Evelyn Dellcerro

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Brian you are a very devout man and I know in my heart you believe in a higher power. The negative garbage that you hear are your is you telling yourself that you can always do better, and to always strive for the top. You havent gotten this far in life by just laying back and you know it. I wanna see you driving that triglide and tearing up the pavement, you deserve it sweetie !!

Happy anniversary sweetie, hugs and kisses and I hope everything comes out fine !! Enjoy that full diaper !!

Love the aroma rusty !!

welcome @Jfrosty79 and I hope you enjoy it here. Its a great place to meet and greet people and just to be yourself. Hugs and enjoy.

@~Brian~ Love you my big hunk and them black megas look adorable !!! Brian may be in a wheelchair but he is an inspiration to me and his wisdom goes way beyond words. There we go in a nutshell. We are all here because of diapers. If everyone just filled out an easy and so simple ABOUT ME it would make life so much easier. There are literally thousands here. I have said it before and I will repeat saying it. IT IS NOT A SECRET !!!! YOU ARE HERE IN SOME WAY SHAPE OR FORM BECAUSE OF DIAPERS !! A simple "I am here because diapers make me feel better" "Diapers make me feel safe, and help me cope with my PTSD" "I enjoy how they feel on my privates" "I am a care giver and I take care of my baby, or a person that is incontinent" "Diapers are very sexual and arousing to me" "I enjoy seeing my wife/husband in a diaper" .... There are a million things, It could be a onesie, pacifier, bottle, a bib, pajamas with footies, frilly plastic pants, sissies with cute and adorable dresses, or as my wife likes to dress provocative and provoking and arousing with a diaper under he leather skirt. There is practically a smorgasbord of varieties here to pick from. When I see profiles like ABOUT ME __________________________________ that just make me want to litterally pull out my damn hair !! There are hundreds if not thousands of autistic and disabled people here and some of their profiles and about me's make me and my wife want to cry because of their honesty and sincerity and simple genuineness that pours from their hearts. For those that dont fill out a simple ABOUT ME I dont know if its a phobia or thoughtless detatchment or a plain and simple I DONT GIVE A F##K attitude, but it sucks.. I am not shy and most of all I am not scared to speak the truth or speak my mind. Many of you know me and I will tell it like it is. @DiaperTy47 sweetie you just tell it like it is sweetie if you wanna hang out or be with a caregiver, you want to be taken care of. Say it and be done with it sweetie. I want a mommy or daddy, you really didnt mention if you use your diaper, but include everything. Just be honest and speak from your heart. I will be damned if people are here to judge !! Let those in a glass house cast the first stone. I love this place and I have made many life long friends. This is a place that I come to relax and just kick my feet up and be me. Nothing to hide and no one to run from. Love you all and just make it simple for each other.. Love you all Evelyn & Elle Sweetie you just make yourself at home and enjoy it here. This is a place where you can be you and enjoy a freedom beyond belief hugs and kisses and welcome. You ever want to chat or just shoot the shit, you just drop me a message !! Welcome aboard !!

Wow you put it all in at once !! You should have gone 2 cups at a time. Your pancreas can absorb way too much in one shot.and can cause electrolyte imbalance. like you sweating out a gallon in one shot. Like I said basting. Small amounts at a time. You probably got very weak and had to sleep it off. Hope you feel better and next time have some gatorade around. remember the salt is going to make your intestines release all the water contents.

pwease spank me mommy !!! Marc you gonna get a work out on your hands.. We need a spanking here too. We have been naughty... Love you !!

I LOVE IT !!!!!!

Ive been pooping my diaper too many years. I already know when and where Im gonna poop. I just like pooping with my partner and making a fun day out of it. The couple that poops together loves together. Sometimes we like to play with butt plugs and wait the extra hour to give it that extra rush of energy. Pooping is so much fun. I wish really that more people enjoyed it instead of worrying about clean up and rushing out of a messy diaper. Sometimes I wish I was an ice cream machine and could poop at will like soft serve and have my partner there with the catchers mitt. Well to each their own and enjoy ! A helping hand never hurt sexy !

Pour about 8 cups of water. about 3 tablespoons of iodized salt. about 4 tablespoons of castile soap, and if you like a smooth exit about 4 tablespoons of mineral oil. shake well. place the nozzle inside safely and use lube. inject yourself like your being basted and have fun. Diaper up quick cause you gonna be messy very soon. If youre like me go relax and listen to some music and bounce around a little bit to get that good colon wall cleansing. Have fun and let me know how it comes out.

