KimiM

Someone I've considered my best friend, and I've known for 20 years, just took the word of someone, that I abused his kids. First off, you've known this bitch for 2 years, and know she can't stand my ass. Second, I'd hoped you would know me better then that. Third, I've helped you raise you goddamn kids, and you know damn well I ain't ever even spank them. And lastly, I WAS FUCKING ABUSED AS A GODDAMN CHILD. , WHY the FUCK would you EVER even THINK I would ever want to put anyone through that. I just feel betrayed and hurt right now.

I'm just honestly so damn tired of fighting myself. Fight to get out of bed, fight to eat, fight to bathe. I'm just to worn out to keep fighting. I know, I have to, but it keeps getting harder, and harder. Every day gets harder to cope with, and I don't know how much longer I can keep it up. Idk, just tired

Legacy, play a white blue stun deck, with warship, and mill out.

Dang, I'm on ship 4.? only been playing a few months. Played pso1 on the dreamcast back in the dial up days. Found out they made a free to play sequel, and jumped on it. Play est day.

Hey all, wondering if anyone plays tis, or world of tanks. Would love to play sometime. I prefer warships over wot, but do play both. Am still kinda new on them, but I'm up to tier 5.

Anybody listen to them? Got any recommendations? Specifically ones aimed toward our community?

I play yugioh, Pokémon, aminal crossing, and wot blitz mostly

Java, or bedrock?

I'm not sure if this is the right place for this, so feel free to have it moved if it's not. Today was a bit of a strange first for me. Both of my ex's tried to contact me on Facebook. Brought back some not so pleasant memories. Both of them were abusive in there own way, and I'm glad they're both out of my life, but I haven't been in a good place since they tried to talk to me.

Ive tried telling them what this is doing to me, my dog, one of my rats, and my cockatiel. They keep setting them off all day. I've tried getting the police involved, and they say they can't do anything. I fucking hate this. Just up the street from me, someone was picked on with them, and they set his hair on fire.

I have PTSD, and this time of year is horrible for me, cause they set fireworks off all day where I live. I feel like I should give more of an explanation. When I was growing up, my sperm donor would hit me(abusively) and when he was especially mad he would get worse. The only sign I had was slamming doors, so I learned to be scared of loud bangs. And that's something that's never gone away. And now when I hear fireworks go off, it just sends me back to those days. It's really bad right now too. I hate being broken?

I'm feeling super overwhelmed right now, and all I wanna do is cry. Between the virus and the riots. It's just getting to be too much pressure. I'm suppose to stay home because I don't want to get sick, but I'm supposed to go out and protest and participate in the riots, because cops are asshats that think they can do whatever they want. I can't do both so I'm gonna stay home so I don't get sick. But then my neighbors get mad and call me racist cause they see it as me not showing my support for the black community. I'm just so frustrated........ I don't know what to do......... I'm just gonna curl up and cry into my stuffies.

Happy Pride month everybody. Hope you all stay safe in this time of craptasticness. Hugz and love.

So.... I have pet rats, and one of my girls passed away suddenly last night. She was playful, and full of energy when I went to bed last night......but when I woke up this morning she was dead. I've been crying all day. I just want her back, I want to hold her again. ??

You ever just feel like nobody sees you? Like they could look right at you, and only ever stair through you. I've been feeling like that a lot lately ?. Like my mere existence doesn't even register in anyone's mind. I don't know. I guess I'll just move on. I can't tell which way is up half the time anymore. I feel like I'm drowning, but I look around and see everyone else is breathing just fine.