring as hell and Trump is way more exciting lol,) and trash talking him all the time, I can't say as I blame him one bit for hitting back. In regards to the outcome of the election, I'm not surprised he can't make up his mind about it, it is VERY hard to believe that Biden actually won ANYBODY over lmao. It is literally UNBELIEVABLE that the election wasn't rigged. But with so many people trying to say everything was on the up and up, can you really blame anyone for not being sure one way or another? XD ...I'M sure though. In fact, I'd venture a guess that Biden never even really WANTED to be President and he was just forced into it by the radical left because the radical left was terrified of Bernie Sanders, because they couldn't control him lol. I'd also venture a guess that the reason so many people (Democrats AND Republicans) are reluctant to take the vaccine(s) is because they're all just plum sick of the pandemic propaganda and don't believe a word any of the so called "experts" have to say anymore because they flip-flopped so much on whether masks were effective or not when the thing first started; they have no more faith in the System because they're seeing through all the bullshit now. They just aren't convinced anything will change by getting vaccinated, and covid isn't all that deadly anyway, so why would they bother? ...Aside from the ability to brag about it and virtue signal to the world while looking down their nose at anyone not vaccinated as if they're sub-human parasites lmao. "Neanderthals" as Biden would so eloquently put it lol. Just a basket of deplorables lmao. ? #Trump2024 lol....even though it might not be the best choice for me as a transgirl, but I don't vote for who might be best for me personally; I vote for who might be best for the country; the needs of the many outweigh the needs of the few. ?

Will do. ?

...What am I expanding? ? Ah, and this: schnittshow.com. I'll give him a try at some point, frankly though I'm sick of all the "pandemic" shit. I'm just playing video games until shit gets back to normal...if our supreme leader ever allows that to happen. ? Great, so either they tested positive BECAUSE they had the vaccine, or the vaccine is useless lmao. I'm sure the NYT is hoping for the latter; having a constant crisis really boosts the ratings. Probably why they decided to run with that shit in the first place lmao.

Simple. I DON'T lmao. ?

I know exactly what you mean; people are nuts lmao. ? Like seriously. Paying criminals NOT to commit crime??? Masks work but walls DON'T? Bwahahaha! ? Can they hear themselves??? XD It's literally as crazy sounding to my ears as saying the Earth is flat, the Holocaust was fake, and we never landed on the moon. It is THAT HEIGHT of sheer lunacy from my point of view lol. It's ALMOST as crazy as giving weapons and money to terrorists in the middle east...oh wait, they did that too. Does the radical left simply HATE America? All their actions would lead me to believe that lol. When the medical experts are contradicting themselves over and over again, it's time to stop listening. Fauci isn't a doctor anymore; he's a politician lmao. No less a mindless sock puppet than Biden is for Harris lol.