Me being totally biased here I have been on my own since 18. I went to college, I paid my tuition, and I paid my rent with 2 other college roomates. I started at 13 wearing diapers and I never told my parents. During college I worked at a BS accounting firm and went to school. It didnt pay much and I survived on ramen noodles. I dont really understand about the "I STRESS THROUGH NO FAULT OF MY OWN". Stress is stress and we all have it. I must control it because I work with hundreds of people during the day. I wanted my place, my rules, my hours. I did not want to live under the scrutiny of parents and 2 younger, nosey brothers. I did what I had to do and I survived. I admit it wasnt easy and my diaper lifestyle did consume my time and money, but I never gave up. You want to go back to wearing and I admire that. You carry on the urge to fight, and not wear, toss and turn at night and get aggitated, think and dream about diapers and blow a gasket ???? As compared to getting a job, having a small studio apartment, wear diapers in peace, never have to worry about binging and purging and dreaming and being sexually satisfied in your diaper as much as you want, without aggitation ???? Sweetie I chose the easy way. I got a job and did what I had to do. I chose peace of mind. I chose my sanity. You are 27 years old get out on your own and live life. Feel the satisfaction of calling a place your own. What happens if you meet a woman down the road and she too is into diapers ? Think of your future and well being. You can get home from work lounge around in a diaper and do whatever you want to in your own place, in your diaper. Toss off as often as you can in a diaper and enjoy it without a care of someone seeing you or saying a word.. Sweetie its your call. Hugs and I wish you the best !!!

Brian I wanna strangle you right now lol, but I love you so much. This is a song that my husband sang to me when he was on leave, and we rendezvoused in Florida in 1995. We were at a drinking hole at Cape Canaveral. He was a little drunk, and it was a karaoke night. He was with his buddies and he made me feel so special. I'm sitting right here blubbering like a little girl watching this song. Great memory though and it refreshes my heart that I can still love and feel this way. Love you Brian !!

Being gay is hard. Being bi is gut wrenching and mind blowing. I think of myself as always sitting on a fence and not being able to choose what side to fall on. @Diapersissyboi I started wrestling my demons at the age of ten. Compounding it with my love of poop and diapers multiplied my demons. I knew in my heart and mind I could never come out to my parents as a diaper lover, because I knew that meant loss of all freedom. I did trust my parents enough to tell them at the age of 12 that I was bisexual. I sat one weekend with my mother to tell her my feelings and she knew what I was going to say before I said it. She put her hand on my chest and said plainly "this is where you love from" meaning my heart. She and my father hugged me and that was it. I still fought my demons until the age of 13 when I finally had sex with a girl also 13. That half of me was happy. The following year I satisfied my other demon by having sex with a boy 15. I knew in my heart now that I was true to myself and I loved both male and female. "Well i always considered myself to be straight. However after acting on curiosities i find i always am seeking a man to use me as i do have sissy and cd tendencies" Seeking is a word that I also chose when I went on a quest to find my new partner. I found my partner 5 years later. A gorgeous sissy male crossdresser bisexual diaper lover. We fell in love with our first kiss. We took it slow and dated 3 years before we finally got married. Many people talk about being open and trusting their partner and as I repeatedly say talk is cheap. To explain what I am saying I can only put it one way. Talk in one hand, and SHIT in the other. You get married for better or worse. Til death do you part. I did my quarter of a century and loved a man regardless if he loved my diapers or not. He loved me and I loved him, diapers be damned. I am sure you read many of the posts here and hear of couples fighting and bickering and actually breaking up and getting family member against family member at each others throat. I could care less where I live and I refuse to let society tell me how to live my life. You say you live in a city that is not welcoming, to hell with who they welcome and how they look at you. Hold your head up high and go out and have yourself some fun. You go and do that hook up and meet that person that will give you that orgasm of your life, "I still have never had the elusive hands free orgasm. I want to still but like I said the city I live"... A hands free orgasm is something that many people will never get to accomplish in a lifetime. You never give up though. I am 55 years old and I refuse to cower down or back away because someone tells me this is wrong or that is wrong. PROVE IT TO ME !! You say you no longer care, and sweetie thats losing hope. Never give up on your dream, or your future of love. I am sure you have read most of the posts here on this topic. They go back to 2015. But so many that struggled with being gay or bi and it really is sad that people have to fight their own demons and then have to fight society and the haters and the bigots and homophobes, the prejudiced, the biased, the hatred is horrible. What is really sad is that many use the church to hide behind. It is sad to see that so many religions preach "GOD IS LOVE" Show us this love !!! @Diapersissyboi If you ever wanna chat with me I am here, please sweetie do not be afraid to drop me a message or a letter. I know it hurts and I know we can have a very long and prosperous conversation. Peace & Love Evelyn & Elle

If my diaper is already full I will not risk wetting my bed even though I have great protection underneath. I would still have to get up and change the linens. I have nice sheets satin and silk, I am not going to be doing laundry at 3 in the morning because I was too lazy to pee in a toilet. Now if I had to poop the story might differ altogether. If I had to poop I would change my diaper without hesitation poop my clean diaper and go right back to bed.

