hungsmall

Sorry to learn of your very challenging situation. You seem to be doing everything within your power to make the best of it. A little more sleep might be a good thing, both from the standpoint of your physically grueling schedule and to give you respite from the responsibilities and worries of the long days. Thoughts are with you, and I may i echo @mamabug on self care. A little self-centered time is not a selfish indulgence; it is a health benefit.

Twice a day, morning and evening, squatting in front of my Husband. He gives me a small daily dose of Imodium and we eat on schedule, so my habit is quite regular. If i need to go before the appointed time, or cannot produce when required, i hold to the next permitted time.

i have worn modest-size butt plugs for longish times in the past and noticed that my lower belly seemed more relaxed and anal control unimpaired or even better. recently my Husband started me on larger plugs intended to stretch. i don’t yet know the result of that but it’s definitely a different sensation than a medium size.

This morning, peed and pooped into a GoodNites, squatting in front of my Husband. I was at first unsteady in the squat; by now, my thigh muscles have adapted. At first i felt awkward and embarrassed at loss of privacy in front of my Husband; now it feels instinctive and natural.

For me, the first good, long pee in dry trainers (with plastic pants) and feeling the pee wick up the seat of my trainers and wet my butt.

It’s a conscious act for me but slipping into the diaper and squatting in front of my Husband triggers everything to be ready, poop fills the rectum promptly, especially since i’ll usually be holding until He’s ready to watch.

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Cuatro

Dual Rearz trainers for wetting and staying wet most of the day and night, size XL GoodNites for messing twice a day for convenience of disposal, then back into the trainers.

i only ever pee in my trainers or a diaper. my Husband likes to put me kneeling in the tub and give me a good soaking.

infusion

Beautiful designs and craftsmanship, and i totally empathize with the limitations on volume / time for an artisan product. Keep up the good work!

Poop and pee into a new GoodNites this morning, squatting in front of my Husband. This is our usual morning routine. After a couple of hours with a wet poopy butt, i get back into my double trainers (wetting only) for the day when He leaves for the office.

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Kashmir

Similar to @Moochie Always wet and pee, mess and poop, never pi** or sh**, which are adult words. i also have different words for my diaper-area body parts than what my adult Husband uses, diminutive words for myself.

No release allowed for me as my Husband regresses me to age 10, deliberately just pre-puberty.

bedlam

Cloth Rearz trainers, doubled, under plastic pants. My Husband prefers them to disposables because the cloth pad quickly wicks pee up the backside. The disposables tend to capture the liquid closer to the source. He likes me to have a wet butt.

Lenin / Lennon

Good idea! My Husband has me not shower or bathe any more. I shave my face and head daily and wipe under arms (lasered smooth) a couple of times a week, but no shower, bath, or cleaning diaper area. My Husband likes me ripe like a child all the time.

proletariat

This morning, in a Goodnites, squatting in front of my Husband again. Kept in the Goodnites for a couple of hours, then went directly back into my trainers. i’ve been assuming the squatting position for a week as of today, and my thighs are already less tight. it helps with stability to position with feet apart rather than touching. While at first awkward, squatting now feels comfortable and intuitive. It is the only position i’m allowed to use.

i don’t remember it, but i was told by family i trained young, about two years. It was a strict upbringing, so i can believe that. No recollection of bedwetting or accidents.

i get spanked with a wooden spoon for punishment, bare, hard enough that it does hurt to sit for a day, about once a week. Greatly improves my attitude for a few days.