Baby Girl Sarah

We all need some help from one time or another (me included )so you shouldn't have to feel any guilt for asking anyone for help (HUGS ) You cant nor should you expect things to go over and gert right from just 17 minutes of talking .this things takes time and if you feel this bad i strongly suggest you contact a professional so that you can be on youre way to youre recovery . The light is there my friend its just sometimes very hard to spot it and this is why we need some guidance to be able to find that light (HUG )

We all get those money problems from time to time (me included ) All we can do is try our best to get it to go together . Do feel better soon tho (HUGS )

Youre not alone if you need us you know were were at

Sadly we all have our DOWN periods ? My latest lasted nearly 8 years and is now FINALLY on the right way up ( Slowly but still ) . What we have to try to do in this situations is DONT give up and do our best to keep our head above the surface . And also try to see the good things in life as well (Yes i KNOW its NOT easy ) BUT it CAN be done TRUST me

Sounds allot like a big old dark money pit to me (this cinds of card games/collecting have been around for ages and its NOTHING more then a way to earn money for those that makes them. & also in this game theirs only the card makers that are the winners, However this said i do understand youre concerns and i agree youre stuck between a rock and a hard place and if it were me id acept my losses and get rid of the darn things and learn from this and move on to be honest cause the ods of you winn financially are slim to non and the ods of you minimize youre lost arent great either sadly. OR keep them and let the cards add in value as the game progress you DONT have to get rid of them unless youre strong out for cash in that case well it sucks but better get what i get then nothing i guess .

Believe me i understand better then you might understand Well some of them might have takend offence and move on BUT some IF you explain things to them and apologize might not. You dont know if you dont try I understand and agree You shouldent feel you have to sell youre self lower just to please others its very simple eather you get what you whant from said product /service or NO deal What you have to keep in mind here is the value of said in this case cards is actually what some other are willing to pay tho .Youre not selling to make friends are you ? NO youre selling to make some cind of profit or utliest get what you want from it simple as that.

I agree whole hardheartedly and i would also like to ad this you CANT be liked by everyone so just be YOU my friend ive learns along time that i cant be friends nor liked by everyone. Whats even more important is you trying to get some RELAXATION as its clear to me you REALLY need it

We ALL have our good days as well as BAD days and for us with Bipolar in the mix this is sadly a part of our never ending emotional rollercouster. You are WRONG youre NOT insane and those around you need to try to be able to understand and ACCEPT youre disabilities .

What more can i do then to go and clean my self up and change ? I DONT like it but im powerless against it

I`l hold you accountable on that one . Fair enough but i hope this dont happen tho (my self im just waiting for the natural departure be it by accident , illness or old age and in the mean tie i try to make the best of what i got dealt with in life wich isent mush BUT its utliest something and there are those that dont even got that and makes my crappy life story a Cinderella story in comparing.

First of all im so sorry for all thats sad in youre life as of now ? The short answer on youre question is continue what youre doing I have cried myself to sleep more than once since her last message (its VITAL that youre able to alow youre self to relive youre feelings so is also you give youre self TIME and not try to compress this in youre mind ) Wake up (obviously we dont have mush chice in this ) Put on brave face ( The only thing we can do is try our best to be as strong as we possibly can both for our self's as well as our nearest ) Go to work (this is VITAL part as life HAS to go on one way or another ) Come home ( Logical ) Sleep ( Again logical ) And also give youre mommy TIME as well as you can shorly understand she`s also overwhelmed from all this and needs a time out to collect her feelings and get her life back together. And you DONT know that sometime in the future she wont be able to take you back . BUT for now you have to give her some time to get her life in gear again .

First of all youre welkome and know theres NO time frame on this im right here if you want to talk Second you would NOT waist my time and it is still my pleasure IF you whant to Third i understand and respect youre decision Yeah NO i wouldn't hold my breath on that one (and before you even consider suicide as a severely suicidal since i was little i can say DONT its NOT will NEVER has NEVER be the right choice nor is there ANY method that is peaceful or pain free (yes i have talked to many that have tried most methods and obviously failed )

What i believe is you dont know HOW to or youre afraid to take this step its a difference . Ive talked to MANY MANY MANY broken souls over the years & so far i havent heard of ANYONE that dont want to get better . THIS is what you need a professional Councillor for . Ive been were youre at right now SO many times over the years so i do understand were youre at . and i KNOW you CAN get over this depression BUT it wil require youre willingness to do it & accept help were offerd rather then take the easy way out and self pity wich i can accrue will NOT lead to mush good If you want to talk more private my Pm is right there the choice is youres

I can understand you having multiple difficulties as have i and so does ALOT of others ,But take it from me just feeling sorry about youre self all the time DONT help (been there done that ) the ONLY one that can change this is YOU. And what you need is WILLINGNESS to to try to change this and make the best of what you got to work with in life.

Yeah i agree with Betty poo on this i have lost count on how many online friends i have lost over the years from perfectly normal reasons . It sucks yes but its sadly a part of online relationships im afraid friends come and friends go

No i dont worry if anyone find out i wearing . I have NO choice in the matter so why would i have to worry about it ? If someone have a problem with it and ask i straight up say as it is im medically Double IC . + me carrying my diaper bag all the time is also a clear sign that i am IC ?

I have used the Hartman Molicare Premium Super M (European version NOT plastic backed ) from start and i will continue to do this for the rest of my life as it has yet to fail me and i have had FULL nr 2 loads and it still keeps it contained .+ its also highly absorbent so said moisture coming from the loose feces will be absorbed as well and as i also Urine it does the job that way as well . And as been stated said brand is aimed fore heavy IC and even bed or crippled individuals + (over here utlist Not that expensive i have to say ) As others suggested i agree you need to ad a pair of PUL /PVC Diaper cover to give you that little extra protection needed dear

As i said prior to me having too me having to go 24 /7 my Urge IC actually started say 5 years prior to that so in my case with Urge IC desiding to come back thats 37 .HOWEVER IC actually dont have specific age im afraid my friend all ages can get it im afraid

I agree with Rob110 time to see the docs my friend & i started just like that (after a calm period between 10 - said age were it again started ) say 5 years back my self and now im were i am

Kim OF COURSE there is ALLOT of good things out there as well as ALLOT of bad stuff . its just question of daring to find it the good stuff and be able to deal with the bad stuff hon Just take ONE day at time and do the best you can this day with what you have to work with .Thats how i live and have lived ALL my life ( HUG )

Short answer OF course there is dear & if you want to talk im only a Pm away dear

Id say the same as Incondl here i leek 24 / 7 small to modest amount & my bladder have SEVERELY shrunken due to it .And as been stated IC is HIGHLY individual so no IC have exactly the same Iccues

I have the same problem ?

More times than i care to remember To me its obvious youe in deep depression stage right now. If youe this far down i strongly suggest you contact a professional therapist ASAP . And reg you dont want to trouble anyone you know etc... Who else would you trouble with this dear ? If they are youre REEL friends they will want to listen and help And last i agree with Mommy Wiggelbutt here on how to deal with this problems

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