Marc I love you right back sweetie, you are always the gemtleman !!

Just be as honest and forthcoming with your therapist as you are being here. Take notes of what you are writing and let your therapist read your writing, journals, and chronicles. He/she will have a better, clearer more comprehensible understanding. Dont ever be ashamed of seeking help. We are all human and not everyone of us are wired the same. If sliding into your little space makes you comfortable so be it. We do things to make ourselves happy and content. We are all human and humane.

Brian you are not alone in your thoughts. Even me as grounded as I am have gone through the I couldve, shouldve, and wouldve. I started liking diapers and I was only 13 years old. My mother told me that I was out of diapers and using a toilet by age 2. At the age of 13 we are supposed to be (society standards) prissy and proper and virgins and good little girls that do good in school and hold mommies hand crossing the street. I was horny and promiscuous and perverted and all I thought of was pooping my diaper and getting off. Do you really think I was going to tell my parents this, or even a counselor, or therapist ? Youre talking 1978. Lock her up, put her in a padded room and keep her there till she is 18 and then we will do a pysch eval to see if she has changed and is no longer a threat to herself or society ? You talk about tough,,, Yes it was very tough. But I was tougher. I did what I had to do to keep my sanity. I broke my ass in school, I studied, I read and wrote, I achieved the impossible for a scared little Puerto Rican girl. I graduated high school at 16 years old top of my class and was in college by the age of 17. As wild and promiscuous as I was in college I excelled in my studies because I wanted to be at the top. I got my degrees 4 years later and entered the work force. Still in love with diapers and poop and still as promiscuous as ever. That is my life as I look in the rearview mirror. Brian I love you and no sheeeeh for me. I dont regret not a single choice. I enjoy my life with my adoring and loving equal partner, and we come here to help others also put things in perspective and put things in the simple context of love. We both sit here for hours on weekends reading posts and forums and many of the delightful stories, and many times we read them aloud to each other. We cry and we laugh and we really do enjoy ourselves. Bless you all !! Brian you won the war sweetie, and we are here to serve with you side by side.

Sweetie we are all here for the sake of each other. If my words made you smile then I know I got through to you. This is a place of support and if everyone helped each other like it should be done, it would be a happier place. I am just glad to help.

The taste of pee nor the taste of cum has never been any sort of problem for me sweetie. Your wife is among the few champions. I call her a champion because she goes above and beyond. It makes me happy to see loyal and loving people that take their vows seriously. @ThomasInWVa You tell that super woman of yours to hold her head up high and be proud. She is very special to you and a hero in my eyes. Love is real, and I will always preach love rather than to sink and wallow in hate. This is an eye opener to many husbands and wives out there that read forums and feel love in their hearts. I know it made me and my wife shed a few tears. God Blessed you and your wife. Thank you for you kind and honest words. @scorepio I can only be me by being truthful and honest, otherwise I would be a fake, like so many that I would never want to be like. I come here with my partner and we shed light on many touchy subjects that are true and happening now. I dont come here to sugar coat it. I wont get into it, but you know what I mean. Married couples or just couples in general bicker and argue over something as simple as a diaper. I dont wish being disabled on anyone. I think and feel for myself. What if one day I went to work and was in an accident and had to rely on someone else for the rest of my life. It is a very scary thought, but also very real. I know and I trust with my heart that my partner will be there for me, as sure as I will be by her side. I took my vows and I take them very serious. Love you too scorepio and hope to chat soon sweetie

I am DL and a total DL, not halfway or a quarter of the way. BTW, I also have a deep hate for baby powder. I have been DL since age 13. My love of diapers is very sexual and diapers are a turn on. Many people are so scared to speak about themselves here, like the NSA is taking notes. I come from a time where SCAT was big. From the late 70"s to the mid 90's I was more into scat than diapers, but I always used my diaper. Pee is nice, but sexually it does nothing for me in a diaper, now you talk golden showers and I'm all ears. Poop on the other hand is an aphrodisiac. I can sit in it, squish in it, lay in it, roll in it, pick it up in my hand and masturbate my partner with it. But there will be those here quick to judge. " shes a pig, shes a slob, shes disgusting, shes nasty. I shave my whole body so I never have a problem hosing poop off me. I get judged all the time. I love many people here and I have many good friends that are AB. Many dont like poop, okay all well and good. There are many AB people that wont even chat with me here. I talk to you and I talk straight at you. I know many here whine about cleaning up poop, and I get the "ewwww" I have my wife which is male and dresses as a woman and out of respect I call him my wife. He is not here to fool anyone into thinking he is a female. We share a bond and a love that many people here will never even come close too. What I dislike the most is the disrespect. I wasnt handed anything in life. I worked my ass off to get to where I am, and I will be damned to let someone that doesnt know me judge me. I am a very healthy 55 year old woman that enjoys and thrives on life. I live and I love.

People have to understand that they should NOT judge people because of any condition, disability or lifestyle choice: Brian many people dont care, they must know and they must interfere, and they must put their 2 cents in. How many times have we been in the chatroom and someone types (their, they're, there) and most people use word correct on devices. You get the damned busy body who will correct you. I sometimes do it on purpose, by mispelling words. We all know what we are saying but it only takes one. I love people and I work with hundreds of people a day. Think about it do you really care if your neighbor is having anal sex next door ? Do you really care that the guy that fixes your car is wearing a diaper, or the fireman that saved your life is gay ? Many people will never learn, no matter how you slice it there will be bigots, racists, and busy bodies, nosey people are everywhere and want to know your business so they can spread it and taint it with lies and hate. I come here to help, and meet people, and sometimes I cant express myself properly because people judge, and make wise cracks, Why should I go to a PM because you dont want to hear about poop or piss. If you dont want to hear it you leave. How many times I come into the chatroom and people are talking about politics or religion, or even covid, or things no one cares about. I kindly say I will be in forums, thats all. The last thing I want to be is judged. I dont come here to judge, unfortunately not everyone feels as we do.

NO anal sex and dildos will not make you bowel inco. You would be surprised as to how much the sphincter can stretch and shrink back to normal. External anal sphincter exercises can help to reduce leakage from the bowel. By exercising, the muscle should become thicker and stronger and give more support to the internal sphincter thus helping to prevent leakage. I exercise and jog as often as I can. Since I love anal sex, I must keep that muscle in tip top shape. Sit, stand or lie with your knees slightly apart. Slowly tighten and pull up the sphincter muscles as tightly as you can. Hold tightened for at least five seconds, and then relax for about four seconds. Repeat five times. I can squeaze my sphincter and give my partner an orgasm without her even thrusting one inch. For those that are bowel incontinent and still enjoy the occasional dildo these exercises work.

Sweetie just click your heels 3 times and say "there's no place like home" Dreams are what keep us alive

I dont see why a loving partner wouldnt touch you because you are incon. That would be a total lack of empathy and human emotion. One of my best friends, and I am talking a friendship that has lasted over 35 years. We went to college together, and we both wore diapers, and were lovers. I have never hidden the fact that I am bisexual. Back in 2010 she was in a very serious car accident which left her in a wheelchair. @~Brian~. My husband knew her from meeting her back in 1987. She was the bubbly happy go lucky proud unmarried woman that had a zest for life. When I told my husband back in 2010 this was the first time in my life I had seen him blubber like a baby. He cried and held me and we shot up to the hospital to visit her. My friend has been in a wheelchair and paraplegic now for 10 years. She lives alone in the boonies of upstate New York. She has an aide that comes to visit her everyday. I drive up at least 4 times a year to spend weekends with her. I wont lie, and I still make mad passionate love to her. Me and Elle have been visiting her for the past 4 years and making our weekends together with her a paradise. We both make love to her as if it was the last day of her life. When we had that big noreaster storm back in February we were up there and had 21 inches of snow. We spent 3 glorious days with our friend, and we shovelled and cleared out her driveway and ramp. I will see her again in May. The thing that tore my heart is driving away and watching the tears roll down her face and then turning to Elle and seeing the tears streaming down her face. I pulled over about 2 miles down the road and we both hugged and had a good cry together. Elle and I are sitting here talking and we just finished skyping with our friend. She still has the bubbly attitude and gorgeous smile. We cant wait for May to come and spend a nice weekend together just taking care of her and bathing her, I love to watch how gentle Elle can really be picking her up and carrying her to the bed and changing her diaper. Many people will never get to love this deep in a lifetime. Thats why I have always preached love.and understanding. We never know what our future holds and we will never know when its our time to go. Incon or not you treat your partner like its the last day on earth and you make them feel special. Pee and poop can be cleaned. Human feeling will always be my weakness. Brian now you know why I love and respect you so much, You are in a chair, and that doesnt scare me. many will run away as @steve in diaps mentioned, and the love that @Cruiser 03 mentions just warms my heart. Love is real people, Just open your hearts and let it in. Love to you all Evelyn & Elle